Author: goldenboy

“Self-Tantra: Erotic Transformation”

OMG! What an erotically-supercharged session! I am eager to put this into words. [But I must caution in advance: this is going to get very graphic]….

This session began with some erotic music which I discovered on YouTube: “musica romantica erotica, compilation rilassante”. Very soothing and it seemed to put me in the right mood. To further accentuate the mood, coincidentally, a thunderstorm was approaching! Well, I decided that this ‘session’ was to concentrate only on my scrotum since it was clear from a previous session that I could experience more pleasure from that part of my body. I began to perform very slight touches, strokes, all-over and under. This continued for I don’t know how long. After a long while, I somehow began to move lower down the scrotum, towards the perineum and continued the touching and light ‘massage’ there. This kept up for a while and I began to feel a distinct bulge in my prostate. OMG! It is feeling amazingly good! ….. Read more »

“The Art of Self-Tantra: Way Beyond Masturbation”

I stumbled upon this “session” quite by accident. Here are the details as I remember them…….

Background: As I usually do, I dosed on some binaurals early this AM. I had already ejaculated about 2 days ago, so I was not looking for anything too stimulating. I tried several ‘benign’ doses but none seemed to be appropriate. So I settled on one which I have listened to before. This one was for arousal and ejaculation but I thought I could ‘tough it out’ and not ejaculate. Ha! I became so aroused and so easily that I knew about mid-way that I was heading for a PONR. It took almost the entire 30 minutes but, yes, I did come. But this is only half of the story. Here is the rest……
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A little while later, I decided to lay-down once again. But this time, there were no headphones and no binaural beats. Instead, I got the urge to strip everything off and just lay there. When I did this, I began to “explore” my body, tantric–style. OMG! I kept doing this and, little-by-little, began to explore EVERY INCH of my body! There are only a few spots which I missed, mostly in the upper and middle back. But for the most part, every square inch of my male body was teased, caressed and pampered by my fingertips. It felt absolutely amazing! I couldn’t stop! What I discovered was there were two areas on my body which were most receptive to touch: the scrotum (obviously!) and the lower part of my butt-cheeks (this was a surprise!) These seemed to generate the most pleasurable sensations. Then, I thought later, why not COMBINE these two and see what develops? Another OMG! When I did this, it was almost like a sensory overload. I began to feel a tingle all up and down my spine, my breathing became stronger and I began to shake. I think I was also starting to moan!
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One interesting thing about this entire “session” was that since I had already ejaculated, I did not achieve another erection nor did I want to. But the pleasures nonetheless existed, with or without the “sexual stimulation”. This only strengthens my belief that we males are sexual beings, yes, but there is much more to our sexual existence than our genitals! And this amazing session proved it! I am looking forward to another exploratory “expedition!” Read more »

“Is Rewiring Permanent?…..Hell Yes!”

Interesting developments. As you know, I have been continuing my practice of semen retention and intend to ‘lengthen’ the times between ejaculations. I hit a new Day 4 yesterday and intended to go farther…….However, for some strange reason, my wife seemed to be really in the mood last night. Suffice it to say that I became greatly aroused and easily. Things progressed with a great intensity (I thought her libido was shot—NOT!) and after an hour later, I am begging her to STOP! I need to finish-myself-off! Well, it wasn’t easy but I was able to get-off with a huge amount of cum on the towel. That was nice but still not the end of the story……

This morning, as I usually do, I dosed on some binaural beats, some for male orgasm. I didn’t feel anything at the time. But about an hour later, I am laying down and just decided to do some kegels and reverse kegels and……O-M-G!……I am starting to tingle and shake all over and MOANING (I hope not too loudly!) and I began to think to myself: this reaction is as good as my last “official” Aneros session about two weeks ago! Then I began to think: Is the prostate re-wiring permanent? My resounding response: Hell Yes!!! There is no turning back, nor do I want to…….
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PS There definitely is something to semen retention and it’s effect on the opposite sex. I have had several women I know recently approach me (close enough to make body contact) and they seemed very eager to get closer to me. Other women (strangers) seem to want to talk to me just ‘out-of-the-blue’. I am wanting to continue SR and obviously lengthen the intervals between ejaculations. I read that a goal of SIX WEEKS is realistic! OMG! I don’t know if I can make it THAT FAR but it will be nice trying! Read more »

“Semen Retention: A New Update”

I wanted to give an update on semen retention and how I am progressing. I don’t do this often in the blogs but I found an interesting post online that I want to share. It seems to describe this practice of semen retention very well. Here it is……

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“This is someone’s post I have pulled from a website called TheTaobum”:

“I recommend stopping Ejaculation full stop. It is empty and depleting.
Learn a bunch of circulation/transmutation and sublimation exercises.

