Back To Tantra Practice

The intensity of the Kundalini energy produced by my daily SuperO's is mind boggling, and I need to get it under control.

Tantra practice, for me, is the best way to do that. So I'm returning to the Tantra teachings that I took a course in years ago. I'm back in contact with a teacher as well as a local 'mentor'.

Back in November, unrealized by me, my heart chakra blew open wide. After that happened I fell in love with someone I should never have let into my heart. Breaking it off was devastating for me and made me realize that I need better personal skills to deal with a number of personal issues I'd let go on too long.

It has also made me realize that Tantra is the way for me to continue to have this Kundalini awaken in a manner that is comfortable and manageable.

I know we all have our definitions of tantra, kundalini, etc. I also know there are members here who reel at the suggestion of these ideas.

THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM. IT IS NOT MY PROBLEM.

Hopefully I will keep this blog active with updates about the Tantric practice and how I am adapting to the massive kundalini production.

if you are curious about what version of Tantra I am practicing you can find their website here:

http://www.ipsalutantra.org

I'm Over Aneros Girl

One too many hints she needed money for this and for that. One too many outright requests for money.

So I emailed the guy who introduced me to her. Guess what? He'd been talking marriage with AG for the past 8 or 10 months. He's my friend but I didn't know that part. We both realized she was using him…and using me.

I'm not through with her. Not yet, anyway. But I'm over being romantically infatuated with her.

My friend was pretty devastated by the discovery of her tricks. I didn't like being the one to tell him, but we talked it through and I gave him all the details, including proof of lies, and he realized he'd been duped too.

So, time to move on to the discovery of the Next Wonderful Prostitute Who I Cannot Possibly Live Without.

kids, I don't think I'm cut out for this stuff. But I need the affordable, passionate sex. Spiritual growth does not necessarily preclude this activity, but I sure am seeing the disparity between what my heart seeks and what my dick gets.

Thank god Tantra embraces love and lust and engagement of the senses.

….ok, time to find a new piece of ass……

Afternoon Delight

I got a 30 minute head start this afternoon while she chatted on the phone with a friend. The sounds I was hearing was the AC blowing and the buzz of the Vice.

Relaxing…

I tried it today with just the coconut oil. It absorbs too quickly. Had to re-lube mid session. A thin layer of Vaseline with the oil on top seems to be the answer.

It was a nice session. Hands free. Several mini Os. My prostate was on fire ! It went to new level today with the prostate. The squeezing moved me to whole new level. I liked it and it was hands free !

Around 30 minutes into it she came in and gave me an awesome blowjob and pushed and tugged on the Vice on my already roaring prostate! She stroked me and teased me with dirty talk trying to get me to cum.

I insisted she cum with me. After some back and forth, stroking, sucking, teasing, she finally gave in and got the Rabbit.

Three minutes later we both peaked for a nice climax together ! I am so fortunate to have such awesome wife on this journey !

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Mentally Induced Role Reversal.

He walks in the door from work wearing his uniform. It always turns me on to see him wearing it, the wheels in my mind start to spin uncontrollably. I want to make tonight special for him, we havent done what I'm thinking of in a while. I walk up meeting him at the door, reach up and place my arms around him, and kiss his soft lips. He always gets to me, its hard to let go, I love being near him. After a few minutes of kissing I ask, "How was work?" He simply looks at me and says, "Work." I take his hand and lead him to the dinner table, "Well I'm glad you are home. Dinner is ready." He sat down, I knelt at his feet taking his shoes off. After putting his shoes in the closet I returned, fixed our plates and took them to the table. I sat his plate down, he pulled out my chair )he is always such a gentleman(, I sat with my plate, and he returned to his seat.

Sunday Session

Sunday night we were both exhausted, it had been a very busy weekend. When we shut the lights out it propelled our bedroom into blackness. I tilted the venetian blinds open to let the light from the street lamp on the corner into the quiet blackness that surrounded us. There is something very sultry about the yellow gold lamplight from the outside illuminating our bedroom.

At 11 pm when J and I got into bed the room was cool, dark, comfortable and still; there was no traffic outside. We had shed the heavy winter quilt and pulled a flannel sheet and cotton blanket out of the linen cabinet and spread it on the bed. The flannel was light but warm; it enveloped us as we warmed each other. It was a perfect night for sleeping.

