Hi Everyone,
Again, the blog won't let me edit the date to 3am so it is showing 3pm.
Another Marathon Sesson into the wee hours of the morning. Focused on breathing. Tried a few different positions. For contractions, I spent a lot of time doing different reps of 20. The Forums and B Mayfield 's advice led me to focus on antagonist muscle contractions and bearing down. This feels really damn important. Like rhythmic breathing, which I have not come close to mastering – I sound like I am going to sneeze or something – I am not going to focus on this as a beginner. Just deep belly breathing, synchronizing contractions with breathing, and learning to bear down. Getting used to letting my belly full of air and a little push threatening to eject the Aneros device while I do my damnedest to hold it in. I expect a lot of this will be second nature after awhile. Right now, I feel like I am trying to master 12 different martial arts at the same time and that is a recipe for failure.
One cool take away was the realization that lube is critical for me. As weird as this sounds, I followed the advice of the how to push the device to the side and hold it in as you pass gas. I did this and a little lube shot out. Gross, I know but it actually lubed the cavity much better. I always use 3-4mL of lube injected via a little plastic syringe but this was different. Suddenly the Classic was shooting in and out of my ass smoothly. I had to fight to keep it in which meant more work for the muscles.
For some reason, I cannot cause an involuntary contraction to save my life. Every technique that worked in the past was a failure. I have a chair in my living room and I decided to lean over it on my knees. I rest my upper chest on the chair and my belly is free to expand over the edge as I breathe. It makes belly breathing really natural and every breath threatens to eject the Classic so I am making voluntary contractions to bump it against my prostate. I get a large, throbbing erection. I grab my laptop and focus on a little porn as I decide to have another sort-of hands-free orgasm. Tucking the scrotum between my legs while still on my knees, I voluntarily contract against my deep breathes as I lean over the chair and hump the air. I am rewarded with a nice orgasm to finish the evening.
Back to reading the Forums. Yup. Before every session I read the Forums and learn something new.
Tag: Aneros
Random
This is going to just be speaking tonight. I had a good session last night. All my sessions are good. I have been teaching and helping a few guys out and I am really progressing on my journey. But I can't get my dad's situation out of head.
Two days ago while we were watching tv with mom he kind of was hinting that he had to tell me something. I'm like ok with a calm face. But on the inside I'm kind of excited cause he's going to tell me he bought a Aneros and that he needs my help. But no. As my mom went for a bathroom break he leaned down from the couch (i was on the floor) and said I heard you last night while you were riding. Why is is so interested in my rides when I know he's having some of his self.
I wanted to front him out right there but mom was coming back from the bathroom. I was waiting for the movie to end so I could have a one on one conversation with him but he rapidly went to sleep after. I needed to speak with him. Since I know he goes to work super early I thought I'll catch him then. I woke up at 5 while he was in the shower and made coffee. As I waited for him I was trying to figure out what to say. As I'm so rapped up in my thought my dad comes rushing down the stairs. HE's startled to see me. He says his good morning and gets him a cup of joe.
Session Three
Not sure why I can't save this as 3:00am. It keeps reverting to 3:00pm.
Friday evening was another marathon event. Again, I spent three hours in the afternoon and evening reading the Forums. So many different experiences. So many things to try.
I spent a couple hours in front of the TV practicing gentle, pleasant contractions. I am exhausted and I pass out watching TV with my wife. So little sleep but I feel so relaxed. She wakes me up as she heads to bed and I head downstairs to practice in the living room. I have an irrational fear of some insane Super-O ambushing me while I sleep next to her.
I enjoy relaxing for another 4 hours in a very similar manner to the earlier session. Some shallow contractions. Some deep contractions. Focusing on my breathing. Nice little twitches. A couple fuzzy sensations like an electrical buzzing around my prostate–these feel reminiscent of the e-stim devices a little. At one point it feels like a small rivulet of water pours down my abdomen along the left side and startles me. I look to see if I accidently urinated or streamed pre-cum but nothing is there and I am totally dry.
I read about lying on my back and tucking my scrotum between my legs and thrusting up to stimulate a sort-of hands-free orgasm as I start running out of time. The feeling becomes very passionate and violently physical as I thrust harder grunting and breathing and holding my breath at times. As I cum, and I cum hard, I feel like light shoots out of the top of my head. The ejaculate is a small quantity compared to the force of the orgasm but I feel that familiar refractory period again when my prostate tells me, "That's it, Buddy" and the Classic becomes a little uncomfortable on my prostate. This has happened with the Aneros devices when I have used them purely for jacking off in the past.
