Where I am at roughly on the Milestone list

I have completed or experianced these milestones:

First insertion
No P-tab discomfort when relaxed
No internal discomfort when relaxed
No P-tab discomfort when contracted
No internal discomfort when contracted
Generally comfortable when inserted and relaxed
Observation of slight good feelings
Slight sense of leaking
Slight sense of needing to urinate )contact with prostate(
Identifiable contact with prostate
Doing a set of contractions comfortably
Holding light sphincter contractions
Integrating deep breathing
Definite leaking produced by contracting
Definite pleasure produced by contracting
Definite feeling of contact on prostate
Identification of "sweet spot"
Pleasure at "sweet spot"
No longer believing that "…this model doesn't fit me…"
Arousal amplification by vocalization, breathing, manual stim of secondary erogenous zones or held contractions.
Observation of slight involuntary contractions
General pleasure throughout session
P-wave
Successive P-waves
Rock hard erection
Twitching
Continuous internal pleasure
Sense of pleasure caused by blood pulse internally
Real excitement at thought of next session
Sustained pleasure during sessions
Pleasurable tingling in pelvic regions outside of sessions
Ability to grow pleasure outside of sessions
Ability to leak outside of sessions
Sense that the Aneros is satisfying a special prostate "itch"
Very significant pleasure during sessions
Moaning during sessions
Sense of arousal moving toward something
Involuntary clamping, without sense of climax
Involuntary clamping with hint of climax
Aneros moving distinctly on its own, creating unexpected pleasure
Definite sense of ongoing subtle involuntary contraction Read more »

All good intentions now relised

Well I had all good intentions of backdating and a filling in the missing parts of my journey but I can now see it is never going to happen :)
So I will just have to start from where I am now.
So far I have a Helix which I have modified to have no tail & a eupho which I have modified to have 75% of its tail.
The eupho is definatly my favorite at the moment but still crave the helix as well.
I love to sleep with the eupho especially because it just keeps moving all night long and I more often than not have dreams where the aneros is in me while I am naked in public in my dreams.
I have experienced a Aneros orgie as I call it where my body just craved it so much I could not be without it inserted for more than roughly 5 hours. This lasted for about one and a half weeks from memory. )just type in orgie in the search on the forum to read about it(.
I had to stop it in the end because of soreness and sleep deprivation.
Often you just dont get good sleep. But as time goes on I am getting better sleep while packing it.
Now I am toying with the idea of getting a progasm and or perdise set.

Good one

Even though I don't try or want to, sometimes I just have to JO to stop the edging and just get off, the orgasms that I have when I do are just so powerful and intense. It sometimes scares me! That's when you really feel it on the prostate. It's the hardest thing NOT to do is focus on your dick while using. I'm always wanting to see if I am leaking any precum or just how hard my erection is when I get it. I just try to relax, breathe, clear my mind and let the helix do it's thing. Sometimes sessions are real duds and sometimes really good. I had a couple of short ones the other day, one before i went to work and one after I got home. The morning one was much better than the later one. I had done some "manscaping" with my cordless beard trimmer the night before around my pelvic area and ass as best as I could. Kinda hard to do when you can't really see everything and I didn't want to hurt myself with the trimmer. I think my wife will be surprised to see and feel it when she does! Anyway, I had just took a shower, prepped myself and the Helix and laid down on my left side. I inserted the Helix and started to do some small contractions and just breathe. Just lay still and do nothing, breathe, and let my mind go free. Images of my ex-lovers swirled through my mind, their big juicy tits, smooth hands, wet pussies and sexy sounds of their cries and moans. Then I could feel my ass starting to self contract lightly. My mind went into overdrive. I felt like i had detached from my body and could only feel incredible pleasure in my anus and on my prostate. Soon, I start to breathe heavier and deeper and little sighs turn into groans. I can feel my PC muscles, my abs and my ass going into overdrive. Stay focused… relax…. breathe…. Boom! a small mini O… Bam! Another one shortly after that… Legs and arms are really started to twitch and move… breathing becomes moaning…. wow… Uh oh…. here comes another wave of small Os… I don't know if I can take this anymore… I feel like the eyes are rolling into the back of my head… One final wave of Os crash into me… I let out one loud yell of pleasure and curl into a ball… I'm spent…

Joygasm & total energy orgasm

There are two parts to this entry. The first occurred without any model used at all at night as I was heading to bed. The second part occurred as I woke the next morning and several hours before needing to go to work.