I sleep naked, I always have. J shifts her sleepwear season to season. On warmer nights like that night she shed her long night gowns to sleep in one of my tee shirts, with her bare bottom exposed; it is so sexy. The shirt barely covers her butt and it is baggy and thin giving her the innocent semi nudity of a little girl. Yet unmistakably it revealed her mature body by draping over her breasts and nipples. As she came to bed the shirt allowed her breasts to jiggle underneath it, the friction of the fabric against her nipples caused them to harden and push against the fabric. Their hardness made them very visible. My cock stiffened at the sight of her.

Aless and more

Ok, lots more changes experiences in the last week or so. I have reached some kind of new level with my Aneros at this point. The orgasms…the portion that involves involuntary muscle twitching/spasming, I can now get at any time and even simulate.

I can contract my muscles so fast and so controlled that it is similar to having an orgasm at any time )with or without the Aneros inside(. This always causes a feeling of pleasure, and I believe I am stimulating my prostate even without the Aneros inside anymore this way )mainly due to being able to basically cause ejaculation only with muscle control and very little direct stimulation at this point(.

The best part is with the Aneros in though as you can literally target your prostate and stimulate it very quickly over a very long time. I progressed here through a variety of alternative positions. I started off on my belly thrusting down…this gives more of a bounce then from on the side, and allowed my bum to…twitch more, and have more freedom to move I guess. I think the largest factor though was just practice and having so many hours of involuntary twitching going on, I got used to continuing the twitching on myself in between orgasms )As the twitching is probably the easiest/best way to constantly stimulate the prostate that I have found, much better then kegels or thrusting(.

Coconut Oil Job

Great session this afternoon with the wife. Started with a nice blowjob until I was nice and hard. She then got her rabbit and went to work on herself. It had been a bit for both of us since cumming. 4 days for me and a little longer for her.

She built to a knee knocking orgasm while I stroked myself. She bask for a minute and then she got up. She says keep going I'll be back in a sec.

She returns with a bowl of coconut oil. She sucks my cock some more to make sure I'm fully aroused. She stop sucking and I take over stroking as the drips it down my cock and rubs it on my anus.

She teases my only lightly pushing in at times as she has long finger nails and that may not go so well.

We'll have to do that with gloves which is a place we have yet to go…but I can see us rounding the corner :)

It felt wonderful ! Almost like someone licking or a tongue. I shot off like a cannon. It was a fantastic orgasm.
The exploring continues…..

Fantasy Pre-cursor

Okay it's fantasy time again! Anybody who has talked to me probably knows that pegging is on my to do list. I've been given the WTF look so many times I've lost count. I've been asked why that's even o my radar on an equal number of times. Disclaimer…all of this is my opinion which in my world is the only one that matters…if you disagree thats fine just do so respectfully…as I dont take shit from anybody.

Most men assume its a dominance trip that I'm on. For me )although the idea of dominating a man can be a turn on( it has nothing to do with dominance. It does however have everything to do with intimacy. I probably just lost half of my reading audience but…for those still reading I promise it makes sense.

My view on men and their asses is very similar to the view I have of mine. I honestly feel that a lot of a man's power and true masculinity resides in his ability to be comfortable with his ass and the pleasure it renders him. I feel only a truly open, confident, understanding, and pleasure driven women are knowing of this face and make sure it is in their repertoire if need be. That's not to say I think woman should exploit this concept. I think that pegging is an act that should be approached with lots of respect and a moderate level of caution.

Sexy Dream Last Night

She came over and sat next to me.

"Do you always forget to touch your nipples during sex?", she chided.

I looked at her. Oh hell, she's throwing me a huge hint.

and with that she was atop me. Bare. My hands working her magnificant nipples.

Her face dropped to mine and her mouth covered my mouth with elegant deep but not forced kisses.

She said lovely things to me between kisses. Then the dream shifted away.

Nice to meet you, Baby.

Alternate Blog Location

I created this because the aneros blog is not storing the older pages. I found all of it , I think, on the Super-O Blog.

I feel we are all trying to share these new experiences with each other and learn. Even though they are vastly different. That makes it even cooler actually.

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