Tag: Meditation

“Letting Go: It’s All In The Mind”

I’m building on my previous “Do-Nothing” whole-body technique. Here are some details……

I was awakened in the early AM hour with (OMG!) an erection so strong I felt like I was headed for a wet dream! But I wasn’t dreaming! I was squirming face-down in bed, just waiting for a climax but it never came. I felt my prostate primed and just ready to get the signal. Finally, after about 15 minutes or so, it began to subside and I decided to retreat to the sofa and listen to some relaxing sex lounge music that was not too stimulating (this seemed appropriate for the do-nothing technique). So, I found a track and began to listen…….
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Well, it wasn’t too long into the music that my mind began to wander. Not like a dream, but more like a meditation. I began to “let-go” sexually. At first, it seemed like pretty tame stuff. Read more »

“Semen Retention: A New Update”

I wanted to give an update on semen retention and how I am progressing. I don’t do this often in the blogs but I found an interesting post online that I want to share. It seems to describe this practice of semen retention very well. Here it is……

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“This is someone’s post I have pulled from a website called TheTaobum”:

“I recommend stopping Ejaculation full stop. It is empty and depleting.
Learn a bunch of circulation/transmutation and sublimation exercises.

And when the energy builds up which it will, get a life.

Find things to put that energy into. do shaking practices, go dancing, make love for 5 hours without ejaculating, work on your dream whatever…

You will slowly also become ‘horny tolerant’, which means you will become comfortable and even start to enjoy the high level of energy you are carrying around. It changes the nervous system over time, and will begin to naturally {even without meditation} produce the higher states of consciousness and bliss. Your mind will become clear and stable. And you wont get sick nearly as often…

The Danger here is ego inflation. people will be very attracted to you, and you tend to become more persuasive, than your flat post ejaculation self. Keep to honor and Integrity as the rule. Read more »

“Semen Retention: This Ain’t Easy, Guys!”

I kind-of stumbled onto semen retention due to several personal factors: my recent experience with DE, discovering tantric sex and just no ejaculations for a week. I am on a new pathway now. It is now eight days and I feel I can go farther. However, IT IS NOT EASY! Let me explain…….

First off, my body is ‘adjusting’ to this newfound absence from ejaculation. Yes, the tantric sex sessions are extremely stimulating but since there is no expectation of climax, there has to be a sense of orgasm without ejaculation. This would be similar to an Aneros session! Have I experienced an orgasm yet? I don’t know for sure….probably not.

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Every day that passes now brings a new awareness of greater sexual stimulation (I’m climbing the mountain again and before long, I should be at the top, if I can hold-out until then!) Yes, there are some erections but not as many as you may think. I have done a fair amount of reading on the subject of semen retention over the past week and it definitely seems to “fit the bill” as far as my sexual progress is concerned. Some guys may be saying…..how can not ejaculating be considered progress? Well, it seems that the release of semen in males is draining in more than one way. By retaining semen, the energy is transferred or “transmuted” into other areas of the body. For example, it has been discovered that testosterone level increases, mental focus becomes sharper and sexual stamina is greatly increased since there is no ejaculation expected. At this point, however, I am making no advances toward experiencing multiple orgasms without ejaculation. That takes a great deal of control and I believe there are some risks involved. So for now, I’ll just stick with basic tantric cuddling which I like a lot. If I will happen to go-off during one of these sessions (through grinding or partial penetration) well, that will be it and I will start a new ‘clock’! I will not purposely ‘kill the mood’ in order not to ejaculate! I’m not that foolish! Read more »

“Don’t Know What To Call This: Chi Energy?”

