Tag: Meditation

Monday morning session: “Really into you!” : September 19

Washington DC weather is one of extremes. We have had several months of relentless heatwaves, but hardly any rain. Recent weeks we have had drought conditions. So today we are having a rainy day for a change with very high humidity. Even the keys of my PC keyboard are laden with yucky moisture!

Also I had mostly a sleepless Saturday night/Sunday morning, so church was a huge drag. I finally arrived home at 3:30 p.m. exhausted, but managed to hang on until I went to bed just after 10 p.m., my usual time. I craved rest and slept like a log until just after 7 this morning, very unusual. I rise usually between 5:30 and 6:30 a.m. I laid in bed this morning and listened to the radio until just after 7:30 a.m. I had serious Aless and really wanted a session.

The session lasted about 1.5 hours with the following models: Progasm Ivory, MGX, Maximus, Progasm ICE.

Since my breakthrough last Friday morning with Super-O’s and MMO’s, I am “really into” my Aneros tools. “Really into someone” is an expression of developing intimacy in a couple that leads to sex usually, but most so intimacy that leads to communion of souls. It seems that I am really getting to know my Aneros tools and they are getting to know me. Such knowledge leads to intense, sweet pleasure which leads ultimately to Super-O’s, MMO’s, and even beyond! Read more »

“A Primitive Surfing Session”

Wow! This “surfing” session began in the usual way. I found a track which I had heard before on YouTube: “Erotic Massage – ZenitudeExperience” and it was the right track. It put me in the right mood and so I started surfing. I had my silky boxers on with a safety towel beneath and starting delicate stroking. I am keeping this up for quite a while (this was a one hour track) and I know I am getting extremely wet. I am definitely rock-hard. I am also getting VERY aroused! What happened next is rather intense.

[This will get somewhat graphic and may contain some profanity.]

After a great while of being on the “edge” my brain seemed to disengage from reality — I can think of nothing else but penetration, vaginal penetration. This feeling was, like I said, beyond reality. I am hard, very wet and I need to penetrate my cock. This is an overpowering sexual feeling. It is what I was designed to do and I wanted to do it now. This feeling is fucking intense. I feel primitive (like a caveman?) This is a primal feeling which I don’t believe I have ever felt before. Yes, I have been aroused many times but not like this. This was a basic, primitive, lustful sexual drive that is not part of everyday, 21st-century life. It hearkened back to a time when males were on the prowl in search of an available female in heat. I could smell the nearby sexual cavity. I wanted it and needed to “service” it. It wouldn’t take much effort…..I already was ready to penetrate my hard, wet shaft into the silky, sensual pocket. All I needed was to penetrate and ejaculate, penetrate and ejaculate. I was very ready. (Realize that none of this was “verbalized” in my brain—I was “feeling” it). Read more »

“Hard and Wet: A Tantric Cock Massage”

I was ready for some relaxing meditation music early this morning. But I wasn’t ready for this! Let me explain…..

After some searching and test-listening, I found a YouTube track that was intriguing: “Tantric Sexuality (Music for Sensual Massage and Passionate Love Making)”. It was about 50 minutes long and seemed just right for this “surfing” session. So I put it on, laid back down and just started to relax. What happened next completely blew me away!

I am being enveloped into a “cock massage”. I really don’t know at this point how it happened; the music was pulling me in to a fantasy that honestly blurred the line between reality and fantasy big-time. Now, I don’t want to get too graphic, but suffice it to say that I have never experienced a cock massage like this one. I haven’t even had a solo “surfing” session this erotically-charged. There was NOTHING that was not done to my cock and I mean nothing! You name it, it was done. Every kind of stroking, pulling, twisting, squeezing, pinching, tickling, even jelqing, all done in a way that didn’t seem to be eager to get me to ejaculate. In fact, I believe I was either flaccid or semi-hard during most of this “massage”. But it was extremely sensual to say the least. There was at one point a “palm stroking” that started at the testicles and came all the way up to the glans. This continued and progressed at an increasing rate of speed…..I am numb from the sensation! Read more »

