The other night I was chatting in the chat room with some people. Everyone was amazed at my progress as they read my blogs. I am too. I never thought I would get there so quickly. Anyway, another member and I were chatting away, I was about to sign off and hit the sack when he said he was going to have a session. Funny, because I was thinking about having my own before I went to bed. This would be interesting, I thought as he set up a private chat for us. he already to go, but I had to prep everything. I headed downstairs to the office with the laptop and preceded to get everything ready for action. Strip out of my clothes, lube Helix and myself with some Vaseline and Astroglide, spread out the towel, insert Helix and get into position over chair.
I was on my knees with my chest and arms rested on the seat of the chair, laptop on the desk in front of me, and start small contractions. My ass responds immediately by starting work it like no tomorrow. My cock responds by becoming fully engorged and rock hard. All is quiet on the chat for awhile…
Within about a half hour, my cock is leaking pre cum and the first waves of a mini O crash over me.
I try to keep up with the conversation but my mind and body are being overwhelmed by the powerful sensations created by the helix. They suggest to watch myself in a mirror. I grab one from the other room off the wall and position it so I can watch myself while sitting in the chair with my feet on the desk's edge. They follow suit doing the same thing. I sit in amazement watching my cock go from almost flaccid to slowly becoming totally erect without touching it at all. I try to angle myself so I can watch the helix flutter around in my ass. That is too hard to see while sitting down. I want to see, but I don't want to lose this feeling I'm having. My head tilts back as my whole body tenses up as a major mini O overwhelms me. I try to watch in the mirror but I am shaking too much. I don't want to knock the mirror off either! "are you getting strong involuntaries?" Um, yeah.. more than that… "oh my, I am leaking so much fluid" I watch in the mirror as a long thin trail of pre cum drips my engorged cockhead. My mind goes into overdrive of fatasizing of having someone suck my cock as my ass is controlled by the Helix. Images of verious women go through my head. I would just love to have those lips, mouth and tongue on my cock. their tits rubbing against my cock and balls, their long fingers plowing my ass, rubbing my prostate. I look in the mirror and my face is clenched as I feel my muscles tighten. I start to moan as I close my eyes and then a massive Super O hits me.
"Are you feeling good?" Oh yes, I am indeed…
They are happy to hear and be a part of it. So was I… What's next? webcam??
Enjoy? If so, please leave comments or send a PM. I like to hear from people about the journey..
Later,
JS3802
Tag: Helix
Aneros spin offs to date, November 2012
Hi guys,
The Aneros prostate massager was invented initially as a medical device to enable men to massage their prostate without having to go to their doctors to do it for them. The Aneros was developed to control and shrink BPH )Benign Prostatic Hypoplasia(, an enlarged prostate condition in men which may be a precursor to prostate cancer.
But men who use the Aneros, it has definite positive spin offs who promote general good health, even sexually to men. This blog entry is devoted to what I have experienced from the Aneros both within and outside my sessions.
I began my Aneros sessions early Sunday evening last June 3 with the newest Aneros model, the Helix Syn. The Helix Syn is ideal to Aneros beginners because it has an overlay of soft silicone. I was amazed at how easily the Helix Syn slipped into my anus that evening. Previously, I had an aversion to anal play. The Helix Syn was a pleasant surprise.
I experienced my first episode of P-waves with the Aneros three weeks later early Sunday morning June 24. Later that morning during my walking from breakfast out, I experienced my first walkinggasm. It happened spontaneously out of the blue. I had to take great care in walking during those few minutes to maintain my balance!
Abstinence and Diminishing Arousal
It's been a while since I've posted up a blog, figure I should keep my progress as current as possible. I've felt that since I've been abstaining from Aneros use )and sex with the wife( for a few weeks, the desire has been lacking and there hasn't really been any reason to post )though I do get urges and 'less sessions in the interim(. Looking back on it though, I probably should have done this a few times last week to help re-center my "self". Between numerous headaches, excessive driving )traffic( and the gas crisis in NY, stress has taken a strong hold on my life, meaning sessions have taken a back seat. I still try for 'less sessions as much as possible, but these have been few and far inbetween. The closest to a session I'll have at night )in bed, before going to sleep( is an energy meditation session to combat the headaches and stress, but have had no mindgasms like in the prior weeks.
