Waking up

A tingling in my groin woke me. It was pitch black in the room and I had no idea what time it was.

I was lying on my back, legs together and very quickly, I started to feel waves of pleasure come over me as my prostate came fully awake.

I am now starting to understand the different feelings I get. There is the intense feeling right in my perineum; a diffuse warm feeling in my pelvis; a warm intense glow throughout my body, extending into my head; clamping in my abdomen, sometime gut-wrenching, causing my body to fold in the middle, my abdomen rock hard.

I get all of these now. Every time I find my abdomen starting to tighten up, I use @SOwithoutAneros’s technique to make sure I am not using any contractions and to focus just on the waves coursing through me. Each time, I relax and focus on the energy ball, a new, higher, more intense wave washes over me. Memories of my wife and I making love last Sunday come to me and I remember her fingers battling with my tongue as she came to orgasm herself. The thought pushes new waves over me.

My wife tosses and turns next to me, her movements causing spasms to go through me as the mattress moves.

Time passes and I have no idea how long and I drift between light sleep and beautiful waves of pleasure. Each time I feel myself come back to consciousness, I feel the waves more intense, as though the dipping into semi-sleep has relaxed all my muscles even more, intensifying the feelings. Read more »

New to Aneros, not sure what type of orgasm

I am new to Aneros, but as a gay (mostly) bottom (also into spanking), I’ve been fucked hundreds and hundreds of times so the progasm is nothing to put in/take out. But wow, it’s definitely the best prostate stimulator toy I’ve ever encountered. I’m not too sure of the “Aneros Cult” terminology you see on here, but what I’ve already experienced is like this. If I just put it in and do nothing, nothing happens; even a little nudging the contractions doesn’t do much. But external movement of the aneros back and forth eventually produces a strong response, with “wavelike” qualities I see people talking about. Although my dick doesn’t get that hard, the orgasm is penile; there is come, although not that much. Not sure what type of prostate-orgasm to call that.

I’m not sure if I’ve been close to an orgasm…

It’s been around 6 months that I’ve been using my Aneros Progasm (recently I got the Helix Trident too) and sometimes I have felt like when you’re close to ejaculation (but not at the point when you’re gonna ejaculate), but that’s it. It’s like I can’t go beyond that point. Is this how it feels when you’re close to an orgasm? Am I doing the contractions wrong? Thanks in advance.

“An Interesting Morning!”

Got up very early, about 1 AM and wanting to put myself in chastity. I selected my XO ProCup supporter and it felt so good to put it on. Not soon after, I got the urge for a quick Aneros session. I got the sense that it was time to take SGX for a ride. I lubed it up with SSG and started out. Now this session was not a blockbuster but I felt some rather gentle “nudges” on my prostate. I was quite surprised that this session lasted almost 30 minutes. Not much precum but I felt a “pump” or two.

Retired to my sofa and began to listen to some very soothing “deep forest” tracks which felt so nice. I am always surprised by the pseudo-refractory period I experience following a session and this was no exception. My flaccid cock remained in that state for at least an hour-and-a-half. Eventually, it waked-up and I could feel it beginning to grow beneath the cup.

Toward the end, I began to dwell on the design of the cup and how it protects not only my balls and my cock, but also wraps under my perineum and actually protects my prostate as well. I accidentally dropped a remote control on my unprotected balls last night and was surprised at the level of (brief) pain that yielded. Ouch! Fortunately, it lasted only but a minute then subsided. Read more »

Slow and Steady

Started out with warm, relax, flex, lube as usual. My anus was really enjoying my finger being in there for lubing purposes, so the Peridise went in smoothly. Stayed on my back a little while, doing deep breathing techniques and some gentle anal flexing to get the device into place. Again, it got up to the last bulb, half in and half out of my anus. Decided to keep it there, but did a few more extra gentle contractions while on my back to see if it would go in any further. The movement of the device inside my anus felt good, but it remained in the same position. Was tempted to stay on my back, but rolled onto my right side, as I’ve been having luck with that position lately.

This time with the “do nothing” approach, some slight movements stimulated my scrotum into pulling my testicles much closer to my body, which felt good. Worked on some half-contractions to try and tire my anal muscles out; a poster on the forums mentioned doing this to exhaust the muscles and tricking them into involuntaries. Although I never reached the exhaustion point, the conscious movements felt sweet moving around inside my anus, and there were occasional involuntary spasms that sent shivers through my groin area. These were few and far between, but when they happened, they were nice. Precum was steadily leaking out of the tip of my penis, and the pressure on my prostate wasn’t the same as last session, but it was a little more gradual of a build. Will try to get the Peridise all the way in to the hilt next time, to see if this makes a difference in how it works inside me. Read more »

Trident surprise

Had a little time to ride this morning so decided to give Eupho Trident a go. Had not experienced any real success with it so far. After doing a brief cleanse with my enema bulb, placed a pillow under my back and relaxed. Lubed with some water soluble gel and inserted the Eupho. After doing a few Kegels and deep breathes, Eupho was sucked in deep and a few involuntaries made their presence know along with a few waves of pleasure. These continued for a bit as I did a few contractions. Then without warning, the Eupho took control and started a dance I hadn’t experienced before! It felt like it was moving back and forth, side to side and building immense waves of pleasure which got stronger and stronger followed by dry Os over and over! Had to terminate the session but am still feeling the aftershocks! Will have to revisit this one again!

“Don’t Like Chastity? Do You Wear Underwear?”

Background
I slept-through the night wearing only PJs. Got up about 4 AM with the usual erection. I decided to put-on my SD Ultra Pro Carbon “chastity cup” and go back to bed. When I did, my brain engaged in a most-interesting “life fantasy”. This is what I remember…..

