FINALLY!!!!!!!

So this post will be so different. It won't be erotic. It won't be filled with lust. This post is about pure bliss and achieving that bliss and continuing to explore more. So as I stated my dad has been interested about the Aneros line and journey. He has caught me and we have talked about it. We sat down as two grown men and really talked about it. He felt like it was something that he wanted to embark on. II was a little nervous talking to my father about his sexual needs and his prostate. But after talking to my brothers here I found that he just needs the guides that I needed when I first started.

I wrote in my post yesterday that since we were going to be alone for the whole weekend I would finally bring it back up. I already found out that he bought a Aneros toy which was the progasm. So I just had to figure out how to get him to open up in so many words. lol Boom I had it, the perfect plan to get my dad to open up about something so excited but still very personable. So after my dad took my mom to the air port. I was in my room on the site. When I heard that he was back I began to fake as If i was in a heat session with my Helix Syn. He came in no knocking or anything and just saw me siting there on my bed. Read more »

Session 4-Peridise Intro

Hi Everyone,
On Thursday I decided to buy a few more Aneros devices. I had made the mental commitment to the long haul. I picked up the starter Peridise Kit, a Progasm, a Helix-Syn, and a Maximus. They were all delivered Saturday afternoon. I lubed up the bigger Peridise and headed to watch Elyseum with Matt Damon. The Peridise is fun, gentle, and discrete. You can pass gas gently around it without a mess or fear of it flying out of your ass.
Although the Peridise is a subtle device to appreciate the anal cavity and muscle groups, the movie is less than outstanding. In a world of brown people which I recognize is what everyone will eventually be in 150 years, there are three white people: our hero Matt Damon, the lead bad guy who was the good guy from District 9, and Jodie Foster. I felt like it was trying to hard to be Running Man for a new generation or some other derivative.

Fifth Session, Wild Times and Appreciating Lube

Hi Everyone,
Again, the blog won't let me edit the date to 3am so it is showing 3pm.
Another Marathon Sesson into the wee hours of the morning. Focused on breathing. Tried a few different positions. For contractions, I spent a lot of time doing different reps of 20. The Forums and B Mayfield 's advice led me to focus on antagonist muscle contractions and bearing down. This feels really damn important. Like rhythmic breathing, which I have not come close to mastering – I sound like I am going to sneeze or something – I am not going to focus on this as a beginner. Just deep belly breathing, synchronizing contractions with breathing, and learning to bear down. Getting used to letting my belly full of air and a little push threatening to eject the Aneros device while I do my damnedest to hold it in. I expect a lot of this will be second nature after awhile. Right now, I feel like I am trying to master 12 different martial arts at the same time and that is a recipe for failure.
One cool take away was the realization that lube is critical for me. As weird as this sounds, I followed the advice of the how to push the device to the side and hold it in as you pass gas. I did this and a little lube shot out. Gross, I know but it actually lubed the cavity much better. I always use 3-4mL of lube injected via a little plastic syringe but this was different. Suddenly the Classic was shooting in and out of my ass smoothly. I had to fight to keep it in which meant more work for the muscles.
For some reason, I cannot cause an involuntary contraction to save my life. Every technique that worked in the past was a failure. I have a chair in my living room and I decided to lean over it on my knees. I rest my upper chest on the chair and my belly is free to expand over the edge as I breathe. It makes belly breathing really natural and every breath threatens to eject the Classic so I am making voluntary contractions to bump it against my prostate. I get a large, throbbing erection. I grab my laptop and focus on a little porn as I decide to have another sort-of hands-free orgasm. Tucking the scrotum between my legs while still on my knees, I voluntarily contract against my deep breathes as I lean over the chair and hump the air. I am rewarded with a nice orgasm to finish the evening.
Back to reading the Forums. Yup. Before every session I read the Forums and learn something new. Read more »

Random

This is going to just be speaking tonight. I had a good session last night. All my sessions are good. I have been teaching and helping a few guys out and I am really progressing on my journey. But I can't get my dad's situation out of head.

