One to cultivate!

I have been using the MGX for about a month so far, 2 sessions per week and I can't say that I am experiencing any sexual pleasures from it.

However, I did insert it before sex with my wife (she does not know about the Aneros). Once in place it is quite discreet and I was confident she would not notice it. I have to say that the penile sensations were incredible but after about a minute I had to hold back as I was afraid that I would "hair trigger" and spoil the session. Being a gentleman I always make sure the lady cums first but when I eventually turned the attention to myself was disappointed that I could not recreate the earlier sensations and had to make do with the standard type of build up to orgasm.

Two weeks without the Aneros

For the first time since buying the Aneros 5 ½ months ago I have gone for two weeks without using it. That’s what visiting the in-laws over the holidays can do to a person. I did use the Peridise once, but it was not a solo session and it will have to be a separate entry!

The fun thing was that I got to do a lot of Anerosless exercises – something I haven’t gotten a chance to do before. Kind of Male Deer external massaging, contractions and deep rhythmic breathing. Chasing pleasure echo’s as it were.

It’s funny, because you can wake the little walnut up in the morning and he wants to play all day. I can make it feel really good but I can only produce very intermittent involuntaries. Still, it gives you something to do between holiday meals while you’re watching football and making pleasant conversation with Aunt so and so.

Ordered myself a Progasm. I’ll bet that’ll be worth a blog entry by the end of next week. I had to make a decision between that and the MGX. I like the description of mobility and aggressive P-Tab for the MGX (I don’t consider the Helix tab to be all that aggressive). I had to go with the K-Tab and the ball style P-Tab in the end. I’m just not quite sure I will appreciate the size of the Progasm. Ah, the sweet sensation of fear and anticipation. We will have to see if I am qualified as an “Advanced User” yet or not. You can only read so much before you have to take action one way or the other.

Still nothing to report

So far it's been a little over a month since my first use of the Helix. I have nothing particularly new to report from my last post. Progress (if any) is still slow. I'm continuing learning to appreciate whatever I do feel, even if it is nowhere near encouraging of any sexual feeling.

On two sessions, I decided to break the rules by trying manual stimulation. I know this is not good, but I was curious as to what would happen. Depending on how I moved the helix, I felt increasing needs for urination. Not particularly any sort of distinctly pleasurable feeling, just that sensation of urination. I suppose this is the sort of sensation I am looking for through hands-free use, but I get nowhere near it until I work the aneros by hand. I'll ease off on the manual stimulation for the moment unless someone has any advice regarding it.

I will also probably stop posting the semi-weekly updates as I was previously trying. It's clear that I have a long way to go and I don't want to flood this site with many "nothing's happening" posts. I have a feeling they would pile up pretty high. It's somewhat depressing in a way.

Week 3: Starting to feel like it isn't working out for me

Another week has passed with little or no progress for me. I used to practice for an hour every day, but over this recent week I've been skipping a few days. I think I am losing motivation to keep this up. I used to be very interested in having the daily sessions, but now I'm starting to feel more motivated to do other more useful things with my time than use the helix.

I wish I could come here and say, "Wow! The Aneros is great! My pleasure is so much better and it's changed my life!" like some people have, but I simply can't at this point. Over the week I've tried a variety of different suggestions from the forum, blogs, etc. Different positions, different breathing tricks, different forms of stimulating myself, different forms of mental stimulation. I've also tried the 'do nothing' approach, but in doing nothing, I also feel nothing. I just can't seem to find my way though all of this regardless of what I try.

Maybe I just need more time. My body may be more resistant to alternative stimulations than I hoped. I'd like to think this is exactly the case, but how can I tell when I need time when I can't tell if I'm doing it right in the first place? It's hard to know if I'm on the right tracked when I am blind to my progress.

Time passes by

Time passes quicker than the blink of an eye.
An up date is called for.

The wife got curious last month about my 2 friends.
I said that she did not have a prostate so it would do no good.
Anyway she wanted to try it.
I let her try the Helix. I got the MGX.
We had intercourse and she said it made her feel as if she wanted to go to the toilet but not an unplesant feeling.
A funny thing happened when I orgasamed.
The feeling was more intense but the MGX shot out of me and landed down the bed. Nothing followed it thankfully.
A reverse ejaculation lol.

We tried again a few days later swopping models.
The Helix stayed put during orgasm. Also more intense than without it.
The wife had much the same feelings about going to the toilet.

We had a third session.
It started with her inserting the MGX.
She was on top in her faviourite cowgirl position.
After a while I felt on the point of orgasm and attempted to stop her.
Too late, I gave a little spasam.
Oh no ! Thats it I thought.
As quick as I could I disengaged and inserted my Helix.
An Electric jolt from Prostate to penis tip.
Agood firm erection and I was off again.
We were both happy with the result a bit later.

Rumel’s Ruminations – Part II

This Blog is in two Sections : Part II (this one) is my periodic blog of experiences (most recent at the top), Part I is just copies of some of my earliest Forum entries (oldest at the bottom)

3/21/10 – There have been a couple of inquiries/comments in the past about my personal avatar, so I thought I'd put into writing what it is.
While the Aneros WIKI states "Super-O's come in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, some are large, some are single, some are multiple, some are centered in one area while others are in another. Some are particularly intense, while others are more subdued." I liked a post by 'BF Mayfield' wherein he said "Super-O's come in many colors and flavors."

