Tag: Breathing

“Something New”

I thought I would start out with the Pro Jr. I lubed myself up with Wet Platinum. Then I lubed up the Pro Jr. with a generous amount of Boy Butter. This "extra" lubing will become significant as I move on into this session.

I slowly inserted the Pro Jr. and it felt really good. I began this session as a "do-nothing" and just started to do some light contractions. Several times during this part, I "felt" the Pro Jr. wanting to "slip out" and in fact it did slip out I believe twice. I didn't want to abort the ride but I was unable to continue it with Pro Jr.

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I decided to "switch" to Helix. Since I was already thoroughly lubed-up, I decided to just "go for it" with the Helix. It slid right in (without any lube on it) and felt so good! I laid back and just relaxed in the moment……[I am continuing anal contractions and feel great. However, I am not yet experiencing any tendency toward an orgasm and I am a little disappointed].

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What happens next is a "transition" to this sessions' lifelike "fantasy". Let me try to share………

While I have my head buried under the pillows, I developed the very real sense of being "approached" in bed by…….a woman. I don't know what she looked like or even how old she was, but I could feel her warm naked body next to mine and could smell a faint scent of perfume. (I imagined that she was gorgeous and sexy). Read more »

Dream, Fantasy and MMO

There are certain things that just go together, like milk and cookies, beer and pretzels, baseball and peanuts and movies and popcorn. Beyond food there are also things that elegantly complement experiences in my life.

The matching of the complement and the activity makes the experience seem even more enjoyable. While the food related examples are ones that I have certainly enjoyed, there are some emotional / sensual ones that also resonate with me. Examples are sitting by the warm crackling glow of a fire while camping in the black of night, enjoying the flickering golden hued intimacy of candles surrounding a hot tub or remaining in relaxed sleep in bed with the windows open on a warm summer morning while grey sky dims the sunrise and soft rain patters on a roof or window.

Beyond food and sensual life experiences there are several sexual ones that also affect me in profound ways. One of the sexual ones for me would be savoring the sensual eroticism of humping J's hot pussy as it sucks on my cockhead while she grinds her pubis on mine in a sinuous dance of erotic abandon. This visceral sexual experience is complemented by candles making sinuous shadows around the bed as we fuck. Or it could be soft music and scented candles in a dimly lit room creating a relaxed sense of sensual privacy while my oiled hands explore her body and stroke her intimate places in erotic massage that culminates in her having a shuddering orgasm. This marriage of mood and experience is perhaps one of the most magical aspects of my sensual and sexual life and experience of pleasure. Read more »

Waves Of Pleasure

I had just returned to bed after my usual early morning rise. I was trying to get some more rest. As I was lying there, I felt one distinct "twang" deep in my lower abdomen (I think I have felt this before just before a Super-O). Perhaps it was my prostate, I thought? I decided to do just some voluntary anal contractions as I tried to drift off to sleep.

As I kept doing these light contractions, I began to drift-off into a deep, relaxing thought……what if I can achieve a Super-O right here, right now. But after all, I had not had an Aneros session in over 2 days now. It probably was not possible. Anyway, I continued to do the light contractions when the most amazing thing happened…….

OMG! I am beginning to feel the beginnings of a prostate-induced orgasm! I began to feel it build, ever so slowly, but it distinctly was building. I had the urge to put a few fingers of my left hand back near my anus. Much to my surprise, the anal contractions now were "automatic"! I could feel the "pulsing" going on as the orgasmic feeling continued to build…..and build…..I realized that I could not stop it!

I I am now in the middle of a whole-body Super-O! I am starting to shake and convulse on the bed (Aless!!) I exhale a slight "moan" now with every breath. I feel an orgasmic "bliss". Read more »

A Self-Challenge: Peridise (Large) Extended Daytime Session

I decided to do an extended daytime session with the Peridise (Large) anal stimulator. I decided to "track" my progress/results in about 5 minute intervals. There is nothing earth-shattering in this session, I just wanted to record it.

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Here goes…..

