Author: goldenboy

“A Seduction Fantasy”

Wow! I thought I knew everything about male arousal….NOT! Let me explain.

My wife and I are having fun in bed again and I am only in a new Day 2 of semen retention. But something in my brain seemed to “click” recently and I am getting more aroused with little stimulation. I am even trending towards erections during the day.

This morning about 3AM, I got up and wanted to chill with some erotic music. Which I did after selecting a pair of fairly loose cotton trunks beneath my PJs. Anyway, I got into position, started listening and already felt aroused from last night’s “cuddling” session with my wife. I dd not ejaculate last night but felt that even with my DE, I could have easily come. Read more »

“A Helping Hand: An Erotic Fantasy”

A very interesting fantasy…..I am now in Day 10 of SR and awoke about 1 AM with an erection and an arousal feeling that led me to believe that I would have to end this SR campaign. So I retreat to the sofa where I get in position with my safety towel and begin this edging session. But deep down inside, I didn’t want to end at Day 10. What happened next is unbelievable even to me but I will relate it as it happened…

I am in the company of a young woman (perhaps we met at a bar?) and conversation seemed to drift toward my SR. Believe it or not, she understood EXACTLY what I was going through at this time! And she “offered” to help! Now, when she offered a “hand” I thought that is would be just a stimulating, orgasmic hand-job. But that is not what she did. Let me explain…..

She suggested that I relax and put-on some headphones, lay down and she would take-care of the rest. She found a suitable couple of tracks (on YouTube: I discovered later that they were “Buddha Bar 2013” and “Buddha Bar 2015”). She laid-down next to me and reached under my silky red boxers and re-positioned my safety towel just around my extremely erect cock. What she did next kind-of blew me away! She grabbed my cock, completely encircling it, including the towel, and began to squeeze. Ohhhhh!! She is putting pressure directly on the frenulum, and I feel a tingly sensation right down to my groin. She tells me just to completely relax; she told me that if I feel the semen rising up to the tip of the penis, that’s okay. If I feel an ejaculation coming, that’s okay also. She just wanted me to relax and let the feelings pass. Read more »

“A Very Relaxing Surfing Session”

Since I am still practicing semen retention (SR) and am currently in Day 9, I felt no pressure to ejaculate this morning. I discovered a new music track on YouTube: “DJ Fotis L – Music for Sex (Round 5)” which just came out a few days ago. I started to listen using my earbuds instead of headphones–they are comfortable and I can move around on the pillows freely.

During this session, I poked and prodded my erect and swollen members, being careful to stay away from the frenulum. But mostly, I just relaxed and listened and basked in a wonderfully, erotically-charged feeling that comes with semen retention. I am also now in very good standing with my wife and we are beginning a regular night-time routine of cuddling and more. I feel that I can be a little more aggressive in bed and will see how that progresses. I’m not sure if my wife is ready–I’ll know tonight if she’s receptive.

Anyway, the music was so relaxing that I swear I was starting to see colors during some of the sounds. I’m not sure if I was dreaming or awake but it was a neat but fleeting sensation. The one-hour track was over already and I am feeling just great today. I did not feel any urge to ejaculate even in spite of some obvious horniness. What will be the SR “magic number” this time? Time will tell…… Read more »

“An SR Temptation”

I am in a new Day 8 of SR and as expected, I awoke with an extremely hard erection (way beyond 90 degrees!) Anyway, I decided to listen to some erotic music. It took a while, but I finally settled on “Erotic Affairs Porn Lounge Sensations (FULL ALBUM)” on YouTube. It was a full hour and thirty minutes and was perfect for this relaxing, erotic session.

I am beyond my boost in testosterone from Day 7 and I am really feeling it. As I begin to listen, I am falling-into a fantasy. My lover (girlfriend?) knows that I am practicing semen retention and she is “teasing” me. She begins to caress my firm balls through my red silky boxers and gently makes her way up to the shaft of my very erect cock. I warn her to stay away from the underside near the frenulum. But she gently pushes on it and squeezes it ever so sweetly. She keeps doing this while the music is playing and I am getting more and more aroused.