I do a few more cooldown contractions but the pleasure isn't there. I feel worn out but, again, I experienced something new.
Back to the Forums.
My First Session is a Disaster
My first session iss a disaster. I lubed up with 3ml and didn't use an enema. I feel like I read a book on swimming, aka the Forums, and then decided to jump off a boat in the middle of the lake.
It started fine. Relaxed breathing. Can't get the hang of stomach breathing. Tried it on my back and on my side. Damn dick keeps touching the bed on my side and I am trying not to have any penile stimulation. I feel nothing in my prostate.
Then I started some contractions. I can't differentiate the different muscles so every time I do a contraction I am using the muscle group that also makes the penis jump around. I get a hard-on. Now I am trying to breath, do contractions, and feel something…anything really. I am trying to pound the Aneros in my ass as if it was some hot tranny cock.
I have a Sybian and have used it before for incredible stimulation and the Aneros isn't doing anything for me. I also have a dozen e-stim toys that create fantastic experiences but nothing like a Super-O as it is described.
I spend the 4 hours practicing my breathing and trying hard to relax and practice what I read in the forums. I am struggling. I want the Super-O so bad. It is true that time flies. Four hours passes like nothing. I wish I had more to show for it. Thank God I don't start a new job for a couple weeks.
Back to the Forums.
3 times the charm
I have really been blogging a lot. But so much has been happening to me. To give a little update my dad has still not yet come to me for any advice about his aneros. I still hope he does cause I wouldn't want him to hurt his self. He's old prostate damage might be dangerous. So I have had dry o's, SUPER O'S and full body orgasms as well. But last night I did something that not only shocked me but my body as well. I had three YES THREE HFWO's. It shocked the hell out of me and I didn't even have my Helix in.
It was a rest day so I really wasn't even going to ride. But after talking in the chat with a newbie I decided to going ahead and get my ride on. I was listening to my mp3's again. I really enjoy enhanced bliss. As I'm laying there naked feeling the waves I begin to rise and shake. I love full body orgasms. If you haven't experienced one yet just know you might want to hang on.
I'm riding and riding reaching the top of my peek. I'm only 6 minutes into the mp3. I feel it. The pre cum is dripping on my leg. I'm not touching my penis and I wasn't even stimulating my nipples. I get quiet to muffle my sounds and to calm my breathing then BOOM. I got hit with a boost of energy and my body lifted up and cum came shooting out of my dick. It was hard orgasm. I felt every little drop escape the head of my penis. I calm down. The breathing is back to normal. But I still feel something.
What a surprise
So my internet connect has been acting up lately. Some times my computer may cut off during a chat or unannounced shut downs may happen. So to find out I had a blown router meaning no internet for me for a entire day. So no chat, no computer no fun. So I luckily downloaded some cool and sexy aneros mp3's from the forums so I can at least still ride. But for got that my mom already had it in her back to get it cleaned out. UHHHHHH Now what. That means no ride. So now it's 10 p.m. and I'm bored with nothing to do. I begin to yawn. I might as well go to sleep. I get in my nightly attire (nude) and go right to sleep.
As I'm laying there. I get this stirring in my groin . I pay it no mind. But it begins to get strong. I'm now beginning to rise. I know I'm not having a nasty dream and I don't have my Helix in. But wait. I forgot I can have a aneros session. I was on my side with one leg straight and the other bent and didn't even know it. I'm having a mini o cause they were very short. As I stayed in this position they began to become a lot stronger. So strong they begin to crawl up my legs, and into my stomach.
Discovery and Background
Hi Everyone,
I wanted to share a little background in case it helps others. I think the blog is a fantastic way to share the journey and hopefully get feedback and support during the process.
A little about me. I am married and in my late 30s. Up until a six months ago I probably masterbated 3-5 times a day. I was in between jobs and my wife was working so it was a way to pass the time. I am average height and build.
