Tag: Prostate

Something New

After a handful of sessions with essentially the same results I decided to try something a bit different. Instead of lying on my side I decided to lay on my back for starters. Also, I tried out a more passive approach. After approximately 15 minutes into my session focusing on my breathing and relaxing I tried to create as small a contraction as I possibly could. Holding this contraction created some very interesting sensations, almost like a warm and tingly feeling. And suddenly I was completely aware of a whole new spectrum of sensations. Until now I was really only aware of sensations directly at my anus and the pressure on my perineum.

I could now feel the contours of the Aneros inside my rectum and the slightest pressure being exerted on my prostate. While maintaining the slightest contraction I began to notice some small involuntary contractions. I've made the mistake in the past to get too excited when this would happen, and try to force the next involuntary set to begin by increasing the intensity of my contractions. I decided to just focus on a very slight contraction. While doing this each set of involuntary contractions became increasingly intense along with more sensitivity of my prostate. After a while of climbing this hill the sensations became truly pleasurable. Every small movement of the Aneros was creating these amazing sensations from the inside. Warm, tingling, buzzing is the best way I could describe this. Read more »

Don't Stop Just Yet…

I had yet another intense early morning session Thursday morning.
It was about 2 o'clock in the morning and I had the twinge to have a session. I had to go downstairs and put the clothes in the dryer anyway. I grab some Vaseline and headed downstairs to the basement. Threw the clothes into the dryer and went into our office with my Helix, jar of Vaseline and tube of Astroglide. I took off my clothes and put some Vaseline on the helix and my ass. Then I put on a coating of Astroglide on my ass and my helix, took a deep breath and slowly inserted it. I turned around the office chair and kneeled over it and supported my chest, head and arms on the seat. I took some slow calming breaths and then started some light contractions and took a break. Slowly, I contracted my PC muscles, buttocks, and abs alternately in a rhythmic pattern and then stop and then let my anus grab onto the helix. Soon, it was pressing up against hard against my prostate and I got an extreme hard-on. This made my contractions even harder and my p-spot was getting hit good. I glanced down at my extremely hard cock and could see a dribble of pre cum leaking out. All of the sudden my ass took over and started to driving it in and out hard and fast. I started to breathe harder and utter small moans. Wham! I get hit with a mini O. "Wow! That was fast! Within ten to fifteen minutes I had my first mini O..", I thought to myself. My hard-on still raging, I looked down and saw small droplets of pre cum on the rug below me. I crossed my legs and it literally felt like ass was dragging me off the chair to get a better feeling. I involuntarily started to slide back toward the floor. Another mini O hit me hard. My breathing was deep and hard as my body started twitching. It felt like I was floating out of my body and looking down at myself writhing in ecstasy. Soon I had the fantasy of having a buxom woman blowing me while I was doing this. All of my muscles were really working to grind the helix good. "Oh my God that mouth so juicy and her big tits felt so nice rubbing against my balls, " I thought. I could feel a tremendous pressure building up inside of me, helix fluttering in and out of me like a hummingbird. BAM! An extremely intense mega Super O hit me. My cock was spasming like I was shooting streams of cum. But absolutely none came out, I was surprised. I let out a loud groan and tried to muffle it with my hands. My body was shaking and I could hardly breath or think straight. My God THAT was intense… By that time my ass was sitting on the back of my heels and my arms just hanging out the seat of the chair. I was spent. I thought about just ending it there but remembered how others just let see how things played out. If they had more mini Os and sometimes another Super Os, then maybe I could. So, I just waited to feel what would happen if anything. Well, something started to happen after about fifteen minutes or so of doing nothing. My ass started buzzing again. Once again, I got an extreme hard-on it felt like I was pouring out pre cum as it tickled my prostate and cowpers gland as the p-tab hit my perineum. Much to my demise it was just some small dribbles. I wiped it off with my finger and licked it clean. I think that put my experience into overdrive. Once again, my ass took over. Somehow it felt like my body was being pushed forward so it could get more of it. I didn't resist and slowly moved myself back onto the seat of the chair. I didn't even have to think what kind of contractions and what muscles to move to perform them, my body was doing it all for me. My face was just about buried in the back of the chair, eyes shut tight, panting like a dog and another wave of a mini O hit me. I could not believe this was happening again. Gritting my teeth, clinching my fists as my muscles tightened. My mind was a blur. I could hear the sucking sound of the helix pounding in and out of me. Once again, I could feel that intense pressure build up in me. OH MY GOD! Once again, my body tensed up like I was going to shoot my load, and my cock started contracting like it was but it was nothing but dry heaves of joy. The jolt pushed me hard forward and the back of the chair slammed into the desk behind me. Fortunately, it was only a couple of inches. I covered my mouth with the towel I laid on the seat and bit down hard on it as I moaned and yelped hysterically. My body and mind were in an utter state of post orgasmic bliss. I picked myself up and stood up. My cock was still raging hard with a trail of pre cum rolling out. I rubbed underneath the head to see if I could entice more to come out and some did. With that I lubed up my aching cock and started to jerk off. I laid out the towel to catch my seed. Once the helix latched onto my prostate again as I slowly rubbed myself, I picked up the pace and grip on my cock. I felt big, bigger than normal. My PC muscles and buttocks tightened hard around the helix. I could feel the cum building up, ready to spew out. I started to breath heavy and my head tilted back to the ceiling… "Oh my God, oh my God…" I muttered to myself. I started to go even faster until my jolted back and heavy, thick wads of cum jolted out of my cock like a shaken soda bottle when you twist open the cap. Cum was going everywhere except on the towel I laid out. On the desk drawers, the desktop and the floor. It was amazing! I regained my composure as my head was swimming from the veracity of it all. I squeezed the head to lt the last dribbles out and then cleaned myself and everything around me with the towel I had. Finally, I was spent. I removed my Helix, cleaned up and had a good night's sleep… WOW!! The absolutely most intense experience so far!
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Where I am at roughly on the Milestone list

