Ok so it's been awhile since my first super o and I have observed several things during this journey. The first is that I change over time which Aneros toy is my favorite. I started with the Helix and used that for over 1 year with great sensations but no super o. I then bought a Progasm but it ended up in my drawer for more than 6 months. I was thinking it was to large and to tell the truth I was afraid I might break something (and I'm not talking about the Progasm) so into storage it went. But after all it is the tool that pushed me over the edge. I have purchased the Eupho and this little bugger has really shown me what the Aneros toys are all about. Eupho never fails me. This one gets me so hot and sensitive that no matter what toy I use after it I continue to get orgasm after orgasm. It's the key that opens the door. I always start with Eupho. I hardly touch my Helix any more. Another thing I have notice is that I can go 2 or 3 weeks but then a week will come along where where I seem 5 times more sensitive. My orgasms are super intense for no paticular reason. God I love those weeks!! I can't always tell when this will happen it just does. Relaxation seems to be the key. I had a guest here recently and I knew I had to be quiet so I concentrated on being relaxed. WOW, were the results amazing. The Eupho just took over with a life of it's own. It seemed the more I relaxed the more intense it became. Switching to Progasm continued the intensity build. I really love the Eupho. It is my toy of choice. I have also messed with e-stim. I have found e-stim at the end of a session can prolong the session. In my opinion e-stim should be used at very low levels, almost so you can't even feel it. I like to place a pad on my perineum right where my prostate is and the other pad behind one knee. This gives me pumping orgasms with no ejaculate. I like very low power. High power can make me cum but it's not a intimate as the Aneros toy alone. For some reason I feel better not using high power. This has been alot of fun. Believe it or not the intensity keeps getting better and better. My sessions seem to be getting shorter though. I now go over the edge faster but everything seems much more intense. My longest sessions have been about 1 hour lately. I do not complain, I am more satisfied and I seem to be having more WOW sessions. For those who haven't had great results try a Eupho and plenty of lube. LivingLarge (in my own small world)
An update
It has been awhile since my last update. It has also been awhile since what I would call my last 'dry-gasms' (all the sensations of cumming, but without ejaculation) or what I would classify as a 'super-O'. I've had some enjoyable sessions all the same, plus I have found an interesting position that brings good results.
Last night I had my first dream about using the Progasm. What set me off into throes of ecstasy in my dream was hard and fast Kegels (clenching my groin muscles). I then woke up…doing hard and fast Kegels! It didn't develop into anything profoundly pleasurable, but all day I've been looking forward to some alone time. One of my thoughts during my dream was 'so this is the key' so I want to find out if these clenches will have the desired effect.
After reading a bit about the 'slingshot' technique I attempted it but ended up doing something a bit different which was quite fun. Basically I lie on my back, bring up legs and bend my knees with my fee flat on the mattress, then grab my ankles. When the 'leg-gasms' kick in (strong shakes of my leg, which I have quite often if you've seen my clips on xtube) my entire body shudders and in my mind's eye I'm levitating off the mattress. Very pleasurable, but not the Super-O.
Coming clean
From 5/6/09
Ok, this blog entry is based on some personal feedback I exchanged with one of my PM buddies who noticed that my writing style had changed and that I was conspicuously absent from forum, PM and blog discussions. As it is, I am suffering through my moments of Aneros doubt. I did not want to write about it because I pride myself on being an optimistic lighthearted Aneros grinder – willing to joyfully plod through the long Aneros plateaus of non pleasure and no progress just to enjoy the sensations, not loose focus and in the prevail. This is the blog entry I should have written instead of that lame last blog post.
So, in response to a PM about “what’s wrong with you, you don’t seem the same lately, what’s going on are you frustrated” I wrote the following:
Alright you got me pegged. I got nothing else to write. I’ve been writing my “riding off into the Super O sunset” swan song for the forum (in my head) for awhile now. I wrote two or three blog posts before scratching them all in favor of my latest lame blog entry.
I’m just logging the hours before I can tell people to “keep trying for years, look at me, I did, and it’s just so darn worth it”. Blah, blah, blah. I completely understand your previous frustration, and maybe my blog is really just a chronicle of all my futility and blunders. I, however, am more than willing to write the longest blog ever to have never reached a super o!
Swirling Vortex of Pleasure
A long delayed update: since my first super-o in January, I had another one in March. This one went a little better since I had no fear going in. I had a third super-o last weekend.
The fact that I've had three super-os in the last four months might say something. You have to be in the right physical and mental state to get them. For me it happens about once a month, giving new meaning to the phrase "that time of month." I think I'd even classify getting into them as forming a state of self-hypnosis within yourself. It's certainly a lot more mental than physical. Most of the sessions last two hours at the most, generally an hour or less.
The one from last weekend was interesting. I was about an hour into having some fabulous mini-os and long lasting p-waves. Things were getting to a state where I was super horny and could guide the MGX so it sat in THE right spot. I was in a super relaxed state and started picturing my midsection as an abstract mass of churning, swirling matter slowing spinning around – like some kind of super erotic galaxy. Soon enough, I was over the edge and into a different kind of super-o. It felt really good, and in a strangely different way than I'd normally associate with the sexual. A swirling vortex of pleasure, if you will!