It is early AM and I got back into bed for what I thought would be some nice kegels and reverse kegels, maybe to rev-up the prostate via an Aless session. So I got into bed, laying on my right side and began the process….Well, it wasn’t too long after that that I somehow “stopped” the kegels entirely, and instead, meditating, just focused my thoughts on what I wanted to do. Amazingly, what I seemed to do was ‘trace’ the ‘infinity’ symbol over and over in my brain As I did this, I began to feel what I can only describe as a sexual ‘energy’ building up in mostly my groin area. But it was not contained only there. After a while, it seemed to ‘spread’ to other parts of my body. I continued along this path….Let me try to explain……

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After a while, I began to feel an intense ‘quivering’ probably in my prostate. The feeling though quickly began to spread once again throughout my whole body, extending to my fingertips and then my toes and even my head….. OMG! My whole body is ‘alive’ with sexual energy (chi?) and I have some experiences now where I am breathing more deeply and actually have some whole-body spasms! This is unreal! Where is this energy coming from? How long will it last? I don’t know the answer to these questions yet, but I am continuing to feel this energy now all over my body. It feels like this ‘energy’ is traveling all along my spine and is connecting with everything (if that makes any sense). Read more »

More on Kegels, Reverse Kegels, Aneros & now that Prostate “Itch” 6/3 & 6/4 sessions *

Hi guys,

Friday yesterday I celebrated my fifth anniversary with Aneros. I had a lot on my mind that I almost forgot my celebration. But just after 10 p.m. last night, I decided to have a late night session. I brought out my Helix Syn which I hadn’t used in many months. Helix Syn initiated me early Sunday evening, June 3, 2012 in anal play and prostate stimulation which I hadn’t done until then. Helix Syn with its silicon texture gently initiated me into this beautiful, pleasurable journey. I had a great ride with Helix Syn last night, but I prefer his older brother, Helix Classic, by far!

Then I continued with Maximus and Tempo, both of which I rode well. But when when 11:30 p.m. came around, I became tired, stopped the session, cleaned up, and went straight to bed. However, I performed Kegels and Reverse Kegels on those models. That activity primed me for this morning’s session.

At first light at 5:30 a.m., I woke up horny for Aneros! So this morning, I used Eupho Classic (which I hadn’t used in quite a while), Helix Classic, and Progasm Classic. I had forgotten how pleasurable Eupho Classic feels. Once again, I performed Kegels and Reverse Kegels on these models with much greater effect. Read more »

Chapter 6

Mid morning I left them as they showered and cleaned up from the nights activities. Compared to sexual activity with a woman, sex between three guys means three guys spewing cum. And then considering that each of us came several times, the bed was covered in semen. The opportunity to go back to my own room and clean up was very appealing. So after a soft relaxing shower I decided to go outside and spread a blanket on the grass and doze in the sun.

The intense session with the two guys left me wasted and drained. I was exhausted. After arriving back in my room I drank glass after glass of water, I was totally dehydrated from the cum spew I had done the night before. I spent the first hours after I got cleaned up drinking water and sleeping in the sun on that soft blanket spread on the lawn in the yard. Lying with the warm sun licking my body was mesmerizing, lulling me into peaceful serene slumber. I dozed on and off for the better part of the day.

Yet oddly enough while my body was exhausted and relaxed, my arousal was roaring like an inferno. My balls felt like they had run a marathon, yet in spite of my fatigue, my cock stiffened and lengthened as it was warmed by the cress of the suns warmth and sweet sexy memories. Drifting in and out of soft naps as I lay there, I was keenly aware that my cock was stone hard and my anus was tingling and quivering. An orgasmic knot had developed deep in my asshole from the extended sex of the last few days. My prostate was erect and buzzing. My libido had been ignited and would not be extinguished. Read more »

“A Cornucopia of Erotic Delights”

Background: Following a hot day (~90 degrees), I am still feeling very horny. I have refrained from ejaculation all week (since Last Sunday) and am starting to climb the walls. I will get an outpouring of semen tomorrow night (my wife promises!). In the meantime, I need to hold-out and find some erotic release any way I can….

