oh me

I never thought I would be blogging about my sessions. I have to admit having used the helix three times, and this last session blew my mind. Precum, body sensations took me over and me losing my normal day cares to the session. Looking forward to more sessions.

Two weeks without the Aneros

For the first time since buying the Aneros 5 ½ months ago I have gone for two weeks without using it. That’s what visiting the in-laws over the holidays can do to a person. I did use the Peridise once, but it was not a solo session and it will have to be a separate entry!

The fun thing was that I got to do a lot of Anerosless exercises – something I haven’t gotten a chance to do before. Kind of Male Deer external massaging, contractions and deep rhythmic breathing. Chasing pleasure echo’s as it were.

It’s funny, because you can wake the little walnut up in the morning and he wants to play all day. I can make it feel really good but I can only produce very intermittent involuntaries. Still, it gives you something to do between holiday meals while you’re watching football and making pleasant conversation with Aunt so and so.

Ordered myself a Progasm. I’ll bet that’ll be worth a blog entry by the end of next week. I had to make a decision between that and the MGX. I like the description of mobility and aggressive P-Tab for the MGX (I don’t consider the Helix tab to be all that aggressive). I had to go with the K-Tab and the ball style P-Tab in the end. I’m just not quite sure I will appreciate the size of the Progasm. Ah, the sweet sensation of fear and anticipation. We will have to see if I am qualified as an “Advanced User” yet or not. You can only read so much before you have to take action one way or the other. Read more »

Best yet

I had the best session yet tonight. I have the house to myself. I prepared and ate my supper in the nude (turned up the thermostat first), and went upstairs, squirted some lube in myself, lubed up the helix, and in she went. Layed about five minutes and then started rocking my hips gently while laying on my side. Within three or four minutes, I started having O's, and they got stronger and stronger, one after the other. I found I could control this somewhat by fantasizing about my wife or another woman, alternating between them, and as I did, another wave would overtake me. Totally cool. The intensity varied — some were subtle, some were really strong, some were toe-curling. Then I flopped on my back and thought that I might break the streak, but pretty soon — same thing — lots of O's, and I found I didn't even have to fantasize sometimes. After about 45 minutes, I lubed up Mr. P, and finished off with a nice cum. Absolutely incredible!

Still nothing to report

So far it's been a little over a month since my first use of the Helix. I have nothing particularly new to report from my last post. Progress (if any) is still slow. I'm continuing learning to appreciate whatever I do feel, even if it is nowhere near encouraging of any sexual feeling.

On two sessions, I decided to break the rules by trying manual stimulation. I know this is not good, but I was curious as to what would happen. Depending on how I moved the helix, I felt increasing needs for urination. Not particularly any sort of distinctly pleasurable feeling, just that sensation of urination. I suppose this is the sort of sensation I am looking for through hands-free use, but I get nowhere near it until I work the aneros by hand. I'll ease off on the manual stimulation for the moment unless someone has any advice regarding it.

I will also probably stop posting the semi-weekly updates as I was previously trying. It's clear that I have a long way to go and I don't want to flood this site with many "nothing's happening" posts. I have a feeling they would pile up pretty high. It's somewhat depressing in a way.

Week 3: Starting to feel like it isn't working out for me

Another week has passed with little or no progress for me. I used to practice for an hour every day, but over this recent week I've been skipping a few days. I think I am losing motivation to keep this up. I used to be very interested in having the daily sessions, but now I'm starting to feel more motivated to do other more useful things with my time than use the helix.

I wish I could come here and say, "Wow! The Aneros is great! My pleasure is so much better and it's changed my life!" like some people have, but I simply can't at this point. Over the week I've tried a variety of different suggestions from the forum, blogs, etc. Different positions, different breathing tricks, different forms of stimulating myself, different forms of mental stimulation. I've also tried the 'do nothing' approach, but in doing nothing, I also feel nothing. I just can't seem to find my way though all of this regardless of what I try.

Maybe I just need more time. My body may be more resistant to alternative stimulations than I hoped. I'd like to think this is exactly the case, but how can I tell when I need time when I can't tell if I'm doing it right in the first place? It's hard to know if I'm on the right tracked when I am blind to my progress. Read more »

Time passes by

Time passes quicker than the blink of an eye.
An up date is called for.