I have completed or experianced these milestones:

First insertion
No P-tab discomfort when relaxed
No internal discomfort when relaxed
No P-tab discomfort when contracted
No internal discomfort when contracted
Generally comfortable when inserted and relaxed
Observation of slight good feelings
Slight sense of leaking
Slight sense of needing to urinate )contact with prostate(
Identifiable contact with prostate
Doing a set of contractions comfortably
Holding light sphincter contractions
Integrating deep breathing
Definite leaking produced by contracting
Definite pleasure produced by contracting
Definite feeling of contact on prostate
Identification of "sweet spot"
Pleasure at "sweet spot"
No longer believing that "…this model doesn't fit me…"
Arousal amplification by vocalization, breathing, manual stim of secondary erogenous zones or held contractions.
Observation of slight involuntary contractions
General pleasure throughout session
P-wave
Successive P-waves
Rock hard erection
Twitching
Continuous internal pleasure
Sense of pleasure caused by blood pulse internally
Real excitement at thought of next session
Sustained pleasure during sessions
Pleasurable tingling in pelvic regions outside of sessions
Ability to grow pleasure outside of sessions
Ability to leak outside of sessions
Sense that the Aneros is satisfying a special prostate "itch"
Very significant pleasure during sessions
Moaning during sessions
Sense of arousal moving toward something
Involuntary clamping, without sense of climax
Involuntary clamping with hint of climax
Aneros moving distinctly on its own, creating unexpected pleasure
Definite sense of ongoing subtle involuntary contraction Read more »

