On the subject of losing motivation

Well, it's been one and a half months so far and I have not made much if any progress. My sessions are still without much result. But I will not elaborate much on this; there are a number of other journals I have posted about the situation already.

I'm finding myself losing motivation to continue. At first I started this daily. Then I went every other than, and now the frequency of my sessions are getting lesser in time. I suppose I may be losing hope as time goes on.

I am a little relieved whenever I read the forums, seeing how there are others who have experienced this sort of difficulty when they started out. However, I still have to tread carefully. The forums and blogs create the illusion that I am part of the minority here, a very small one at that. And the more I read about the more rapid success of others, the more I feel inferior or somehow cheated.

Thankfully when it comes to the actual sessions, I tend to be in greater control of my doubts and other thoughts, though this doesn't seem to help much at all in terms of my aneros progress. I suppose I still have a ways to go before it can be considered truly hopeless for me, so I will continue as long as I can.

# 4 session

I have now had my fourth session, and I thought I pass this on to you. How great it felt. Infact I was for the last hour I experiencing waves of pleasure without ejaculating anything. There was no erection but great pleasant feelings. My body was in the Super-O, I think. I just lost track of the time it was, oh it was an hour that I was lost in this pleaure which greatly satisfies. The session ended after two hours. I had the real world to turn attention to again, but I can't wait for my next session.

Nothing has happened

Like my first try with the prograsm, nothing has really happened. I was wearing the prograsm as I was sitting on the couch and playing PS2. I am expecting nothing to happen, so we will see if things got up.

Today I am using the MGX on the gymnastic ball, it feels very nice but also I didn't feel my prostate either….

Am I doing something wrong?

Serious Aftershocks

This is a follow up to my first Progasm session. That night, as I lay in bed, I started doing little contractions. Soon I was playing “Chase the Pleasure Echo” like I learned over the Christmas holidays when I was Anerosless. This involves doing some External Male Deer rubbing and then contracting for awhile. Boy did things take off. For the next hour and a half the contractions and spasms rose and fell and rose and fell. I didn’t know if the little walnut was going to let me sleep at all. These pleasant flutters were fun to chase – I’m sure by some definitions I was having waves of mini-o’s.

This was definitely rewiring – it felt like my prostate was plugged in. I now consciously recognize that when the prostate is calling for blood that your heart rate changes to that deep intestinal thumping that you can just ride up and down. Veins throb in my eardrums. There was a pulsing taught power cord reaching from the topside base of my penis to just below my belly button. All sorts of different muscle groups in my pelvis were spasming in different directions.

All these things are new: conscious recognition of pulse/heart rate change, plugged in and fluttering prostate, belly power cord. And the ‘on switch’ is the Male Deer. My brain is responding. The Progasm really stirred things up down there. Read more »

Hope for dreams

Hello,

I bought a helix before a month and read me through this forum.

In the beginning there were little feelings in my anal region, but with the time the feelings got less.

So I ordered a prograsm and a gymnastik ball which I received today.

The prograsm is really thick and I first thought that this will never fit in me. But to my suprise I get there without a problem, but I still didn't get any feeling. I hoped that this kingsize prograsm would touch my prostate, but it didn't.

I hope that with the time there will be more to tell, but now I am very disappointed…. But we will see.

My first time with the progasm

I searched high and low for some specific information (see “virgin anus vs. progasm: the duel”) on this but was unable to find exactly what I was looking for so here it is: My first encounter with the Progasm.

As an almost 6 month user and the owner of a Peridise beginners set and a Helix I was looking for a new toy. Being a rectal novice prior to my Aneros experience I was a little intimidated by the size of the Progasm – but I needed to expand my horizons so I took the chance. However, I was really looking for a detailed description of a first time successful Progasm insertion.

Mentally, I had to overcome my fear of tearing the soft tissues. After six months, am I qualified as an “Advanced User”? Or will it victimize me?

Don’t worry, everything’s OK. Here’s what I did – maybe it can help someone else down the road.

I had everything I needed and a three hour window so I began the session with the Helix. The Helix is easy stuff for me, lube the hole with Shea Butter, insert two small balls of Shea Butter and it slides right in. Great, 45 minutes of relaxed breathing. Read more »

edlau

I take anxiety meds. will i get the same feelings from the aneros's as every one ealse does? is there anything more i should do to help with the orgasms, than to just use the helix?

Flomax for BPH

A good friend of mine recently told me he just started using Flomax. I sat there and just stared at him and I thought about my similar situation which brought me here. I asked him if he had ever had a doctor perform a prostate massage to releave BPH symptoms. I told him that there are natural remedies. At that point his wife walked in and the discussion stopped. WOW, this is a great guy and I hate to see him taking this stuff. The side effects are worse than the cure. I would like to introduce him to this but being a guy in our society as it is I'm not real comfortable doing so. Maybe I'll just send him a link to this web site. How do you tell someone…..here, stick this up your ass and throw your flomax away!!

One to cultivate!

I have been using the MGX for about a month so far, 2 sessions per week and I can't say that I am experiencing any sexual pleasures from it.

However, I did insert it before sex with my wife (she does not know about the Aneros). Once in place it is quite discreet and I was confident she would not notice it. I have to say that the penile sensations were incredible but after about a minute I had to hold back as I was afraid that I would "hair trigger" and spoil the session. Being a gentleman I always make sure the lady cums first but when I eventually turned the attention to myself was disappointed that I could not recreate the earlier sensations and had to make do with the standard type of build up to orgasm.