The first part is more of an observation, and also an invitation for more information.

The other night I was on chat and several members were hopping in and out, several topics of conversation came and went, and about three or four hours passed in total. I was so drained from my 12th day in a row of working that chat was a much needed stress release for me. I was beyond giddy and silly to say the least. I think it was borderline delusional from working so much. At any rate, I was having a genuine good time. Read more »

Was it the Big One?

Last night I had the most intense session that I've ever had. I only started using an Aneros this past August when I got my Helix. Last night the house was mine when I got home from work. I went upstairs and took a nice hot, relaxing bath and then prepped my helix and myself with some Astroglide. I crawled into bed gently teased my anus with the Helix until it was ready for insertion. After getting it in, I laid on my left side with my left knee up and my right leg straight, and just tried to relax and breathe to calm myself. I basically took the "do nothing" approach just let myself go. After awhile my ass started to respond with light contractions and then harder, firmer ones. All the while I just trying to stay focused and just let my breathing relax me and control my contraction pace. I could feel the Helix dancing all over the place. Then it started to make really good contact with my prostate and my legs and arms started to quiver. Those feelings were going pretty good for awhile then they started to go away. Hmm, maybe it's time to stop and relube…. Then WHAM my ass just took over! I could feel my anal muscles just start contracting and I had to curl up as my abs just clenched down. My arms and legs really started twitching and shaking. I am usually not a very vocal person when I have sex, but I was moaning, grunting and groaning like i never have before. The first wave hit me hard. "Is this it? Am I there?!" I wondered to myself. A rush went through me. I just tried to keep a clear mind and then another hard wave came crashing on me. I am breathing and moaning hard and deep when I the final crescendo hit me. OOOOHHH!! My body just convulses and flails away. OH MY GOD! I don't know if that was everybody is talking about but it felt incredibe…. Then I relube and tried to start again but fell asleep with it in me… Read more »

Open Heart

Times like right now, this moment, give me reason and hope about what this universe just might be all about.

I sit now, thinking, as best as I can, about an hour after a wonderful 2 hour session with my new Syn.

Here's what makes this moment even more special.

Work was a total nightmare today. This is my 8th straight day working, and I'm in the middle of working 14 in a row. So, I have about another week straight to go. Needless to say, stress is just about paramount right now. At least it was.

I came home from work, at nearly 11:30 at night, and saw the box for my Syn sitting at my door step. Being mad that UPS, as usual, just leaves a package lying around that anyone can take if they were so inclined, I was thankful that that wasn't the case. I grabbed my package and went into my apartment.

I placed the box on my bed and started to decompress from work, which included basically changing my clothes and booting up my computer. I left the box on the bed and didn't even bother to open it. I knew what it was, but was too tired to even look inside. Instead, I came to Aneros chat and talked with Taran for a bit. Taran asked me if I was going to try out my new Syn, but I was honestly too tired. I didn't want a "dud" session right away. Aside from that, I didn't have time to prep my sacred space and create my mental space. I was just wanting to sleep so I could get up and go to work for day number 9 in a row. Ugh… Read more »

Orgasmic Links at Another Astounding Orgasmic Level

Elsewhere here, and at other locations, I written about some of these experiences before, butt I write this blog post in a state of deeply grateful ecstatic wonderment, joy, and the most profound peace connection that my now into 6 years of MMO and ecstatic energies explorations have given.

After great builds, Drys, and Supers, both Active Body and Still Body, first with Eupho and then switching in my Syn; a new variation of the Hovering Grand Bliss type Calm Seas (Still Body) set in, with all the subtle breathing and focus changes and new imagery that was challenging and powerfully integrative.

