Author: goldenboy

“Play Ball! — An Erotic Fantasy”

A supercharged erotic fantasy! Haven’t had one of these in a while! Let me explain how it developed……

I awakened with a overly-powerful erection. I had a small towel beneath my silky boxers this morning and was ready for any sort of release. I retreated to the sofa and put-on a music track that I thought would be right. On YouTube: “The Bedroom Part VI (6) Get Wet Edition”. So I started listening and began to caress my scrotum and perineum….Some time passes and I realize that I have fallen-into a fantasy…..

I am in my hotel room and I have solicited the services of a beautiful black prostitute. She is well-endowed and is really turning me on. She explains that she will give me what she feels is appropriate for me; but there is a major ground-rule: I cannot touch my package AT ALL! She will be in control the whole time (for as long as she wants). I agreed and she started what would become the most arousing “surfing” session I have ever experienced!

She proceeds with some light strokes and caresses of my scrotum and perineum. Ohhh! She has a soft touch and I am getting intoxicated by the closeness of her firm, luxurious body. I didn’t know it at the time, but for the first 30 minutes or so, she would not even TOUCH my penis! She concentrated exclusively on my balls and I am being ratcheted-up to a level I have never been before. I know I am getting wet and I have such an overpowering desire to penetrate her……but that is not allowed! I am groaning and moaning for a release, but I cannot do it! Read more »

“An Extremely Simple Male Meditation”

I hesitated to put this down, it was so simple. But then I thought that it may be beneficial to someone else. So here it is……

I awakened not too early this morning and had a good, hard erection. I dosed on some relaxing but sexually arousing tracks. One (I don’t remember any details now) was a tantric sex track and I really liked the way it made me feel. I was wearing my very silky boxers and started a “surfing” session by stroking and caressing my scrotum and erect penis through the thin silky material. As I continued this for perhaps 20 minutes or more, I began to dwell on a meditation. It was so simple that I really discounted it. But I thought I should share it as it happened….

I am thinking (as I am stroking my package): my penis and my testicles are ALL I need for sexual pleasure. My erect penis is ALL I need to penetrate and climax to a thrilling, ecstatic bliss. My testicles produce the sperm and my erect penis delivers it. And that’s it! So simple but yet profound! It cuts out all the “extra” stuff, even including Aneros. Ah, the simple joys of being a male……what more do we guys need?

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PS My horniness is continuing to increase; I am in a new Day 4 of SR.

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A “What If” Meditation

I was just relaxing this morning and doing nothing special. Tried to listen to some soothing sounds but nothing was ‘clicking’. As I just laid there, I suddenly got some images/fantasies bouncing around in my head. Allow me to share…..

First, I ‘imagined’ that I was about 15 years old again. Oh, the fountain of youth! But what really impacted me was this ‘new’ feeling ‘down-there’. I am exploring my ‘package’ almost like for the first time and it feels great! I am fantasizing that I am being ‘explored’ by an equally-naive 15 year-old-girl. She carefully strokes my whole scrotum and penis and –wow!–what a feeling! She keeps this up for about 10 to 15 minutes or so. Then, my mind drifts into yet another meditation……

I am older (again) and begin to ponder: what if ‘sex’ were non-existent, perhaps on another planet and another race? What if they ‘create’ their offspring in a laboratory? What if ‘sexual intercourse’ is something completely unknown to them? That is a scary thought! But then, I began to meditate some more on this…… Read more »

A “Surprise” Aless Meditation and Super-O!

This morning started out quite uneventful. I awoke not too early and laid down for some relaxing music. But nothing felt right. I had to go to the bathroom (#2). When I returned, I felt a quivering down in my prostate and thought nothing of it. I laid back down and this time, I didn’t even bother with any music. So I just laid back down and began to meditate. What happened next blew my mind! I am starting to meditate with Aless and starting to perform very light “whisper” contractions. These became more pronounced and I began to re-position myself on the sofa. I didn’t realize it at the time, but I was experiencing a series of prostate orgasms that culminated in a powerful Super-O that rocked my body once or twice! And then it was over just like that! I did notice an erection towards the end of this amazing “session”. These Aless experiences can seem to come on quite unexpectedly like this one did.

