And On Into A New Day!

So, after last night’s revelations of ecstasy, I slept like the dead. When I awoke this morning, my body felt serene and at peace, and oddly, still in a very heightened state of arousal. While I was eating my cereal, I couldn’t keep my hands off my nipples. I was fluttering and lightly p-waving and then I had my shower. I have the shower head on the usual needle setting and when I used it to clean the undercarriage, the feeling was unbelievable! Tingling and fluttering and butterflies blowing alpenhorns! Gawd, I couldn’t keep my hands off myself and I wandered around the house naked, stroking my neck, nipples, sides, ass cheeks and legs. What the hell? Why not give it a try. As soon as I crawled back into bed, I could feel waves starting. Pillow between my legs and a very little contraction, and I was soon breathing my way into 4 more! Then two more on my back! A little while later, two more in my easy chair! After lunch, two more in my kitchen chair and another two in the easy chair! Even now, as I type this, I can feel how my body is disconnected somewhat and if my abs weren’t sore, I’d do some more. But first, I’m off to the post office to pick up my Helix Syn!

Extended Practice Time

Warmed up the room, used low light to encourage relaxation, and got everything I needed for a session laid out. After some relaxation breathing, anal muscle flexing, and setting up some calm background music, I was ready and eager to start.

My body eagerly took in the device, much like last time. Although I started on my back to let my anus pull the device all the way in, I soon rolled onto my right side to try out the traditional Aneros position – lower leg straight, upper leg towards chest – as last time it provided nice sensations. The last bulb was again right on the cusp of bring out and in, so this time I gently nudged it all the way in to the hilt.

Following some advice on an archived post on the forums, I tried a “newbie do nothing” approach at first to see where it would take me. According to the post, the first half hour was to let my body and mind relax, and forget the Peridise was even inside me. The music and breathing exercise helped me calm, and for the most part I could barely feel the device. After around fifteen minutes of not much of anything, I could feel something going on in my inner anus, behind my testicles, and very slightly on the underside of my scrotum. It’s hard to describe; it was like a very vague, gentle throb that was accompanied by sweet feelings centered around that whole area. It lasted around a minute or so, then subsided. I kept trying to stay relaxed, and after five or so more minutes, it happened again, for about the same duration. Around ten minutes after that, it happened again, but for a very slightly longer duration. It felt great, and at no point did I get an erection, but my scrotum definitely reacted, by pulling my testicles closer to my body and getting stiffer on the surface. Read more »

A short break helps

It has been awhile since my last post, being distracted with work and perhaps trying too hard to meet expectations that I found my daily Anerosessions becoming fruitless. However, sometimes breaks actually help with progress and after a 2 week break I tried again.

The first thing I noticed after insertion was that there was a pleasurable almost ticklish feeling that caused my belly to very lightly contract in response. Usually I’d have some form of nipple play or at least circing around the chest area but this session I tried something different. I kept my hands on the bed the entire time and it seems to help with relaxing and actually allowing me to focus even more on the prostate stimulation.

 This session I tried a a binaural audio track that included female moans. I let go and the body was aroused enough to react to each moan. With each reactionary contraction, the pleasure built up and my penis went from a flaccid to rock hard. This is the point where I usually get stuck and hit a plateau, however I managed to relax through the contractions and entered into orgasm territory. This time it was the audio that brought me over to the other side instead of the nipple stimulation. (I’m starting to believe those HFO audios work..)

During this session there were many mini O’s which I would describe as light contractions building up to a normal length climatic orgasm centered in the prostate, while some levelled out at a plateau. Read more »

My Massage continued

So on my short trip home all I could think of was my massage and how sexually aroused I had been and still was. I kept thinking about what I had planned fir the evening and the intense orgasm I was hoping to have with my helix stimulating my prostate. I was so aosed that I could actually the feel precum that was continually oozing from my semi erect cock inside my shorts. As aroused as I was, I still never imagened what was about to take place that evening!
As soon as I arrived home and went inside my home, I immediately swallowed my little blue pill. I knew I had about 30 minutes before it would take effect which gave me plrnty if time to prepare and set the mood. My cock by now was already hard and still oozing precum and it was hard to imagine if it could swell anymore, but I was wrong!
I went into my tv room, locked the door, put on some soft music and dimmed the lights! I have a twin bed in there

Music triggering an orgasm?

