Tag: Concentration

Down & Up

After waiting 14 days for my Helix I e mailed the company.
They replied that it was out of stock but were expecting delivery soon.
I felt very disapointed.
Down, deflated.

My cd of Hypnaerosession arrived yesterday.
I went outside last night and gave it a listen.
It was a bit noisy and could not concentrate fully.
Also tired after a long day.
All the same it gave me an erection.
I got a couple of pulses through my penis.
Also had a tingeling sensation in my lower legs.
All in all interesting.
Up.
I will try it again tonight.

New High

I just had the best ejaculation of my life a couple of days ago, after a three hour session with the MGX.

This came as a surprise, since all of my sessions during September were strictly okay. Although pleasurable, it didn't seem like I was making much progress … good feelings, but nothing intense like the "pleasure spreading" sensation I wrote about on August 18th. Perhaps introducing the Peridise into the mix was confusing my body. That in mind, I decided to just concentrate on the MGX. All last week, the partner was at home so it didn't give me much time to play. By Monday it had been nearly a week since I masturbated and my prostate was sending those telltale "massage me" signs. I had a pretty good session that day. Wonderful, but it paled next to what would come the following day.

I wasn't planning to bring the MGX back out on Tuesday, but early in the day my entire midsection was going crazy, all aflutter. So I took a fish oil tablet, ate a little dark chocolate, and lubed up with some new KY. Almost immediately it was hitting all the right spots, in the right ways. I did some time lying on the couch, striking a groove with a position that was on my left side with my right lower leg resting on the top of the couch. The combination of anal contractions and having a finger rubbing the "sweet spot" above my penis was driving my body into an insatiable tizzy. I would drive myself into an orgasm-like peak, then rest a couple of minutes, then go into another peak. This went on for about 2-1/2 hours. Read more »

Can this get better?

Well about 2 weeks ago I experienced what I thought was a Super-O. Maybe it was or maybe it was just a minor part of the awakening stage. What I thought was awesome 2 weeks ago is nothing compared to what I experienced last night. I have learned to let my body and aneros do what it wants to do. As I look back at the last 17 months and aneros use, I now see all the mistakes I have made in this journey. You just can't force this thing to work. I guess we all develop our own techniques. Now it's funny but after all this time becoming "rewired" I now get involuntary contractions within minutes of insertion just by letting aneros rest in just the right spot. I used to work at it, get very sensitive but would rarely even get involuntary responses. For those of you that haven't reached the super-o level, what worked for me was to get myself worked up and sensitive by doing my routine voluntary contractions. I would then find the most sensitive spot inside and just gently rest the aneros there. I wasn't using any pressure but just contracting my anus and letting it rest there. Before I knew it the aneros was being slightly tugged deeper on its own. I would just concentrate on that spot and do nothing. Absolutely do not bear down, just relax and let it happen. Now as incredible as it may seem over the last 2 weeks my super-o experiences have just become more and more intense. Can this really get better?? Inside I absolutely know it can. My body tells me so. The wonderful thing is that I now have now reached a point that I know each time I go to use aneros I am going to be able to reach this super-o bliss. It now happens quickly by just letting it happen. I do not try to make it happen, I am 100% just enjoying the ride at each level and the ride is getting more and more enjoyable. PS. Just a footnote, what finally pushed me over the top was the fact I started using all three of my toys. I started with the Eupho and worked up to the Progasm. Up until last night the Progasm gave my the best results but last night the Helix swept me away to places I would never thought possible.

What the Heck?

Had another session with the Helix switched over to the Mgx with the handle removed. Didn't expect anything big. Did get some good feelings with it. I'm not getting as bummed out (hahaha I kill me) over not reaching nirvana. My expectations are getting more realistic. Got some muscle twitches. And I tell you that comment one of the guru's in the forum made about "If you don't think this thing is doing something name any other time you have had involuntary contractions in your arms or legs" has really helped to keep me motivated here. I cannot argue with that point. Nearly every session I have at least one of these startling "twitches" On a couple of occasions I get this feeling of well being flow over me and then like a moron I start analyzing why I am having it and if it really has anything to do with sticking something up my butt and then I lose it! ARGGHHHH! Gotta let go.

Here is the main reason for this entry did my session it was uneventful no big deal. that evening I'm at a public function I stand up and Bam!! out of no where I get this warm tickling sensation in my lower abdomen and this warm fuzzy feeling a real happy feeling. I think it might have been a P wave Oh it was groovy! But this was 6 hours after an uneventful session. My mind was reeling and of course I start analyzing the hell out of it and dissecting it and concentrating on it and trying to reproduce it and it fades away. I remember thinking while it was going on this cannot be happening. It happened. Read more »

Wooo!

My experimentation with having a session on my side was a success!

Things didn't start out so well and I was having difficulty concentrating on the helix making contact with my prostate. When I was on all 4's I noticed that the helix moved more compared to other positions and I thought that lying on my side it would mean less stimulation. Well after some practice I found it just requires a little more concentration to realize there is plenty of stimulation for the prostate!