And when the energy builds up which it will, get a life.

Find things to put that energy into. do shaking practices, go dancing, make love for 5 hours without ejaculating, work on your dream whatever…

You will slowly also become ‘horny tolerant’, which means you will become comfortable and even start to enjoy the high level of energy you are carrying around. It changes the nervous system over time, and will begin to naturally {even without meditation} produce the higher states of consciousness and bliss. Your mind will become clear and stable. And you wont get sick nearly as often…

The Danger here is ego inflation. people will be very attracted to you, and you tend to become more persuasive, than your flat post ejaculation self. Keep to honor and Integrity as the rule. Read more »

“What Am I Feeling? Beyond Aless”

I was up not too early this AM and decided to relax on my favorite sofa with some binaurals. Nothing too stimulating. When I finished, I decided to lay-down and just relax. I began to do very light contractions and some ‘whisper’ and ‘thought’ contractions when something happened……

I began to be enveloped by a strange, sexual feeling. Hard to describe now. It definitely radiated out from the prostate and lower groin but seemed to envelop my entire body. I am feeling a sexual energy, a vibration, that is tingling all throughout my body, right down to my fingertips. I feel a pulsing and an energy deep within myself. It is a warm ‘sexual glow’, almost like watching a fireplace where the flames have gone out but there is still a red afterglow burning. Something like that…

I am laying there and began to think: this is NOT Aless! But what is it? It is beyond Aless. It is that sexual, sensual, erotic ingredient in all of us males. It is the raw power of creation. It is the erotic bliss which only we as males get to experience firsthand. It is an exquisitely beautiful, powerful feeling. And it is free! The great thing about this feeling it seems to me is that is doesn’t have to stop! As i am typing this, I am still feeling it. If I concentrate on it, I will feel it more. There is nothing better……

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“Cialis and Binaural Ecstasy”

Where to start with this “session”? It was intense to say the least…….

It started last night with Cialis. I took half a tablet (2.5 mg) and waited. While in bed with my wife, I suddenly got a very strong erection and it was raging beneath my silky boxers. She felt it and couldn’t stop ‘adoring it’ for about 30 minutes. I was getting very horny but didn’t take it any further at that time. Well, on to bed…..
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Woke up about 4 hours later with another erection; this one felt much stronger than before. I just laid there for a while and it finally started to subside. Whew! That one almost blew me away!
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About an hour later, I decide to retire to my family-room sofa and dose on some binaurals. One on YouTube which looked intriguing was called “Hands Free Orgasm Binaural Beats 2, No Hands Ejaculation, Boost Sexual Energy, Sexual Stimulation” and it was about 50 minutes long. Since I felt the need for some stimulation, I started it up, laid down and relaxed. I took off my boxers and started to get into the beat……What happened next completely blew my mind…… Read more »

“Non-Aless Bliss”

I thought I should put a few things down…..

Since yesterday, I am feeling an incredible “Non-Aless” prostate pulsing and I think I know why. First off, I am continuing my practice of semen retention. Typically, I am going in 4-5 day ejaculation intervals. That in itself seems to increase the arousal factor. But there is more going on that that….
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I had another visit with my urologist yesterday. I was nervous all week because I had a PSA blood test a couple of weeks ago. With all the prostate stimulation I do, I was afraid that the number would be elevated and that I may be headed for more testing. Was I surprised when I found out my number: 2.4! That is lower than the average for a man my age (65) which is 4! Healthy men under 50 should have a PSA under 2.5 so I couldn’t be happier! I believe this fact now is starting to reflect in the way I am feeling. But that is not the end of this story…..
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I had taken some Cialis 5 mg a month ago but had to stop it after only 2 doses due to some side-effect issues. Well, my doctor and I talked and he told me that the side effect (dehydration) was not caused by the Cialis rather my lifestyle. I have since modified my fluid intake and regularly drink 10-12 cups of water daily. But he wants me to take only 2.5 mg (I may split the pills) and take it only once every 3 days or more, as needed. Wow! Remembering what the 5 mg did for my sex life, the anticipation of a ‘repeat performance’ is probably too much for my prostate to comprehend. Maybe that is why it is pulsing. I would be too knowing what pleasures are in store for me! Read more »

