Something has changed

Thanks to the comment of slipperybugger, I tried inserting the aneros and concentrating on feelings from my lower body.

As I am not recognizing any feeling of my prostate, I tried to search for it with an old toothbrush. I know the pressure on my prostate as a painful feeling from a doctor visit in the past. Now with the toothbrush I did not recognize any feeling…

So my concetracte was on the rectum and peripherum. There was a little tingeling, but nothing to cry out in ectstasy only to say this feeling is nice.

I think from other posts in this forum, that this feeling is at the beginning of a very long journey….

I am curious about what else will come….

Thanks for your comments and suggestions.

Greetings from Germany.

Revolution Now

Haven’t had time for many sessions lately, but I snuck in a 2 hour Peridise session. Not much to write home about, so I opened up an old thread of mine I never posted. I figure I’ll put it in my blog first before I go mainstream with it on the forum incase I have any second thoughts (can you have second thoughts after you post a blog on the internet?).

Anyways, there was a post circulating this forum a while back that has the phrase the “planets must be aligned” in reference to several members who had great sessions on the same night. That night, in late November, I was gazing out at the twilight sky as Jupiter and Venus made a smiley face with the moon – and that got me thinking… What if we here at the forum formed a Full Moon Club? There are more than 6000 registered users now. What if we all plan a session on days/nights during the full moon? Kind of a cosmic wave. Here are a few thoughts as to why this intrigues me:

1) The internet, cell phones, GPS, computers and all the rest of industrialized society is stripping away innate abilities are brains have to utilize their surroundings (i.e. search this forum for Polynesians). We are technologically dependant on things are ancestors had none of. I’m not going all anti-industrialist here, I’m just pointing out that the Super Orgasm is not about technology.

Super-O?

I think I reached a Super-O, eight months after first getting into the Aneros. This was in a session Thursday night that capped off a very horny week for me.

I started off with the MGX and only a few squirts of ID Glide lube. With this session, I just wanted to guide the Aneros to a "sweet spot" and let it sit there. Boy did I ever do that! About 15-20 minutes into the session, following some wonderful p-waves, I jiggered the MGX so it was nudging the prostate. This produced a fantastic "wave" sensation emanating through my midsection. I was in a semi-sleepy state, totally relaxed. Instead of doing contractions, I just let my body lie there like a wet noodle. The only movement was very gently stroking the base of my hard penis to stimulate the "holding off a pee" muscle. Then something fantastic happened – the pleasure got deeper and deeper. I went from fantasizing to vaguely thinking "oh my god" as my heartbeat and breathing got more pronounced. The feelings got to a consistent intensity, very much unlike anything I've ever had before. Although there was a little bit of fear in the back of my mind, I was able to hold this super-o (at least I hope it was the super-o!!) for about five minutes.

New milestones reached.

It's been a few weeks since my last entry but I have been regularly using my MGX twice a week.

The reason for the absence is because there has been nothing new to report, until today that is.

I must admit my enthusiasm was waning somewhat and today I went through my usual prep and inserted my MGX. I laid on my side for a time doing anal contractions periodically, but I realsied that all of my thoughts were negative, so I relaxed and let my sub conscious focus on my prostate. Immediately my full body went into spasm. I got over eager and it passed, so I dropped back down to the sub conscious level and the spasms started again with involuntary contractions. They were not orgasms but the feeling was great. I was able to keep this going for about 5 minutes but could not maintain that state of mind any longer, so I turned on my back with legs splayed, which made the handle cause the Aneros to put more pressure on my prostate and again the spasms and contarctions returned. But this time I got a throbbing erection which stood up every time I contracted. This again lasted for about 5 minutes.

After this I was hot so decided to masturbate which culminated in a superb penile orgasm and ejaculation.

I ended this session very elated as it had unlocked a method by which I can take the experience into new territory. I'm looking forward to the next sesion.

My rushed session

I have had some unbelievable sessions in the last 2 months. I have had no problems reaching the elusive super-O. Today I had a stressful day and I was looking forward to some satisfaction using my Aneros massagers. My problem today was I had a small window of time. Well I should have known better. If I have learned anything it is relax and let things happen. Well after 45 minutes I just couldn't MAKE things happen. The jokes on me!!! Nothing happened!!!

On the subject of losing motivation

Well, it's been one and a half months so far and I have not made much if any progress. My sessions are still without much result. But I will not elaborate much on this; there are a number of other journals I have posted about the situation already.

I'm finding myself losing motivation to continue. At first I started this daily. Then I went every other than, and now the frequency of my sessions are getting lesser in time. I suppose I may be losing hope as time goes on.

I am a little relieved whenever I read the forums, seeing how there are others who have experienced this sort of difficulty when they started out. However, I still have to tread carefully. The forums and blogs create the illusion that I am part of the minority here, a very small one at that. And the more I read about the more rapid success of others, the more I feel inferior or somehow cheated.

Thankfully when it comes to the actual sessions, I tend to be in greater control of my doubts and other thoughts, though this doesn't seem to help much at all in terms of my aneros progress. I suppose I still have a ways to go before it can be considered truly hopeless for me, so I will continue as long as I can.

Serious Aftershocks

This is a follow up to my first Progasm session. That night, as I lay in bed, I started doing little contractions. Soon I was playing “Chase the Pleasure Echo” like I learned over the Christmas holidays when I was Anerosless. This involves doing some External Male Deer rubbing and then contracting for awhile. Boy did things take off. For the next hour and a half the contractions and spasms rose and fell and rose and fell. I didn’t know if the little walnut was going to let me sleep at all. These pleasant flutters were fun to chase – I’m sure by some definitions I was having waves of mini-o’s.

This was definitely rewiring – it felt like my prostate was plugged in. I now consciously recognize that when the prostate is calling for blood that your heart rate changes to that deep intestinal thumping that you can just ride up and down. Veins throb in my eardrums. There was a pulsing taught power cord reaching from the topside base of my penis to just below my belly button. All sorts of different muscle groups in my pelvis were spasming in different directions.

All these things are new: conscious recognition of pulse/heart rate change, plugged in and fluttering prostate, belly power cord. And the ‘on switch’ is the Male Deer. My brain is responding. The Progasm really stirred things up down there.

My first time with the progasm

I searched high and low for some specific information (see “virgin anus vs. progasm: the duel”) on this but was unable to find exactly what I was looking for so here it is: My first encounter with the Progasm.

As an almost 6 month user and the owner of a Peridise beginners set and a Helix I was looking for a new toy. Being a rectal novice prior to my Aneros experience I was a little intimidated by the size of the Progasm – but I needed to expand my horizons so I took the chance. However, I was really looking for a detailed description of a first time successful Progasm insertion.

Mentally, I had to overcome my fear of tearing the soft tissues. After six months, am I qualified as an “Advanced User”? Or will it victimize me?

Don’t worry, everything’s OK. Here’s what I did – maybe it can help someone else down the road.

I had everything I needed and a three hour window so I began the session with the Helix. The Helix is easy stuff for me, lube the hole with Shea Butter, insert two small balls of Shea Butter and it slides right in. Great, 45 minutes of relaxed breathing.

edlau

I take anxiety meds. will i get the same feelings from the aneros's as every one ealse does? is there anything more i should do to help with the orgasms, than to just use the helix?