did some more work on the size and shape of the hot glue and inserted it just to see if it hit the spot even though i had 2 good sessions today already–it was a bit better, even though i didn't prelube beforehand cause of all the sessions i had already had today–i will have to try the helix again as i've been copying the mgx glue without trying it–have been getting some action from echos, all very nice–a bit of both but mostly prostate ones
Author: ede_1943
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good session, much better than the last several sessions–trimmed back the hot glue and reshaped it–also prelubed before insertion, which i will have to do all the time–had some nice anal feelings with a lot of in and out of the mgx–quite pleasant–not too violent so i could enjoy them and not let them get out of control like when it darts without warning deep into my ass–had mostly anal but a few prostate feelings, the ones i like that feel like rubbing down my prostate, warm and cozy–the anal feelings were of the mgx going slowly in and out with not too much movement–almost pure bliss!–i was able to sustain them for more than 1/2 hr, but they never got really big, at least not too big for me to handle–also after they subsided i was able to start them again with a slight anal contraction after complete relaxation–i even took a pee break and after calmly lying there until relaxed i started them again with the slight contraction, then i could keep everything going with shallow, low abdominal breathing–i liked it and thought that i had lost it this last week–i must have a session without too many days in between (2 at the most, i think) so that i don't loose the gift–really interested to see what happens tomorrow as i usually go downhill after a good session like today–it will be interesting to see if i have "echo" sessions the next times i lie down without the aneros inserted
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i have been doing the last few sessions without prelube cause everything seemed to be going fine just before that, but then they slowed down, so yesterday i prelubed again–this is something i think i should do all the time no matter how well things are going–i got a lot more movement although nothing to sustain and nothing earth shaking–i will continue reshaping and repositioning the hot glue until i get back to where i was more than a week ago–i really think that i am not on my sweet spot and that makes all the difference in the world–i will also try the advice i read today about lightly rubbing myself between my p-tab and my balls–several reported that this works quite well for them–they said that they could feel the aneros under their fingers–sounds like completing the loop with their fingers instead of the p-tab–also tried the butt cheek spreading trick but it didn't seem to work for me–maybe i didn't hold them apart long enough, although i did for as long as i could–it is hard to position my fingers and hands down there and to hold the position for a long time–i feel that i am quite a bit farther behind than i was several sessions ago–it seems like i am nearer the beginning than the orgasm
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today's session with the mgx didn't go anywhere–took it out halfway and cut off some hot glue and relubed it–got a little better but i think the hot glue amount and location are not right–when it's hitting the right spot with the right amount of aggressiveness it's very obvious and this certainly is not right–nothing remotely resembling any waves or hot blips
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well i did the second session today , but with the helix–gave it 40 minutes but it was not too profitable–will have to shave off some hot glue from both messagers and try again tomorrow
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well, i was finally able to hold off having a session for a few days–funny though, i didn't have any echo sessions without the aneros even though i lay down several times each day and tried to feel the waves–i had some slight waves, but not long lasting nor large–it was completely the opposite of what i expected and had been experiencing–added some more hot glue to the mgx and helix but based on today's test with the mgx i think i may have gone beyond the limit for adding stimulation–i will have to continue the experiment with less and maybe a different shape on the tab–when it is right it immediately starts my heart racing upon insertion and sends waves through my prostate–i think that i may have configured the tip so that it hits in a slightly different place, farther from my anus, the distance or dig in may still be right–anyway today's session was pretty tame and i don't think i will lay off so long between sessions again–maybe every day for a few days and then every other day for a few sessions will be the right mix–only time will tell–i laid off cause i thought that i may have worn out my prostate with so much stimulation, although it was never sore, just less responsive–i tried the progasm for the last 10 minutes just to see what would happen and the answer was not much
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i know i said i'd wait several days for another session but i didn't–i wondered what the helix would be like after this progress with my mgx and so i tried it out–not too much happening so i decided to add some hot glue to the p-tab like on my mgx–well i tried it out at 2:40 this afternoon and it was better than in the morning without the glue–also tried the last 10 minutes with no massager and i really think i get more action empty than with the aneros in–now i will wait at least 2 days before another aneros session but i bet i'll get some action empty without even trying before then whenever i lie on my back–i feel some thumping in my prostate right now while sitting and writing this–i had warm feelings and cozy feelings in my prostate several times today while shopping and standing around holding a shopping basket–it seems that my wiring is coming along fine
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OH BABY!!!–wow–what woke me up?–about 2 hours after i went to bed last night i was woken up by wave after wave of p-waves–at first i didn't know what i was doing but quickly saw what was happening and tried to prolong the experience–relaxation and letting it take me wherever it wanted was the answer–my prostate was warm then hot!–it stayed hot like that for more than 2 hrs as wave after wave of pleasure washed over it–no anal feelings were generated but plenty of prostate pleasure–so far i've had the longest and/or most intense experiences when awakened from sleep without the aneros inserted–both types of pleasure have come this way–i had those violent asshole convulsions that way too, so i guess it's possible to go all the way without the massager involved–this morning i had small pleasure waves that i could generate with relaxation and breathing by conscious will–this shows a great deal of progress, especially when the previous sessions didn't show much promise–i will still give it a few days off before i use the massager again and i'll bet that things go along without my guidance or help–i seem to get the best results by doing nothing
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did a short session today cause nothing much seemed to be happening –tried the pull my cheeks apart technique and let them go to get involuntary spasms going but not much happened–willing to take several days off now as after a few days off that seems to be when i usually jump ahead
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well, this was a good practice and learning experience–no big thrills but i think my thoughts about how to control the two different orgasms are correct–today i practiced the slight anal contraction for the prostate rub and the rectal contraction for the anal feeling–didn't have many anal bubbling feelings today but had a lot of the massager rubbing on the prostate–i know what the precursors of the various feelings are now–the prostate rub is sort of like a feeling of well being and the anal precursor is a bubbling or pulsating or buzzing of my anus–i have always had a lot of stray muscle firings in my legs and butt, which i know would be great if they were to concentrate in my anus, but i don't know how to make them do that–while i lay in complete relaxation i can feel them building up on the top of my thighs and the bottom of my ass but they never center in my anus, except those times when they explode there without warning–i know that if these firings and twitches and sparks could go off in my ass hole it would start a continuous pumping of my ass hole's turning inside out–anyway, now i know that all things are started with the rewiring and the relaxation and not with contractions–the contractions, as far as i can see, are for controlling the process once the body starts the orgasm–for so long i thought that the contractions could be made to start the process–at least for me, this is not true, so i would suggest that one practice relaxation and breathing and muscle control, but know that the relaxation is what starts the process and that the muscle control is only for trying to continue what the body naturally wants to do