Author: lingaman

A Sexy Weekend

This morning in chat there was some discussion of 3 AM being peak time for men to orgasm as a result of elevated testosterone level. It certain has been the case for me as it has become a programmed ritual with me over the years to wake up at 3 – 4 AM or so and launch immediately into a one or two hour session and then go back to sleep.

Last Saturday morning it was 3:30 when I woke. Unlike many early morning wake ups, my cock was not totally erect. It was firm and rubbery in semi arousal but not hard; but my prostate was already tingling in anticipation of a session. It was like little tiny fingernails were deep inside me teasing me and tantalizing my swelling gland.

I rolled over on my side to face J who was lying on her side facing away from me. The skin on her exposed derriere was soft and velvety. Before I did anything I slid my hand over the heart shaped satin softness of her rear. Then I slowly eased up against her, grasping my firming cock in my hand guiding my mushroom shaped cockhead into the warm caress of her ass crease to kiss her asshole. Read more »

Homoerotica from my Memoir / Novel

This is an excerpt from my novel. It is partial truth and partial fantasy. I put it here in response to several guys asking me about the novel. This excerpt is homoerotic the novel is mixed m-m, m-f-m, and m-f. Enjoy and tell me what you think.

Ling

So the day finally arrived. It is a significant drive to Virginia for me. During the entire trip my cock was erect and drooling as I though that he would be there when I arrived.

I got there first, which was odd because he was a lot closer. I wondered if maybe I was more aroused and motivated by the prospect of being with him for the next two nights. I took the suite in the hotel under my name. Part of the reason I had arranged to get a suite was so that we would have kitchen facilities and avoid going out and be seen together as little as possible. We planned on spending the weekend in the room having sex that was it. Read more »

The Power of Breathing

Although launching a massager less mmo session became easier and easier for me over the years, there were times when I couldn’t launch. The conditions for me to launch were not always easily understood or managed in the earlier years of MMO for me. Sometimes I would launch immediately and sail into the deep swells of orgasmic oblivion, while other times I was stuck in the mud, wondering why I couldn’t get off the shore. This was exactly what happened a particular morning a couple of years ago. I was working at home so sleeping in was anticipated and permissible. It had been at least 24 hours since I had cum pretty hard. I was tuned up after having read some fascinating erotic fiction before bed the night before. So I thought I was ready to launch.

At 4:30 AM when I awoke with a modstly hard erection and motivation, so I thought. J was sound asleep with her night gown shucked up exposing her pussy and derriere. I deftly slid over to her, spooned her and slid my semi hard cock into her soft warm crease of her ass cheeks. It felt exquisite and sexy. I waited …and nothing happened. I began to encourage some flutters by doing a few light contractions. I started getting a few anal contractions which began to sustain themselves, but I didn’t feel the frenzied knot of sexual pleasure tightening in my anus that initiates a deep session starting. The luxurious sensual tension of pending orgasm was missing; instead there was a slightly pleasant repetitive flexing of my anus. Read more »

Fantasy, Reality and MMO

There are several perplexing, wonderful and amazing side effects of MMO beyond the incredible sensations that it stimulates. It is all a part of rewiring. For me rewiring has sharpened my sense of pleasure, enhanced my sensual observation skills and has elevated my mental state to one of being aroused 90% of the time. But perhaps the most perplexing and wonderful aspect of MMO is the fact that when I finish a robust 2 hour session of chains and chains of hard convulsive orgasmic spasms of pleasure, I am more aroused than when I started. In addition the link of erotic images, fantasies and thoughts with physical pleasure is amplified tenfold in an MMO session.

So it was that an intense MMO session earlier this last week was spawned by visions of my sexy lady being impaled by the rigid cock of a handsome young friend. The vision of her rigidly writhing in agonizing ecstasy at the penetration of her drooling pussy by another man’s rigid penis inspired crushing waves of my own excruciating orgasmic pleasure. That session coupled with some extremely arousing chat with friends on line honed my arousal two nights ago to a razors edge. Moreover she sensed my enhanced desire and the sensual confidence I exhibited in cuddling her and kissing her, which in turn amplifies her arousal. Read more »

My Experience of a Super O

Three nights ago I sustained one of the most intense tempo sessions I have ever done. It started at 3 am from having gone to sleep with my tempo inserted. The tempo session was two and a half hours of hard relentless anal spasms and deep prostate orgasms and cock lurching pleasure. When I pulled the tempo from my anus it made a wet sucking pop; my desperate orifice did not want to release it. Yet even though the invasive stimulation that tickled and teased my prostate into shuddering – convulsive exquisite pleasure was removed, the sensually pleasurable waves of orgasmic bliss continued to subtly resonate deep in my anal tract.