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I retired early and felt the need for a Eupho session. I quickly lubed-up and got into position. Within THREE MINUTES, I am experiencing the most powerful involuntary anal fuck imaginable. This was unusual for me since it also contained an abundance of involuntary REVERSE KEGELS which I seldom feel. I am actually moaning and crying in bed right from the start and (thank God!) a fan was running to muffle my ecstasy. I still needed to bury my head beneath my pillow. I am surprised that this Eupho session only lasted a short time (~15 minutes) but boy was it powerful! My experience with Eupho generally is more reserved and relaxed. But not this time!

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Upon removal of the Eupho, I felt that I was ‘opened-up’ for more anal delights, so I decided to do a quick Peridise (Large) session. It went in very easily since I was already opened. Much to my surprise, I am experiencing auto REVERSE KEGELS with the Peridise as well! This is a mind-blowing feeling. I continued the Peridise delight for about 25 minutes or so and that was enough for now. As I am drifting off to sleep, I am experiencing some quivering in my anus and thought that I may be headed for an anal orgasm. But that did not occur. Read more »

Chapter 3

I had been home for three days after my marathon sex trip, arriving back late in the afternoon after a long morning spent in bed with the lovely Anne. That morning will remain in my thoughts for years to come. It was a sensual and deeply intimate experience. As the first rays of the morning sun touched the illicit hotel bed that caressed me, an older man with grey chest hairs and she a lithe young woman with soft supple tits. I slid my arm under her back as she lay next to me. We were not practiced sleeping partners this was the first (and probably) only) night we had ever spent in bed together. Both of us naked in bed, warmed by the cloaking covers from the lusty sex of the night before, we were now relaxed and calm, except my cock was long and hard. Read more »

Beginings

This is my first blog. I little about me and the start of my journey. I am a 53 year old heterosexual male. I have been married for 23 years and have loved every minute. I have always had a auto sexual side and my wife has been fine with that. I have "toyed" with anal play during some of my solo sessions – fingers – too awkward – bought a small butt plug – did not care for it. Several months ago I started fantasizing more about anal penetration and I started looking for an appropriate toy. After a lot of research I settled on the Aneros products – but which to get?
I was not sure what size would be good for me so I purchased the Helix Syn and the DeVice – I could decide which to use once I saw them up close.
My purchase arrived over the week end:
First impressions – The Helix Syn seemed smaller than I expected – but based on the reviews I still had high hopes. The Device was larger than I expected and much larger than the Helix – I decided that I would put the DeVice away until I was much more experienced, (glad that I did not purchase that 5.5 inch x 1.5 inch Anal Fantasy model that I was originally looking at.) Read more »

My first bllog entry

I came to bed. My wife was already in bed, resting. I politely suggested that I would like to try out my Aneros Helix again, and continue my experiment. I didn't ask for any participation, just permission to give it a go and continue my experiment.

First, I got all my supplies. Then I began my mindfulness meditation. Got very comfortable and warm in bed, under the warm duvet. Then once I was really warm and really relaxed, I began. I prepared "the area" with a proper amount of lubrication. I lubricated the Helix. And slid it in.

I took the time to become comfortable. I became aware of the Helix inside. I continued my mindfulness meditation, focusing on the breath, and I became totally relaxed and warm and focused with no distractions. No sounds. No visual distractions. Completely quiet. At peace. Very Quiet. I slowed my breathing way way down. Then once comfortable, I began my muscle contractions. I lay on my back and gently move a big pillow under my lower-back, with my knees bent and my feet flat on the bed. I begin my contractions and releasing, in sync with my breathing. I thrust my hips up and down with my contractions and breathing rhythm. I breath in, contract, raise hips. Hold. Breath out, release lower hips. Pause. Then repeat. Not too forceful. Gently. Very gently. Just getting into a rhythm. In sync with my breathing and my contractions. I do a "set", Nice and slow, breathing in and out slowly, focusing on the breath and focusing on the contractions. Read more »