Due to the hurricane, been spending a lot of time with the wife and family. These have helped with the stress, and improved my rather sullen moods recently )as well as remind me why I fell in love with my wife(. Still, I've been snappy, quick to anger and irritation, and generally had very little desire to do anything other than stay home and try to stay warm. Thankfully, my wife would not let me sulk, and forced me out of my shell to open up to the love of those around me. That helped significantly in combatting the stress, but it just wasn't enough.
Don't Stop Just Yet…
I had yet another intense early morning session Thursday morning.
It was about 2 o'clock in the morning and I had the twinge to have a session. I had to go downstairs and put the clothes in the dryer anyway. I grab some Vaseline and headed downstairs to the basement. Threw the clothes into the dryer and went into our office with my Helix, jar of Vaseline and tube of Astroglide. I took off my clothes and put some Vaseline on the helix and my ass. Then I put on a coating of Astroglide on my ass and my helix, took a deep breath and slowly inserted it. I turned around the office chair and kneeled over it and supported my chest, head and arms on the seat. I took some slow calming breaths and then started some light contractions and took a break. Slowly, I contracted my PC muscles, buttocks, and abs alternately in a rhythmic pattern and then stop and then let my anus grab onto the helix. Soon, it was pressing up against hard against my prostate and I got an extreme hard-on. This made my contractions even harder and my p-spot was getting hit good. I glanced down at my extremely hard cock and could see a dribble of pre cum leaking out. All of the sudden my ass took over and started to driving it in and out hard and fast. I started to breathe harder and utter small moans. Wham! I get hit with a mini O. "Wow! That was fast! Within ten to fifteen minutes I had my first mini O..", I thought to myself. My hard-on still raging, I looked down and saw small droplets of pre cum on the rug below me. I crossed my legs and it literally felt like ass was dragging me off the chair to get a better feeling. I involuntarily started to slide back toward the floor. Another mini O hit me hard. My breathing was deep and hard as my body started twitching. It felt like I was floating out of my body and looking down at myself writhing in ecstasy. Soon I had the fantasy of having a buxom woman blowing me while I was doing this. All of my muscles were really working to grind the helix good. "Oh my God that mouth so juicy and her big tits felt so nice rubbing against my balls, " I thought. I could feel a tremendous pressure building up inside of me, helix fluttering in and out of me like a hummingbird. BAM! An extremely intense mega Super O hit me. My cock was spasming like I was shooting streams of cum. But absolutely none came out, I was surprised. I let out a loud groan and tried to muffle it with my hands. My body was shaking and I could hardly breath or think straight. My God THAT was intense… By that time my ass was sitting on the back of my heels and my arms just hanging out the seat of the chair. I was spent. I thought about just ending it there but remembered how others just let see how things played out. If they had more mini Os and sometimes another Super Os, then maybe I could. So, I just waited to feel what would happen if anything. Well, something started to happen after about fifteen minutes or so of doing nothing. My ass started buzzing again. Once again, I got an extreme hard-on it felt like I was pouring out pre cum as it tickled my prostate and cowpers gland as the p-tab hit my perineum. Much to my demise it was just some small dribbles. I wiped it off with my finger and licked it clean. I think that put my experience into overdrive. Once again, my ass took over. Somehow it felt like my body was being pushed forward so it could get more of it. I didn't resist and slowly moved myself back onto the seat of the chair. I didn't even have to think what kind of contractions and what muscles to move to perform them, my body was doing it all for me. My face was just about buried in the back of the chair, eyes shut tight, panting like a dog and another wave of a mini O hit me. I could not believe this was happening again. Gritting my teeth, clinching my fists as my muscles tightened. My mind was a blur. I could hear the sucking sound of the helix pounding in and out of me. Once again, I could feel that intense pressure build up in me. OH MY GOD! Once again, my body tensed up like I was going to shoot my load, and my cock started contracting like it was but it was nothing but dry heaves of joy. The jolt pushed me hard forward and the back of the chair slammed into the desk behind me. Fortunately, it was only a couple of inches. I covered my mouth with the towel I laid on the seat and bit down hard on it as I moaned and yelped hysterically. My body and mind were in an utter state of post orgasmic bliss. I picked myself up and stood up. My cock was still raging hard with a trail of pre cum rolling out. I rubbed underneath the head to see if I could entice more to come out and some did. With that I lubed up my aching cock and started to jerk off. I laid out the towel to catch my seed. Once the helix latched onto my prostate again as I slowly rubbed myself, I picked up the pace and grip on my cock. I felt big, bigger than normal. My PC muscles and buttocks tightened hard around the helix. I could feel the cum building up, ready to spew out. I started to breath heavy and my head tilted back to the ceiling… "Oh my God, oh my God…" I muttered to myself. I started to go even faster until my jolted back and heavy, thick wads of cum jolted out of my cock like a shaken soda bottle when you twist open the cap. Cum was going everywhere except on the towel I laid out. On the desk drawers, the desktop and the floor. It was amazing! I regained my composure as my head was swimming from the veracity of it all. I squeezed the head to lt the last dribbles out and then cleaned myself and everything around me with the towel I had. Finally, I was spent. I removed my Helix, cleaned up and had a good night's sleep… WOW!! The absolutely most intense experience so far!
