Testicular Orgasm?

Again in my journey I had to arise and blog. Things ended a little different this time and the buzz is so gentle its special.

I began with cleansing out my anus and inserting a large portion of coconut oil. I wanted Maximus to be fluid and the fluid nature of things to last a long time. Coconut Oil does this and has an added benefit of feeling so smooth inside. Well we settled in together and soon max took over.

As I concentrated on his cycle he would touch and squirm inside me. I started to breath much slower and deeply keeping in tune with him. Max started a series of p-waves much quieter than before, so relaxed as he would touch different areas of me. I decided to try moving my cramaster muscles this time just to see what would happen. I soon felt it was just to be a learning experience, but Max decided to reward me.

My balls began to feel as if they were pulling upward into my groin. As the feeling repeated itself a tingling from the very core would radiate from each of them. Each time I relaxed a new wave of these radiating tingling vibrations would hit my scrotum. It felt as if semen were flowing from them yet it wasn't. After at least five or six of these new sensations that were focused only on my balls came to a climax they settled down into a calm and blissful rest. Read more »

So, uh, … leaking??

I'm interested in getting one of these things, but I have to admit that the Milestones section of the wiki (from the sidebar—it has me sort of scared. For instance: leaking?? Uh, leaking what, exactly? Any other less-than-desirable surprises in store for me if I get one and start trying it?

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Pretty darn good second session (same day as first)

I decided to abstain from orgasm for a few days because I haven't done that in a while and it feels really nice when I finally let it out. About day 3…I was really horny and impulse bought a helix, and had to wait a few more days for shipping which was like torture because at this point I'm super excited to try this thing on top of being horny. When it finally arrived I had about an hour to try it out before other people came home. Long story short I was too excited and didn't get very far, but I'm really glad I didn't just decide to cum because later that day I had another chance to try it.

The second time I made a better attempt to relax and take it slow. I was laying on my bed with an eroge on my TV (Japanese erotic visual novel), using a controller and JoyToKey to control the mouse. I can understand plenty of Japanese for the voiced parts to make me really aroused. I relaxed for a while and then started slightly contracting. After a little while the pleasure started and I was able to hold onto it for a long time as long as I stayed aroused. During a few really sexy scenes I was able to get some really nice pleasure and leaking. I'm not sure but I think a had some involuntary contractions, or it was at least quivering when I slightly contracted. If I understand correctly that's why there's so much emphasis placed on small contractions. A couple of times I had a kind of double-vision and slight feeling of faint from the pleasure. I could make that feeling last a few seconds, but couldn't get to an orgasm. I kept going for about 2 hours. There was totally enjoyable pleasure the whole time as long as I stayed aroused and I just kept wanting to get to one more sexy scene to try to take it further. I have trouble visualizing and the visual novel helped tremendously. Eventually I decided to end the session and I really wanted to cum so I went for a super-T which felt amazing. Read more »

Downlow

I'm starting to believe that I can't make this Aneros experience work unless I keep it secret from my partner. That is… it's use. I'm not gonna super-o in front of him. I look like a seizure case. Plus, I want him to try it out, use it right, but he gives up so fast. First it was about piquing his interest, but he doesn't know what to expect. Now it's about my own journey with the device. What disturbs me is that I may be starting to prefer working with Aneros than sex with him.

Could anyone take a couple of measures from an Aneros Helix for me?

I know it's kind of a weird thing to ask, but let's just say I have less privacy than I'd like most of the time, which means that if I get one of these I'd do well in hiding it properly.

To that end I've decided I'm going to carve a book, nobody uses dictionaries anymore anyway, internet is easier.

The problem is that from here: http://www.aneros.com/product/helix-classic/

I only get these 4 measures

Tip Width: 1 1/16 inches

Mid-Ridge Width: 15/16 inches

Stem to Perineum Distance: 1 3/4 inches

Insertable Length: 4 inches

So if anyone took a moment to measure the distances in green and orange from this image: http://i.imgur.com/f5ZNqV5.png

That would be of great help.

urologist's visit

My old urologist moved away from the little city to the big city. New urologist is a she. She has an idea on how to treat my impotence. The idea involves three things – encouraging blood flow – with a small daily dose of Cialis, increasing pressure / desire by refraining from ejaculation and using a new drug that shows promise in terms of nerve ending re-growth. I am warned it will be slow. A good sign would be semi-erect and increased flaccid size.

I asked about aneros and she said nothing wrong so long as its not pushed – e.g. take a break at any sign of discomfort. Specific to my situation, no ejaculations. Wet dreams are ok since I have no control.

I told her about my recent almost wet dream and being semi-erect and she said that is a very good sign.

Introduction

I am a 51 year old married man who is impotent [erectile dysfunction]. Erections began to fail about ten years ago but intercourse with my wife was possible. Mornings helped, as did strong coffee and the right kind of stimulation. But at the same time her libido plummeted so there was little motivation to work to get erect. In the words of my urologist, when erectile function starts to flounder, working it helps to keep it from getting too much worse.

About three years ago my wife's libido came back gangbusters. By then my erectile function was pretty much toast. I tried Viagra, Cialis. They worked, well sort of. These gave me partial erections and headaches. The problem with the partial erections is that it was not enough for penetration.

Sometimes acceptance is a good thing. I have come to accept that I am impotent and there are other ways to pleasure and be pleasured.

When my impotence was first noticeable I saw my family doctor who referred me to a urologist. The urologist performed prostate massage, or that is what he called it when I asked, what are you doing to me! I then googled the subject, found out about the Aneros, and ordered an early model. I think it was actually through High Island Health. Read more »

My Second Encounter

Last night in a chat with Brine he asked me to do an entry describing my second liaison with a guy. Brine and a few others have asked about my twice venture into male – male sexual intimacy in the last two years. It is difficult to describe the experience without putting it into context. In a recent chat Brine and few of us were explaining MMO / Super O to a newbie. Brine commented that it was an integrated physical – mental – spiritual thing. He is absolutely right.

For the last 20 years I have been engaged in a discovery process to understand my sexuality. I dipped my toes into Tantra, Zen, Kundalini, edging, anal penetration and erotic massage to name a few. There were also workshops, strip clubs, gay bars, books, pod casts and myriad toys and porn. The frustration of all of them was that they all seemed to fall short or they required a life change to really engage. I was not ready to become a monk or a sex worker LOL.

Then 8 years ago quite by chance I was surfing the net looking for porn when I wound up on the Aneros site. I ordered my first toy exactly 8 years ago this month. That following year was dedicated to learning to use it. When I had ben successful for 8 months or so the rewiring process started. I am guessing that by the end of that year I was rewired. My sexual response, spirituality, physical – sexual capability, and mental state were all synched and in a sense I was sexually reborn. Read more »