Tag: P-waves

Pro's & Con's

I'm different. I can feel and people are now starting to notice. The smile has gotten wider. I have a extra spring in my step. I am just filled with extra joy. I have a ora around me that is shining bright and is blinding everyone I come in contact with. My phoenix has spread his wings and emerged into everyday life and is here to stay. My old life is calling back to me but I'm so far gone that I can't go back even if I tried. My phoenix has me on a track to pure blissfulness and I can't disobey.

A lot of guys in the chat and forums always ask me how I got this way and I don't have a answer for them. I don't even know how I got here. It's like my body was made for this. Like my body been urning for this feeling and I finally have mastered it. I'm so different. I don't even recognize my self anymore. It's good but also has it's down falls.

Pro's:
I'm so happy
I have lost weight
I'm more energetic
I can handle stressful situations better
I have stronger orgasms
I have a heavy flow of cum in my orgasms
I'm not shy anymore
I'm a lot more talkative
Get work done in a timely fashion
Have a closer relationship with my dad
I pre-cum a lot more
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2nd stage of prostate awakening…?

TL;DR:
* Tingles of pleasure in anus for first time.
* Genuinely felt the Aneros.
* Prostate engorging in sensation.
* Strong p-waves.
* Refractory period: sad, tense and desperate.

Maybe part of the fun in these sessions is never quite knowing what to expect?

I anticipated a mediocre time, but it was quite an experience. My mind wasn't feeling up for it that night but my body said so otherwise. I've partly forgotten part of what the whole thing felt like, as I usually write these entries asap, when the memory is still hot. It's too bad our internet was down these past few days.

From what I remember, the usual pleasure was all there: trickles of adrenaline, paced breathing, tense abdomen and the occasional stiff. But early into it…I felt the Aneros inside me. Well, that's a given actually. But I actually felt pleasure from its movements. When people say they felt their anus, rectum and such tingle – that MUST of been it. I'm not sure how I can explain it, especially now my memory has faded a little.

Basically, an image in my subconscious (?) sprung up. Fingering. Then I could feel sensations – albeit vague, develop down there in the anus. This must of been the bridge between my body and the Aneros, since after a bit I could genuinely feel pleasure coming from each stroke, and the prostate responding to it. Before long, it felt like the Aneros was doing this on its own accord – and I couldn't stop it unless I actually tried to. Read more »

Disappointment, Attitude, and Keeping a Journal

Hi Everyone,
So after a great, mind-blowing session on Monday I was ready to make Aneros practice a part-time occupation. Monday night I tried a short session and it was disappointing. Tuesday I spent 3 hours in a session and it was okay after I stopped trying to recreate the perfect conditions I experienced on Monday, but it was more of a relaxing session more than anything else.
My attitude had changed a bit. Now that I knew what was possible, I wanted it all the time. I think that was where things fell apart. Instead of just enjoying whatever might happen in the session, I had changed my goal. I also know that I was really tired. Lack of sleep over a week of Aneros practice was hurting me. I could still function, but I became more ill-tempered and this added stress to my emotional well being.
Tuesday night, I was just worn out. I didn't even attempt to use the Aneros and instead watched a little porn, jerked off in the old traditional way, and headed to bed. I felt burned out a little. I knew I could sleep in the next day and that helped.
Unfortunately I dreamt of a zombie apocalypse of all things, but I did wake up early and helped my wife off to work and then headed back to bed for a couple hours.
As I lied in bed, for the first time since I started I felt my prostate actually calling to me. It was weird. Without anything inserted, I was on my back and knees up and started some gentle contractions and breathing. The feeling around my prostate got stronger. I also began to feel something else. It may have been my first p-waves. The only analogy that I could come up with at the time was being inside a giant speaker in a music concert. When you are close to a speaker you can more than hear the music, you can feel it. Certain tones and sounds create a vibration inside your body at regular intervals. That is what it felt like.
I imagine I will see how things go today. I want to encourage my prostate to communicate with me and I now have a much greater appreciation for the guys on the Forums who suggest taking a little break. I had been practicing every waking moment and many moments when I should have been sleeping. I had been giving my prostate a ton of attention–maybe too much. Loving yourself is a two-way street and maybe Lady Aneros had spoiled my prostate. By taking even a day off caused some interesting changes.
I never was a journal or diary guy. However, when I wanted to lose weight, I kept a journal. I lost 95 pounds on that journey. I think the blog option here on the Aneros website is a really smart thing. If you don't want to post publicly, then keep a notebook journal at home. It continues to help me track my progress.
As always, back to the Forums.