Two days ago while we were watching tv with mom he kind of was hinting that he had to tell me something. I'm like ok with a calm face. But on the inside I'm kind of excited cause he's going to tell me he bought a Aneros and that he needs my help. But no. As my mom went for a bathroom break he leaned down from the couch (i was on the floor) and said I heard you last night while you were riding. Why is is so interested in my rides when I know he's having some of his self.

I wanted to front him out right there but mom was coming back from the bathroom. I was waiting for the movie to end so I could have a one on one conversation with him but he rapidly went to sleep after. I needed to speak with him. Since I know he goes to work super early I thought I'll catch him then. I woke up at 5 while he was in the shower and made coffee. As I waited for him I was trying to figure out what to say. As I'm so rapped up in my thought my dad comes rushing down the stairs. HE's startled to see me. He says his good morning and gets him a cup of joe. Read more »

Session Three

Not sure why I can't save this as 3:00am. It keeps reverting to 3:00pm.
Friday evening was another marathon event. Again, I spent three hours in the afternoon and evening reading the Forums. So many different experiences. So many things to try.
I spent a couple hours in front of the TV practicing gentle, pleasant contractions. I am exhausted and I pass out watching TV with my wife. So little sleep but I feel so relaxed. She wakes me up as she heads to bed and I head downstairs to practice in the living room. I have an irrational fear of some insane Super-O ambushing me while I sleep next to her.
I enjoy relaxing for another 4 hours in a very similar manner to the earlier session. Some shallow contractions. Some deep contractions. Focusing on my breathing. Nice little twitches. A couple fuzzy sensations like an electrical buzzing around my prostate–these feel reminiscent of the e-stim devices a little. At one point it feels like a small rivulet of water pours down my abdomen along the left side and startles me. I look to see if I accidently urinated or streamed pre-cum but nothing is there and I am totally dry.
I read about lying on my back and tucking my scrotum between my legs and thrusting up to stimulate a sort-of hands-free orgasm as I start running out of time. The feeling becomes very passionate and violently physical as I thrust harder grunting and breathing and holding my breath at times. As I cum, and I cum hard, I feel like light shoots out of the top of my head. The ejaculate is a small quantity compared to the force of the orgasm but I feel that familiar refractory period again when my prostate tells me, "That's it, Buddy" and the Classic becomes a little uncomfortable on my prostate. This has happened with the Aneros devices when I have used them purely for jacking off in the past.
I do a few more cooldown contractions but the pleasure isn't there. I feel worn out but, again, I experienced something new.
Back to the Forums.

My Second Session-Thank God for the Forums

So, I see a pattern emerging. Everytime I read the Forums I pick up something new to think about and try. A new position. A new way to contract my muscles. Stop chasing the Super-O and just relax. I just spent an incredibly relaxing 4 hours letting the SGX and then the Classic teach me about my anus.
No more brute force approach. This isn't a sprint. It's even longer than a marathon. It might as well be a side career/job since I didn't invest this much time on any recent activity.
I start slowly. It is morning. The wife is at work. I have a couple timers set in case I fall asleep. I am just relaxed and breathing. I practice stomach breathing for an hour with gentle contractions. I notice that on my right side, bottom leg gently bent and left leg on top of it with a more severe bend per the instructions it is very relaxing. I do gentle contractions with the breathing. In this position, as I curl my head gently downward toward my feet and as I breath into my stomach I begin automatically have a gentle, intentional contraction. It feels like I am breathing through my anus. I pull air in and the SGX gently pulls into my rectum. I blow air out and it releases.
I begin to notice subtle differences in the muscle groups. The ribbed base has a specific feel when I grip it. I forget about the pressure of the P-Tab and just focus on the slow pull of the SGX into my ass. It feels like four different muscles as I isolate them. I feel a gentle spasming of my rectum. A pleasant buzz almost. So quiet and gentle. I am not watching porn or listening to anything except my anus. I am focused completely on my breathing and during the pause between breaths I notice the subtle differences in feelings that develop.
I move to my back and place a pillow under my butt and switch to the Classic with the finger ring cut off. It feels different and almost like I am starting over. Then I get little tingles. No P-Waves. Nothing ground breaking. But I feel in comparison to my first session, this is a fantastic improvement. Sometimes my cock is hard. Most times it is not.
Back to the Forums for more research.