I’m not sure if this is the appropriate sub to ask this, but curious if anyone else has experienced a full body/emotional orgasm resulting from listening to music? I actually haven’t tried this yet with the aneros in, but several times just hitting a hash oil pen and listening to some tunes, I am able to elicit this type of bodily response. The first time it was like a wave of pleasure rolling up my body and felt similar to a penile ejaculation. I remember being sexually aroused that time. Other times it is a flurry of emotion and sensation of extreme peace and warmth and sexual arousal is the last thing on my mind. Last night I was literally brought to tears by this sensation and felt stress/anxiety melt away, extreme happiness yet sadness at same time. I smoke fairly regularly and it always helps my aneros sessions, but weed by itself usually makes me more anxious if I don’t have something to distract myself. It’s not all music either, only particular songs with melodic/euphoric guitar solos/riffs that build to a crescendo. I’m sure a lot of it is the weed but this is a new experience since starting prostate play so I’m inclined to think that has something to do with it as well.

“Achieving A Balance”

{This blog post was inspirerd by @GettingThere}

Background
A question recently raised by @GettingThere on the Forum piqued my curiosity:

“Should we treat prostate stimulation as a multiple day activity?”

This got me thinking….I have changed my use of “chastity cups” recently so that I do not necessarily sleep in one every night. It is helping me to get a “better” night’s sleep. But along with that change comes other changes. For one, when I am awakened by a night-time erection, I have a “new” feeling I now must endure—that of a powerful, stimulating erection (and I am not wearing a chastity cup—what to do?) It may last upwards of a half-hour or more. I would be tempted to alleviate this arousal with an ejaculation; but since I incorporate “semen retention” (SR) into my daily sexual routine, I really don’t want to do it.

Where Is The Balance?
Obviously, for me, I need to ejaculate periodically. I am subject (as a lot of other guys) to the “blue-balls” feeling if I am too aroused and do not ejaculate at regular intervals. That duration could be anywhere from 7 to 14 days (usually about 7-9 days now). What happens during that interval? Read more »

My massage therapist

I had a scheduled appointment with my massage therapist this week for a full body massage. While lying on the table we talked as we usually do about different subjects. I was lying on my stomach and she was massaging my entire left side which she had uncovered she she told me that she had sent away for an aneros toy and gave it to her boyfriend as a present. We had talked about it as a method a draining the prostate before. She seemed eager to discuss it so I encouraged her to do so!
She explained that last weekend she prepared the befroom with candlelight and soft music and awaited her boyfriend to enter. He did totally naked and llaid dfacedown on yhe bed. She lubed the helix and inserted into his rectum. She told me that she massaged him while he attempted to have an aneros orgasm. She told me that eventually she turned him over and to her surprise the sheets were wet and his cock was oozing precum. After a frontal massage and a time enjoying his toy stimulating his prostate she helped him ejaculate by gently touching his cock. She told me he literally exploded shooting cum in the air. She thanked me for introducing her to aneros!
She had finished massaging my entire back by now and asked me to turn over under the drape. I did and my cock which had been pinned down under my belly saluted like a soldier, oozing off precum. She said my my I guess my little encounter aroused you. I was embarassed but she said no worries and removed the drape exposing my erection. She proceeded to massage me never touching my manhood which aroused me even more and caused my precum to flow.
After she had finished my massage I told her that I was so aroused and intended to do something about it as my spouse was going out for the evening and I would have the entire night to myself. She asked if I was going to attempt an aneros orgasm and I said yes and she said enjoy!

Riding the Rail

I have had a blog on and off for 14 years. My blogs have been both here and in other forums and on Word Press. Between all 4 blogs I had 10,000 subscribers and 800 pages (single space) of 600 + entries. That 14 year written log was a weekly diary of my sex life, what I was thinking, doing and feeling during that entire time. It also inspired a complete erotic novel and 2 others that are in the works.

That written record has been incredibly useful to me now as a tool to read and reflect on where I have been, what experiences I had and what I learned. All of the times, dates and details I have written here in this latest blog came from that written record. The timeline nature of this blog and the perspective that I am offering in these entries is a summary of lessons learned. In the context of all the entries I came to realization that my 9th year was a turning point in my journey. Read more »