Suspended Between a Man and a Woman and Reality and Fantasy

The well spring of my sexual response flows both from the depths of my aroused mind, from deep in my anal canal and under the base of my cock inside my groin; the desire that inspires those responses is a result of real time visions, recalled images, personal intimate memories and imagined fantasies. My desire and response are fickle. Orgasm may choose many different paths as it exerts its power over my body. The mental images may be a memory of a friends erect penis in my mouth or J’s sodden – hot vagina sheathing my own cock and sucking it lasciviously or it may be of my cockhead rubbing against a cockhead, oozing my precum on him as I straddle him and hump him to ejaculation. In the peak of MMO it is often the image of me frotting a guys cock until we both ejaculate on each other that inflames my MMOs to incendiary levels. All of these images will indeed cloak my mind in eros, stiffen my cock and make my anus twitch hungrily.

In the tempest of MMO I often fantasize about the extreme possibilities such as being vulgarly penetrated by a long hard cock; as orgasmic rapture clouds my mind I imagine I am being fucked by a handsome younger man. My mind is often filled with all kinds of lascivious thoughts as my prostate pulses and my anus flexes in anguished euphoria. The paths my sexual ecstasy chooses to expresses itself inside me is one of the wonders of my sexuality. Each sexual journey is a mysterious event that leaves me wondering when I will settle down and be “normal”.

“I am Alive With Sexual Energy”

It is really hard to put this down……

Having just experienced some prostate orgasms (close to Super-O's) without the Aneros (Aless) I began to feel an incredible energy building inside of me! This energy seems to radiate DIRECTLY from the male organs: penis, testicles, scrotum, prostate, perineum, anus, and further on to the other erogenous "areas" especially the nipples. There is a tremendous energy radiating from the male body and the male organs and I can feel it! I put my left hand over my penis and testicles and my right hand beneath me near my anus and perineum and…..

OH MY! Feel the energy! There is nothing else like it. It is a tremendous power surging within me and it is mind-blowing!

It is the energy that drives the world! It is an incredibly powerful energy and it pervades all males. I just wish that every male can experience this at some point in their lives! I am bursting with excitement!

Is there a way to "capture" this feeling or describe it properly? Probably not. But one way to try is to do what I did: place your hands over your male parts, close your eyes, do some anal contractions and just take in the raw sexual power that is deep within you! You will feel it! Don't be ashamed or afraid of this power. It is part of you and surrounds you. It is hard to keep this power "bottled-up" inside of you. You have to share it!

Male “Tidbits”

I thought I would put some of these into words:

-It seems to me (and it is not my imagination) that my "package" is longer and fuller all around since Aneros use. This applies to the penis as well as the testicles. I notice it now in the gym especially after a shower. I wonder how common this is for Aneros users? I notice my male "bulge" more often now and am proud of it! I wonder if anyone else notices?

-Since regular Aneros use, I have not noticed the "blue balls" syndrome (which can be quite painful) that comes with repeated extended erections.

-The prostate "aftershock" is a very real event and I can expect it almost after every Aneros session. It is aptly named, similar to an earthquake aftershock. Multiple aftershocks are usually likely. The aftershocks in my case usually consist of involuntary periodic powerful erections accompanied by prostate spasms/contractions and a "pumping" of the prostate with semen with very visible precum, until the point of ejaculation. Multiple "aftershocks" seem to be normal in my case. It seems to me that significant prostate stimulation with Aneros almost always results in ejaculation at some point, to achieve a balance. There seems to be no "turning back" on this ejaculation (I have tried) but it will come no matter what. This is similar to the "point of no return" for a regular male ejaculation except that this one can be agonizingly and pleasurably long. The aftershocks can be quite delayed in terms of hours but they are coming.

Aneros: One Month In- – What Have I Learned?

Having experienced Aneros for little over a month now, I feel it is time to "explore" all that I have learned thus far. It is an extensive list!