on the path of success

Had a very good session last night, started on my back, leg up, feet flat on bed, listen to some Hypnaerosession i found. I experienced some very new sensation, was like very small orgasm, but over and over and over for 15min, it had me do some pc muscle squeeze, then i try to go back to relax, but everytime i relax, it stop. it was strange but fun
i got so excited that my penis felt like a rock hard pole, dripping in precum, never seen that much precum before, and at one point, with some very very light touch on the head of my penis, i came like a mad man, cum everywhere, and a feeling of deep satisfaction. I know it still not the super O, but the small O i experienced, was a good reward after 2 months of nothing

My First Super-O

*******Note

This is an old forum post from 2009. It's long. It's detailed. It ventures into areas of energetic sensation. Quite frankly, some of the imagery seems rather bizarre.

I'm posting it now in my blog for a few reasons. First, the level of detail in how I achieve my Super-O I think can benefit some of the new members seeking answers. Second, I think that some of the ideas and images that are unusual are the bits that I think can be most inspirational. I speak often about shattering barriers and mindsets. In this particular session of mine, such was the case. Third, from time to time I forget even my own lessons. I read this now and think, "Oh, yeah! I forgot I did it that way!" "Right! That's what made that night such a great night. I'll have to try that again." Fourth, I really feel like there is more to this post that gets hinted at all the time, and words simply fail to describe the ideas and feelings, but I like the way I state them in this message. Finally, this is what happened to me. It's a true account of a great session and a great night. I simply want it in my blog. Read more »

My First Session is a Disaster

My first session iss a disaster. I lubed up with 3ml and didn't use an enema. I feel like I read a book on swimming, aka the Forums, and then decided to jump off a boat in the middle of the lake.
It started fine. Relaxed breathing. Can't get the hang of stomach breathing. Tried it on my back and on my side. Damn dick keeps touching the bed on my side and I am trying not to have any penile stimulation. I feel nothing in my prostate.
Then I started some contractions. I can't differentiate the different muscles so every time I do a contraction I am using the muscle group that also makes the penis jump around. I get a hard-on. Now I am trying to breath, do contractions, and feel something…anything really. I am trying to pound the Aneros in my ass as if it was some hot tranny cock.
I have a Sybian and have used it before for incredible stimulation and the Aneros isn't doing anything for me. I also have a dozen e-stim toys that create fantastic experiences but nothing like a Super-O as it is described.
I spend the 4 hours practicing my breathing and trying hard to relax and practice what I read in the forums. I am struggling. I want the Super-O so bad. It is true that time flies. Four hours passes like nothing. I wish I had more to show for it. Thank God I don't start a new job for a couple weeks.
Back to the Forums.

Ahhhhhhhhh, so calm

Gentlemen,

So, calm and quiet and satisfying today. No major earthquake orgasms or body shivers. It was just the sweet, content, peaceful union of my prostate with the rest of my body.

Warm, gentle caresses and waves of joy. Felt so right and so good.

This journey is never boring at all.

By the way, my Progasm Audio Session Recording can be found at: https://sites.google.com/site/anerossessiondownloadsite/system/pages/matureConfirm?path=https%3A%2F%2Fsites.google.com%2Fsite%2Fanerossessiondownloadsite%2Fhome

Thanks, @euphemism for putting the site up.

Brian