15 Minutes – nothing unusual except for the usual erection.

20 Minutes – starting to have a "funny" feeling in anus perhaps peristaltic contraction?

25 Minutes – more powerful anal spasm. Starting to feel more intense feeling in anal canal.

30 Minutes – feel Peridise slightly moving in and out on its own. Erection half-hard.

35 Minutes – more intense breathing. More regular movement. Stronger feeling overall. Erection harder.

40 Minutes – starting to MOAN. More regular movement. Feels like something building up (anal orgasm?) Walking around causing almost unbearable pleasurable feeling. Erection hardest.

45 Minutes – Still hanging in. Erection mostly down.

50 Minutes – Feel like I am being pumped-up with semen. Maybe heading for an ejaculation caused by anal stimulation. Erection building up again.

55 Minutes – Still hanging in. Erection going down.

60 Minutes – Peridise feels like it pulled in more. More extreme pleasure now.

65 Minutes – Things settling down. Still some "auto contractions" of anus. Erection down.

70 Minutes – Still hanging in. End of session.

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Suspended Between a Man and a Woman and Reality and Fantasy

The well spring of my sexual response flows both from the depths of my aroused mind, from deep in my anal canal and under the base of my cock inside my groin; the desire that inspires those responses is a result of real time visions, recalled images, personal intimate memories and imagined fantasies. My desire and response are fickle. Orgasm may choose many different paths as it exerts its power over my body. The mental images may be a memory of a friends erect penis in my mouth or J’s sodden – hot vagina sheathing my own cock and sucking it lasciviously or it may be of my cockhead rubbing against a cockhead, oozing my precum on him as I straddle him and hump him to ejaculation. In the peak of MMO it is often the image of me frotting a guys cock until we both ejaculate on each other that inflames my MMOs to incendiary levels. All of these images will indeed cloak my mind in eros, stiffen my cock and make my anus twitch hungrily.

In the tempest of MMO I often fantasize about the extreme possibilities such as being vulgarly penetrated by a long hard cock; as orgasmic rapture clouds my mind I imagine I am being fucked by a handsome younger man. My mind is often filled with all kinds of lascivious thoughts as my prostate pulses and my anus flexes in anguished euphoria. The paths my sexual ecstasy chooses to expresses itself inside me is one of the wonders of my sexuality. Each sexual journey is a mysterious event that leaves me wondering when I will settle down and be “normal”. Read more »

I Love My Helix!

Even though it was only one day since my ride on Pro Jr and Peridise (Small), I just felt "ready" for another ride. I selected the Helix since I have had some great rides with it.

I got myself ready, lubed-up and was ready to ride.

I am writing this not in real time but the following morning, so some of the details may be a bit "sketchy". I'll try my best to remember. This ride had several "firsts" as I will explain……

First off, I decided to "time" my contractions by my breathing. As I took a deep breath, I wanted to feel it in my abdomen as well. When I did this, I increased the contraction ever so slightly. Upon releasing the breath, I released the contraction as well.

All was going fine and this continued for, I believe, 20 minutes or so. I felt very relaxed.

However, this relaxed state was punctuated at times by a sharp abdominal spasm which "jolted" me and the helix. At the same time, my breath became more of an exclamation point and was anything but regular! Wow! I did not expect this so early in the ride.

I tried to resume my "normal" breathing technique. What happened next? I felt the helix literally go into "auto-fuck" mode. My breathing became anything but regular. I felt more extreme P-waves which continued to build. I recognized the feeling and I know I was building to a dry orgasm. Read more »

Oh My! What A “Do-Nothing” Ride!

Oh My! Where to start? I found myself alone in the house for at least two hours so I "planned ahead" for an uninterrupted "ride" on Progasm Jr. I had not really used it much to-date since I usually felt that it "filled me up" a little too much. Tonight was different.

I decided in advance that I would make this session a "do-nothing" session and I just planned to relax with Progasm Jr. nicely snuggled in my you-know-what. I lubed up nicely and took my time with insertion. It is a little more difficult than the helix or eupho. Once in, I just turned over on my stomach and relaxed for about 15 to 20 minutes.

Very relaxing so far…..and I got an almost immediate erection with precum. Not a bad feeling!

But then, something happened to disturb this peaceful ride…..

