well, i took off the hot glue cause it was getting me nowhere where i had it located on the tab and tried it again without–nothing so i added hot glue to it again but in a different spot on the tab–better so i added more in the same spot–terrific—instead of adding the glue towards the stem i added it on the end of the tab, parallel to the stem, thus making it longer–i watched some aneros use on xtube to see the action of the tab on a guy's perineum and what part of the stem actually contacted it–well i was surprised as it used an entirely different area on the stem than i had supposed–so i added hot glue there and got immediate results–i felt a lot of movement, and movement that i could tell was movement, completely different than i had felt before–i could also extend the feelings without stopping them with too strong a contraction like before–so i am on the right track now as far as the tab is concerned, but i will keep experimenting with the amount and placement of the hot glue–it is hard to believe how much difference it makes as to where and how much the p-tab touches the perineum–it is the whole thing for me now, i believe
Tag: Perineum
Aneros arrived! 1st session
I received my Aneros today, and when I opened the package I was immediately impressed with the product – it seems very sturdy and well-made. The instructions that were included seemed to be fairly skimpy, and am glad that I was able to get more info off of the Aneros site.
After reading many posts on the Aneros forum regarding the tail modification, I decide to remove the tail (which was harder to do than I thought it would be – the plastic is very sturdy) and then filed the area I cut with a very fine file, until it seemed smooth like the rest of the Helix.
I was anxious to try out the Aneros right then and there, but decided to wait until I had some uninterrupted time to myself. I took a shower, applied baby powder to my perineum and lubed my ass and the aneros with the only lube I had handy (astroglide), and inserted the Helix. It went in a lot easier than I thought it would, and the p-tab seemed to hit just the right spot.
ed's journey
lubed up the mgx with k-y again and had another session–still progressing, but only slowly–had the pulses in my ass and some other feelings in lower abdomen–like the abdominal quaking cause i believe it signifies that some rewiring is taking place and will bear fruit in the future–maybe i'm still too directional and goal oriented and not laid back, even though i relax as much as i can–one thing different was that i took some contractions very hard and held them as long as i could instead of holding only very slight contractions–i held the contraction that buried the mgx up to the hilt and gave good contact on the p-tab
ed's journey
started with the modified mgx–still slow going–brought the p-tab contact point a little farther away from the stem–still where i was a week or so ago–some ass buzzing and a few dives in the ass
tried the helix, unmodified, with a little more success in that i got what i call ass pulses instead of the buzzing–the pulses are more enjoyable but harder for me to maintain–had very little considering the amount of time i used
ed's journey
well, i think part of my problem the last two days was that i was slightly constipated–today was a bit better after some bms, but not entirely satisfying–there is very little movement of my mgx–i think i will have to continue moving the contact point on the p-tab until i get constant, aggressive contact on my sweet spot–i know it's right when i get a constant buzzing in my prostate–this seems to be a critical point for me–when the contact is not there or is only slight, i don't get the increased heart rate and the buzzing in my hole–well i was never told this would be easy!
ed's journey
tried my modified mgx again today and it still gets the heart rate and buzz going right away–haven't been able to keep the good feelings generated long enough to string anything out, no matter how much i try to relax–but i have noticed that whenever anything happens it always gets better or remains longer if i can relax my legs more than when it starts–i guess that i should start out with the contraction a bit higher so i will have some room to come down in intensity before i run out of room and hit the completely relaxed bottom, but it seems that i have to be totally relaxed for it even to begin–it seems too that my good feelings don't start out with those shaking involuntaries that i have read about, but are rather very slight, almost unnoticeable quivers, which i guess are involuntary–i still think i should play with my sweet spot location–wish i could find my hot glue gun so i wouldn't have to use the candle, whose soot makes everything black and i suspect, of less structural integrity
ed's journey
played with moving the p-tab to hit the sweet spot–thought it was up higher towards my balls where the tab couldn't reach, but before i went in that direction i tried the direction that everyone else has gone in and it was the right direction after all–added candle wax to the tab on the stem side and inserted it for a trial–wow–did it ever improve things!–heart began racing immediately and everything progressed at a faster clip then ever before–removed the wax and added hot glue and made several additions–improvement every time–will continue until i see a drop off in results–have brought the tab contact point toward the stem and higher towards my balls–have to find my glue gun for the final fix as i'm now melting the glue with a candle, little by little and the glue is black from the wick soot and uneven from the way i'm adding the glue–with the gun i can get a clean glue addition just where i want it and in the amount i need at one go–it should be better looking and stronger as in the present state of things it's dirty, has water in it and very uneven–happier now and more certain that i will get there eventually–glad i looked for the sweet spot
ed's journey
well, i guess it's not so easy!–today's sessions, while not totally useless, were not an advance over yesterday's success–i had a few things to encourage me but not the advancement from yesterday's starting point–seems like i've taken a slight step backward–but i do think that my p-tab does not go far enough toward my balls to really hit my sweet spot–will seriously think about stretching it if it's not working where it is–there are plenty of threads about moving it towards the ass by bending it closer to the stem but i've not seen any that say people have bent it the other way if it's too short to hit the spot
ed's journey
WOW!!–getting there finally!–started off session on my back with a small wadded towel under my belt line, albolene and swiss navy silicone on my mgx–no arousal–this time i pulled the p-tab up away from my ass to get it as high as i could, stuffed as much of my scrotum as i could under the tab and also buried it deep into my sweet spot–i did the rocking like going upstairs and then put my legs down on the bed, relaxed them as much as i could and held a very slight contraction–after relaxing and breathing very deeply way down in my abdomen, i started to feel twitches in my legs and a buzzing in my ass–this was finally it!–was able to keep it going long enough to get a different feeling around my ass and into my balls–very pleasant–kept it going for a few cycles–was mainly in my ass and balls, but every once in a while it sort of bounced up into my cock–it felt like my cock was filling and perking up, although i think it didn't really change much, it just felt like that a lot–lots of precum too–my ass would buzz and my balls would feel full, with a stroking feeling on my prostate, and then, bam, every once in a while the grip on the mgx would let go and it would bury itself deeply into my ass, but not continue stroking, just the repeat of the buzzing and stroking–now i know that the stroking is controlled by the contractions, but the contractions are controlled by the abdominal breathing, not by the muscles, as they are too gross a control, while the breathing is very fine–feel very confident now that i can continue progressing–finally stopped as i had to piss so bad, even though i had before i started this session
Possible IO link
I have described my youth experience of Intellectual Orgasms, non-ejaculatory full body Super-Os with vivid mental imagery and "through the body" travel earlier in the Forum and I will add the fuller description here soon.
The great thing, if it means anything and repeats and builds, is that I have recently had a spontaneous happening that may be part of that kind of circuit reconnecting or newly forming. I was doing some mental work that I enjoy a great deal that involved working on the best patterning for the synthesis of several ideas and, having achieved a breakthrough, I suddenly had a qi energy type of blossoming in my brain. Immediately, as that bloomed fully, I had a large energy bloom in the whole lower abdomen exciting all the key points there. Both quickly diffused throughout the body and disappeared as anything specific while leaving me tingling all over. Who knows what's next?
The gut and the interconnected sexual apparatus, particularly the anal/colon/prostate/perineum we focus on here, is all part of our Second Brain (see the book by Michael Gershon MD which deals with nervous disorders of the stomach and intestines) which we here at Aneros, and others at KSMO, TAO SKF, and other disciplines, are exploring from the pleasure-focused southern end of the same system. The connections to the head brain, our consciousness, and wider body consciousness and overall integration of "being in the world" are ripe for much stronger reconnection and the transcendental possibilities for us all. What? What do you think?