Good one

Even though I don't try or want to, sometimes I just have to JO to stop the edging and just get off, the orgasms that I have when I do are just so powerful and intense. It sometimes scares me! That's when you really feel it on the prostate. It's the hardest thing NOT to do is focus on your dick while using. I'm always wanting to see if I am leaking any precum or just how hard my erection is when I get it. I just try to relax, breathe, clear my mind and let the helix do it's thing. Sometimes sessions are real duds and sometimes really good. I had a couple of short ones the other day, one before i went to work and one after I got home. The morning one was much better than the later one. I had done some "manscaping" with my cordless beard trimmer the night before around my pelvic area and ass as best as I could. Kinda hard to do when you can't really see everything and I didn't want to hurt myself with the trimmer. I think my wife will be surprised to see and feel it when she does! Anyway, I had just took a shower, prepped myself and the Helix and laid down on my left side. I inserted the Helix and started to do some small contractions and just breathe. Just lay still and do nothing, breathe, and let my mind go free. Images of my ex-lovers swirled through my mind, their big juicy tits, smooth hands, wet pussies and sexy sounds of their cries and moans. Then I could feel my ass starting to self contract lightly. My mind went into overdrive. I felt like i had detached from my body and could only feel incredible pleasure in my anus and on my prostate. Soon, I start to breathe heavier and deeper and little sighs turn into groans. I can feel my PC muscles, my abs and my ass going into overdrive. Stay focused… relax…. breathe…. Boom! a small mini O… Bam! Another one shortly after that… Legs and arms are really started to twitch and move… breathing becomes moaning…. wow… Uh oh…. here comes another wave of small Os… I don't know if I can take this anymore… I feel like the eyes are rolling into the back of my head… One final wave of Os crash into me… I let out one loud yell of pleasure and curl into a ball… I'm spent…

Joygasm & total energy orgasm

There are two parts to this entry. The first occurred without any model used at all at night as I was heading to bed. The second part occurred as I woke the next morning and several hours before needing to go to work.

The first part is more of an observation, and also an invitation for more information.

The other night I was on chat and several members were hopping in and out, several topics of conversation came and went, and about three or four hours passed in total. I was so drained from my 12th day in a row of working that chat was a much needed stress release for me. I was beyond giddy and silly to say the least. I think it was borderline delusional from working so much. At any rate, I was having a genuine good time. Read more »

Was it the Big One?

Last night I had the most intense session that I've ever had. I only started using an Aneros this past August when I got my Helix. Last night the house was mine when I got home from work. I went upstairs and took a nice hot, relaxing bath and then prepped my helix and myself with some Astroglide. I crawled into bed gently teased my anus with the Helix until it was ready for insertion. After getting it in, I laid on my left side with my left knee up and my right leg straight, and just tried to relax and breathe to calm myself. I basically took the "do nothing" approach just let myself go. After awhile my ass started to respond with light contractions and then harder, firmer ones. All the while I just trying to stay focused and just let my breathing relax me and control my contraction pace. I could feel the Helix dancing all over the place. Then it started to make really good contact with my prostate and my legs and arms started to quiver. Those feelings were going pretty good for awhile then they started to go away. Hmm, maybe it's time to stop and relube…. Then WHAM my ass just took over! I could feel my anal muscles just start contracting and I had to curl up as my abs just clenched down. My arms and legs really started twitching and shaking. I am usually not a very vocal person when I have sex, but I was moaning, grunting and groaning like i never have before. The first wave hit me hard. "Is this it? Am I there?!" I wondered to myself. A rush went through me. I just tried to keep a clear mind and then another hard wave came crashing on me. I am breathing and moaning hard and deep when I the final crescendo hit me. OOOOHHH!! My body just convulses and flails away. OH MY GOD! I don't know if that was everybody is talking about but it felt incredibe…. Then I relube and tried to start again but fell asleep with it in me… Read more »

Orgasmic Links at Another Astounding Orgasmic Level

Elsewhere here, and at other locations, I written about some of these experiences before, butt I write this blog post in a state of deeply grateful ecstatic wonderment, joy, and the most profound peace connection that my now into 6 years of MMO and ecstatic energies explorations have given.

After great builds, Drys, and Supers, both Active Body and Still Body, first with Eupho and then switching in my Syn; a new variation of the Hovering Grand Bliss type Calm Seas (Still Body) set in, with all the subtle breathing and focus changes and new imagery that was challenging and powerfully integrative.

I will add further details on that stage later, but the real story coming out of this session is about the continuing explorations of shared energies here. These build on the sense of historic and deeply personal reconnection that open friends have been able to share in ever growing numbers here, and at complementary practices' sites and blogs.