I will add further details on that stage later, but the real story coming out of this session is about the continuing explorations of shared energies here. These build on the sense of historic and deeply personal reconnection that open friends have been able to share in ever growing numbers here, and at complementary practices' sites and blogs.

In the General Discussion section the the Forum here, we have described and attempted to find the right words for the ineffable luminous nature of these energies sharing experiences. We have focused on their arising and development here through gradual to fully awakened prostates using our Aneros prostate massagers and resultant orgasmic energies generation. The Tao of Aneros and other related threads are part of this discussion here. Read more »

Second Time is the Charm, and I am Sure Every Time Will Be

For my second ride with the sublime Syn, I appreciated even more the lovely texture and the flexible P-Tab. And again, it felt like part of me and not a separate entity. I am also impressed with how quickly it does its magic on me. Within ten minutes I was enjoying multiple Dry and Super O's.

This time I reached Calm Seas very quickly and stayed there for the rest of the session, about 90 minutes, I guess. I wasn't terribly aware of time. I got to a wonderful "place." In this place I experienced deep satisfaction, peace, and a bit of giddy silliness. I felt little sparkles of joy all over me. That lasted for about for about 30 minutes and slowly subsided into an overall sense of intense well-being.

The very interesting thing about this session was that when I reached the pinnacle of the session, when I had journeyed the furthest, I was quite lucid and completely aware of reality. Usually when I reach Calm Seas and I stay there for a while, I tend to find myself in a dream-like state almost dozing. But this was different. I was hyper-aware of everything and in a laughing mood, giggly, and enjoying every tingle. I talked with my friend, and friend of many of you, artform. He was convinced (and I agree with him) that what I was experiencing at the end was what he called "Mitochondria Orgasms" – orgasms at the cellular level. Well, my mitochondria were singing with joy. Read more »

Anerosless dry orgasms in sex

Had a 3-some with my life-partner this weekend, and was astounded as before that the slightest touch can trigger a dry orgasm in me, and that I can now have tens if not hundreds of these during sex. I have to warn potential new sexual partners in advance, lest they think I am having a fit or something.

The third person was lovely, but perhaps lacked enough experience to make the sex a true "conversation" – a set of 2 interactions (this being a 3-some with my life-partner) that were entirely mutual and reciprocated. As a result, the dry orgasms were fewer than I have previously experienced with my partner, and with a "friend with benefits". I am intrigued now to know what sex would be like with someone who had the same ability to dry orgasm. I wonder if the feedback and reciprocation could start a positive feedback loop that would escalate into new territory for us both? Isn't this the root of Taoist and Tantric principles?

Maiden Voyage

The Titanic may have sunk on her maiden voyage. I, however, sailed through with flying colors on my maiden voyage with my newly launched Syn. She is a fine looking vessel, from bow to stern, port to starboard. And she cruises as smoothly as any model yet.

After christening her by cleansing her with warm soapy water I was ready. I had done my usual preparation, manscaped, showered, douched, warm room, low light, at my side – a towel and more lube.

I slipped the Syn inside easily. It fit me like a glove. I knew it was there, but it felt like a part of me and not just something up my ass. It took very little time, only a few seconds, to begin feeling the sensations. In less than two minutes I had my first Dry Orgasm. During the almost 90 minute session, I lost count of the number of Dry and Super Orgasms I had.

The ride reminded me of the newness of my first Helix experiences. It was all fresh and exploratory – new things discovered throughout. All of the orgasms, from P to Mini to Dry to Super to Calm Seas, were substantially more intense than I have experienced recently. I am a full-body, LOTS of movement type of guy during my big orgasms, and these were definitely full-body with tons, TONS of movement. My cock went between flaccid and rock-hard over and over. The pre-cum was flowing freely. During the violent Super O's, the pre-cum would fling out of me and spray all over with bliss. I had to remove my glasses; pre-cum drops are hard to see through! Read more »