Seventh Session-Rock My World

Hi Everyone,
Well, this session needs a little explanation. The Aneros is teaching me a lot. I wish I could say my experience follows a nice linear itinerary of development, however, many of the things that others have described as normal progression went out the window today. I am still religiously following the Forums. The audiohypnosis is great and a big thank you to Rumel.
I just finished a 2 hour session. I thought I knew what an orgasm was. I was expecting some giant penis-focused event. I had 6 dry orgasms over 90 minutes followed by a nice, but not great Super-T. I am now scared to go anywhere there is club music. I don't think I did it as much as the music beat did it to me.
I headed home after my interview and really wanted to get the legs going again. It was a nice way to finish last night and I was excited to try to get it going again.
I started with deep breathing and stretching. I would clench up a muscle group in my body as I took a deep breath and then shake it out. I imagined all my stress as water turning to ice during the clench and then shattering and falling away as I released.
I was on my back, knees bent, and had my laptop on the floor next to me. I think being on a rug on a hardwood floor makes a big difference for me. I will eventually try it on the bed but the floor and rug is where this event happened so I am going to keep going back for more.
I spent 30 minutes relaxing with nice repetitions of different contractions as I focused on my breathing. I was also looking for some nice hypno compilation tracks on a website I frequent. I know many of you guys aren't into transsexuals but some of the BEST techno/dance compilations are under the heading sissy trainer or cock trainer. The imagery is usually straight or transsexual but the music is incredible house music. I just can't get excited to compilations with CCR in the background–apologies to the young folks who don't remember CCR.
So I am doing these contractions and start playing this compilation. Everything is nice and about 90 seconds into the compilation the music changes slightly and there is this heavy beat in the background. Listen guys, I do not dance. Look up white man's overbite and find a picture of me dancing in the dictionary. However, the moment and I mean the MOMENT this beat starts, my entire lower body loses control and I am doing my damnedest to hold the Classic in my ass and my lower body is shaking and quaking. I am trying to remember to breath as moments later my ass starts bouncing and I mean SLAMMING into the floor. It feels exquisite and awesome and terrifying and cool and warm all over. This goes on for what feels like 4.5 minutes and as the compilation finishes I try to restart it and my hands are shaking so bad and my lower body has a mind of its own. It stops suddenly and I feel this rush of endorphins. I have this giant shit eating grin on my face and I start laughing again.
I rest for a minute, reposition the towel under my ass, and start the compilation again. This time, it doesn't wait for the heavy beat to start. The original music is enough. I am quaking and laughing and trying to remember deep, relaxing breaths as my rectum holds onto the Classic for dear life. I am watching my body SLAM my ass down as hard as it can. I had had sex a few times in my life and I NEVER thrust like this before.
I remember another forum user saying they felt a tickle in their shoulder and then when they moved it to adjust it their upper body joined the fun. I took a breath and did what could best be described as a male breast jiggle shaking my shoulders back and forth as if I was giving a little flirty show. No shit, they immediately picked up the beat and suddenly my lower body goes ape-shit and is no longer satisfied with slamming my ass down on the floor. Now it is bouncing side to side and my shoulders and arms go crazy.
I decided, this is why you pratice all those contractions. This is the moment when your toughness is tested. Not by your endurance. This didn't make me tired at all. Just the opposite. I think I could do this for ten hours as long as I had water nearby. All those practiced anal contractions were for the sole purpose of keeping the aneros classic IN MY ASS. If I let go for even a second I think it would have shot out of my ass and went through my living room picture window.
I was POURING sweat, trying miserably to breath in some manner. By the way, at this stage there was no relaxing manner. I was trying to just breath
Guys on the forums joke about looking like Darryl Hanna from Blade Runner after she is shot? That is ALMOST how crazy I looked. Suddenly I was this crazed monster on the floor just trying to hold the aneros in my ass.
After another 10 minutes it slowed down to a stop. I got up and nearly fell over. I started laughing again. I went to the fridge and grabbed an ice cold water and drank 32 oz in no time as sweat poured off me.
I went back, took out the Classic and put in the Maximus. Same clip, same insanity. I called forth the shoulder shake monster and we were off to the races again. Two more like that and I am wondering what the Progasm would do to me.
Well guys, bigger isn't always better. I put in the Progasm and although it felt okay, I just don't think my body was ready for it. All the feelings were muted. By now my ass was loose so the Prograsm felt fine. However, the quakes were hard but I didn't feel the orgasm really building to completion. The hips and glutes and ass were going but I can't explain it more than it just didn't feel right. I let it go for a few minutes and then went back to the Maximus.
Everytime I switched Aneros devices I was afraid that I would be unable to restart. However, it kept working. I changed house music and put it as the background beat, loud enough to hear but not so loud it drown out a new favorite porn tube I found. I watched and listened to the porn while the house music played a wonderful background soundtrack. It was like a snake charmer coaxing an orgasm out.
The music and the Maximus started its magic again and another two earth shattering crazy events later and I was thanking my lucky stars.
I decided to go for broke and try for a Super-T finale. I think the Super-T is more art than science and it takes a delicate touch and a few failures. This entire time, all 6 orgasms and my cock had never gotten hard. Now that I wanted a Super-T I really had to stop the shaking and quaking. I had to get some arousal in cock. It was hard to get a boner. Deep contractions and my favorite porn finally got me going and then I turned some house music back on and it was off to the races. Unfortunately, I ended up with a ruined orgasm. I was trying to edge it so the prostate thumping from my ass slamming on the floor would keep it going and finally finish me off and failed. I think it just takes practice. No worries. No complaints. Just an incredible afterglow. What an amazing experience. Life altering. I set up my next week's schedule to continue my journey.
Now, I have to say a lot of what I expected didn't happen and what did happen isn't what I expected. I expected these gentle P-Waves building into a crescendo and involuntaries to takeover. There may have been P-waves…honestly I was just trying to hold the damn thing in my ass. As far as involuntaries, I imagined being gently fucked by the Aneros. Instead I know the Aneros was moving because it wanted out as I fought to hold it in. I didn't expect the INSANE motions my body was capable of. I would have been less surprised if I did the spooky Linda Blair spider-walk from The Exorcist: Director's Cut.
It may sound like some silliness, but my two cents are as follows. Take your time with fully appreciating what your Aneros is trying to teach you about your body. If you feel your leg or legs start twitching, encourage it by letting it do its thing and give the other one a little push. I can't believe how often I ignored and forced my leg to stop it the last few sessions. It is a very subtle movement orignally and it *feels* like a distraction from the contractions. It is not.
I found my thighs were screaming hot and I kept raking my fingernails up and down my thighs, the sides of my legs, my glutes, and violently twisting my nips as I was screaming out to God.
As always, back to the Forums. A big thank you to all the forum regulars, Rumel, B-Mayfield and everyone else. I am going to keep posting as new developments continue. Read more »