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A “Surfing” Session

I was awakened this morning with a strong, intensely arousing erection. So I decided to slip into a pair of red silky, tight-fitting boxers and with towel in place, I laid down and discovered a great YouTube track: “Hotel Del Mar Miami Beach Lounge & Wonderful Chill Out Erotic Mix”. It was just right and set the tone for what was to become a “surfing” session. Now, I was not familiar with the term “surfing” so I looked it up. Here is the distinction between “edging” and “surfing”:
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One technique, commonly referred to as “edging” is where one will masturbate up until the moment before reaching the plateau phase just before orgasm occurs, and then stop suddenly before experiencing a climax. Another technique, commonly referred to as “surfing” is where one will reach the plateau phase and slow down the stimulation to maintain a heightened level of sensation for an extended time. Repeating either of these techniques many times during a single masturbation session may result in a stronger, more intense orgasm”.
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I performed the “surfing” by “tapping” on the underside of the head of the penis in sync with the beat while slowly and rhythmically stroking my scrotum through my boxers. At one point, I am fantasizing being with a lover and she begins lightly stroking along my anal crack through my boxers. OMG! I am continuing the “surfing” for perhaps 25 minutes or so. I got the urge to remove my boxers and continue this session to a climax. I felt ready for it. I quickly began building-up to the PONR and I soon reached it with an explosive ejaculation. I am cooling-down and ready for the day’s activities. Read more »

“Recharging The Battery”

Following semen retention for 13 days and subsequent ejaculation, there is always a let-down for me. I just wasn’t feeling it this morning. I wasn’t even feeling much of an erection either. This has happened before and it is not too pleasant. I decided to see if I could “recharge the battery” so to speak this morning. I laid down (not too early) and just started listening to some erotic tracks. Nothing was working, bummer.

But all hope is not lost! I discovered quite by accident a great track on YouTube: “Sea, Sex, Sun ✭ Beach House Mix | Summer 2016” and what happened next is quite amazing! This mix had a definite beat and for some strange reason, I started doing pelvic squeezes with my hands in sync with the beat. I started low on the pubic bone and it spread downward on either side of my perineum. Before I knew it I was back up on my way to my penis and began rythmic squeezing from the base, then the middle, and then the glans. OMG! My penis is beginning to harden! I now have a full erection and it is beginning to feel like an edging session! I feel a stirring in my prostate as well!

I kept this up for about 15 minutes or so. Of course, it will take more time to recharge the battery, but at least I got a “trickle” charge going! Read more »

“MMO – 10, Ejaculation – 0”

After reading “The Multi-Orgasmic Man”, I wanted to experience edging with prostate orgasms but without ejaculation. I thought I would have to ejaculate once or twice to experience this. Was I wrong! Let me explain…….

I am now into Day 12 of SR and, as usual, went to bed with a towel tucked beneath my silky boxers. I had started to get aroused in bed with my wife but it was getting too late for any serious fun. So I just rolled-over and was headed to dreamland.

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Several hours later, I was awakened with the most INTENSE ERECTION possible. I am laying on my stomach and feel myself “pumping” my erect cock into a lover. OMG! Was this the start (or the middle) of a wet dream? Not sure now, but I realized that if I continued this for much longer, I would be quickly ending my recent semen retention challenge. With every twitch and every breath, I seemed to be inching closer and closer to the release. Yes, I wanted it. I felt completely mesmerized by this feeling and wondered if I was awake or asleep? Could I be headed for an involuntary ejaculation? Definitely, YES! (I am now feeling a twitching down in my prostate). Read more »

“Semen Retention: Easier The Second Time Around?”