Moving on down the road
After scrapping my two previous blog journal attempts, I think I’ll settle on this one. Here I am, closing in on my 10th month of Aneros use. Pressing on regardless, I seem to have crept up on to another plateau – so here it is…
It’s all about the p-waves! Didn’t know I was having them, but now it’s what I seek. Finally, after months of sessions, I am getting back to the point of being able to produce pleasurable anerosless moments utilizing simple small scale contractions and light Male Deer massages. I can have a session during the day with my favorite model de jour, and then again at night – all with p-waves rolling up and down my nether parts.
Putting the wraps on fish oil: It may or may not help – It’s just pretty expensive to keep up, and I have too many ramp up/ramp down periods with vacations and such. In the long run, I just don’t see myself quaffing down 10 fish oil pills a day for the rest of my life. In addition to the fish oil, I gave up cigars and drinking during that time. While I may have had an increase in spontaneous p-wave generation outside of sessions, I couldn’t see continuing to spend the money when I have a series of vacations coming up that will most likely bump me off the path.
A Small Series of Sessions
I'm still alive, and I have used my aneros on a handful of occasions since my last entry. I had wanted to keep this blog up to date after every session but life has been so hectic that it's not been possible. Anyway:
After my first session, for the following couple of weeks I had been experiencing pretty intense prostate sensations while driving. I do quite a bit of driving as part of my job, around 200 miles a day sometimes. The vibrations from the car on the road were causing my prostate to feel 'hard' in the same sort of way as I mentioned in my last entry, except the feelings were much stronger. They would happen fairly regularly with around 15-20 minutes between each burst. The feeling is nice, but is quite a distraction when you're supposed to be concentrating on something else!
The following sessions I had put in were all quite short unfortunately, I simply didn't have enough time to make much of them. And on a couple of occasions I actually fell asleep through a combination of being so tired from working and being so relaxed from the session. I have questions that I took away from what I experienced though:
The first is one that I carry over from the last blog entry, which is that when I insert the aneros it really doesn't feel like it's pushing against my prostate at all, it's almost like it's not there. Can anyone confirm that this is normal? I had been expecting its presence to be a lot more noticeable.
Quick update
Had a terrific session with my Eupho last night…. Actually, now that I think about it, it was the other way around; the Eupho had its way with me. Boy, did it have its way with me!
Started out on my back, had quite a few O’s that were mainly triggered by nipple play. (Man, I love to caress my nipples, it feels sooooooo damn good)! I then rolled over on my left side, left leg nearly straight and right leg pulled up and then IT happened. Wave after wave of incredible pleasure as the Eupho fucked my ass, each time harder and deeper than the last. This probably could have gone on all night, but after about 30 minutes my perineum could no longer take the assault the Eupho’s P-tab was giving it.
The Aneros… best thing since sliced bread! Best thing since rolled toilet paper! Best thing ever!
SWW
Totally Surprised
Ok I am always somewhat skeptical to claims about anything to extend arousal, lenght, ect….. Opened up my package and went right to it. It was easy to get in, a little fear in that I never had gone that far before. I just relaxed and my anus sucked it right in. As soon as I got in in I laid down in the same position as it said in the directions. I only had about twenty minutes but i wanted to test the waters. Well I definetely started to like the feeling and sensations. I have used a vibrator with the wife before but these feelings were deeper. I committed the next day I would try it for a longer period.I noticed that many of the movements felt better like I was thrusting for sex while doing kegels.
I Think I'm Getting the Hang of It
Today was my third session in five days. The first was fun, exciting and intriguing, but I finished not knowing whether to be thrilled or confused. I got an immediate hardon when inserting the Helix, but it came and went during my session. I read postings after the session and the recurring message was "be patient."
I did some more reading and practiced PC contractions while on my back. I felt more rushed this time, and didn't experience any different sensations.
Today, I tried two new positions. First on my side, and then on my knees with my pelvic thrusting forward as I practiced my PC contractions. I tried them slowly at first and then at greater intervals. I was so excited to see precum dripping off my cock. Again, my cock went from rock hard to soft. As I alternated the contractions I could feel a definite "warm" sensation. I body felt alive. I extended the session to prolong the pleasure, but had to unexpectedly bring it to a close when a contractor arrived to finish a home remodeling project.
I masturbated myself to an orgasm. The climax was a bit disappointing. I feel like I rushed the process. Plus I had read don't stimulate the penis, but I also read of people who completed their sessions with masturbating.
Of bicycle saddles, pooping, nipples, and the journey.
So I received my new bicycle saddle a little over a week ago. And some interesting developments have occurred. The very first time I sat on it, I immediately got butt buzz for 10 or 15 seconds, then it went away. "Well that's interesting.", I thought to myself. As I've never had this occur at all from sitting on a bicycle saddle. Then yesterday, was I think my fourth time trying out the seat. I've been incrementally taking longer rides as my sit bones toughen up and feel up to it. A little over halfway in what turned out to be somewhere between a 14 to 16 mile ride, I started getting MAJOR butt buzz like I've never felt before, then it felt like I had to urinate. And then my penis became very sensitive, and I could feel every little rub of it against my underwear as I pedaled. Soon after I started to feel like I was going to ejaculate, I very briefly enjoyed the sensations until it felt like I really was going to "jizz in my pants". Then I immediately pulled my ass off of the saddle to stop anymore of this from happening. The last thing I wanted was to ejaculate and have to ride a number of miles home with a wet spot showing on my crotch! LOL