well, this was surely a very profitable session today–i was able to tell a prostate orgasm from an anal one and how to control each–the prostatic orgasm is a subtle one in that it produces a divine feeling by rubbing on the prostate, which feels like something rubbing down from top to bottom–sometimes it is hard to tell whether this feeling is in my balls or my prostate, but today i could definitely tell where it is located–it feels like a subtle tickling and is delicious without being overwhelming–the control for it is different than that for the anal orgasm–for the prostate orgasm i can hold it with very slight contractions, that is, after it wipes down my prostate i can relocate it to the top again with a very slight contraction and then that relocation will allow it to wipe the prostate from top to bottom again–doing this can be kept up for quite a while and this kind of orgasm i can maintain for a longer time than the anal–it just gives such a feeling of well being and delicious coziness– the anal orgasm is the more difficult one to maintain–it just seems to rip into me from out of nowhere and contractions have not proved beneficial in holding it, in fact my response contraction is much too violent and has always chased the orgasm away–before today i tried to relax to maintain it but could never relax enough–today, i learned that the contraction is just the opposite of what i should do when the aneros darts up my ass as it just drives it further and kills the feeling–what i should do is the opposite, that is, use a rectal contraction to try to hold the aneros where it is instead of driving it deeper–i was able to do a little of this today and it was the first time i was able to prolong the experience, but not as long as what i call the prostate orgasm–the anal orgasm is an entirely different feeling than the prostate one– it comes on violently with no warning of its approach and is on a level several hundred times the prostate orgasm–it feels like bubbles at my ass hole or like my ass turning itself inside out–it is a great feeling but hard to prolong or maintain–the prostate orgasm feels like tickling and the anal orgasm feels like violence–i like the anal orgasm much more though–so now i have had anal orgasm without the aneros and with the aneros–i hope to practice more tomorrow–wow, are they ever good feelings–now i realize that i have had what are called mini o's for awhile, but i didn't know what they were
Author: ede_1943
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wow!–no lack of movement yesterday–i was lying down on my back on a non session day and nodding off after about 1/2 hr when my ass started puckering violently ( i guess it was an anal orgasm)–it felt like my asshole was completely turned inside out very quickly and violently with no gradual buildup or warning–as a consequence i was caught unaware and could not help responding with a very hard contraction, trying to get control of my runaway ass, but i chased it away instead–there were 6 or 7 "volleys", one after the other with no breaks or difference in intensity–they were extremely pleasurable and just what i am looking for but unable to retain when they occur– if i could just learn to let these things continue so that i could enjoy them i would be a very happy man indeed
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well, i have to say it again–i need to take a couple of days off–yesterday i made some changes to the hot glue on the tab and couldn't wait to try it that same day, even though i knew i should give it some time as i had been going at it hot and heavy for days at a time–i thought that my prostate was probably over stimulated or "pooped" and wanted to give it a rest–anyway the the new glue does get me going right away, but after 1/2 hr or so it sort of fades–like i said, i think i need to lay off for a couple of days or even three if i can stay away that long
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well, i took off the hot glue cause it was getting me nowhere where i had it located on the tab and tried it again without–nothing so i added hot glue to it again but in a different spot on the tab–better so i added more in the same spot–terrific—instead of adding the glue towards the stem i added it on the end of the tab, parallel to the stem, thus making it longer–i watched some aneros use on xtube to see the action of the tab on a guy's perineum and what part of the stem actually contacted it–well i was surprised as it used an entirely different area on the stem than i had supposed–so i added hot glue there and got immediate results–i felt a lot of movement, and movement that i could tell was movement, completely different than i had felt before–i could also extend the feelings without stopping them with too strong a contraction like before–so i am on the right track now as far as the tab is concerned, but i will keep experimenting with the amount and placement of the hot glue–it is hard to believe how much difference it makes as to where and how much the p-tab touches the perineum–it is the whole thing for me now, i believe
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well, i had 2 short sessions today–both were the usual–i really am starting to think i have more of a chance of an orgasm without the aneros in–i seem to have more intense feelings in my prostate when i just sit or lie down after a session is over
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boy, it seems now that my off days are giving me more pleasure than my sessions with the aneros–after a session whenever i sit or lie down i get delicious feelings in my prostate that are as good as or better than the ones i am able to generate with the aneros–they come on immediately when i sit and come to their peak in a very short time–they are always great feeling and i can keep them around for quite awhile–and no prelube or cleanup either!!–seriously, the between session time is very rewarding and provides a lot of progress in this journey of mine–i can more easily tell the location of each feeling, learn what controls it, and such, because i am not overwhelmed like when i have the aneros dart into my behind–i can picture my prostate pulsating and engorging and my ass hole fluttering open and closed–sometimes with the aneros in i can't tell what part of my anatomy is involved nor just what is really happening–yes, between sessions is very rewarding and educating
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well, this session was good–there was no dead time with no feelings–i prelubed with jelly and lubed the mgx with albolene–the tab had the 1/4 in hot glue and it was inside a ping pong ball–the feelings started almost immediately while i was on my back to relax–i think i have some good techniques now, that seem to be working–i found out today that when i fully relax and my legs start to tighten up or i have twitches shooting off all over them so i can't relax fully, i can slap or pat them on the upper part and the feelings will continue–the jiggling or slapping doesn't disturb the continuation of the buzzing or pulsating or whatever i'm experiencing– i used to wiggle my legs but the patting or slapping is better as it not only relieves the tension but also promotes the feelings–i can also lightly tickle my lower abdomen now to promote the feelings when i'm fully involved–the feelings are not self propelling yet but at least when they appear they do not go away because of what i do to relax further–for me, complete relaxation of the ass and legs is the key to starting and promoting any feelings in the prostate and balls, etc–
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had a short session today– i've been having trouble which i thought was constipation, but turned out to be the start of a kidney stone forming–i've had this many times in the past but it has been so long since it has happened that i didn't recognize the symptoms right away like i used to be able to do–anyway after drinking a ton of water and having some small bms, i thought that it might be time for another session since i had skipped two days–well, the session wasn't earth shaking but it was good in that i could practice some techniques and strengthen some muscle control–also i had some feedback from a thread i started in the forum called "lack of aneros movement" and i wanted to see if any of the suggestions there were helpful to me–i guess i have had aneros movement which i didn't recognize as movement–the buzzing and the pulsating are caused by movement and not just the darting into my ass–i guess the movement is so small and so fast that it wasn't apparent to me that it was movement–there was still a lot of non movement in those sessions though, when nothing happened, so i think overall it is better for me to prelube before inserting the aneros–taking a day off in between sessions for some rewiring time and i will be working on controling the response contraction when the aneros darts into me so it doesn't overwhelm the darting
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this session was informed by advice from tiphereth to my thread on lack of aneros movement–he said, and i believe, that the ass has to be completely relaxed for the involuntary movement to start, then when it does it should be answered with only the slightest contraction i am capable of–if too much contraction, then it stops–my problem is that when the aneros darts up my ass i can't respond moderately–my response contraction has always been violent–if i can tame down this response then i think i may keep the movement going–anyway it's good to know that what i suspected is true, namely, that the movement occurs without contraction and that it continues with a slight response contraction until it is self generating–so i practiced lying as relaxed as i could and replying as minimally with contractions after the involuntary movement, never stronger and never trying to lead them–i think this will pay off for me
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i should have waited for tomorrow before trying another session but i didn't–i was too excited by what happened last night without the aneros that i had to try it right away–now i am a firm beliver that an equal amount happens between sessions as happens with the aneros in–that "rewiring" is a real thing