“An Extremely Simple Male Meditation”

I hesitated to put this down, it was so simple. But then I thought that it may be beneficial to someone else. So here it is……

I awakened not too early this morning and had a good, hard erection. I dosed on some relaxing but sexually arousing tracks. One (I don’t remember any details now) was a tantric sex track and I really liked the way it made me feel. I was wearing my very silky boxers and started a “surfing” session by stroking and caressing my scrotum and erect penis through the thin silky material. As I continued this for perhaps 20 minutes or more, I began to dwell on a meditation. It was so simple that I really discounted it. But I thought I should share it as it happened….

I am thinking (as I am stroking my package): my penis and my testicles are ALL I need for sexual pleasure. My erect penis is ALL I need to penetrate and climax to a thrilling, ecstatic bliss. My testicles produce the sperm and my erect penis delivers it. And that’s it! So simple but yet profound! It cuts out all the “extra” stuff, even including Aneros. Ah, the simple joys of being a male……what more do we guys need?

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PS My horniness is continuing to increase; I am in a new Day 4 of SR.

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A “What If” Meditation

I was just relaxing this morning and doing nothing special. Tried to listen to some soothing sounds but nothing was ‘clicking’. As I just laid there, I suddenly got some images/fantasies bouncing around in my head. Allow me to share…..

First, I ‘imagined’ that I was about 15 years old again. Oh, the fountain of youth! But what really impacted me was this ‘new’ feeling ‘down-there’. I am exploring my ‘package’ almost like for the first time and it feels great! I am fantasizing that I am being ‘explored’ by an equally-naive 15 year-old-girl. She carefully strokes my whole scrotum and penis and –wow!–what a feeling! She keeps this up for about 10 to 15 minutes or so. Then, my mind drifts into yet another meditation……

I am older (again) and begin to ponder: what if ‘sex’ were non-existent, perhaps on another planet and another race? What if they ‘create’ their offspring in a laboratory? What if ‘sexual intercourse’ is something completely unknown to them? That is a scary thought! But then, I began to meditate some more on this…… Read more »

A “Surprise” Aless Meditation and Super-O!

This morning started out quite uneventful. I awoke not too early and laid down for some relaxing music. But nothing felt right. I had to go to the bathroom (#2). When I returned, I felt a quivering down in my prostate and thought nothing of it. I laid back down and this time, I didn’t even bother with any music. So I just laid back down and began to meditate. What happened next blew my mind! I am starting to meditate with Aless and starting to perform very light “whisper” contractions. These became more pronounced and I began to re-position myself on the sofa. I didn’t realize it at the time, but I was experiencing a series of prostate orgasms that culminated in a powerful Super-O that rocked my body once or twice! And then it was over just like that! I did notice an erection towards the end of this amazing “session”. These Aless experiences can seem to come on quite unexpectedly like this one did.

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A New “Male” Meditation

I read recently that normal males experience about 11 or more erections per day and about 5 during the night. Wow! Then it suddenly hit me like a brick: We males are designed for a specific purpose and it is quite simple. We get erect, aroused (through foreplay, etc.) penetrate and ejaculate. That’s it! Why do we have to make it so difficult?

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Then, I began to “meditate” on this in greater depth. We should not be ashamed of our erections. We should not mind being “horny” some (if not all) of the time. It is a natural part of our existence. Of course, I know that life is never this simple. We complicate our sexual identities by putting restrictions on our sexual techniques and preferences. We develop sexual hang-ups such as PE, ED and DE. Not to mention porn and Viagra. We “choose” our sexual partners (male or female). We limit our sexual encounters even with our intended for various reasons. All of this goes counter to our “original” goal: to impregnate as many females as we can with our sperm. Just look at the sheer quantity of sperm contained in just a single ejaculation! Of course, society today places “restrictions” on our monogamy and chastens same-sex unions. But I believe that in our predecessors’ days there was more adherence to our male ancestors’ “original purpose”. Would we males lose many of our hang-ups by following a similar bent? Of course, it would not work today! But it is an interesting topic for discussion! Read more »

“Aless Extraordinaire”

Boy, was I feeling crappy yesterday. I don’t know if it was a let-down from ejaculation following my 14-day abstinence. Maybe it was a lower T-level. But whatever it was, I’m glad it’s over today! Let me explain…….