A Binaural “Surprise” Session

One interesting thing about listening to binaural audio particularly on YouTube: when a selected track is completed, frequently the next audio queues up automatically. This happened to me today……

I was up not too early but had some time to dose on some binaural beats. I selected a couple for male arousal (I felt the need) and was really starting to relax and get-into-it. Before I knew it the track was over. Rather than get up and select something else, I just relaxed and let the next track start. Little did I know that the next track was entitled ‘Euphoria and Bliss’. OMG! I started to get a strange sensation mid-way into it and before I knew it I was deep into an orgasm! It felt amazing!

One interesting thing about this process: you really don’t know what is coming up in terms of expected response. Usually, the next audio in sequence is similar to the one just played. It’s just that you don’t know EXACTLY what it is going to be. It is somewhat mysterious!

I let this track play-out and (guess what?) I let the next track play. it turned-out that that the next track was called ‘Euphoria and Orgasm’. I didn’t know it at the time but it was really meant for female orgasms (but males can experience this as well). This one was fairly long (1 Hr 15 Min) and I didn’t have time to listen completely. But it certainly felt a little different from the “usual’ male erection and orgasm doses. As I said, I really didn’t know what I was to expect. This is an intriguing way to ‘dose’ on binaural beats (if you are so inclined!). I’ll certainly do it again! Read more »

“Unexpected Erotic Bliss”

While not strictly an Aneros session, or even an Aless session, this ‘session’ was for me one of the most erotically-charged ones I have had in a long time! Let me explain how this happened…….

I was up not too early in the AM and ‘dosed’ on some binaurals like I usually do. Following those, I searched for some relaxing music and found one about an hour long called ‘Erotic Chill Music For Sensual Seduction’ and started listening. It was very relaxing but not too stimulating (or so I thought!) Well, what happened next sent me into ecstatic orbit! Here is what happened…….

While listening for about 10-15 minutes, I suddenly got the urge to ‘cup’ my package, specifically my scrotum. I took my left hand and firmed-up the skin. With my right hand, I began just the slightest ‘touches’ on it and all over it. I could feel the hairs on my scrotum. I continued to ‘explore’ my package, but ever so SLOWLY. Slight touches, slight strokes, ‘whisper’ strokes, and so on…… I can’t really describe the feelings as I continued to do this only to say that it probably was the most sexually and erotically-charged sensation I have ever felt. Nothing like I felt in any masturbation session or even during intercourse. It took me to a private place where I wanted to be forever. I had shivers all throughout my body……My mind is almost in a stupor-like state but in a good way…….Can’t really adequately describe this feeling, it just had to be FELT! It was SEX in its most basic, primitive form. Read more »

“A Down-And-Dirty Session”

Nice session with my wife last night. Another long handjob that blew me away! I had to tell her to stop (I was in f*****g agony!) But (deja vu) no ejaculation. Even I failed!
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Fast-forward a few hours…… I am up in the middle of the night. Still need to get some sleep but just had the urge for a session. I still feel very aroused from the previous night’s activities. This ‘down-and-dirty’ session (in my own bedroom) seemed to be over before it started but I liked it that way! Here is how it went —–

Eupho Classic – about 20 minutes. Great-feeling but really not enough time for intense pleasure
PS-NEW – about 20 minutes. Like the feeling; a lot of precum in a short time
Silicone Anal Beads – only about 5 minutes. Really “fills-me-up”. Went in so easily (since I was already greatly lubed-up!). I could have kept them in for a long time (maybe next time?)
Great ejaculation – no problem this time! Ahh! Relief!

As I said, this session was ‘down-and-dirty’!

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