In the General Discussion section the the Forum here, we have described and attempted to find the right words for the ineffable luminous nature of these energies sharing experiences. We have focused on their arising and development here through gradual to fully awakened prostates using our Aneros prostate massagers and resultant orgasmic energies generation. The Tao of Aneros and other related threads are part of this discussion here. Read more »

Maiden Voyage

The Titanic may have sunk on her maiden voyage. I, however, sailed through with flying colors on my maiden voyage with my newly launched Syn. She is a fine looking vessel, from bow to stern, port to starboard. And she cruises as smoothly as any model yet.

After christening her by cleansing her with warm soapy water I was ready. I had done my usual preparation, manscaped, showered, douched, warm room, low light, at my side – a towel and more lube.

I slipped the Syn inside easily. It fit me like a glove. I knew it was there, but it felt like a part of me and not just something up my ass. It took very little time, only a few seconds, to begin feeling the sensations. In less than two minutes I had my first Dry Orgasm. During the almost 90 minute session, I lost count of the number of Dry and Super Orgasms I had.

The ride reminded me of the newness of my first Helix experiences. It was all fresh and exploratory – new things discovered throughout. All of the orgasms, from P to Mini to Dry to Super to Calm Seas, were substantially more intense than I have experienced recently. I am a full-body, LOTS of movement type of guy during my big orgasms, and these were definitely full-body with tons, TONS of movement. My cock went between flaccid and rock-hard over and over. The pre-cum was flowing freely. During the violent Super O's, the pre-cum would fling out of me and spray all over with bliss. I had to remove my glasses; pre-cum drops are hard to see through! Read more »

Anerosless Ecstasy and Auto-Thrusting

Had a horny morning yesterday, and thought I should add it to the blog.

Woke up very horny, and began nipple stimulation whilst still half asleep. My nipples had been stimulated already by the duvet cover, and as soon as I touched them, mini-orgasms started. I continued – my penis swelled really hard and jumped as my PC muscles contracted, and in so doing, also massaged my prostate. I could feel my prostate swelling, and remembering to relax and breathe, an intense dry orgasm started and lasted for about 6 seconds. In this time, my abdomen and arse muscles vibrated, and the lower half of my body jumped around – sometimes it is like auto-thrusting (for want of a better description), only much faster than would normally occur in sex for example.

More relaxing, and more deep breathing, and then another dry orgasm, and then another emanating from the decline of the former. On it goes, getting more and more intense – the dry orgasms lasting longer and the gaps between getting shorter. At this point my penis becomes less hard with each dry orgasm, and my foreskin is filled with precum. I begin masturbating to near the point of no return, and sink back each time, into a chain of dry orgasms. I am gasping aloud at each one, my breathe becomes shorter and MUCH faster, and my body begins to feel hot and sweaty. After 40 minutes of almost reaching the point of no return many times, and sinking back into orgasm afterwards, the dry orgasms are very frequent, and each one probably lasts for 10 to 15 seconds. Even in the lulls between, my abdominal and leg muscles vibrate deliciously. Read more »

Dan Tien and the Perverted Gremlin

So this week I've been focusing on deep belly breathing (as I'm sure you all know from my last post), and that hasn't changed since yesterday. The one thing that's different is that I discovered that uncontrollable smiling and euphoric feeling are also caused by amygdala clicking (concept brought to my attention by chat here last night), and I'm convinced that this is the explanation. Just thought I'd preface my progress with some additional discoveries.

So the title of this pretty much explains the last 24 hours of my journey. My drive home was another deep breathing exercise, but this time I focused more on the energies exchanging. Visualizing the energy flow into my stomach and travel to all corners of my body, pushing the negative energies into my lungs to be exhaled. As I expel these negative energies, relaxation washes over me, and I'm left with a feeling of serenity and a stillness throughout my body and mind. As I got closer to home, I became aware of these energies collecting in my stomach and as I got home, began to focus on them. This kicked off a quick 'less session for about 5 minutes, and as I pulled up to the house started bouncing between my prostate and stomach. As my focus on these energies grew, my mind slipped into nothingness and I became these energies. I could feel (and see) the pulsing and shifting of these energies flow throughout my body, even though my conscious mind was only aware of the energy in my stomach. Since I was home, I couldn't stay out there long, so I opened my eyes and found myself completely rejuvinated, like my day was just beginning. Read more »