I have been sexually active since the age of 5 when I discovered my mom's back massager. I was sexually abused but I blocked that out from long ago and have no desire to open that door anymore. I am who I am and live for today forward. I think I would classify myself as bisexual but it in very specific circumstances. I don't see a guy and say, "Wow, I'd love to get a piece of that". It is pretty much limited to transsexuals and domination/cuckold fantasies. I read tons of erotica, much of it dark and delicious. I could give guided tours of xhamster.com and several other free, safe sites for porn tubes. After a few viruses, I am pretty careful about where I surf for my porn. I am going through the initial stages of a divorce so the Aneros experience is something that I save for myself. It is my wonderful journey of discovery.
Five years ago, I started my Aneros experience. I was young, dumb, and full of cum and loved to stick anything up my ass. I may have read the instructions but most likely I just lubed it up, shoved it in my ass, and proceeded to jerk off. It is a fine prostate stimulator but I now feel that I had unknowlingly bought the finest engineered car in the world and kept it in my garage except for an occasional run to the grocery store with it. I originally bought a SGX and a Classic, I believe. They both have ribbed stems.
On Wednesday, I Googled hands-free orgasm and discovered the Aneros forums. I was shocked. What had I been missing these past years?
Anyhow, one other note is that I had pelvic hernia surgery on the left side in May and they cut a major nerve intentionally in the process )the doc said I wouldn't miss it(. I hope I don't.
Thanks for reading,
Beegee6
Wow…
Sooo… Last night the Boyfriend were out doing some errands after work, and the conversation came up that we haven't had some playtime this week. He was craving it and so was I. On the way home, I told him that we would do something different tonight.
Got home, made out for a little bit and then I told him I'd be right back. I was so at arroused by that my prostate was already hungry for attention. I told him I want to play with the aneros, but he had to listen to me. He couldn't touch my penis like he typically does, and he could not ask to hav it taken out so we could fuck like he typically does. He would have to let me run my course.
I lubed up and inserted the helix. And just lay there. He asked what was going to happen. I told him "I don't really know…"
I started feeling short waves of pleasure about two minutes in. One shakes started happening but nothing over the top. Then…something happened that had never happened before. The waves intensified…and the helix was pulled further into my body. More and more waves, and the finally something REALLY awesome happened. I could describe the feeling other than it was sure bliss. I liked brine's analogy in his audio session where he said someone was ringing the doorbell, and not taking their finger off the button. AMAZING! It lasted for about a minute before it sub-sided, and then I got this gentle floating feeling. Like I had just cum buckets, and I was so relaxed and peaceful. My prostate was also pulsing, and felt HUGE! In such a good way!
Thank You Rumel
So I'm in the chat and Rumel tells everyone he just create a Male voice aneros mp3. It is designed for gay men but other men can listen as well. So enjoy this blog as I try to type clearly explaining this session.
There is a hot male already in session and his soft moans are making me moan as well. I have already been riding all night and now this early morning. His subtleness is turn me so on. I can already feel a orgasm building. My feet are tingling and I feel it rising up my body. BOOM he cums, BOOM I cum and the shaking and moaning begins. Thats one. As it scales back down the guy is still feeling the sensation. My prostate is a little competitive so He starts back up as well.
My hands won't keep still. Im starting to sweat and my dick is rock hard in my briefs. I don't want to get naked I want to just enjoy this feeling. I begin t rub my nipples through my shirt. Even though its not direct contact my nipples are still feeling sensations. OMG here it comes again. WOW longer, harder, then the first guy fades entering the new guy with just as much passion and lust.
Awakening
So no session yet. i Don't think I will have time until Tuesday. Which is completely okay. I have used this time to do some kegel exercises…and to get to know my body a little better!
I have obstained from all regular jack-off routines, and have been practicing flexing and moving my PC muscles at all times of the day; work, home, driving in the car, etc. the results have been fun and interesting! It has been hard not to release, as my partner and I like to just pay around from time to time. It's been a very busy week or both of us, so it helps I've chosen this week to experiment!
There is definitely something to be said about doing this experiment. While inexperienced…I almost feel like it is a tease. I was at my desk at work doing my exercises, and felt some great waves of pleasure up my stomach to my throat, and up through h back of my head. My vision went blurry and I was lucky I was alone at the time. Got a few twitches in my head and then I subsided. It felt amazing.
I'm so happy I have joined this site to aid in my aneros awakening. Lots of really cool and open minded guys who are eager to help! Thanks to everyone so far for welcoming an eager newbie!
More to come early next week…