Tag: Involuntaries

“A Sheer Test Of Willpower: I’m Burning Up with Sexual Desire”

How I didn’t ejaculate during this surfing session is beyond belief! Let me explain……

I am up around 4 AM this morning with a raging erection. I started with my usual routine for soft, stimulating music. But I realized that that wasn’t working. So I embarked on a different journey. I began to meditate like I do sometimes. Only this time, the meditation became quite sexual and vivid. I’ll entitle it “Sex = Male”. Now I want to preface this by explaining that this meditation would appear quite sexist in its theme. But that is not intentional on my part. Let me clarify…..

I began to dwell on the “meaning” of sex and I am pulled-into the concept of male sexuality. This was a long, meditative process and would be too lengthy to detail here. But I dwelt at length on the real reason for sex (so obvious!) and the male “tools” and how they came to be. In particular, why is our penis shaped the way it is? Why do we get wet when we are aroused? Why is our package located on our body where it is? Why are our testicles located where they are? Why does ejaculation feel so good? When I am aroused, why can’t I think of anything other than sex? You get the idea! It was almost like a biology lesson. Now, I am not demeaning the role of females in this concept. But I am getting to the root of the sex act and why it is up to us males to initiate, perform and complete it. Read more »

Session 30/09/2016

When I’ve started writing this blog days ago, it has been many months since I had a “good” session. By good I mean getting something more than the background pleasure.

I had a good session yesterday.

Like most of my sessions, when I have them during the week, it happened after dinner, because before I was at work. This brings a problem – I’m tired. Most of the sessions I try at night end up with me falling asleep, and today the same happened but not before I got good things.

On the problem of being always tired and why I think in the last years things have regressed/stalled I will explain a next post, let’s go now to yesterday’s session.

In the last weeks when I attempted sessions I’ve been using Maximus. After pre-lubing inside (which I only rarely do) with Johnson’s baby oil, I used vaseline and a coat of a slippery silicon lube named Millennium, I inserted Maximus.
I watched just a little bit of porn in the form of other guys using aneros, just some minutes. The guy was using Progasm and I was like, why not use Progasm Ice again? In my last tries with it it didn’t gave me anything, which is “normal” for me, so after a while I switched to Progasm Ice, lubing the same way.

I fought a bit against my sleepiness but I was able to keep awake. Read more »

Instant involuntaries?

First off I do not have aneros product but something similar, and seeing as this subreddit it is active I thought this would be the best place to ask. I have done a few sessions and each one gets better and better, but last night was weird as soon as I got relaxed with the toy in, my legs and body started shaking, almost shivering like I was cold but I wasn’t cold. Is this what involuntaries are? I haven’t had any of the shaking in any previous sessions and find it weird that it started almost as soon as I put it in. The shaking got a bit more intense but after awhile I moved and they stopped coming so I got impatient and ended up climax the normal way.

Also I have heard that vibrating products are a bit overkill is this true? The one I have does vibrate but I did not have it on vibrate at first to get comfortable with it in.

First Results (2012-2013)

Like I said in the previous post my first model was Progasm Ice. I knew it was for advanced used, but that’s exactly because I wanted something that would last, so that after a rough beginning in the end I would have a tool to going on and on.
I bought it from Aneros directly because at the time I didn’t find any store in Portugal that sold it. Of couse it had to get stuck in the customs so I had to go there and try to be as discrete as possible. I had to finally tell them is was a dildo, being as silent as I could to prevent anyone else in the room to hear.

So finally I brought it home. I was living in an apartment with other students in Lisbon, where I was in a University.
My first session I explained in the last post but I’ll repeat it here.

The lube I used at that time was Johnson’s baby oil. It’s very thin but at that time I found it ok.
My first reaction when I inserted Progasm Ice was how confortable it was. The dildos I tried forced the sphincter to stay strechted as their thickness didn’t decrease towards the end.
So I was surprised how small it actually was (yes, I used bigger dildos) and had no problema inserting. I inserted it, noticed how confortable it was and that was it. Read more »

“A Binaural Surprise!”

