Doin’ it on the floor

Yes, Mistress Aneros continues to bring out the best in me, our most recent session was most enjoyable….in spite of the fact that we “did it” right there on the workshop floor. I’m gonna’ have to get one of those nice thick camping pads; a couple of blankets on the concrete floor are not very comfy. (And I got the bruises to prove it)! The big plus about the workshop is that it’s a really private place, I have no worries whatsoever about anyone “catching us in the act.”

The opening chapter of my most recent session began with the Eupho. I started off on my back, knees up, legs spread open a little, and feet flat on the floor. I inserted the well lubed Eupho and began my relaxation / deep breathing routine. During this time I like to ratchet-up my sexual energy level by fantasizing just how pleasurable that first PC contraction (and subsequent contractions) is going to feel. Maybe this is one of those classic left brain / right brain scenarios… on the one hand I want to immediately start some gentle PC contractions and go for the instant gratification, but on the other hand I know that the longer I can put off starting the contractions the better they are going to feel when I do start them. What a dilemma!

10-hours later…still smiling

It’s been about three weeks since my last entry, here’s a brief rundown on what’s been going on for me in Aneros-land.

Now that the newness has worn off I’ve scaled back a little on usage. I started out “seeing” Mistress Aneros pretty much every day, now I’ve reduced that to a more reasonable two to three times per week.

Every once in a while I have a dud session, a session in which my Aneros offers up very little movement or pleasurable feelings. At first I wrote this off as being “just one of those days,” but after reading through a recent thread titled “Unrefined shea butter, how much?” I came to realize inadequate lubrication was my problem. What I hadn’t been doing was purposely lubing the area between my outer and inner sphincter. (What ya’ gotta do is stick your well lubed finger “up there” a few times to make sure the ol’ sphincter is good and slick). This made a tremendous difference, now my Eupho feels as light as a feather, just the tiniest of contractions produces exquisite pleasure…

Had a very nice session this morning, spent about half of it (one-hour) just groovin’ on the subtle and delicious feelings the Aneros gave me while I was doing some slow (really slow) contractions. I’d start from a totally relaxed state and very slowly do a PC contraction. When the PC contraction got to the point where it was about maxed out I found that if I held it at that point an anal contraction would involuntarily take over and pull the Aneros rest of the way in. That felt sooooo awesome!

Oily Fish Moon

Maxed on fish oil (now push the pedal down!)

I completed my 15 day ramp up from 0 to 6250 mg of fish oil per my original plan just in time for the Full Moon Club lollapalooza. I’ll let you be the judge, since success can only be based on results…

First of all, I was able to get my wife in on the action! We have a weekly Sunday night meeting to discuss the week ahead and the FMC made the agenda for Wednesday at 9. On Wednesday, after getting the house all settled down, I lubed up, chose the Helix, and got into bed naked. “Oh right”, she says “It’s the Full Moon”, and she waved her fingers in the air and made a scary Halloween sound.

Now this is the first time I’ve just laid next to her and had a session – we’ve enjoyed the Aneros during couple play on numerous occasions, but this time I wasn’t expecting anything I just needed my space in the bed (especially since this full moon thing is timed perfectly for her cycle). Regardless, she started right in on me; touching, sucking, licking and stroking. 45 minutes. I finally got my “large muscle quaking” groove going – despite telling her distinctly “I bet you can’t make me jerk like that again”. Near 10:00, she launched me. The wonderful thing about it is that for those first 45 minutes, before she changed her focus, in spite of all her efforts, she did not trigger the traditional orgasm reflex. In the final five minutes, that was a different story.

Fish oil fancies

While (probably) nothing to do with fish oil, one side note from my recent Progasm session, was that the big girl went in the easiest she's ever gone – only took about 5 minutes! In addition, my second anal (inner) ring is the one that gets sore from Progasm use – this time, I had no complaints after two hours.

So last night, after I went to bed, I gave the Male Deer a whirl to check on my Progasm 'After-Shock' theory and Vwalah! Aneros-less involuntaries again! Not as strong as the early January session, but I may be climbing back up the plateau instead of sliding off it.

Without the Aneros, there is a nice feeling sensation that is very consistant (not waves) that the Male Deer massage brings out centered over the prostate or the pelvic ridge as it were. Yet, seemingly very elusive. But when I get it, I push down on the prostate with the pelvic floor muscles (like doing a stomach crunch). Then I usually abandon the Male Deer (why bother with success, right?) and grab/pinch (comfortably) the skin over the pelvic bone just north of the penis base and well south of the belly button. This exerts the kind of gentle external pressure on the little walnut that it tells me it really craves. Thus locked into place by muscle and thumbs I start a couple of little contractions until the involuntaries echo back at me. Then I try to build them… after 20 minutes, they fizzled out.

The Great Fish Oil Experiment Update

Today is the halfway point of the Fish Oil trip. Nothing noteworthy except that the GNC triple strength pills are indeed much less fishy than the Nature Made pills. Current level of 2241 EPA, 1509 DHA.

