It took me until my 60th year to come to grips with my bisexuality. It was always lurking just below the surface but it took until I was sexually confident and wise enough to let my demon out of its box. In all the tests I have self administered on line, I come out 70 – 30; seventy percent hetero sexual and thirty percent homosexual. I find it elegantly erotic that I can be aroused by a man or a woman or even myself with no one.
While I have shared the exquisite erotic sexual pleasure of women for most of my life, I have also recently come to enjoy the exquisite intimacy of sharing pleasure with men, first on line then in person. The on line experience hardened my cock as I exposed my most secret forbidden urges to men on line in chat and eventually in real time on camera. As we exchanged mutual mental and visual images of lurid desires and homoerotic lust our cocks grew hard in our separate silent spaces. Expressing things that we could never say in person or look each other in the eyes as we said them, sharing fantasies, safely separated by distance and media provoked our cocks to harden and eventually to erupt for each other’s visual enjoyment. Some of the stimulation to ejaculate was visual but I venture a guess that much of the reason for my hot eruption of cum was the admission of vulgar desire and the raw male beauty of his sexual arousal. Seeing his rigid cock pumping ropes of cum inspired my own cascade of hot semen.