My Second Session-Thank God for the Forums

So, I see a pattern emerging. Everytime I read the Forums I pick up something new to think about and try. A new position. A new way to contract my muscles. Stop chasing the Super-O and just relax. I just spent an incredibly relaxing 4 hours letting the SGX and then the Classic teach me about my anus.
No more brute force approach. This isn't a sprint. It's even longer than a marathon. It might as well be a side career/job since I didn't invest this much time on any recent activity.
I start slowly. It is morning. The wife is at work. I have a couple timers set in case I fall asleep. I am just relaxed and breathing. I practice stomach breathing for an hour with gentle contractions. I notice that on my right side, bottom leg gently bent and left leg on top of it with a more severe bend per the instructions it is very relaxing. I do gentle contractions with the breathing. In this position, as I curl my head gently downward toward my feet and as I breath into my stomach I begin automatically have a gentle, intentional contraction. It feels like I am breathing through my anus. I pull air in and the SGX gently pulls into my rectum. I blow air out and it releases.
I begin to notice subtle differences in the muscle groups. The ribbed base has a specific feel when I grip it. I forget about the pressure of the P-Tab and just focus on the slow pull of the SGX into my ass. It feels like four different muscles as I isolate them. I feel a gentle spasming of my rectum. A pleasant buzz almost. So quiet and gentle. I am not watching porn or listening to anything except my anus. I am focused completely on my breathing and during the pause between breaths I notice the subtle differences in feelings that develop.
I move to my back and place a pillow under my butt and switch to the Classic with the finger ring cut off. It feels different and almost like I am starting over. Then I get little tingles. No P-Waves. Nothing ground breaking. But I feel in comparison to my first session, this is a fantastic improvement. Sometimes my cock is hard. Most times it is not.
Back to the Forums for more research.

My First Super-O

*******Note

This is an old forum post from 2009. It's long. It's detailed. It ventures into areas of energetic sensation. Quite frankly, some of the imagery seems rather bizarre.

I'm posting it now in my blog for a few reasons. First, the level of detail in how I achieve my Super-O I think can benefit some of the new members seeking answers. Second, I think that some of the ideas and images that are unusual are the bits that I think can be most inspirational. I speak often about shattering barriers and mindsets. In this particular session of mine, such was the case. Third, from time to time I forget even my own lessons. I read this now and think, "Oh, yeah! I forgot I did it that way!" "Right! That's what made that night such a great night. I'll have to try that again." Fourth, I really feel like there is more to this post that gets hinted at all the time, and words simply fail to describe the ideas and feelings, but I like the way I state them in this message. Finally, this is what happened to me. It's a true account of a great session and a great night. I simply want it in my blog. Read more »

Wow…

Sooo… Last night the Boyfriend were out doing some errands after work, and the conversation came up that we haven't had some playtime this week. He was craving it and so was I. On the way home, I told him that we would do something different tonight.

