Author: Love_is

News, and Thoughts

News:

I just ordered a black Progasm! hee, hee
I can't wait to try it. I should have it by tomorrow.
I ordered it in the black color because I find that my white MGX and Helix have gotten stains on them that will not completely remove with normal washing. To me it's the same logic that goes with wearing white underwear. Why bother when you can just use a more appropriate color.

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Thoughts:

I've been noticing some of the changes in me since I've started getting pleasurable results from my Aneros sessions back in October. What strikes me as the most interesting, is that I no longer have this need or desire to masturbate frequently like I used to. And looking at porn on the Internet does not interest me as much as it used to. And I'm ok with all of this. A very different change in me. It's like I've been lifted above the "baseness" of those habits and/or desires.

Even with the imagined fantasies I use during Aneros sessions. I tend to prefer thinking up more stuff that displays affection and closeness with a loved one, rather than more nasty raw images/ideas. Read more »

Wow! Back to loving the Helix!

Hey People,

I had another session tonight. I decided I would try the Helix only tonight, as lately I've been into trying to relax, focus on breathing, and just breathing in general through whatever happens. Sort of the do nothing/meditative style of session. At least initially. That seems to be just the beginning part, and then from there it gets really hot and heavy! LOL

But I'm definitely liking the Helix all over again. I feel like I can get a better prostrate massage with less effort than the MGX. Although I do miss the ribbed stem on the MGX for the wonderful anal stimulation it provides.

Within a few minutes of insertion I started to have involuntary contractions. Being so used to the slimmer MGX lately. The Helix made me feel really full and snug back there. I had a whole bunch of really nice feeling mini-O's! Yay! I think I'm starting to understand what other users here have said about feeling like they are circling the drain towards super-O's. But haven't quite made it down the center yet. Read more »

Mistress Aneros MGX is my new love! :D

Hey People,

I just had a fantastic session! I started with the MGX and got some incredible sensations from it. So I thought I'd switch to the Helix, which is the model I normally prefer. But it wasn't doing anything for me. The MGX is the model I like the most now. It seems that the ribbed stem provides exquisite anal stimulation. And because it is slimmer, and not so aggressively curved, it is much more agile, and moves in and out me very easily when the involuntary anal contractions really get going. I believe the term for what it is doing is auto-fucking.

It seems I have started to figure out what brings on mini and dry-O's without it turning into a super-T. Here's what I figured out. Until my prostrate is sufficiently aroused and swollen. My penis is ultra sensitive, and prone to erections. So I have to avoid stimulating it. I tried laying on my back again. But the position is not the most ideal for me because the sensations are not as intense, it requires much more muscles strength to flex my PC and anal muscles, and involuntary anal contractions don't seem to occur as easily or as intensely as on my side. So I switched back to laying on my side, and made sure not to allow my lower torso to twist crotch side down, so to eliminate the majority of problems of inadvertently stimulating my penis. Read more »

New positions and techniques

I was able to have a session last night. Although I had to change up my technique to try and avoid having hands free super-T's. I want super-O's instead! 😀

I laid on my back with my legs straight and spread apart a bit. I find this to be a better position for me as the position with my legs bent and feet flat that a lot of guys use here, the Helix does not touch my prostrate very well. And it also makes it more difficult for my anal muscles to manipulate the Helix.

I found out rather quickly that my penis is highly sensitized during Aneros sessions, even when flaccid. So the bed covers became an issue. They had to be pulled down so nothing would touch my penis. But then I found that even the movement of my flaccid penis flopping all around as I convulsed caused too much sensation in that area. So I put on my underwear, and that seemed to work. But it left shea butter stains on the backside of them. 🙁

I can't wait to try another session on Friday. 😀

Lack of arousal and interest

So tonight was a scheduled night for an Aneros session. I'm not feeling at all aroused or into even trying. I'm not sure if it is either from my onsetting depression, or my marathon four ejaculations on Sunday consisting of three hands free super-T's and one via masturbation. Could be both. I'm not all that worried about it. But I am a little bit bummed to not be getting the practice in. Well, I'm not going to force anything. So I'll wait until I'm interested and aroused.

Curious responses & Deepening Depression

Had another session a couple evenings ago. My technique to try that time was to flex my PC muscles for as long as I was able so that it pushed my prostrate right against the Helix. This was pretty successful. It was much easier to get to a point of having Mini-O's and one a little greater than a mini. Although there was a fair amount of strain involved which seems to me to not be the way to super-O's. I say this because during my last mini-O of the session, as it kicked in, I found that if I had continued to flex my PC muscles, I'm pretty sure it would have initiated the ejaculation response. Yet once the orgasm did start, and I felt close to ejaculating, I just let go and relaxed all muscles and had a wonderfully weird orgasm. It felt light and airy. As if the without the ejaculation it lacked a certain depth, or meatyness to it. Still enjoyable, but not so intense as to rock my world… yet! 😀 I do think that this technique is of temporary help to me by showing me what it feels like to have a dry orgasm. And that at some point I won't have to strain and carefully control my muscles to get there.

On the other hand. Even though I had a good session with some nice pleasurable mini-O's. I didn't seem all that excited or enthusiastic about it like I was when I first started experiencing pleasurable sensations from Aneros usage. Read more »

More Learning

Hey People,

Had another session last night. Unfortunately I started too late, and lost some sleep because of it. I tried a suggestion I read from one of Rumel's posts about warming up the Aneros in a coffee cup with hot water in it. It does work well. I thought I had let it cool enough before insertion. I had tested it on the inside of my wrists. But I found it to still be too hot. So I removed it for a bit and let it cool. Next time I'll just try warm water in the cup. The downside to warming the Aneros this way is that the shea butter I use for lube, melts when applied to a warm Aneros. Making it a bit more messy, and possibly not as well lubed as it could be. Although I did not experience any issues with dryness or lack of lube last night.

The session was somewhat moderate in pleasurable sensations. It took me a long time to relax and clear my mind. You know how it goes, the end of the day sometimes all kinds of things are floating around in your head. It wasn't until I had dozed off for a bit, and then woken up that the sensations became more intense. Read more »

Intro

Hello People,

After having used a forum thread of mine to relate my experiences over the past few weeks. I figured it would be more appropriate to continue in the blogs section, as that is pretty much what my thread in the forum section has turned into. So any experiences of mine prior to any entries here in the blog section can be viewed at the following link.

http://www.aneros.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=3403