The Male Body:
Our bodies are truly incredible! Besides the "necessary" functions of heart, lungs, eyes, brain, etc. to keep us alive, there is this "optional" pleasure function….sex! I have learned that sex is that mysterious "organ" that pervades our lives in numerous ways. As males, we are "enrobed" in the sexual experience: hardly a moment goes by in our lives that we are not thinking about it nor acting upon it. How many times have I masturbated? I couldn't even hazard a guess! Did it feel good? You must be kidding! There is no feeling on earth that compares to ejaculation (right guys?). At least, I haven't found one yet! Add in the pleasurable feelings of the aroused prostate (and rectum and anus) and related orgasms and….well, you get the picture!

The Aneros Experience:
With the advent of Aneros and prostate stimulation, I have become to realize that the prostate gland is the "master sex gland" of the male body and is responsible for so many things "sexual": erection, testicle and perineum stimulation, nipple arousal. I have found that by Aneros' stimulating the prostate, besides the obvious ejaculatory response (numerous times!) there is this "deliciously" sexual feeling inside my body that is hard to put into words ("buzzing prostate" for example). I can "feel" more alive (in a sexual way). This is how I was created and I love it!

Multiple Whole Body Super Orgasms! (The Ride Of My Life!)

This was my "second ride" with the Eupho. Believe me, I never expected this!

Let me explain…..

I like the feelings I get from Eupho. Very subtle, not too direct and the sensations vary with the frequency and strength of the contractions. I was progressing with this session quite well but not expecting very much since it was only my second "ride" with the Eupho. I had been in this session and feeling great pleasure waves (and I was lightly moaning throughout which is unusual for me) for about an hour with only slightly orgasmic sensations. I expected nothing more from this session and thought about ending it.

Then, I remember the next events quite vividly: as I was about to stop the contractions, I felt them building up to a more regular cadence, almost involuntarily. The orgasmic sensations continued to build and build. I suddenly remember becoming rock-hard in only about 5 to 10 seconds. Around the same time, the next thing I remember was starting to experience some involuntary and powerful muscle contractions (but not shaking), first with my lower legs, then my mid-torso, then my shoulders, then my arms, and then my head, until my entire body was experiencing an involuntary "spasm" which I could not stop. I remember "contorting" on the bed like a "slinky"! I believe that this went on for at least several minutes. I did not experience any "memory lapse" or coma-like altered state like I did during my first Super-O. This one was quite different. I don't remember any moaning at this time.

“Eupho – First Ride”

I ordered the Eupho and was eagerly anticipating my first ride. Here it is….

When I first looked at the Eupho, I noticed that although it is about the same length as the Helix which I already have, it has a smaller diameter at the tip (head). My first impression was that this stimulator could not be nearly as powerful as the Helix with which I already have experienced a Super-O! Was I wrong!

Let me explain….

The Eupho goes in just like the Helix. Once in, I did not really notice anything different. However, after about a 10 minutes relaxation period, I started to do some light anal contractions. What I noticed immediately is that there is more movement possible with the Eupho than with the Helix. Also, since the head is smaller, the Eupho "massages" only portions of the prostate at a time. By performing stronger contractions (and even reverse kegels RKs), you stimulate dirrerent parts of the prostate. You can "jump" the Eupho around on the prostate just by varying your contraction technique and get different sensations with every part stimulated. In this way, you are "teasing" the prostate, I feel, and although the feeling may not be initially as robust as that of the Progasm Jr. or even the Helix, it is as if the prostate were slowly being "teased" into an orgasm.

An Unusual “Spiritual” Aless Session

I'm not sure how to put this "session" Into words but I'll try the best I can.

I was awake in bed in the early morning hour when I decided (for no apparent reason) to start doing anal contractions. I found that I was following my heartbeat with every contraction. I felt just a very light pleasure wave emanating from the prostate.

