Hi Everyone,
So after a great, mind-blowing session on Monday I was ready to make Aneros practice a part-time occupation. Monday night I tried a short session and it was disappointing. Tuesday I spent 3 hours in a session and it was okay after I stopped trying to recreate the perfect conditions I experienced on Monday, but it was more of a relaxing session more than anything else.
My attitude had changed a bit. Now that I knew what was possible, I wanted it all the time. I think that was where things fell apart. Instead of just enjoying whatever might happen in the session, I had changed my goal. I also know that I was really tired. Lack of sleep over a week of Aneros practice was hurting me. I could still function, but I became more ill-tempered and this added stress to my emotional well being.
Tuesday night, I was just worn out. I didn't even attempt to use the Aneros and instead watched a little porn, jerked off in the old traditional way, and headed to bed. I felt burned out a little. I knew I could sleep in the next day and that helped.
Unfortunately I dreamt of a zombie apocalypse of all things, but I did wake up early and helped my wife off to work and then headed back to bed for a couple hours.
As I lied in bed, for the first time since I started I felt my prostate actually calling to me. It was weird. Without anything inserted, I was on my back and knees up and started some gentle contractions and breathing. The feeling around my prostate got stronger. I also began to feel something else. It may have been my first p-waves. The only analogy that I could come up with at the time was being inside a giant speaker in a music concert. When you are close to a speaker you can more than hear the music, you can feel it. Certain tones and sounds create a vibration inside your body at regular intervals. That is what it felt like.
I imagine I will see how things go today. I want to encourage my prostate to communicate with me and I now have a much greater appreciation for the guys on the Forums who suggest taking a little break. I had been practicing every waking moment and many moments when I should have been sleeping. I had been giving my prostate a ton of attention–maybe too much. Loving yourself is a two-way street and maybe Lady Aneros had spoiled my prostate. By taking even a day off caused some interesting changes.
I never was a journal or diary guy. However, when I wanted to lose weight, I kept a journal. I lost 95 pounds on that journey. I think the blog option here on the Aneros website is a really smart thing. If you don't want to post publicly, then keep a notebook journal at home. It continues to help me track my progress.
As always, back to the Forums.
Tag: Wife
Session Three
Not sure why I can't save this as 3:00am. It keeps reverting to 3:00pm.
Friday evening was another marathon event. Again, I spent three hours in the afternoon and evening reading the Forums. So many different experiences. So many things to try.
I spent a couple hours in front of the TV practicing gentle, pleasant contractions. I am exhausted and I pass out watching TV with my wife. So little sleep but I feel so relaxed. She wakes me up as she heads to bed and I head downstairs to practice in the living room. I have an irrational fear of some insane Super-O ambushing me while I sleep next to her.
I enjoy relaxing for another 4 hours in a very similar manner to the earlier session. Some shallow contractions. Some deep contractions. Focusing on my breathing. Nice little twitches. A couple fuzzy sensations like an electrical buzzing around my prostate–these feel reminiscent of the e-stim devices a little. At one point it feels like a small rivulet of water pours down my abdomen along the left side and startles me. I look to see if I accidently urinated or streamed pre-cum but nothing is there and I am totally dry.
I read about lying on my back and tucking my scrotum between my legs and thrusting up to stimulate a sort-of hands-free orgasm as I start running out of time. The feeling becomes very passionate and violently physical as I thrust harder grunting and breathing and holding my breath at times. As I cum, and I cum hard, I feel like light shoots out of the top of my head. The ejaculate is a small quantity compared to the force of the orgasm but I feel that familiar refractory period again when my prostate tells me, "That's it, Buddy" and the Classic becomes a little uncomfortable on my prostate. This has happened with the Aneros devices when I have used them purely for jacking off in the past.
I do a few more cooldown contractions but the pleasure isn't there. I feel worn out but, again, I experienced something new.
Back to the Forums.
My Second Session-Thank God for the Forums
So, I see a pattern emerging. Everytime I read the Forums I pick up something new to think about and try. A new position. A new way to contract my muscles. Stop chasing the Super-O and just relax. I just spent an incredibly relaxing 4 hours letting the SGX and then the Classic teach me about my anus.
No more brute force approach. This isn't a sprint. It's even longer than a marathon. It might as well be a side career/job since I didn't invest this much time on any recent activity.
I start slowly. It is morning. The wife is at work. I have a couple timers set in case I fall asleep. I am just relaxed and breathing. I practice stomach breathing for an hour with gentle contractions. I notice that on my right side, bottom leg gently bent and left leg on top of it with a more severe bend per the instructions it is very relaxing. I do gentle contractions with the breathing. In this position, as I curl my head gently downward toward my feet and as I breath into my stomach I begin automatically have a gentle, intentional contraction. It feels like I am breathing through my anus. I pull air in and the SGX gently pulls into my rectum. I blow air out and it releases.