Got home, made out for a little bit and then I told him I'd be right back. I was so at arroused by that my prostate was already hungry for attention. I told him I want to play with the aneros, but he had to listen to me. He couldn't touch my penis like he typically does, and he could not ask to hav it taken out so we could fuck like he typically does. He would have to let me run my course.

I lubed up and inserted the helix. And just lay there. He asked what was going to happen. I told him "I don't really know…"

I started feeling short waves of pleasure about two minutes in. One shakes started happening but nothing over the top. Then…something happened that had never happened before. The waves intensified…and the helix was pulled further into my body. More and more waves, and the finally something REALLY awesome happened. I could describe the feeling other than it was sure bliss. I liked brine's analogy in his audio session where he said someone was ringing the doorbell, and not taking their finger off the button. AMAZING! It lasted for about a minute before it sub-sided, and then I got this gentle floating feeling. Like I had just cum buckets, and I was so relaxed and peaceful. My prostate was also pulsing, and felt HUGE! In such a good way! Read more »

Awakening

So no session yet. i Don't think I will have time until Tuesday. Which is completely okay. I have used this time to do some kegel exercises…and to get to know my body a little better!

I have obstained from all regular jack-off routines, and have been practicing flexing and moving my PC muscles at all times of the day; work, home, driving in the car, etc. the results have been fun and interesting! It has been hard not to release, as my partner and I like to just pay around from time to time. It's been a very busy week or both of us, so it helps I've chosen this week to experiment!

There is definitely something to be said about doing this experiment. While inexperienced…I almost feel like it is a tease. I was at my desk at work doing my exercises, and felt some great waves of pleasure up my stomach to my throat, and up through h back of my head. My vision went blurry and I was lucky I was alone at the time. Got a few twitches in my head and then I subsided. It felt amazing.

I'm so happy I have joined this site to aid in my aneros awakening. Lots of really cool and open minded guys who are eager to help! Thanks to everyone so far for welcoming an eager newbie!

More to come early next week…

Polishing The Knob

Last night in Chat here, a Guest asked about what could be done in his present practice with his MGX, which he has been using for about six months.

Instantly I was transported back to my six months time with my MGX!! I was using the "do nothing" method primarily, butt with some side explorations and testing other techniques then too. The following is the exchange Guest and I had in Chat last night:

artform: At about six months with my MGX, first and only model for first 6 months, I started experimenting with seeing if I could train my rectal muscle walls around the prostate area to contract there and snug the tip of the MGX into the prostate, which actually felt like it was "reaching out" for the tip of the MGX.
artform: It worked and I still get great p-waves and dry-Os doing the same contractions there, EVEN WITH NOTHING INSERTED!!!
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artform:I call that manoeuvre "Polishing the Knob", the tip of the MGX. MGX seems the best of the introductory ones for this technique, since it head tapers to the narrower cone.
Guest: awesome! my experience is going the same way
Guest: wow I'm really liking that actually
Guest:never tried that before
artform: Very busy and productive day in many ways and fading now as midnight…
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:artform: Great Guest!!! Carry On!! 😀 😀 Read more »

PPPPPRRRRROOOOGGGGAAAAAASSSSSMMMMM!!!!!!

Friends,

First of all, I want to let you know that I made a 30 minute audio recording of my session. If you would like a copy, send me your email, Yahoo Messenger name, or Skype name, I'll be happy to share.

Well, I got my Progasm about three weeks ago. Did try it once, but I was too tired. It felt good, but not much happened. I knew it wasn't going to do much. So I stopped.

This afternoon, I found myself with a chunk of time.

I inserted it – it DOES take time. It's a big one!

Anyway, within about five minutes it began to tickle my prostate, ringing my doorbell. The pleasure waves began washing over me. I began to feel it build up. It did and in a few minutes, it began to peak and I shuddered with a huge orgasm.

But then something different happened. Different than what is usual with sessions using my other Aneros massagers. I began to "float" down to a very calm place, gently landing back on the ground. And when I got there, I felt satisfied and peaceful, but still buzzing.

This happened four more times, each time rising more slowly, reaching higher, and floating down further. It felt like riding a roller coaster, each time the first hill got higher and the fall down went deeper. Read more »