The wife got curious last month about my 2 friends.
I said that she did not have a prostate so it would do no good.
Anyway she wanted to try it.
I let her try the Helix. I got the MGX.
We had intercourse and she said it made her feel as if she wanted to go to the toilet but not an unplesant feeling.
A funny thing happened when I orgasamed.
The feeling was more intense but the MGX shot out of me and landed down the bed. Nothing followed it thankfully.
A reverse ejaculation lol.

We tried again a few days later swopping models.
The Helix stayed put during orgasm. Also more intense than without it.
The wife had much the same feelings about going to the toilet.

We had a third session.
It started with her inserting the MGX.
She was on top in her faviourite cowgirl position.
After a while I felt on the point of orgasm and attempted to stop her.
Too late, I gave a little spasam.
Oh no ! Thats it I thought.
As quick as I could I disengaged and inserted my Helix.
An Electric jolt from Prostate to penis tip.
Agood firm erection and I was off again.
We were both happy with the result a bit later. Read more »

Teasing It Out

Just a note that things are proceeding smoothly here in the same direction as the last post – using the MGX along with edging to produce mind-bendingly good mini-os.

As I go along, I'm finding there are a few things that make sessions go better. Going 3-4 days without ejaculating produces the best results. Mostly I can get one really good session of about 2 hours once a week. I'm also learning how to have great sessions at night without waking the partner in the next room. 🙂 I've also been taking a daily fish oil tablet and the occasional dark chocolate, but I honestly can't tell if they help.

In a great session this week I also figured out, much to my surprise, how to "tease out" a penile orgasm so it will last a lot longer. This begins with using anal contractions to get gradually hotter and hotter p-waves. Following that I stroke the penis and get it going. Over the course of the session, I alternate between penis and prostate stimulation until it sends me into a spiral of wonderful feelings all over the midsection. In this most recent session, as soon as I was ready to cum, I made it so I only expelled a single small squirt of semen. Then I focused on the MGX and brought on some wonderful dry-os. To my own bafflement, I found that I could "ride" this orgasm for about ten un-fucking-believable minutes. I don't know if it was a super-o but it sure felt good. At one point, I could even do a mild hands-free cum. It basically went small ejaculation, long mini-os, small ejaculation, long mini-os, then winding up with a medium sized penile ejaculation. Brilliant.

Unexpected pleasure

So last night I decided to do another session, even though I had only 45 minutes of guaranteed privacy. I figured, why not — just to keep the journey moving along, even if nothing much happens.

The feeling right off was good, and I was more relaxed than other sessions, maybe because it was more familiar. I was laying on my side with my legs in a "scissors" position. After about five minutes or so, I decided to take a more active role, so I started to thrust my hips forward and backward, just a little. Very quickly, I started getting great pleasurable feelings in my loins, which started to build. Then they would ebb, and then build some more, going past the last one. I started to breathe heavier, and the waves started radiating into my chest and down through my legs. Wave after wave, and I wasn't even expecting anything to happen when I started! I was definitely in orgasm, and the waves continued one on top of another. It was like they were controlling me, but yet I was controlling them, too, and I felt like I could have gone on for a long time. But time was running out, and I let myself go – wow! Underneath on the towel, I had some sticky cum — but no erection. It was definitely worth the effort, even though I had only a few minutes. I was probably done within 20 minutes, and spent several minutes cleaning up and putting things back the way they were.

Relax…

So my current approach during sessions is to relax and do mostly nothing. Sort of meditative and focus on deep breathing. But I do a twist on it. I get bored quickly doing nothing. So what I do is concentrate on relaxing all of the muscles in my anus. This gives my mind something to do. And really helps to bring on the pleasure with little to no exertion.

This method really makes it clear to me how consciously taking control of the action generally reduces pleasure. Plus I like the idea and practice of not working, or exerting so hard to feel pleasure. It feels nice to just relax and allow the pleasure to come to you.

I haven't reproduced the super-O yet. But hope this approach will bring me closer.

Love is Peace