I begin to notice subtle differences in the muscle groups. The ribbed base has a specific feel when I grip it. I forget about the pressure of the P-Tab and just focus on the slow pull of the SGX into my ass. It feels like four different muscles as I isolate them. I feel a gentle spasming of my rectum. A pleasant buzz almost. So quiet and gentle. I am not watching porn or listening to anything except my anus. I am focused completely on my breathing and during the pause between breaths I notice the subtle differences in feelings that develop.
I move to my back and place a pillow under my butt and switch to the Classic with the finger ring cut off. It feels different and almost like I am starting over. Then I get little tingles. No P-Waves. Nothing ground breaking. But I feel in comparison to my first session, this is a fantastic improvement. Sometimes my cock is hard. Most times it is not.
Back to the Forums for more research.
Discovery and Background
Hi Everyone,
I wanted to share a little background in case it helps others. I think the blog is a fantastic way to share the journey and hopefully get feedback and support during the process.
A little about me. I am married and in my late 30s. Up until a six months ago I probably masterbated 3-5 times a day. I was in between jobs and my wife was working so it was a way to pass the time. I am average height and build.
I have been sexually active since the age of 5 when I discovered my mom's back massager. I was sexually abused but I blocked that out from long ago and have no desire to open that door anymore. I am who I am and live for today forward. I think I would classify myself as bisexual but it in very specific circumstances. I don't see a guy and say, "Wow, I'd love to get a piece of that". It is pretty much limited to transsexuals and domination/cuckold fantasies. I read tons of erotica, much of it dark and delicious. I could give guided tours of xhamster.com and several other free, safe sites for porn tubes. After a few viruses, I am pretty careful about where I surf for my porn. I am going through the initial stages of a divorce so the Aneros experience is something that I save for myself. It is my wonderful journey of discovery.
Five years ago, I started my Aneros experience. I was young, dumb, and full of cum and loved to stick anything up my ass. I may have read the instructions but most likely I just lubed it up, shoved it in my ass, and proceeded to jerk off. It is a fine prostate stimulator but I now feel that I had unknowlingly bought the finest engineered car in the world and kept it in my garage except for an occasional run to the grocery store with it. I originally bought a SGX and a Classic, I believe. They both have ribbed stems.
On Wednesday, I Googled hands-free orgasm and discovered the Aneros forums. I was shocked. What had I been missing these past years?
Anyhow, one other note is that I had pelvic hernia surgery on the left side in May and they cut a major nerve intentionally in the process )the doc said I wouldn't miss it(. I hope I don't.
Thanks for reading,
Beegee6
First one with my wife
Well last night I felt like using my toy. I had not in a while even though my wife had been trying to entice me to do it for some time. I just wasn't in the mood I guess.
Well last night I came to bed past midnight after a gaming session on the computer and read a little while waiting sleep to come. My wife was asleep next to me and I caressing her plus reading some smutty part in my book made me horny. As she did not seem receptive, I decided to use my toy and enjoy myself.
As much as she doesn't like my masturbating, she doesn't mind my toy, on the contrary. I spooned not too close to her )it's been hot as hell lately( with my Helix inside and caressed her softly while contracting lightly to get that special feeling where the head caresses the prostate in time with the contraction, you know, not too hard, not too soft.
I was going at it lazily, not expecting anything and just enjoying the feeling and the smoothness of my wife's body. After a while my body took over and the contraction started in automatic mode. I just tried to keep the intensity low so as not to crush mt poor prostate. It took a while but my wife, hat did not dare move or intervene but was here with me, started to moan and encourage me without word or touch.
Great Saturday Morning
I woke up around 7am and had a nice relaxing time getting set for insertion. I did my enema thing to "flush the pipes" and used a syringe to inject some lube in my anal cavity. Then I inserted the progasm nice and slow… as I moved it around to stroke my prostate, I felt wonderful sensations and I started to leak fluid out my cock. I then took a nice ling hot shower with the progasm still in. After getting dried and shaving )top & bottom(, I slipped back into bed with my still sleeping wife. I laid next to her and relaxed… allowing the progasm to do it's thing. I several very nice super-o's and felt very relaxed and warm. Whin my wife finally woke up, I gave her a nice long warm oil massage… 1st her back, then her front. I finished her massage by masterbating her. After she came several times, she begged me to fuck her. I let her stroke my cock to rigidness and then slipped it in her warm velvety pussy. We mad slow passionate love and as I clinched my perinium, the progasm was doing great things to my prostate… when we finally came together, I had quite the explosion of cum that leaked out all over the sheets… Oh well, that's wat a washer is for. The progasm really provided me with great orgasms and left me with that well used feeling.
Laser-like reflections amplification for Couple's SUPERSuper-Os hyper-linked!!!
Two recent sessions with my dear wife, mrs. a, and we have had two huge leaps for couples life together exploring full prostate/Gspot awakening to shareable full spectrum orgasmic energies ecstasies!!!!!!!!!