I began to auto-contract ever so slightly. I could feel the Pro Jr. very slightly "tickling" my prostate with P-waves and I could even feel it with every pulse.

Every now and then, also, I began to experience a powerful abdominal spasm. Oh yeah, the moaning, THE MOANING seemed to be non-stop during this ride. Since I was alone in the house (except for the dogs) I didn't have to muffle my moans and I didn't. The moans became so loud at times that I believe that they actually helped increase the auto-contractions. Read more »

Some basic info and some sexy thoughts

I’ve thought about starting a blog so many times. This incredible family of devices has taken up so much of my thought and effort in the past four years. There is so much to say.

First, some basic info about me and my style of play.

Late 30s. Northeast USA. Happily married. Heteroamorous but newly cock curious (you can read my forum posts to find out more about that).

Routine =

Coconut oil.

Nest. Must create a restful, comfortable environment. Mostly clear mattress. Lots of pillow props and – this is really useful – a heating pad!

Position. Lie on back. Legs out a bit, sometimes splayed. Like to put either left or right leg up on a pillow.

Prelube (coconut oil) and insertion. The smaller models are best for me. I own all, but mgx and ProJr have the best effects.

Do nothing technique. Complete and utter relaxation is necessary. Any hint of contraction kills all sensation. It has to build naturally.

Wait and Enjoy. Then just wait patiently for forty-five minutes and let the sensations build. The best part is that I let my mind go and I hallucinate the craziest things. Sometimes its images and sometimes even sensations or memories or smells.

When it’s happening it’s like I fall into a realm of pure sex. Every fantasy I ever had or could have comes to life. Sometimes I experience it first hand and sometimes I can almost see myself in the midst of the action. Read more »

“A Wild Eupho Ride”

I thought I would try Progasm Jr for this ride. I lubed-up and inserted it very slowly. However, It became clear that I could not "retain" it (probably due to a "full" upper rectum). So, since I was already nicely "lubed", I went for the Eupho. Here is the ride……..

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The Eupho went in very easily (I had extra lube in me from Progasm Jr) and I began to immediately feel very light "tickling" P-waves and something stronger right away. I had some light moaning as well. I continued with the light contractions for perhaps 45 minutes when I felt an orgasm beginning to build (probably just a Dry-O I thought). This seemed too easy with the Eupho and only light contractions. Much to my surprise, it was a Super-O that lasted, I believe, a full 20 MINUTES!

This Super-O began like a recent one, with some involuntary whole-body "shakes" which seemed to come over me "sequentially". These were followed and "intertwined" with whole-body convulsions, also sequential to start. Once I began these, there was no letup FOR A FULL 20 MINUTES! I literally was shaking, twisting and moaning all at the same time. The anal contractions, I believe, became automatic and they went on with the shaking and twisting for the duration of this orgasm. Several times during this orgasm, I distinctly felt my penis erecting hard.

IT WOULD NOT END, AND I DIDN'T KNOW HOW LONG IT WOULD LAST…… Read more »

An Extended Super-O Session

I'll start this "ride" at the END…….and make my way back to the BEGINNING…….

I was awakened about three hours "later" with a severely "buzzing" prostate, a rock-hard erection (and balls too) and was moaning already. I had just experienced a most-powerful prostate spasm resulting in some precum and some whole-body involvement. I felt the scrotum and it was VERY sensitive already!

I'm sitting here and prostate is again severely "buzzing" (I seem to be doing "automatic" anal contractions) and the prostate is again going into spasm. The prostate is still "pumping". I'm going to "jump ahead" to the BEGINNING now………

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I selected the Helix for this ride because I have had the most direct stimulation of the prostate with it. This time was no different.

Let me explain………

I knew this "ride" would be great because almost immediately upon insertion of the helix, it "greeted" me with an immediate rock-hard erection (balls included) and I began MOANING right away! (Moaning in these sessions had been generally rare for me until the most recent sessions).

Upon very light contractions at first, I began to quickly progress to P-waves, then an occasional Dry-O. I was MOANING throughout and this time, my moans were getting so severe that I had to physically "muffle" them in my pillow. I considered SCREAMING (the pleasure was that severe) but obviously would wake up the household in the middle of the night. Read more »