Finally, she whispers in my ear: “I just want the head of your glistening cock in me!” By this time, I am starting to leak precum and she sees that I could easily penetrate her. But I resist, because I know that if I penetrate her with only the head, I could easily cum within her with just a few strokes. So I maintain my resolve and say “No!” She continues…”Fuck me” she says. “Cum within me”. I can hardly hold-back. Now she has positioned herself on top of me and starts to straddle my erect, glistening cock. She makes contact with my head and I feel the sensation of starting to glide within her. She is wet too. It was so easy…. Read more »

“Almost an Hour Near the PONR”

My wife had been away all weekend. I thought I would catch-up with a session or two! Well, was I disappointed! Not only did the Helix not do anything, I just wasn’t feeling it all weekend. Even the Peridise did nothing to improve my mood. Maybe it was her that I needed!
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Anyway, she returned yesterday evening and I got a good night’s sleep, if albeit a little short. So I got up and started to listen to some erotic music. It wasn’t before too long that I had a raging erection going. But this one was different! It did not subside. By squeezing and lightly touching the underside of the glans, I felt closer to the PONR that ever before! I was literally a stroke or two away from an ejaculation. But I was able to maintain that feeling for a good 45 minutes or so. Even when my penis began to go flat, that feeling continued. I had to wee and when I checked my “safety towel” (I am in Day 5 of SR and need some protection) it was wet with precum! All during this time near the PONR, I felt my prostate pulsing and pumping but I did not trigger the ejaculatory reflex yet. Could this be a cure for my DE? I sure felt it. I felt that if I penetrated her now, I would have to ejaculate, no doubt about it! Now, if only I can carry-over this reflex over to our “normal” make-out session! Read more »

“My Fantasy Life Is Alive And Well!”

Well! I don’t know where these fantasies are coming from, but I can’t complain! Here are a few recent ones; some may seem a little offbeat. But the were all very stimulating and that is why they are useful in male arousal.
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I am experiencing my first sexual encounter with a nymphomaniac! She tells me right out that she “needs to be serviced every day”. She asks me directly: “Are you man enough for me?” What a turn-on!
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Believe it or not, I am an alien! I have the tools but don’t have the experience. My “date” will “train” me how to use them! I am completely naiive and need the proper instruction. This got me going!
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I am in a contest called “The Hardest Man”. All the couples are in a ferris wheel with enclosed cages. They are told to start making-out until the guy gets hard. Then, the wheel starts up and periodically, the cars are inspected. If a guy goes “soft”, that couple is out! Whoever lasts the longest is declared the “hardest man”! This one also was stimulating!

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“Lucid Dreaming—A Journey”

I have been experiencing lucid dreams lately and I don’t really know why. Some are not sexual at all. But I know they are lucid because I seemingly can “control” what I am doing and exploring within the dream. I recently read about “WILD” that is short for Wake-Induced Lucid Dream and believe I may be experiencing those too. Typically, I am sleeping about 5 hours each night and then wake up and start listening to some erotic music. I have been doing this consistently for a couple of weeks lately.

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The past two morning listening “sessions” have been particularly erotic and sexually-charged. Were these lucid dreams? Were they WILD? I’m not sure at this point but I definitely remember them. Here are two most recent ones…..