JS3802
All good intentions now relised
Well I had all good intentions of backdating and a filling in the missing parts of my journey but I can now see it is never going to happen :)
So I will just have to start from where I am now.
So far I have a Helix which I have modified to have no tail & a eupho which I have modified to have 75% of its tail.
The eupho is definatly my favorite at the moment but still crave the helix as well.
I love to sleep with the eupho especially because it just keeps moving all night long and I more often than not have dreams where the aneros is in me while I am naked in public in my dreams.
I have experienced a Aneros orgie as I call it where my body just craved it so much I could not be without it inserted for more than roughly 5 hours. This lasted for about one and a half weeks from memory. )just type in orgie in the search on the forum to read about it(.
I had to stop it in the end because of soreness and sleep deprivation.
Often you just dont get good sleep. But as time goes on I am getting better sleep while packing it.
Now I am toying with the idea of getting a progasm and or perdise set.
Good one
Even though I don't try or want to, sometimes I just have to JO to stop the edging and just get off, the orgasms that I have when I do are just so powerful and intense. It sometimes scares me! That's when you really feel it on the prostate. It's the hardest thing NOT to do is focus on your dick while using. I'm always wanting to see if I am leaking any precum or just how hard my erection is when I get it. I just try to relax, breathe, clear my mind and let the helix do it's thing. Sometimes sessions are real duds and sometimes really good. I had a couple of short ones the other day, one before i went to work and one after I got home. The morning one was much better than the later one. I had done some "manscaping" with my cordless beard trimmer the night before around my pelvic area and ass as best as I could. Kinda hard to do when you can't really see everything and I didn't want to hurt myself with the trimmer. I think my wife will be surprised to see and feel it when she does! Anyway, I had just took a shower, prepped myself and the Helix and laid down on my left side. I inserted the Helix and started to do some small contractions and just breathe. Just lay still and do nothing, breathe, and let my mind go free. Images of my ex-lovers swirled through my mind, their big juicy tits, smooth hands, wet pussies and sexy sounds of their cries and moans. Then I could feel my ass starting to self contract lightly. My mind went into overdrive. I felt like i had detached from my body and could only feel incredible pleasure in my anus and on my prostate. Soon, I start to breathe heavier and deeper and little sighs turn into groans. I can feel my PC muscles, my abs and my ass going into overdrive. Stay focused… relax…. breathe…. Boom! a small mini O… Bam! Another one shortly after that… Legs and arms are really started to twitch and move… breathing becomes moaning…. wow… Uh oh…. here comes another wave of small Os… I don't know if I can take this anymore… I feel like the eyes are rolling into the back of my head… One final wave of Os crash into me… I let out one loud yell of pleasure and curl into a ball… I'm spent…
Was it the Big One?