I got a good night’s sleep and woke up at a decent early AM hour. I decided to listen to some erotic music. I got the urge to grab a large bath towel and a tube of lube(!) and go lay down. What did I have in mind? I started to lube-up but was having trouble seeing (it was dark!) When I finally realized that I had over-applied too much lube to my scrotal sac, I spent a few minutes “moving it around” everywhere and it felt so good! I could not leave it like this so I got up to wash myself off. To do this, I had to spend some time on my scrotal sac until most of the lube was gone. Then, it hit me: are the testicles themselves an erogenous zone? Now, I know what you are thinking: when guys accidentally get kicked in their “balls” it causes excruciating pain. Why would you want to tempt that? Also, testicular torsion is nothing to fool around with either…..it can send you immediately to the ER. But I was intrigued nonetheless, so I proceeded with an abundance of caution. [Side Note: I hesitated to post this “session” but decided to go-ahead anyway. Please note to be careful!] Read more »

“Is There A Line Between Sexual Fantasy And Reality?”

Now, before you scoff at this title, I need to explain the background of this amazing “meditation”…..For the past few days, I have been dosing on various binaural tracks for wet dreams and erotic lucid dreams. They haven’t worked their magic yet (or so I thought!) I am in Day 6 of SR and I feel my testosterone level really starting to build. Well, this early AM, I started out again the same way and then discovered a good erotic music track on YouTube: “EROTIC SOUL- SLOW AND SEXY – Relaxing Romantic Sensual music ,SEX MUSIC MIX BUDDA LOUNGE” and was about 2 Hr 20 Min long. (I am still listening as I compose this blog).

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Well, I started out this “session” in the usual way. The volume is low and I am getting into some tantric self-massage which feels great. One hand is cupping my package under my boxers and the other hand is doing some nipple stim (my top is now pulled-up). Realize that I did not get an erection at all during this meditation, probably due to the fact that my penis “knows” it better behave due to my SR! I keep this up for a while, perhaps 20 to 30 minutes or so. Then, something unusual happened……I suddenly found that the tantric massage had stopped but the erotic thoughts going on in my head didn’t! What was going on here? Was I awake? Was I dreaming? Hard to tell….. Read more »

Superabundant Aless –> Wednesday morning session, 8/10/16 –> Oh, that sweet Aless!

F–k, short Aneros login times again, I lost another blog post! 🙁

Yesterday morning I laid off having Aneros sessions altogether. For a week before yesterday, I been having nearly daily sessions with close to five Super-T attempts in the late evenings. With that kind of schedule, I didn’t want to full into utter sexual depletion nor to become an Aneros addict! Moderate Aneros use suggests that you have sessions with days set apart for recovery and relaxation. This approach is analogous to a weight training regimen. Lifting weights every day actually impairs muscular development, so also with the Aneros. Plus one’s body knows what it wants. Pay attention to your body when you use Aneros. You may save yourself from serious injury.

Masturbating your penis with an Aneros inserted is the heart of the Super-T, but also anal contractions are called for in this pursuit. The coveted goal of the Super-T is an intense, sustained orgasm coupled by a monumental ejaculation of semen! Guys on the Aneros Forum have reported to me that Super-T’s hence are exhausting. Many avoid Super-T’s as much possible and concentrate on achieving Super-O’s and MMO’s. That has been my approach from the outset of my sessions leaving my penis out of the Aneros equation. However right now, I feel the unfulfilled, unrequited goal of the Super-T which has revved up even more so my Aless. Read more »