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My First Two Super Sessions

Here are two entries from the first sessions that took me to Super O Land. Both are from August 2009, only three months after receiving my Helix and only a few sessions. These were from my first Aneros screen name. I no longer use that account. Rather lengthy, but descriptive.
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Three and a Half Hours –

I had today off. My wife and kids went to school and work. I was given a whole day alone. Perfect time to take a LONG stride on my journey.

I'm in my early fifties, married to a wonderful woman who is so supportive of my explorations with my Helix. Usually I put the Aneros in when I go to bed, it does its magic, then my wife does her magic and I have multiple, dry orgasms. We pleasure each other and I have a huge, tremendous traditional orgasm. We continue to cuddle and she knows what to do to make my mini-orgasms continue. Her touch is amazing. Well, you'd think that was amazing enough. Oh, no…

Back to today.

I took my son to school and returned home about 7:30 AM. My wife was just about to leave for work and my daughter was spending a few days with a friend. I had the house to myself. Carpe diem. Read more »

Kundalini the serpent hiccupped and sent me to hospital.

Kundalini the serpent hiccupped and sent me to hospital. Yes it is no joke, two years ago I was experimenting with pelvic muscle exercises combined with deep breathing and specific breathing forms all while being in a particular pose with the rest of the body. Unbeknown to me I awakened or moved the Kundalini.

Initially it had some wonderful effects. I had lots of energy, stood really tall and straight. I had an extremely good sense of balance. My sense of taste altered, being a coffee addict I gave it up at that moment. My body went through an auto cleansing; the urine darkened to dark clear orange and seemed to be very heavy did not seem to dilute in the bowl it just sank to the bottom. In my stool, which is normally soft and light brown, near black like hard and dry feces where expelled. My body became electrified; plants, trees other fellow humans all had an effect on me as I could feel them in my surrounding. Just imagine walking past a plant and your fingers start tingling and as you near your hand to the plant this tingling under the skin became more intense and what felt like ants started running up inside your arm (energy flowing).

I felt alive, wow what a feeling, more exercises as described in the opening paragraph were called for. Read more »

My one and only Full Body Multiple Male Orgasm before the Aneros

Quote “No one can possibly know what is about to happen: it is happening, each time, for the first time, for the only time.” (James Arthur Baldwin)

There is a first for everything and somehow these firsts are remembered for ever. Parents remember the fist utterance of “mama” or “dada”, the first steps, etc. I clearly remember my first day at school, first time I swam, fist time I could tell the time by looking at a clock, …., my fist erection (I was about 8 or 9 years old while having a bath with my younger and elder brother – funny somehow my dad got to know about it and it was the last time my brothers and I bathed together – when talking about old fashioned attitudes surely this beats all), my fist penis play and ejaculation with the boy next door, my fist kiss, my first time in bed with a girl, my first all night stay over, my first orgy and my fist full body male multiple orgasm (FBMMO). Read more »

Three sessions so far!

yesterday I had my third session. after two sessions I was able to have another one. the problem was that I was interrupted around 4 times!! and that screw things up a bit..

so far what I've experienced is this:

1st session: after a couple of minutes I started feeling like something was in the tip of my penis…like when you are going to cum but nothing came out, and I had this sensation everytime I thrusted my hips forwards (I was on my belly) I was doing hip movements like when you are fucking someone it didnt feel like woow but it felt good, I was almost beggin for something to come out and feel even better but nothing did. some pre cum started to come out .the sensation on the tip of my penis was something I had never experienced before and I hadn't even touched it once. I ended up a bit sore…the problem was lubrication. Read more »

The shell rub

Definitely some of my best session stretches have come after the Full Moon romps I’ve been able to orchestrate with Mrs. J4. She really charges me up for the next week and this month was no exception.

To wit I’ve achieved a new sensation (since the “num num’s”) that I’ll call the “popcorn shell”. There comes a point in a session were I start feeling an itch similar to what I would imagine if I had a small piece of pop corn shell stuck on my interior wall just over my prostate. It feels very nice to “rub the shell” with the tip of a toy. On several occasions I have felt a vibration, timed to belly breathing, for which I have coined the mantra:

“Orgasm is the sensation emanating from the string when I draw the bow across”. I repeat this while I massage the spot.

The string is some sort of nerve cord feeling thing running from my penis base, through the prostate and up towards the belly button. I’ve got this mental picture that I am running the Helix up and down the Vagus Nerve. I swear some of my best forum stuff just gets buried so here’s the vagus nerve blurb for posterity’s sake:

“The role of the vagus nerve in orgasms is a new discovery and there's still much that's unknown about it; until recently, researchers didn't know that it passed through the pelvic region at all.” Read more »

11 month anniversary (updated 6/22)

Nothing new or super – but I have retained a heightened prostate feeling since the last full moon. I'm able to feel the 'tension' whenever I choose to focus on it – lurking and pulsing around.

Here’s an excerpt of what I wrote the day after the Full Moon: I had a fantastic session. The best of the month. The fun part is that I have established an evening session during Full Moons with my SO and it turns out she really delights in making me jump around for a half hour or so. It’s during couple time that I can see the effects of rewiring first hand: The 20 fold increase in overall body sensitivity, the way her touches set me off uncontrollably, the evident body reactions and consequent struggle to relax, the altered breathing patterns, the amplified ‘wow factor’ of traditional orgasms – she can totally feel what’s going on and gets off on it too.