First one: I am alone in a ski cabin. There is a blizzard outside and my “date” and I are seemingly stranded alone for a long while inside. She makes it clear to me that she wants to “cuddle” and I have no objections! So we begin our make-out session. But before long, this session (in my dream) is becoming quite erotic and graphic. She indicates to me during the course of our involvement that she wants my hard, wet cock inside her. And she will make sure that it happens! She keeps up my arousal until I am hard and wet enough to penetrate her. When I do, she indicates to me that she does not want me to cum, only to remain hard inside her. The feeling is incredibly arousing….. Read more »

“Give Me The Night — An Erotic Fantasy”

I had a “make-up” session with my wife last night after a long absence. Due to my DE, I did not ejaculate when I wanted to. But that only intensified my arousal later on this morning. Let me explain……

I was up fairly early and looking for action. I had a raging erection and needed some “me” time. I discovered a track on YouTube that led me to a fantasy that I have seldom experienced before. Perhaps it was a continuation of last night’s cuddling session. But it was so much more.

The track that set me on my way was : “DJ Fotis L – Music for Sex (Round 4)”. It started out in the usual way, with tender scrotal and penile massage. But as I began to sink in the music, I was carried-away to an erotic paradise with my lover (my wife). She is taking me deeper and deeper into a mystical “tunnel” which I know now was the innermost part of her. And as she began a most unusual “squeeze” on my erect shaft, I felt myself inside her. I am in a state of bliss and I feel the sex all around me. It is almost impossible to describe in words this feeling, only that I didn’t want it to end. I felt nowhere near climaxing; we just took-in this sexual “envelopment” which had us locked in a romantic embrace.

Toward the end, one of the last tracks was “Give Me The Night” and the lyrics couldn’t have been more appropriate: Read more »

“Disengagement and Fantasy: A Masturbation Technique”

This may appear to be complicated but it is actually quite simple. Here is how it developed…..

I was starting to listen to a nice track on YouTube: “Making Love Music | Sexy Songs for Tantric Love” about an hour long. I started a typical “surfing” session. I really didn’t care if I ejaculated during this session or not. As I got further into it, I began to meditate. I thought about how often I will fantasize during these sessions and began to dwell on the exact technique in more detail.

What I discovered is that, in my mind, I go through a “disengagement”, that is I remove myself from my sexual pleasure. Yes, I am masturbating but it is not ME performing all these stimulations—it is someone else! And therein lies the basis of a fantasy! Who is playing my package, so to speak? Is it a lover (male or female)? A stranger I just met earlier in the evening? An alien? A masseuse? A hospital nurse? A nearby stranger on a plane? And as I continue to disengage my brain from my self-pleasure, something happens. I begin to get more and more aroused. Since “I” am not causing my sexual pleasure, there is an anticipation of unexpected erotic bliss. The arousal can ebb and flow without my direct control.

This technique can be used to extend a masturbation session almost indefinitely. There is no telling exactly where it will lead. And that is the beauty and power of this technique—it can be very unpredictable. Read more »

“A Binaural Surprise!”

Now I listen to binaural beats all the time, nothing new. But after 6 days of SR, I felt it was time for a release. So I decided to choose one of the old “standard” binaural beats for ejaculation. I really didn’t expect to ejaculate to the beat (I never do); I just wanted to get close to the PONR like a typical “surfing” session. Well, things didn’t quite turn-out the way I planned. Let me explain……

I selected a binaural track which I am familiar with, on YouTube: “Hands Free Orgasm 2 – Binaural No Hands Ejaculation” by Binaural One. I laid-down, started to relax and chill. I didn’t even have an erection. Things were going just so-so for the first 15 or 20 minutes or so. But then, something happened. I did get an erection, but there was much more to come. I was getting AROUSED. The beats weren’t getting any louder or stronger, but my response seemed to be growing exponentially! OMG! I feel my entire system being stimulated to the point of ejaculation! I kept listening; the tones changed ever-so-slightly; but my arousal continued to build. I knew that I would have an involuntary ejaculation from this binaural if I continued to listen. I couldn’t endure any more and besides, I was beginning to ache deeply within my groin. I needed to ejaculate! So (with my towel in place and a ready-hand) I had a most-powerful ejaculation that continued after-pumps for a while. I am feeling greatly relieved. This was an unexpected “session”. I must restart SR back to Day 1…… Read more »