When I first joined the Forum, avatars were not an available option for members. It was many months after I had experienced my first Super-O that avatars became available. I believe it was 'hlaser99' who posted the first animated avatar shortly after they were possible here. I then started thinking about what mine should be. For a short time I was using an animated graphic of the Super O Society logo which I created as my avatar but I decided against that as I wanted that particular graphic to represent much more than my identity.

Dancing/Aerobics with Aneros MGX

I LOVE TO DANCE WITH MY MGX ROCKIN!! Instead of trying to come up with my own moves, however, I usually go to youtube.com and imitate the LOWER BODY dance moves of Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Beyonce, and Shakira. I DON'T do the high kicks though, LOL!

Sometime I just use fitness videos with hot babes doing arobics and workout like they are. Step aerobics can be draining!

You need space to move! Especially for when Spears or Aguilera take those long strides across the stage. Britney really knows how to twist!

This is a GREAT dance to mimick for BEGINNERS…NOT TOO INTENSE BUT YOU MOVE A LITTLE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpoWluGB1d4

A LITTLE MORE PRACTICE AND FOLLOW BRITNEY.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJfSnYP3Qa4&feature=channel_page

THEN YOU'RE READY FOR THIS KINDA STUFF!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMEmz-A5sDw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtJSDYAc5M8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWuUM_EJA08

Now let me say this…I'm 100% straight.

But sometimes I do cross dress while I'm dancing. Nobody knows I do it…but I dig it a lot.

I prefer a 2 piece leotard. The ribbed spandex, open chested suspender bottoms. And sometime I'll use a sportsbra or separate tight spandex top. For this "body" to feel real while jiggling I use D-Cup water baloon boobs. In the tight workout gear you jiggle like a super hot chick. I can't IMAGINE what it would be like to be inside the body of a super hot chick with huge boobs!

Entering week 2: still not feeling it just yet

Nearly a week has passed since my first post here. I have been having daily sessions, one at hour each. Most of these sessions have been at night (around 10 pm to as late as midnight) while a pair have been earlier in the day. My overall level of progress is very little. I'm beginning to realize that it may take much longer than I expected to experience even the smallest of benefits from the massager.

Words on mentality:
In time, it started to become easier to drop my expectations and goals. My current goal is relatively simple: feel anything other than my muscles on the massager. I've also learned not to be as frustrated with my lack of any positive sensations. This required somewhat of an attitude change, thinking of the daily sessions as 'a possible chance to progress' rather than 'it BETTER work this time.'

I've also learned to avoid the aneros site forums. Reading it for too long only makes me frustrated and a little upset. I must stress that my reasoning is not because I think badly of anyone there. The forum is filled with a torrent of success stories (or decent progress stories) that are discouraging to someone like me, who has not made that same progress. I do apologize, but I guess I can be a highly jealous person at times. As long as I stay out of there, my mind is clearer and a little more patient as I practice.

First two attempts – no results

Introduction to my situation:

Several months ago while studying the physiology of orgasms for both males and females, I came upon the concept of men's prostate orgasms. Of course, Aneros was suggested by one or two web sites. Since my standard penis-based masturbation is rather lacking in pleasure (it feels a little nice on the second half of a session, but typically nothing really phenomenal overall), I decided that I would give prostate-based pleasuring a try in hopes that it would have better results. Since then, I had used various methods to approach prostate massage, but none of them seemed to work. So late last week, I decided I'd take a chance and buy an Aneros Helix, which I had read was considered the more 'adventurous' of the starter-type models. I acquired the Helix on Sunday and, of course, had my first session that same day.

First time
The results of the first session were minimal, or perhaps even nonexistent. It left me feeling a little depressed, worried, and very disappointed. I had well read that it often takes a lot of time; that there is learning to be done and so forth. I can tell that I approached the situation the wrong way, but I'm surprised that I felt nothing positive, as if I might as well have stuck anything up there.

First time with Progasm

So my black Progasm arrived today.
I gave it a try earlier tonight. It's definitely bigger, and was slightly more challenging to insert. Only because I'm not familiar yet with how to tilt it on insertion like I do with my MGX and Helix. The thicker stem certainly makes for a fuller feeling in the anus. And seems to require less effort with conscious anal contractions. It feels nice. And I got a lot of mini-O's from it.

Then I thought I would remove it and try my Helix. I chuckled after inserting it as it felt like I had inserted a toothpick compared to the Progasm. It seemed that once I was stretched open by the Progasm it was difficult for pleasurable feelings to occur with the Helix. So I reinserted the Progasm and had some more mini-O's.

Then I thought the session was over and started removing the Progasm. And found that the sensation of pulling it out was quite pleasurable. So I slowly and gently moved it in and out of my ass for a while using my hand. Then when I was done doing that I sunk it back in and almost immediately my body went into some sort of orgasm overdrive! Almost like manually fucking my ass with the Progasm had increased my arousal level. My prostrate was so sensitive. I think I may have had a super-O, but am not entirely sure. It was stronger than anything else I have had to date yet. Unfortunately shortly after it happened, while I was still convulsing in pleasure my torso had shifted so I was humping the bed, and that little bit of friction on my flaccid penis made me have a super-T. But I didn't care. LOL
A very interesting and pleasurable session.