Wow. Just wow. Like crazy weird wow. Only 2 hours Sunday night because I had an early morning. No porn tonight. No hypno music. Just deep breathing and an almost meditative state.
Antagonistic muscle contractions. I am on my back most sessions now-I forgot to mention that. I try the slingshot and again, although it is kind of cool I think it is a little too advanced for me. However, about 90 minutes into the session, my legs start jumping a little. In the past I have had this happen and didn't think too much about it. I usually force them to stop and focus on my breathing and contractions. As strange as this sounds, with my eyes closed and concentrating on my breathing, I feel like I can hear voices in another room. It is as if a tv were left on and I could almost make out a conversation but not really.
This time, I let the legs do there thing with my feet on the floor and still on my back. The movement becomes automatic. Like they are fighting. I just keep focusing on my breathing as the shakes and quakes move down to my butt and it starts jumping around. I am trying split my attention between the crazy gyrations my lower body is going through while fousing on calming, deep breathing and an occasional contraction. I try to get some involuntaries going but I can't. For about 20 minutes I am bouncing around thinking to myself, this is pretty cool. Again, this will sound strange but I feel like there is an 18 inch long phantom cock bumping along right thigh during the gyrations. My own cock never got hard this whole time so I have no idea if this was just a trippy halucination or an out-of-body spirit cock but it was FUCKING AWESOME. I decide to pass a little gas and the spell is broken.
I want to make them come back but I remember how late it is and how early I have to wake up. I decide that I am satisfied with the experience. It was pretty damn awesome. Then as I roll over onto my knees I almost pass out. I am overwhelmed by the desire to sleep. I force myself to my feet and can barely walk. I am overcome with euphoria and dizziness and a warm golden glow. I am dizzy and the room is tilting. I just start laughing. I can't help it. It is so funny for some reason. I feel this intense happiness.
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FINALLY!!!!!!!
So this post will be so different. It won't be erotic. It won't be filled with lust. This post is about pure bliss and achieving that bliss and continuing to explore more. So as I stated my dad has been interested about the Aneros line and journey. He has caught me and we have talked about it. We sat down as two grown men and really talked about it. He felt like it was something that he wanted to embark on. II was a little nervous talking to my father about his sexual needs and his prostate. But after talking to my brothers here I found that he just needs the guides that I needed when I first started.
I wrote in my post yesterday that since we were going to be alone for the whole weekend I would finally bring it back up. I already found out that he bought a Aneros toy which was the progasm. So I just had to figure out how to get him to open up in so many words. lol Boom I had it, the perfect plan to get my dad to open up about something so excited but still very personable. So after my dad took my mom to the air port. I was in my room on the site. When I heard that he was back I began to fake as If i was in a heat session with my Helix Syn. He came in no knocking or anything and just saw me siting there on my bed.
Fifth Session, Wild Times and Appreciating Lube
Hi Everyone,
Again, the blog won't let me edit the date to 3am so it is showing 3pm.
Another Marathon Sesson into the wee hours of the morning. Focused on breathing. Tried a few different positions. For contractions, I spent a lot of time doing different reps of 20. The Forums and B Mayfield 's advice led me to focus on antagonist muscle contractions and bearing down. This feels really damn important. Like rhythmic breathing, which I have not come close to mastering – I sound like I am going to sneeze or something – I am not going to focus on this as a beginner. Just deep belly breathing, synchronizing contractions with breathing, and learning to bear down. Getting used to letting my belly full of air and a little push threatening to eject the Aneros device while I do my damnedest to hold it in. I expect a lot of this will be second nature after awhile. Right now, I feel like I am trying to master 12 different martial arts at the same time and that is a recipe for failure.
One cool take away was the realization that lube is critical for me. As weird as this sounds, I followed the advice of the how to push the device to the side and hold it in as you pass gas. I did this and a little lube shot out. Gross, I know but it actually lubed the cavity much better. I always use 3-4mL of lube injected via a little plastic syringe but this was different. Suddenly the Classic was shooting in and out of my ass smoothly. I had to fight to keep it in which meant more work for the muscles.
For some reason, I cannot cause an involuntary contraction to save my life. Every technique that worked in the past was a failure. I have a chair in my living room and I decided to lean over it on my knees. I rest my upper chest on the chair and my belly is free to expand over the edge as I breathe. It makes belly breathing really natural and every breath threatens to eject the Classic so I am making voluntary contractions to bump it against my prostate. I get a large, throbbing erection. I grab my laptop and focus on a little porn as I decide to have another sort-of hands-free orgasm. Tucking the scrotum between my legs while still on my knees, I voluntarily contract against my deep breathes as I lean over the chair and hump the air. I am rewarded with a nice orgasm to finish the evening.