So with the tempo in my hand, still warm and slimy from its penetration of my orgasmic hole, my anus and anal tract begged for more. I am weak when it comes to MMO. I have never been able to say no. So I relinquished any hope of getting any sleep and jumped back in to ride the waves of orgasms to the shore. When it was finally over the sun was up and it was 6:30 AM. I went on with my day tired but aroused. Read more »

My Nipples

I was recently chatting with a friend here about my own MMO experience and the much sought after achievement of rewiring. My experience has been that it took three interrelated practices or skills for me to achieve the pleasure of MMO or Super O.

First was relaxation, or letting go of my daily worries, distractions and tension. Second was the development of mind / body awareness and mind / body control. The third and most fun aspect was learning to make love to myself. I am not talking about locking myself in the bathroom and sitting on the toilet seat and tugging feverishly on my cock untill it stiffens and regurgitates milky cum into a wadded up tissue or my palm. When I say making love to myself I mean setting the stage for an erotic experience just as I would with my wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or guy partner; as weird as it might seem this means lighting candles or having dim lights, soft music and maybe favorite scents. Read more »

Private Penetration

I have mentioned many time in this blog that the advances I have made in my sexual journey have brought me closer to understanding the emotional, sensual and physiological sexual needs of a woman.

I have gained this understanding because the experience of a deep prostate centered anal orgasm is very similar to the g spot orgasmic experience of a woman. J has most definitely become aware of the change that occurred in me as I am a different lover. I am more mindful, less impetuous in the pursuit of pleasure and I am more patient with her experience of vaginal pleasure. I can almost read her mind and understand what she wants and needs to fulfill the craving that takes control of her body when we are being intimate.

One of the things that has come with this new sexual pathway I am on is the need I feel to be penetrated. While 90% of my MMO sessions are induced without penetration there are times that I crave the exquisite torture of deep stimulation to trigger the release of chains of pleasure waves in my core. To some people it is the need to feel the fullness of a large object; that is not the case for me. For me it is the sensation of the subtle touch of an delicate object to unlock the excruciatingly pleasurable peristaltic waves of anal orgasm. Read more »

It Was About Her

I wasn’t sure how long I would stay with my erotic writing; I thought that I would just make several entries and go on. But I have enjoyed doing this so much I decided to continue. After the first few posts I was hooked. Why have I stuck with this for so long and why am I willing to commit to all these entries?

Part of it is I am smitten with chronicling my erotic thoughts. My rewiring has opened a creative window in me, my powers of observance have been sharpened and my love for expressing those observations has grown exponentially. When I read through all the entries I am struck by the consistency and the emotional power of the sexual things that I have thought about and the things that have happened to me.

Part of it is the pure eroticism of it Like most people I don’t dwell on things in my life but my writing has created the opportunity for me to savor some very special steamy times. It has given me the chance to ruminate on sexual events in my life and revisit them in my mind. In the process of recalling events, thinking about them, describing them and thinking about how they felt at the time I am reliving them. In this ponderous process the richness, sensuality and eroticism and the depth of the events intensifies in my mind and hardens my cock. Read more »

ORGASMIC MILESTONE

I recently was thinking about the most popular topics I have written about in the various blogs I have posted. When I looked at the Word Press Analytics when I had the WP blog the top ten topics for me were cock, cum, prostate orgasm, balls, dry orgasm, anal sex, cockhead, penis and anal orgasm.

Clearly all of you here on Aneros and me as well have an interest in male orgasm and male sexuality. For me this last quarter of my life has been a discovery of my sexuality and sexual response. As it turns out it this period has been dominated by MMO and my rewiring. These popular topics are a reflection of my sexual life experience but more accurately they are a reflection of my self discovery.

Obviously J has been and still is a huge part of my sex life. What I have done in these last 18 years is compartmentalize my sex life; I have my intimate connection with her through fucking and I have my solo self directed MMO driven sex life. They exist in two different worlds. I have several entries that discuss this division in my sexual response and my sexual life. However to my great joy, very slowly, those two worlds seem to be moving closer together as discussed in a post prior to this one. Read more »

Erotic Cock Massage

It is usually the case with me that when I set out to learn something I wind up learning so much more about something else in the process. When I began this sexual journey the goal was to learn about female sexuality and sexual response. In the process I have not only learned so much more about my own sexuality but I have expanded it as well.

Ultimately I have pushed my orgasmic response and my experience of sexual pleasure almost to the limits of my ability to cope with it.

I have become so much more aware of my sexual proclivities and the nature of my sexual desire . Most importantly I have really enhanced my sense of the erotic and sensual.

One of the things that I have learned to do is to relax, perceive and give in to the sensations that my body can create. If my mind is still and my body is relaxed I can experience erotic pleasure that I never knew of previously and savor it like a rich burgundy or the silky sweetness of fine chocolate. One of the most intimate and intensely pleasurable experiences is the giving and receiving of erotic massage.

So for all you ladies here is what I have learned and taught J about how to give me the most exquisite and ball draining perineal and cock massage. Read more »