Life Fantasy
This fantasy was directed at all the guys, young and old, who may be apprehensive about trying out a “chastity cup”. Is that you? If so, there are a number of alternative scenarios you may consider. Here are a few that came to mind….

You put them on just like a pair of regular underwear. When you do, imagine the possibilities:

• You can wear this underwear to a movie; that may help prevent unintentional and /or unwanted advances towards your date.
• You are given a special pair of “underwear” at the hospital while you are checked-into your room. The nurses and orderlies don’t need to see your aroused package while you are there lying in bed.
• You are young and going-out on a date: your mom gives you a pair of underwear so she doesn’t have to worry about your overcharged libido.
• You are going to the urologist for a check-up and your doctor doesn’t want you to possibly stroke yourself to an ejaculation at home before your appointment, so you comply.
• You are flying on an airplane and you don’t want to demonstrate an unintentional erection to your beautiful companion in the next seat.
• Going swimming? Going to the beach? Have a nice package and want to show it off? Just put-on a bulge-enhancing jockstrap underneath your suit! You’ll get attention. Read more »

Some reflections

Just jotting down little ideas that pop into my head at random times during the day. Things that I might wish to look into more, or just observations being made. Postcards on the journey!

Seat warmers
I’ve got them in my car, and I’ve noticed since I started this journey, that when I use them, I get cool p-waves and flutters down there. I don’t use seat warmers very often or for very long usually, but now I’m getting some pleasant feelings. Not distracting me from driving, but just a general addition to my level of sexual feelings.

Constant Arousal
I’ve become much more aware of how high my level can get to, and that awareness of course, serves to heighten it more. It’s winter right now, so I’m wearing hoodies a lot, but sometimes I’ll crank the thermostat a little to shed some clothing. After my morning shower, I’ll usually walk around the house wearing just underwear and a t-shirt. The underwear is made of modal material and is very sleek and form fitting. It keeps the package out front more, which makes me aware. The shirt is usually a workout shirt featuring dry-wick material. It rubs against my nipples through the day. Read more »

New Areas

Sunday morning and even after my hot and wild session the night before, I woke up horny and heightened. I spent the morning after my shower doing odd jobs in my underwear just to try and keep cool. But I couldn’t keep my hands off myself and I would pause to run my hands over my ass and abdomen and nipples. I kept getting hard and at one point I took my penis in my hand while standing in the kitchen and imagined a hot babe on her knees in front of me, helping me relieve the pressure.
By last night, I was cranked right up and after an especially elevating shower, got to work with the Helix. I had spent the usual time breathing and self exploration and by insertion time, I was rolling into it! I had some minor shaking sessions and after about 15 minutes, I felt confident enough to give the Progasm a try. Lube up and pop it in. Even though it’s pretty massive, it didn’t take long to start feeling what it was ready to give.
My penis started to get hard and I started some shaking. I put my scrotum between my legs and let go for a few minutes. By then, it was rock hard, so I pulled back my foreskin and started some stroking. Now as I stroked, my hips would thrust back and forth. I stopped stroking when I felt streaks of energy flashing through my shaft, just like when I’m ejaculating during regular masturbation. I started rubbing my hand over the tip of my penis and felt a little pre-cum on my hand. I was so far into it at this point, that I pulled my hand up to my mouth and licked it off and started nursing my fingertips like nipples. Then, as my penis was still hard and stretched out, I started rubbing and pinching my nipples. I grabbed a clothespin off my nightstand and put it on one nipple. The flash of pain was exquisite and I cried out loud as the pain flew to my core, translating to something like a stab in my perineum and scrotum. I pulled the pin and started stroking myself again. With my body arched back like a drawn bow, I ejaculated and felt liquid streaming out of my head. It was clear, and instead of spurting in the air like a normal shot, it flowed in a stream, over my abdomen and thighs, onto the sheets.
I released some tension from my anal muscles and finally the Progasm backed off a little. I kept some tension on, just enough to keep it in and let myself calm down and catch my breath. I decided, that was good enough for the night, and cleaned up both of my friends and went to bed. I could still feel waves rolling up from time to time while laying on my stomach, but I resolved to try and get a good night’s sleep.
That was fine as long as I was awake. About 3 am, I was awakened by shaking and moaning, and realized it was me. Mini-O’s aren’t a bad way to wake up. I toyed briefly with the idea of going further, but I was tired. It was 3:30 by this time, after all!
One of the greatest side benefits of the Aneros, is that I’m waking up with a raging erection every morning! Good morning!

The beast awakened and unleashed

I went to bed last night at 9:30, as I needed to get up at 4:30. Having had an amazing 2.5 hour Aless session from 4am yesterday morning, followed by a 2 hour session with the Helix, culminating in a Super T, my prostate was humming all day.

Lying in bed, it only took 15 minutes of aless, just focusing on tiny motions pulling in my TA muscles, before I was swooning in whole body warmth, with what I assume were Dry-Os. From quarter past midnight, I was drifting between sleep and awake, feeling the contractions of my abdomen, PC and anal muscles taking me through the most seductive of pleasures. Although I did not experience any orgasm after the early ones, I got plenty of involuntaries, where the Helix was sucked in so deep, it felt like it wanted to come out the other side.

I tried to focus on the energy ball suggested by @SOwithoutAneros, which had the effect of helping me relax my muscles rather than tensing up.

After getting back from the gym this morning at 7am, the Helix went straight in and I spent the next 90 minutes, feeling a myriad of sensations. I definitely felt the small pulsing of blood in the anal muscle and the resultant tiny movements across my prostate. Read more »