Back to reading the Forums. Yup. Before every session I read the Forums and learn something new.
My Second Session-Thank God for the Forums
So, I see a pattern emerging. Everytime I read the Forums I pick up something new to think about and try. A new position. A new way to contract my muscles. Stop chasing the Super-O and just relax. I just spent an incredibly relaxing 4 hours letting the SGX and then the Classic teach me about my anus.
No more brute force approach. This isn't a sprint. It's even longer than a marathon. It might as well be a side career/job since I didn't invest this much time on any recent activity.
I start slowly. It is morning. The wife is at work. I have a couple timers set in case I fall asleep. I am just relaxed and breathing. I practice stomach breathing for an hour with gentle contractions. I notice that on my right side, bottom leg gently bent and left leg on top of it with a more severe bend per the instructions it is very relaxing. I do gentle contractions with the breathing. In this position, as I curl my head gently downward toward my feet and as I breath into my stomach I begin automatically have a gentle, intentional contraction. It feels like I am breathing through my anus. I pull air in and the SGX gently pulls into my rectum. I blow air out and it releases.
I begin to notice subtle differences in the muscle groups. The ribbed base has a specific feel when I grip it. I forget about the pressure of the P-Tab and just focus on the slow pull of the SGX into my ass. It feels like four different muscles as I isolate them. I feel a gentle spasming of my rectum. A pleasant buzz almost. So quiet and gentle. I am not watching porn or listening to anything except my anus. I am focused completely on my breathing and during the pause between breaths I notice the subtle differences in feelings that develop.
I move to my back and place a pillow under my butt and switch to the Classic with the finger ring cut off. It feels different and almost like I am starting over. Then I get little tingles. No P-Waves. Nothing ground breaking. But I feel in comparison to my first session, this is a fantastic improvement. Sometimes my cock is hard. Most times it is not.
Back to the Forums for more research.
Discovery and Background
Hi Everyone,
I wanted to share a little background in case it helps others. I think the blog is a fantastic way to share the journey and hopefully get feedback and support during the process.
A little about me. I am married and in my late 30s. Up until a six months ago I probably masterbated 3-5 times a day. I was in between jobs and my wife was working so it was a way to pass the time. I am average height and build.
I have been sexually active since the age of 5 when I discovered my mom's back massager. I was sexually abused but I blocked that out from long ago and have no desire to open that door anymore. I am who I am and live for today forward. I think I would classify myself as bisexual but it in very specific circumstances. I don't see a guy and say, "Wow, I'd love to get a piece of that". It is pretty much limited to transsexuals and domination/cuckold fantasies. I read tons of erotica, much of it dark and delicious. I could give guided tours of xhamster.com and several other free, safe sites for porn tubes. After a few viruses, I am pretty careful about where I surf for my porn. I am going through the initial stages of a divorce so the Aneros experience is something that I save for myself. It is my wonderful journey of discovery.
Five years ago, I started my Aneros experience. I was young, dumb, and full of cum and loved to stick anything up my ass. I may have read the instructions but most likely I just lubed it up, shoved it in my ass, and proceeded to jerk off. It is a fine prostate stimulator but I now feel that I had unknowlingly bought the finest engineered car in the world and kept it in my garage except for an occasional run to the grocery store with it. I originally bought a SGX and a Classic, I believe. They both have ribbed stems.
On Wednesday, I Googled hands-free orgasm and discovered the Aneros forums. I was shocked. What had I been missing these past years?
Anyhow, one other note is that I had pelvic hernia surgery on the left side in May and they cut a major nerve intentionally in the process )the doc said I wouldn't miss it(. I hope I don't.
Thanks for reading,
Beegee6
Draining the Tanks
My previous session ended in a spectacular series of dry O's. I woke the next morning aroused, lustful but oddly satisfied. So a week later, I went into the session knowing it would end in a cum geyser. And it did. I was proud of myself for being able to relax and take things slow. I listened to lots of erotic sounds from bateworld and watched some awesome porn. but after 3 hours, i just had to drain the tanks. i knew if i didn't, i'd be deranged. so that's the long and short of it…a spectacular cum shower, which I scooped up and feasted on. It was wonderful to fall asleep with the taste of my sperm on my lips.