A new (Anerosless) contraction exercise is fun but yielding no new feelings. I do it because I think it maintains a certain level of prostate excitement. It goes like this: There is a muscle, seemingly right next to the prostate that I can contract rhythmically and quickly. Sort of as fast you can say “num, num, num, num”. What particular muscle this is, I haven’t a clue. But I can keep going for a while and it is fun to do in airplanes or driving around in cars and when lying down or smoking cigars (I feel a little haiku coming on!). And then you relax completely. And then you do it again. Sometimes, after the ‘relax completely’ phase, I get a couple of involuntary contractions. Read more »

Blowing hot and cold

I mentioned in a previous blog about the wife wanting a toy
and my efforts to find one and get her interested.

She is astute enough to combine this with something she has always wanted so some horse trading was done with an air con unit.
A Feeldoe was duly ordered.

There was a strange occurence one night.
I had a few drinks and was feeling a bit adventerous.
I lubed up my thumb and started playing with her back door.
Entrance was granted to my digit.
She seemed to enjoy that but I did not push my luck.

When she came back from the bathroom I lay on my side
and said it was her turn.
Boy did I get a surprise.
She lubed up a finger and entered me.
What a fantastic feeling that was.
She moved around inside for a few minutes.
The feelings continued for a few minutes after removal.

So needless to say I could not wait the arrival of the Feeldoe.

I decided to include this in my blog even if it is
sort of off the main subject, a diversion on the journey so to speak.

The Feeldoe arrived and we both got a shock. That mother was huge.
I wanted to order the Slim but she insisted on the Classic.
I was thinking what the hell am I going to do with this.
We ordered the vibrating one and that turned out to be a good decision. Read more »

The Big Change (3 sub-sessions)

Session #4. (The "Big Change" session) This post is a journal of three 'sub-sessions' that alternated between the Helix (with a 'tab cover') and the SGX. Total time was 135 minutes. 5/15/09

Session #4a: Giving up on contractions Helix. Over an hour

This is probably what most guys manage in Session #1 or #2. I just move at snail speed.

I had planned this as a Friday afternoon adventure but was awakened at 2 a.m. by someone scratching on my arm (wasn't the dog!) So, being an 'all-american' gent I made the wrong assumption and asserted myself (she said, "not now and maybe, not anytime today.") So, there we were at 2 a.m., wide awake with fresh coffee and, sense there's little chance for sex, I'm trying to negotiate a time slot for some solo Helix-play. Also asking whether she wanted me to save some of life's essence to share after the Helix play. Or, should I just finish myself off after the session. Her answer was that my attitude appreared 'too academic' for her to get involved. She definitely didn't want an Aneros discussion and her tone was, 'testy.'

I decided to not 'shoot the wad' and would just enjoy the Aneros ride. Perhaps a couple of house bouquets in the afternoon would put me back in her good graces. (note to any reader under the age of 50: In a few years, skip long-stem roses and go for 'house bouquets.' Easy to get at a drive-through florist and the price is a fraction of what you'd pay for roses.) Read more »

Mistress Aneros gets her way…again!

I been on the Aneros super-highway for four short months and this morning was my best ever session. (Or should that be best session ever)? Minute after minute after minute of orgasmic pleasure. Muscle tensing, toe curling, fist clenching, hip thrusting, breath holding, panting, moaning, writhing, pleasure. When I tried to let go of my mild PC contraction mistress Aneros wouldn’t let me, she forced me to keep going… again and again she had her way with me. What finally brought my session to an end was the Staples delivery guy knocking on the door. Didn’t know if I should thank him of cuss him…. I did neither.

This session really surprised me as I didn’t expect much too happen because of a really crappy, non-sexual feeling, low esteem week. In the end I guess a week without the Aneros was what the mistress ordered, within moments of insertion small spasms of involuntaries started.

You know, I’ve really taken a liking to “roughing up” my Eupho. By “roughing up” I mean I rub the Eupho with a chunk of paraffin before I lube it up. The paraffin creates a slightly textured surface on the Eupho, makes it super easy to feel its subtle movements. And I’m not 100% sure about this, but I think the paraffin texture gives the sphincter a place to “grab onto” to better guide the Eupho’s movements. What works really well for me is to hold a gentle PC contraction, then either thrust or rotate my hips in order to rub the Eupho gently across my prostate. Mmmmmm… delicious! And one more thing, this Probe lube…it is the cats meow, no doubt about it. Read more »

The R word

So last night was the first recent session that I seriously attempted and approached the technique of laying on my back, knees bent, legs spread, breath, and relax. Yes, the dirty "R" word that those of us who have not achieved super orgasm tend to have a love/hate relationship with. LOL I first heard it from "slipperybugger" the other day, and it made me chuckle, as I pondered the appropriateness of it's use.

I'm doing this because of my recent disappointing revelation that for many months now all I've been doing within my sessions is hands free edging. This happened because I've been laying on my side, and my penis ends up rubbing against the bed, even if ever slightly at times. It was very pleasurable, and probably helped in waking up my prostrate. As the times when I ended up ejaculating, I learned how incredibly pleasurable Aneros assisted super-T orgasms are. To the point, where just plain regular masturbation wasn't all that desirable anymore.

So I went into this session pretty bummed, and with rather low expectations as I knew that it would be un-realistic of me to expect much pleasure initially. Especially as compared to what I had been previously doing with hands free edging.

The interesting thing is that over time I have learned the difference between sexual excitement in my penis, and sexual excitement in my prostate. Two very different things. And I find it so interesting that when my prostate is excited, there is almost no interest or focus of pleasure and excite in my penis unless I happen to touch myself there. Read more »