It took more time but with some effort I was having mini-O's again on my side, and since I was already lying down I was able to concentrate more on the feelings it generated rather than concentrating on staying upright like before. I was also able to stay shaking for longer periods of time than before, as in minutes vs seconds.

It was quite different from my previous experiences on all 4's because before I only started the shaking when I felt the helix moving on its own quite noticeably whereas on the side it felt as if the helix wasn't moving at all, but I was shaking more drastically than before.

I also think I may have come close to a super-o. Read more »

Sweet Sensations

The last week has brought me a lot of progress in my exploration, starting with the fact that my body has developed a sweet spot that can give me pleasure – without the Aneros! Rubbing or gently pressing on a small area behind my scrotum while contracting my PC muscles produces a nice, low level tingly sensation (not always, however). One night I decided to try playing around with this, and the building sensations brought me to a nice and powerful penile orgasm.

This new sensitivity has been a nice development – it even brought me towards what was the best session ever last Monday morning. Backing up, a couple of nights earlier I brought out the MGX for a little try. Even though I wasn't feeling super horny, I thought it would be worth it to get some practice in. Well, I had it in for about an hour, doing the usual motions, and I wasn't feeling anything at all. Nada. It didn't make me feel bad, though. Mostly it proves that you have to be at least a little aroused going in for it to work. Read more »

Night Play

It's been about three weeks that I've been using the MGX and things are going swimmingly. One night last week I tried using it at night instead of the usual daytime. Usually I avoid that time since I don't want to wake the partner up with the sounds of a shaking bed! (we have separate bedrooms, by the way)

At first, nothing much happened and I considered giving it up for the night. But — having no light makes a big, big difference in terms of clearing your mind and focusing on the various feelings you get. After awhile I was generating a general "warm" feeling all through my midsection. I was doing my usual on my side with gentle pelvic thrusts and a contraction when my midsection was pointing out. I remember at this particular session that I was really getting the hang of controlling the muscles down there. I was getting a better understanding of which ones need to move which way to touch the sweet spot. Pretty soon I was getting the most pleasurable sensations yet. An incredible building went on for about five minutes. Instead of fantasizing about something concrete, I focused on the MGX itself and imagined it was a tongue and my body was a lollipop that got turned on by being licked. Strange as it sounds, that got me pretty hot! After that 5 minute wave of pleasure, I switched sides and couldn't quite replicate the sensation (although I did get some pretty good mini waves going). Read more »

ed's journey

no sessions for me lately as i have been stricken with shingles which presented itself in the pubic area just to the left and above my cock–wow–was very hard to resist scratching it but did except for the one time i awoke at 4 in the morning scratching it like hell–so not much damage from that reaction–wondering where i'll be when i continue my sessions as it will be the longest time between sessions since i started in late jan–should probably be at least 3 weeks, been a week already, before i can stand and stimulation down there–the urge to scratch and the tickling sensation are phenomenal so there's no concentrating on a subtle feeling in my prostate

Buster

March 10, 2005

And it certainly is a journey. After about 6 sessions, every one has been different. I find that the sessions either in the morning or later in the evening produce a more pleasurable experience. In my 3rd or 4th session, I had an event that was pretty interesting. The MGX that I use started to twitch after about an hour that seemed to have flipped a switch and my heart went from calm to almost jumping out of my chest within about 5 seconds. That went on for maybe 90 seconds, but I was unable to take it over the top. Interesting though, one of my first thoughts after it happened was of the people who I have read postings from who are pretty skeptical about the whole process. I definitely tapped into something that I had no idea was there before.

I guess that I am going to be one of those individuals who take a bit longer than other. Patience and dedication to the effort will be the course of action. I've got to say that this forum is certainly been a motivator and I appreciate everyone's experiences. I seem to have better luck laying flat on my back.

I look forward to being able to report back with some really good news.

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April 2, 2005

Greetings, Read more »

ed's journey

well, this was a good practice and learning experience–no big thrills but i think my thoughts about how to control the two different orgasms are correct–today i practiced the slight anal contraction for the prostate rub and the rectal contraction for the anal feeling–didn't have many anal bubbling feelings today but had a lot of the massager rubbing on the prostate–i know what the precursors of the various feelings are now–the prostate rub is sort of like a feeling of well being and the anal precursor is a bubbling or pulsating or buzzing of my anus–i have always had a lot of stray muscle firings in my legs and butt, which i know would be great if they were to concentrate in my anus, but i don't know how to make them do that–while i lay in complete relaxation i can feel them building up on the top of my thighs and the bottom of my ass but they never center in my anus, except those times when they explode there without warning–i know that if these firings and twitches and sparks could go off in my ass hole it would start a continuous pumping of my ass hole's turning inside out–anyway, now i know that all things are started with the rewiring and the relaxation and not with contractions–the contractions, as far as i can see, are for controlling the process once the body starts the orgasm–for so long i thought that the contractions could be made to start the process–at least for me, this is not true, so i would suggest that one practice relaxation and breathing and muscle control, but know that the relaxation is what starts the process and that the muscle control is only for trying to continue what the body naturally wants to do