The BEAST
So as I wrote in another blog I stated that I am becoming extra fem in my sessions with my device. I feel as If im a delicate woman being fucked for the very first time and it feels so magical. So last night was something totally different. I edge a lot. I can edge for hours and have ruined orgasms and never cum. I love teasing my body. But when I do I notice that my insides start to get angry. A coupe of times my body gets so weak and I have a HFWO. Actually all of my HFWO's have been cause of a extra charged edge. I sometimes edge and ejaculate and some times I just ride the helix with no jack.
So last night I'm all cleaned out and I'm all relaxed and I found a new porn vid on a website called myvidster. They have about every type of porn you can think of. So lately I have been into fisting and pissing vids. So I'm laying propped up on my bed and I turn on the video with Helix all in. I start to see these big hairy men just worship each other and sucking and grunting and then the piss cums. I sprung up if you know what I mean and pre cum began to flow. But instead of me imagining being man handled by all the different big hairy men I wanted to join in on the fun and fist a coupe of them my self.
Super-O or Simply Super?
If you constantly hit new heights of pleasure in an aneros session, how can you be sure you've truly had a Super-O? Maybe you've just had a super session. Whatever happened to me last night, all I can say is that if it gets any hotter, OHMYFUK!!!
I've learned a lot from other guys' blogs and postings. Last night, I began with a quick clean-out to make sure my path to pleasure was unobstructed. Then I looked for the perfect sounds to listen to thru my headphones. My plan was to insert and relax. But I had a brilliant bit of inspiration. Instead of new age music, I went to bateworld )of which I'm a member( and checked out the site's mp3s that have been posted by fellow baters. I was ready.
I laid back on my bed, head propped up with a few pillows. I lubed my mancunt generously, making sure my pussylips were thoroughly coated with a thick layer of albolene. Then I coated my aneros with lube and placed the tip at my hole. Thru the headphones, I began to hear sensuous music mixed with the sounds of men masturbating and moaning in pleasure. I gently pushed my aneros between my cuntlips and sank it to the hilt. And then I was gone. Two hours passed as I rode wave after wave of autoerotic bliss, at one time floating gently on the edge then at other times panting, drooling and thrusting my hips forward like a rutting animal in heat.
The Before Times till The Now: The Sleeper Has Awakened
Just realized I had gotten my membership to the forums the other day and I figured it was time to start this blog detailing my journey up till now.
Must have missed the verification message when it came months ago, but no matter, I've been doing fine on my own.
However, on the 4th of July, after the fireworks, I had some interesting things happen that I believe have really redefined what this amazing little device is capable of, to me.
Therefore, this time is as good as ever to start this, not only to keep a record for myself, but to help others who may need some insight. Let's start with a little history…
Way back in March 2012, I broke down and bought an MGX model Aneros and a six-pack of Marksman lube. This was only the second time I'd bought a sex-toy )although it is obviously more than that( the first being a Fleshlight.
I had been fascinated by anal play for a while, although most of my attempts hadn't gone over very well… Fingers didn't reach far enough without holding an uncomfortable position and even then all I could feel was pressure against the back of my dick, nothing pleasurable really.
I first learned of the Aneros, oddly enough, though reading Japanese Hentai. After finding out that it was a real thing I found the wiki and this forum, as well as a few videos.
After a few days of reading up on it, I made the decision to buy one. Next paycheck, I made the purchase. This was before the Syn models came out and just after the Vice, but after some research I settled on the MGX: classic, average, good for beginners.
Rule Breaker
The Aneros re-wiring process is a lot like learning to take quality photographs. Strictly follow a few simple rules and before you know it, you’re snapping photos that amaze your friends and family OR having mind-bending Super Orgasms!
For the longest time all my Aneros sessions followed the re-wiring playbook verbatim. Especially once I reached the promised-land! No way I was going to mess with such a good thing! The same routine every time: Good preparation; Get aroused; methodical insertion routine; focus all attention on sensations; some contractions to get going… and NEVER EVER touch my cock!!
This way I had consistent great sessions with numerous Super-Os. It all started to breakdown when I got my Progasm ICE. This monster took me to a level of ecstasy and desire beyond my imagination. At first, I resisted change, focusing on keeping steady routine for Supers, but my body wanted more!
Reading a photography blog one day, I saw a question asking how do you take your photography to the next level. A Pro answered, once you become well versed in all the rules, BREAK THEM ALL!
Now I’m a Rule Breaker! I freeform my Sessions now and it just keeps getting better and better! I can’t remember the last bad ride I had. Still make sure good preparation prior to starting, but once started it’s whatever enhances the ride!