In a previous session about a week ago, and about three hours long or more, we got to the point that my aneros awakened and Key Sound amplified and directed energies were being shared through several body contact points with mrs. a!!~~!!~~!!~~!!~~!! and we were both feeling energies flowing in ourselves and in the other stronger than ever before!!
Mrs. a described her feelings as "whooshes" rushing through her body. Mine were the MicroCosmic Orbit of my Taoist practice since the early 1990s. Mine were also much enhanced by recent solo sessions with E-Syn and including deep self-fingering/massaging my prostate!!!!!
This joint session with mrs. a ended with us both in elevated state of ecstasies and serenity as she too, for the first time had a powerful internal cycle of energies in her own body, hers taking the form of the infinity loop!!!
What a session that was, a real pinnacle!!! and yet now in hindsight a preview of even more to come…
About a week later, earlier this week, we had another great open morning and had great oral openings and then our favourite scissors position p/v slow alternating thrusting then still periods mmmmmmmmmmmmmm and bio-electric energies orgasms via energies exchanges between us mmmm so incredibly subtle/powerful~~~MMmmm~~~~mmmMMMMMmmM~~~ and then after a still period mrs. a slipped her finger into me and hit my prostate beautifullyAAaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmaaaaahhhmmmmm
PROGASM!!!!
My new Progasm arrived and I was quite excited to try it out later in the evening. When I opened the package, I admit to being a little intimidated to its size. I had also ordered an received a lubricant syringe.
As the evening wore down, my anticipation was raised. I prepared myself with an enema to clear out my anal cavity and then injected about 1/3 syringe of KY. I also applied a generous amount of KY to my new little friend. Using the techniques described for inserting the Progassm, I slowly slipped it in at an angle. My previous fears concerning the size were for naught as it went in quite easily and comfortably. I will say that it provides a nice "full" feeling.
I then proceeded to lay on my back with my knees up and feet flat on the mattress. I remained there for about 45 minutes to an hour relaxing and breathing deeply. I had started to flex my PC muscles and prostate at about the 30 minute mark coupled with deep breaths. I really wasn't feeling much of anything and was starting to get a little discourages after the 1 hour mark even after putting a pillow under my butt hoping to get a little different result.
My road to discovery
This is my 1st blog on my path to discover new things about my body and my prostate. For years (I am 54) I have been curious and experimental with the feelings I would get when inserting something in my anal cavity. I would always do this on my own and alone (fingers, dildos, etc) as I was embarrassed. I thought I would be seen as gay or "freakishly kinky". About a year ago my wife and I had a "breakthrough" in our marriage and now we communicate more openly about sex.
I also saw a doctor for hemorrhoid treatments and received laser ablation therapy the effectively eliminated them. During the exam and treatment, the doctor educated me about my prostate and "milked" me… it was a defining moment in my life. I told my wife about it and, after our breakthrough last year, we researched about prostate massage together. We were buying some sex toys to spice up our bedroom time and I suggested an Aneros. Since we weren't sure of the success of the product, we decided to purchase a lower priced knock-off model of a MGX/SGX. I will say now that I am sorry that we didn't go ahead and spend the money for the real thing as the knock-off has some design flaws. I am currently awaiting the arrival of a Progasm. After some experiences with the smaller MGX/SGX stye model, I desire a more full feeling so I and stepping up to a Progasm.
Eupho Syntillations Throughout All Dimensions of ALL
Eupho Syn is the most amazing Aneros model yet, given my earlier extraordinarily exceptional experiences with the Eupho Classic!!!
In solo sessions E-Syn feels so delicate soft and gentle, moving in small changes over and around my prostate area, and so compellingly sensual as it roves, that it feels like Shakespeare writing sonnets on my prostate; Leonardo drawing my prostate exquisitely on my prostate, mapping the circuits of universal ecstasies all over and outward from my prostate, out to encompass and reintegrate with all, ALL! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm The added subtleties of E-Syn do the impossible and outdo the fantastic powers of E-Classic!!!
And then, this morning, my dear wife and I decide we will take the morning so the morning may take us!! hhhhmmmmmmmm She very much likes the effects when I am riding any of my favourite Aneros models and she feels some of the effects I feel, transmitted through me to her!! This morning, for the first time, it is Eupho Syn!!
We followed our favourite trail through oral play through multiple dry, still and ACTIVE body OOOSSssssss mmmmmm and then into scissors position and p/v intercourse with the Slow Sex, bio-electric rhythms of thrusting and stillness alternations, E-Syn moving with the thrusts and pumping me like the most sensitive glorious fingering!~~!~~!~!~!~!~~~!~!……
In the still periods the energies networking between us is building BUILDING and we are soon pouring energies back and forth, flowing between and throughout both of our whole pelvic basins~~!!~~~~!!~!!!~~!!~!!~!!~!~!@!@!@!!!!!!