I still haven’t surpassed my sessions of the first week of January. I was having some nice progress there jumping up to the next plateau. I thought I’d discovered an automatic on switch with the Male Deer Massage technique – but it’s now very difficult for me to get a pleasurable feeling or involuntary without the Aneros inserted. The day after effects has also dropped off considerably – and that power cord below my belly button seems to have come unplugged.

There are new sensations. The first is the worms crawling or tissue bubbling sensation that exists in the prostate area during peak session times. Another is the “energy bloom” where after a couple of deep pulse beats an echo blossoms out in the midsection. Lastly is the “ball crawl” where the ball skin totally does this rolling contraction from the butt side up and over to the belly side. I feel like I want to connect all three of these sensations at the same time. The other thing I’ve noticed is that I am holding my breath and bearing down on my midsection ALL THE TIME. I am constantly having to remind myself to breath. My prostate is a demanding little walnut.

Super-O zone

During yesterday's chat I was reminded of the experience of Jill Bolte Taylor, a brain scientist who analyzed the effects of her own stroke:

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/jill_bolte_taylor_s_powerful_stroke_of_insight.html

Watching her intriguing and wonderfully articulate talk again, I was struck by her description of her dips into "right-hemisphere consciousness"—because it is very similar to how I was feeling after one of my marathon Aneros sessions (blog title "Fifth session—wonderful and bizarre"). Yet more evidence of how all things are connected…

Also during yesterday's chat I was starting to get onto a mini-orgasmic high, and after it ended decided to pop in the Helix. Well, during the ensuing session I think I definitely reached a new plateau…

It started out innocently enough: some music, some erotic pictures, some dim lighting… usually the first 30 minutes or so are not very intense, just some (mostly involuntary) contractions while I explore the sensuality of the human body with my mind.

Soon though I started to feel the little tickling sensation around my prostate that wanted to become something more. I focused my awareness on it, and by doing so it began to blossom… mini-Os, then dry-Os… At some point there was no further use in looking at erotic material, as it was all absorbed into my mind and there was much more it seemed I was able to do with it there. My eyes shut (or turned back into my head, I'm not sure which) and I was adrift in pre-orgasmic waves of pleasure and erotic thought.

24-hours later

I just couldn’t resist the siren call of mistress Aneros…so in she went. I nixed my usual 20 to 30-minutes of deep breathing / relaxation exercises and went for a “do what-ever feels good” approach. Hard contractions (Kegel exercises) felt pretty good so I did a bunch of those. When I became bored with the Kegels I thought I’d see just how long I could hold a medium-hard contraction. After about 10 minutes I started experiencing involuntary contractions. WOO-HOO, those felt really, really nice! I rode wave after wave of pelvis rotating / pelvis thrusting involuntaries for a good 30-minutes, writhing and moaning in ecstasy each time I stimulated my nipples.

Around these-here parts I here tell of something called the “super-O”… if it feels as good as people say I don’t know if I’ll be able to take it when (if) it happens!

Later,
SWW

Another morning session…

I’ve experienced some intestinal cramping in just about every session I’ve done so far so today I changed up a couple things. One, I skipped the anal douche, and two; I used Surgilube instead of Maximus lube. And guess what… cramping appears to be thing of the past! All I need to do now is narrow it down to either the douche or the Maximus. I suspect the douche is what’s causing the cramping…we shall soon see.

Another thing I changed up is how I approach my sessions. I feel I’ve been somewhat “short circuiting” my sessions by thinking too much about the path to the super-O. So from now on I’m going to attempt to put the super-O (or any other O) out of my mind and just enjoy the journey for what it is. If one day the super-O does show up on my doorstep that’ll be terrific, if not, that’s just fine too.

Just like the last session, today’s session generated very few involuntaries, but with the super-O thoughts banished from my mind I was able to concentrate more fully on the subtle movements of my Aneros. Every breath, every contraction, every movement, no matter how slight, produced the most exquisite feelings in my anus and prostate. It’s now been several hours since this morning’s session and I’m still floating on cloud nine.

I continue to be totally amazed how a little piece of plastic can generate such nice feelings. The Aneros has truly changed my life for the better.

Sixth session: Sensual bliss

I spent part of the day reading about chakras and their traditional mystical interpretations. I am definitely at a point where I can feel something—an energy—moving around and through my body. And, I can intensify the feeling just by focusing my awareness on it with the intent to do so.

I wonder if that's all that's really been happening around the prostate, which is near the root chakra considered to be at the base of the spine. By moving the energy around there with my awareness, I can eventually induce an orgasm. It's relatively easy to do this because the energy has a sexual, pleasurable quality to it, making it trivial to identify and immensely enjoyable to dwell upon. (It is actually the second chakra, below the navel, that is supposed to be connected with sexual response; perhaps this helps explain the effectiveness of e.g. the male deer exercise…)

The other energies I've been experiencing do not have the same sexual quality to them. Yet they are clearly present around the other chakras, and must have a similar relationship with the nervous system of the body as does the root chakra, as they're able to induce the same muscle spasms I'd experienced when first starting with the Aneros.

I don't experience spasms as much any more, at least as far as they are associated with prostate massage, and I think this is an effect of the "rewiring" process—another way to look at it might be an opening up of energy channels. My other chakras are (or were) not as open yet, and so the energy has been jolting and shocking my nervous system causing convulsions.