I decided to write this blog entry to indicate that my “second try” at the 21-day challenge is happening entirely by accident. I did not purposely embark on this mission like before. Rather, here I am in Day 11 and so far (haha!) I have not had an ejaculation nor a wet dream. The horniness comes and goes but lately, it is not too much of a bother. But when I am aroused, say in the night or early AM, wow! It is difficult to control it and, honestly, I feel like I really could use at least a wet dream. Like I have said in several blogs recently, I am prepared for one by lining my sleepware with a towel. It sounds strange but actually feels quite normal now.

I believe that this semen retention is as much a mental thing as it is a physical thing. You have to break-free from the ‘addiction’ of masturbation. Nearly all of us males are addicted in one way or another. It is when we are somewhat deprived of our ‘need’ (masturbation/ejaculation) we develop an INTENSE craving (i.e., horniness) and that is what keeps many guys from progressing very far in this endeavor. But for those of us who are persistent, we seem to develop a mindset that puts ejaculation ‘on the back burner’ so to speak. Is this normal? Is it a good thing? You can judge for yourself. In my case (and at my age), there are MANY BENEFITS to semen retention as I have outlined previously. Also, the net is loaded with info. on this subject. Is it a new way of life? Probably. Much in the same way that we are ‘re-wired’ by Aneros use, we are ‘re-wired’ for ejaculation response. Interesting comparison!…… Read more »

A “Fearless” Edging Session

[Sorry, the expletives are necessary to convey the true feeling of this session.]

Well, I am into a new Day 10 of SR. Guys, I don’t know what got into me this morning. I was relaxing on the sofa in the early AM and listening to a favorite “lucid wet dream” binaural at very low volume. They are very low, pulsating tones and they feel good. I still had a small towel beneath my night boxers just in case. Anyway, I was just laying there and it suddenly hit me: I want to do a “real” edging session. Not a pussy-foot, beat-around-the bush session. But a real, no-holds-barred, so what if I ejaculate, “fearless” one. But what if I come? “F**K it!” I thought to myself. If I go off, what the f**k? I’ll never know the feeling unless I try. So I embarked on this very risky “mission”. At first, I was timidly stroking and caressing my scrotum like I have done many times before. But the intensity and the techniques changed quickly as I got further into this session. The scrotal strokes became more sweeping and faster. The erect penis was being engaged more and more. I was stroking it from every direction, side-to-side, up-and-down, round-and-round. The base, the shaft, the head. And even my nipples became absorbed in the action. I felt my head and it was starting to get wet. But I didn’t stop there. I continued stroking and getting closer to the PONR. It didn’t matter, I was fearless and, as I said before, F**K the consequence! At this point, I had an “attitude”. Read more »

A New “Male” Meditation

I read recently that normal males experience about 11 or more erections per day and about 5 during the night. Wow! Then it suddenly hit me like a brick: We males are designed for a specific purpose and it is quite simple. We get erect, aroused (through foreplay, etc.) penetrate and ejaculate. That’s it! Why do we have to make it so difficult?

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Then, I began to “meditate” on this in greater depth. We should not be ashamed of our erections. We should not mind being “horny” some (if not all) of the time. It is a natural part of our existence. Of course, I know that life is never this simple. We complicate our sexual identities by putting restrictions on our sexual techniques and preferences. We develop sexual hang-ups such as PE, ED and DE. Not to mention porn and Viagra. We “choose” our sexual partners (male or female). We limit our sexual encounters even with our intended for various reasons. All of this goes counter to our “original” goal: to impregnate as many females as we can with our sperm. Just look at the sheer quantity of sperm contained in just a single ejaculation! Of course, society today places “restrictions” on our monogamy and chastens same-sex unions. But I believe that in our predecessors’ days there was more adherence to our male ancestors’ “original purpose”. Would we males lose many of our hang-ups by following a similar bent? Of course, it would not work today! But it is an interesting topic for discussion! Read more »