For some unknown reason (don't ask me why), I reached back and began to put some light pressure first near the base of the perineum and then later more back toward the anal opening but still closer to the perineum. I needed to put pressure on the prostate to feel the energy.

And I continued to do the contractions while applying pressure (moderate pressure now). I also put my other hand over my forehead, thus completing the circuit. I closed my eyes. This went on for a very short while until…

The most amazing thing happened!…..

Now I can't really put what happened next into words, it was more spiritual than physical…but I will try to verbalize what I felt:

I "felt" the prostate's energy (not just mine but everyone's) become the center of power-

-male power
-building power (skyscrapers, etc)
-strength power
-compassion power
-especially the procreative power of all males (this power resides in the prostate)
-being as one with the maker of the universe
-and so on, and so on….

Kegel School!

Oh My! What an unusual session!

It started out like most sessions, I was awakened in the early morning hours with a rock-hard erection and felt an ache deep inside. I had P-waves within about 10 minutes. I distinctly remember wanting to feel the pleasure of the perineum point this ride. I felt the tip of my penis and it was wet already.

For some unknown reason, I began "counting" off the light contraction sets: first to 10, then to 20, then 30, 40, and finally 50. Of course the sensations were continuing to build with each successive "set" of kegels and I found myself building towards an O.

Then, I (GB) found myself in "Kegel School" where I would learn the "proper" way to perform anal and PC contractions. The only problem (I didn't know it at the time) was that the teacher (T) who happened to be in charge of the school had a rather mean, vindictive disposition and she was relentless in her pursuit of perfection for her students.

"Hello Goldenboy! Here is what we're going to do today. I want you to do 50 kegels for me."

GB: Okay, That is easy. here they go. I'll even count them out for you. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, ….50

T: I'm so sorry but you are not doing them right.

Welcome Aboard!

A fitting title for this ride. Please excuse the vernacular, but welcome aboard the "Auto-Fuck" express would be more suitable!

I was awakened in the middle of the night with a now-familiar erection that would not quit. Quickly decided that another session was in order! Since I was ready for the ride, it didn't take but five minutes to start the P-waves. Almost immediately, the auto-anal contractions began and I swear did not let up for the next one and one-half hours. My contractions were not forced at all: they seemed to be generated from some internal pleasure "clock". I fastened my seat belt, held on and was ready to enjoy the ride.

Along the way, I tried a new position or two but eventually settled on a left side or right side position. It felt so good to massage my nipples and this time my underarms became very erogenous.

It seemed that the penis was just along for the ride this time. He really did not have any interest in this trip at all. Maybe that's the way it should be!

When the ride was over (I knew I had reached the station), I had a great sense of peace and a rewarding admiration of the male body which I continued to explore and caress. The scalp, ears, shoulders, torso, nipples, arms, and downward toward the penis, scrotum, perineum and then further down the legs to the toes. The male body, I concluded, is a wonderful creation! There is so much more that is stimulating besides our obvious external sexual tools.

Time to Travel

Today I decided to blog my journey to the Super O. I've been using the Progasm Ice at least once a week for about a month. Had a lot of anal twitching and uncontrollable body shakes but no super o. I went on the discussion forum and ask a question about what feelings to expect and got some good responses. The best one was to go read and reread the Wiki page. I've read it twice and will read it again.

So today I took some steps towards the Super O and used some advice I read on the Wiki page. I showered first. Got the room prepared with the lube by the bed and laid out some towels. I laid down and just relaxed. I was concentrating on the feelings all over my body.

After about 15 minutes I started to feel the arousal around my perineum and my nipples so I concentrated on that feeling. The anal twitching started up, just not as intense or as often as usual. Maybe because I was concentrating on the arousal.

A few minutes went by with that same feeling only all of a sudden the sensations got really intense. I tried to just feel the sensation and ride it through. I'm pretty sure I almost reached the Super O. I felt like I needed to ejaculate but that feeling was not in my penis. It was lower inside.