“Is There A Line Between Sexual Fantasy And Reality?”

Now, before you scoff at this title, I need to explain the background of this amazing “meditation”…..For the past few days, I have been dosing on various binaural tracks for wet dreams and erotic lucid dreams. They haven’t worked their magic yet (or so I thought!) I am in Day 6 of SR and I feel my testosterone level really starting to build. Well, this early AM, I started out again the same way and then discovered a good erotic music track on YouTube: “EROTIC SOUL- SLOW AND SEXY – Relaxing Romantic Sensual music ,SEX MUSIC MIX BUDDA LOUNGE” and was about 2 Hr 20 Min long. (I am still listening as I compose this blog).

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Well, I started out this “session” in the usual way. The volume is low and I am getting into some tantric self-massage which feels great. One hand is cupping my package under my boxers and the other hand is doing some nipple stim (my top is now pulled-up). Realize that I did not get an erection at all during this meditation, probably due to the fact that my penis “knows” it better behave due to my SR! I keep this up for a while, perhaps 20 to 30 minutes or so. Then, something unusual happened……I suddenly found that the tantric massage had stopped but the erotic thoughts going on in my head didn’t! What was going on here? Was I awake? Was I dreaming? Hard to tell…..

Today I had my first SuperO – and goes on.

After a month of regular use, today I finally attained my first Super O. It was mindblowing! Hoping I can maintain this state of consciousness in order to quickly achieve SuperOs in the future.

After I had the SuperO, I took out the aneros, and I’ve been having constant prostate orgasms without it in, it’s fucking incredible, I can’t even walk without having a massive prostate orgasm. I am sitting right know, without the aneros in, feeling extreme pleasure at the prostate (pleasure at the level of penile orgasm pleasure). I hope it stops so I can sleep!

Tricking brain by imitating sensation of orgasm by contracting on the aneros?

After 2 months abstinence from anything sexual, each contraction collapsing on the aneros is mind-blowing. It’s good enough to make my eyes roll to brain involuntarily. There is **this itchy place that can be scratched over and over again**, and every time it’s like 2 sec orgasm.

It makes me think that perhaps I’m not stimulating prostate at all, but pelvic floor muscles responsible for orgasm. Orgasm is a series of involuntary contractions. What I do when contracting on the aneros is imitating exactly that, over and over.

I imagine a lot of you have had related thoughts on your journeys. So I wanted to ask you at least if this is a possibility? Because I’ve had a lot of sessions and I can never ever feel anything by tickling prostate. It’s all about contractions, preferably with legs stretched out as far as possible. I’ve never had prostate orgasm.

Hopefully someone has anything to say about it. Eliminating or confirming the possibility I’m not stimulating prostate at all would be of great help.

I have not bated like this in a real long time, 8/12/16 masturbation and edging session, noontime

Hi guys,

I have embarked upon masturbation and edging sessions to develop the wherewithal to channel my Aless to achieve Super-T’s soon.

My session began at 11:30 a.m. when I took off my cargo shorts and stripped to my BIKE no. 10 jockstrap. I had been Kegeling gently most the morning. My penis began to get erect in my jock pouch as I caressed it. Finally when I shucked off my jockstrap my dick was plump with desire and my glans was flared. In no time, I was jacking my cock like in previous years and oozing lots of precum. I also performed Kegels when I felt myself approach ejaculatory inevitability. These went on several times. I will return to this blog entry later on with further insights and impressions. Take care!

“Semen Retention: No-Spill Zones”

For those of us navigating through “Semen Retention”, know that it requires a great deal of discipline and focus. As noted in previous blogs by myself and others, one needs to “channel” the sexual energy (fire) into other parts of his life. We males do not live in a sexual vacuum, most of us are not celibate and we must cope with sexual stimulation every day of our lives.

Here are some examples how, when practicing SR, we must navigate through the “No-Spill Zones” —-
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First, as most of us males know, we have an average 3 to 5 erections every night. That means that usually at some point in time (in the middle of the night or early morning) we will awaken with a boner. How we manage these erections while practicing semen retention becomes the first test of our focus and discipline. Do we feel the need to masturbate and ejaculate? Do we want to have sex? You bet! But semen retention requires a more focused approach, a rejection of the normal male sexual response if you will, if we are to progress along the path. In time, the erection will subside and we will return to normal.
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Harnessing Aless for masturbation and Super-T’s *

Hi guys,

Today was an off day for Anerosing. I devoted it to Aless while running errands here in Georgetown such as my weekly banking and getting a much needed haircut. I ran these errands before twelve noon because of a heatwave that has settled over our area. It will be brutally hot tomorrow Friday and through the weekend until next Tuesday. I arrived back home just before noon worn out by the excessive heat and took refuge in my air conditioned apartment.