Now I listen to binaural beats all the time, nothing new. But after 6 days of SR, I felt it was time for a release. So I decided to choose one of the old “standard” binaural beats for ejaculation. I really didn’t expect to ejaculate to the beat (I never do); I just wanted to get close to the PONR like a typical “surfing” session. Well, things didn’t quite turn-out the way I planned. Let me explain……

I selected a binaural track which I am familiar with, on YouTube: “Hands Free Orgasm 2 – Binaural No Hands Ejaculation” by Binaural One. I laid-down, started to relax and chill. I didn’t even have an erection. Things were going just so-so for the first 15 or 20 minutes or so. But then, something happened. I did get an erection, but there was much more to come. I was getting AROUSED. The beats weren’t getting any louder or stronger, but my response seemed to be growing exponentially! OMG! I feel my entire system being stimulated to the point of ejaculation! I kept listening; the tones changed ever-so-slightly; but my arousal continued to build. I knew that I would have an involuntary ejaculation from this binaural if I continued to listen. I couldn’t endure any more and besides, I was beginning to ache deeply within my groin. I needed to ejaculate! So (with my towel in place and a ready-hand) I had a most-powerful ejaculation that continued after-pumps for a while. I am feeling greatly relieved. This was an unexpected “session”. I must restart SR back to Day 1…… Read more »

Involuntaries/P-waves

So, what exactly do Involuntaries/P-waves FEEL like? I’m so confused because I sometimes feel like I’m in control of the rhythmic contractions, and I have to actively not think about them to let them go on, otherwise they will stop. Help!

To do or not to do, that is the question.

So, what should I do? Should I contract and relax the muscles? Should I mantain certain degree of contraction? Should I do nothing and wait?
So far, I’ve tried the contract-relax and the mantain-contract (I have to say that maybe I’m not “doing nothing” enough time, which might be the problem). It feels good, but no great pleasure so far.
Also, I would like you to tell me what are these: when I hold the contraction at a certain level, my sphincter (I think) like has involuntaries? I don’t know, it’s like the aneros is trembling into my ass. It’s pleasurable, but I find it hard to find the level of contraction and to mantain it. So, what are those and what do they lead to?
Thanks in advance 😀

“Hard and Wet: A Tantric Cock Massage”

I was ready for some relaxing meditation music early this morning. But I wasn’t ready for this! Let me explain…..

After some searching and test-listening, I found a YouTube track that was intriguing: “Tantric Sexuality (Music for Sensual Massage and Passionate Love Making)”. It was about 50 minutes long and seemed just right for this “surfing” session. So I put it on, laid back down and just started to relax. What happened next completely blew me away!

I am being enveloped into a “cock massage”. I really don’t know at this point how it happened; the music was pulling me in to a fantasy that honestly blurred the line between reality and fantasy big-time. Now, I don’t want to get too graphic, but suffice it to say that I have never experienced a cock massage like this one. I haven’t even had a solo “surfing” session this erotically-charged. There was NOTHING that was not done to my cock and I mean nothing! You name it, it was done. Every kind of stroking, pulling, twisting, squeezing, pinching, tickling, even jelqing, all done in a way that didn’t seem to be eager to get me to ejaculate. In fact, I believe I was either flaccid or semi-hard during most of this “massage”. But it was extremely sensual to say the least. There was at one point a “palm stroking” that started at the testicles and came all the way up to the glans. This continued and progressed at an increasing rate of speed…..I am numb from the sensation! Read more »

First Aless Orgasm

According to the Glossary on the Wiki site, ALESS means Aneros Less. or without an Aneros.

Last night I went to bed and I didn’t insert my favourite Progasm toy. For those who are following my progress, I have been sleeping with my Progasm inserted and last week I awoke in the middle of the night and had my first MMO experience.

Well, last night I awoke at about 4am and felt the warm P waves building, I lay there enjoying the experience while they increased and increased in intensity and then into a nice mini dry orgasm. My hard started to pound, my breathing became deep and heavy and it felt like I had cum, but there was nothing more than a dribble of pre-cum. It was shortly followed by another one. They didn’t last very long, probably 30 seconds, but it was very pleasant.

What amazed me was there was no Aneros inside me. And it all happened relatively involuntary. I say relatively, because I now can recognise the little sensations to focus my mind on and they do build when you focus on them.

It is like my body has learnt how to do it now and has taken over – I am just a passenger going along for the ride.