Last night I had the most intense session that I've ever had. I only started using an Aneros this past August when I got my Helix. Last night the house was mine when I got home from work. I went upstairs and took a nice hot, relaxing bath and then prepped my helix and myself with some Astroglide. I crawled into bed gently teased my anus with the Helix until it was ready for insertion. After getting it in, I laid on my left side with my left knee up and my right leg straight, and just tried to relax and breathe to calm myself. I basically took the "do nothing" approach just let myself go. After awhile my ass started to respond with light contractions and then harder, firmer ones. All the while I just trying to stay focused and just let my breathing relax me and control my contraction pace. I could feel the Helix dancing all over the place. Then it started to make really good contact with my prostate and my legs and arms started to quiver. Those feelings were going pretty good for awhile then they started to go away. Hmm, maybe it's time to stop and relube…. Then WHAM my ass just took over! I could feel my anal muscles just start contracting and I had to curl up as my abs just clenched down. My arms and legs really started twitching and shaking. I am usually not a very vocal person when I have sex, but I was moaning, grunting and groaning like i never have before. The first wave hit me hard. "Is this it? Am I there?!" I wondered to myself. A rush went through me. I just tried to keep a clear mind and then another hard wave came crashing on me. I am breathing and moaning hard and deep when I the final crescendo hit me. OOOOHHH!! My body just convulses and flails away. OH MY GOD! I don't know if that was everybody is talking about but it felt incredibe…. Then I relube and tried to start again but fell asleep with it in me…
Maiden Voyage
The Titanic may have sunk on her maiden voyage. I, however, sailed through with flying colors on my maiden voyage with my newly launched Syn. She is a fine looking vessel, from bow to stern, port to starboard. And she cruises as smoothly as any model yet.
After christening her by cleansing her with warm soapy water I was ready. I had done my usual preparation, manscaped, showered, douched, warm room, low light, at my side – a towel and more lube.
I slipped the Syn inside easily. It fit me like a glove. I knew it was there, but it felt like a part of me and not just something up my ass. It took very little time, only a few seconds, to begin feeling the sensations. In less than two minutes I had my first Dry Orgasm. During the almost 90 minute session, I lost count of the number of Dry and Super Orgasms I had.
The ride reminded me of the newness of my first Helix experiences. It was all fresh and exploratory – new things discovered throughout. All of the orgasms, from P to Mini to Dry to Super to Calm Seas, were substantially more intense than I have experienced recently. I am a full-body, LOTS of movement type of guy during my big orgasms, and these were definitely full-body with tons, TONS of movement. My cock went between flaccid and rock-hard over and over. The pre-cum was flowing freely. During the violent Super O's, the pre-cum would fling out of me and spray all over with bliss. I had to remove my glasses; pre-cum drops are hard to see through!
1st Session
Received my Helix in the mail today and had my first session.
I will say that I was a bit nervous about this whole thing at the beginning.
After a long relaxing shower I retreated to the bedroom to begin. I was pleasantly surprised at how the Aneros fit into my body. After prepping it with ID I laid on my side, hips cocked, and began to insert the Aneros. I reached a point where it was automatically drawn in. This was a bit of a shock, yet surprisingly comfortable. I laid there and relaxed for a few minutes and just took in the new feelings. After a while I began to make a series of small anal contraction. I would work them in series of 5 to 10 contractions, never really keeping count, then relax for a few seconds. After a few sets I had this strange feeling. I would have this urge to contract while I would be resting, like a sort of tension. And then I had what I would call echo contractions. After I would release a contraction I would have 3 to 5 small twitches in quick succession follow. After working with this for a few minutes I completely lost control of the contractions, I just let them do their thing. This lasted for maybe 2 minutes. Then as quickly as thing got ramped up it all just kind of tapered out. I attempted to regain the previous involuntary contractions but to no avail. Then after a while I just decided to end the session. From what I have read on the forums there is no point in trying to force something to happen, it will only hold you back.
Dan Tien and the Perverted Gremlin
So this week I've been focusing on deep belly breathing (as I'm sure you all know from my last post), and that hasn't changed since yesterday. The one thing that's different is that I discovered that uncontrollable smiling and euphoric feeling are also caused by amygdala clicking (concept brought to my attention by chat here last night), and I'm convinced that this is the explanation. Just thought I'd preface my progress with some additional discoveries.
So the title of this pretty much explains the last 24 hours of my journey. My drive home was another deep breathing exercise, but this time I focused more on the energies exchanging. Visualizing the energy flow into my stomach and travel to all corners of my body, pushing the negative energies into my lungs to be exhaled. As I expel these negative energies, relaxation washes over me, and I'm left with a feeling of serenity and a stillness throughout my body and mind. As I got closer to home, I became aware of these energies collecting in my stomach and as I got home, began to focus on them. This kicked off a quick 'less session for about 5 minutes, and as I pulled up to the house started bouncing between my prostate and stomach. As my focus on these energies grew, my mind slipped into nothingness and I became these energies. I could feel (and see) the pulsing and shifting of these energies flow throughout my body, even though my conscious mind was only aware of the energy in my stomach. Since I was home, I couldn't stay out there long, so I opened my eyes and found myself completely rejuvinated, like my day was just beginning.