However some hours before these errands, I got coffee and a couple croissants from the neighborhood 7-Eleven. I felt horny with vibrant Aless. Slipping on a BIKE no. 10 jockstrap made me feel youthful and athletic. After my light breakfast, I stripped myself naked and began Kegeling all the while focusing on my dick which became plump with desire. At age 67, I do not produce many rockhard erections now. However, I decided to masturbate my penis while Kegeling. In no time, I was enjoying this action for about fifteen minutes, going all the way to orgasm and ejaculation. Because of my Aneros session, whenever I cum, it is creamy and thick accompanied by a sweet orgasm that lasts a minute or two.

An idea came to me today. Spent a period of time Kegeling and masturbating. Edge as long as possible. Thus I can get myself into a masturbatory routine that can be applied to Super-T shoots thereby achieving success in that goal.

Friday morning session before dawn, 8/12/16 *

Hi guys,

I only slept four hours last night waking up in the one o’clock hour this morning. In the hours following my mind was in overdrive about our current heatwave and whether I should stay home from church in the air conditioned comfort of my apartment. Finally at 4:30, I got up and prepped for an earlier than usual session.

This morning I used in order the models: Eupho Syn, Helix Classic, Maximus, and Progasm Classic. They are some of my favorite models. Eupho Syn is great as a session opener. Its soft silicone enhances its subtlety which surprisingly intensifies the Aneros experience for me. It gives gentle, thin penetration in contrast to the direct, thin penetration of its Eupho Classic brother. Helix Classic gives an Aneroser an aggressive massage which delights even the experienced, seasoned user. I just love robust penetration of Maximus. The model is ideal for performing Kegels and Reverse Kegels as is even more big bruiser Progasm Classic. The stem of the Progasm series is thick, ideal for exercising and massaging a guy’s anal tract and musculature.

My session lasted about 1.5 hours. Then I bathed, shaved, and dressed for the day a good twenty minutes before sunrise and an early breakfast following.

My hole felt a little sore this morning, but delightful, much like a good fuck! Also Kegels feel so powerful and sweet as I type this blog entry!

“Semen Retention: A Blogger’s Perspective”

Since I am really getting into semen retention (but still have a long way to go!), I am continuing to read about it. One blogger (OldChi) on ‘The Dao Bums’ posted this blog back in 2012. It is an interesting read and I will post it here in my blog. [My Note: He accomplished 100 days of SR and “jing” refers to semen.]
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“I accomplished the 100 days of conserving Jing and thought i would share my experiences on what i feel to be a very beneficial practice. Note this post is directed towards men, i have no experience of conserving jing as a women…at least in this life.

There are three possible outcomes of Jing conservation.

1. You give in to fantasies and release your Jing…thus failing
2. You become a very angry and irritable person for 100 days
3. You become a Dynamo of energy and grow in strength and power in every area of your life

I have experienced all three of these outcomes when i attempted to conserve Jing in the past. Therefore there are 2 qualities that are required to conserve Jing successfully: Mental Clarity and Emotional Stability. Both qualities are complementary to each other.

If you do not have Mental Clarity then you will lose to your fantasies. If you do not have Emotional Stability then you will end up getting very angry and saying and doing dumb shit. Being grounded is very important in this practice.

Another Day in Paradise!

All day yesterday, I felt Aless orgasmic and it was GREAT! Last night I had a great date with my Helix Syn.  More and more I am able to pull the sexual energy from my genitals to my head and I’m starting to feel more bodily orgasmic than before.  I’m also practicing and perfecting my edging sessions to the point where it is almost easy to withhold ejaculation.

This morning, I woke up with a hard erection and I’m extremely energetic and feeling Aless orgasmic.  My next full session is planned for Friday evening, a date with my Progasm Ice.  Until then, plenty of Aless, Kegels and several edging sessions.  More to come.

Life really is wonderful!

“I Am Feeling Amazingly Sexual Today!”

I am feeling amazingly sexual today. Hard to describe exactly. But several things “came together” that have really skyrocketed my sexuality as a male. Let me explain…..

First, I am continuing my practice of semen retention and it is one of the reasons that I am feeling this incredible surge in well-being. I am “connecting” with people more than ever (men and women) and have a seemingly endless energy probably due to the increase in my testosterone. My wife has noticed this energy as well.

I have recently updated my resume and have begun a job-search in earnest. Had a very strong lead yesterday and applied. Hoping for at least an interview! My mood has increased ten-fold!

Listening to some relaxing music this morning and just had the urge to remove my boxers and place two fingers of my left hand on my perineum. Pressed in a little hard and just chilled this way for a while (perhaps 20 to 30 minutes). Oh my! The energy I could feel circling my body into my fingertips, into the lower groin and back around was incredibly stimulating. There was a distinct “pulse” that was not my heartbeat!

All-in-all, I am thankful I was created a male! There is this sexual “energy” pervading the air as well as myself now. If you can tune-into it, it is incredible! Combine this with the 24/7 sexual energy which is inherent in all males (and females for that matter), makes for a world that is “rocking” with sexual enchantment!