Memory of Frotting

It took me until my 60th year to come to grips with my bisexuality. It was always lurking just below the surface but it took until I was sexually confident and wise enough to let my demon out of its box. In all the tests I have self administered on line, I come out 70 – 30; seventy percent hetero sexual and thirty percent homosexual. I find it elegantly erotic that I can be aroused by a man or a woman or even myself with no one.

While I have shared the exquisite erotic sexual pleasure of women for most of my life, I have also recently come to enjoy the exquisite intimacy of sharing pleasure with men, first on line then in person. The on line experience hardened my cock as I exposed my most secret forbidden urges to men on line in chat and eventually in real time on camera. As we exchanged mutual mental and visual images of lurid desires and homoerotic lust our cocks grew hard in our separate silent spaces. Expressing things that we could never say in person or look each other in the eyes as we said them, sharing fantasies, safely separated by distance and media provoked our cocks to harden and eventually to erupt for each other’s visual enjoyment. Some of the stimulation to ejaculate was visual but I venture a guess that much of the reason for my hot eruption of cum was the admission of vulgar desire and the raw male beauty of his sexual arousal. Seeing his rigid cock pumping ropes of cum inspired my own cascade of hot semen.

Multiple Whole Body Super Orgasms! (The Ride Of My Life!)

This was my "second ride" with the Eupho. Believe me, I never expected this!

Let me explain…..

I like the feelings I get from Eupho. Very subtle, not too direct and the sensations vary with the frequency and strength of the contractions. I was progressing with this session quite well but not expecting very much since it was only my second "ride" with the Eupho. I had been in this session and feeling great pleasure waves (and I was lightly moaning throughout which is unusual for me) for about an hour with only slightly orgasmic sensations. I expected nothing more from this session and thought about ending it.

Then, I remember the next events quite vividly: as I was about to stop the contractions, I felt them building up to a more regular cadence, almost involuntarily. The orgasmic sensations continued to build and build. I suddenly remember becoming rock-hard in only about 5 to 10 seconds. Around the same time, the next thing I remember was starting to experience some involuntary and powerful muscle contractions (but not shaking), first with my lower legs, then my mid-torso, then my shoulders, then my arms, and then my head, until my entire body was experiencing an involuntary "spasm" which I could not stop. I remember "contorting" on the bed like a "slinky"! I believe that this went on for at least several minutes. I did not experience any "memory lapse" or coma-like altered state like I did during my first Super-O. This one was quite different. I don't remember any moaning at this time.

“What is Sex? Why Does It Feel So F***** Good?”

This session became the ultimate "do-nothing" Aless session!

I was laying in bed in the early morning hours just wondering if I should begin an Aneros session? I took off my clothes, was just laying there and began "exploring" my body and my thoughts drifted to this whole "sex" thing for us.

Now I am not a philosopher so I will not even attempt to give a philosophical viewpoint of this subject. I will, however, give my own "male interpretation" of it.

[I must say right off that I am interpreting this discussion as a "straight" guy and do not in any way disparage alternative sexual relationships.]

Here goes……

First off, I understand that lofty discussion about that "continuing the species" aspect of sex as it relates to our Maker. It sounds so logical but so cold. Of course there has to be a deeper meaning behind it all. I will attempt to put into words what I was feeling.

Male Aspect: Our male bodies are truly unique. It has been said that the entire male (and female) bodies are erogenous zones, every square inch. And I believe that to be true. Of course, we can explore our most erogenous areas at length: the penis, testicles, scrotum, anal region, nipples and so on. These are all highly erotic. We are "wired" to elicit this sexual response to external stimuli such as touch, smell and taste. Visually, we can see our erect members and they are wonderful to look at! A newfound pleasure can be found in the prostate. If we never had any contact with females, we could remain in a "blissful" state regarding sex for the rest of our lives. However, there is so much more to this subject…..

“Eupho – First Ride”

I ordered the Eupho and was eagerly anticipating my first ride. Here it is….

When I first looked at the Eupho, I noticed that although it is about the same length as the Helix which I already have, it has a smaller diameter at the tip (head). My first impression was that this stimulator could not be nearly as powerful as the Helix with which I already have experienced a Super-O! Was I wrong!

Let me explain….

The Eupho goes in just like the Helix. Once in, I did not really notice anything different. However, after about a 10 minutes relaxation period, I started to do some light anal contractions. What I noticed immediately is that there is more movement possible with the Eupho than with the Helix. Also, since the head is smaller, the Eupho "massages" only portions of the prostate at a time. By performing stronger contractions (and even reverse kegels RKs), you stimulate dirrerent parts of the prostate. You can "jump" the Eupho around on the prostate just by varying your contraction technique and get different sensations with every part stimulated. In this way, you are "teasing" the prostate, I feel, and although the feeling may not be initially as robust as that of the Progasm Jr. or even the Helix, it is as if the prostate were slowly being "teased" into an orgasm.

“Gentlemen, Start Your Engines”

I have experienced recently that if my prostate is not “buzzing” from a recent session, I usually can ‘wake it up’ just by starting anal contractions. In time, I will feel the “buzz” and can proceed as far as I want, even to orgasm. This usually will result in an erection as well. I suppose that the prostate can be “awakened” almost at any time.

I can’t help but to think back in time to our ancestors’ “sex lives”. Perhaps, a long time ago, there was no modern “foreplay” time in bed as we do today, no cuddling, no “stroking” of the penis either. When a male wanted “sex” with a female, perhaps he too just did some anal contractions to stimulate his prostate and this be ready very quickly for intercourse. Just a thought, but it makes sense to me! Today, we as guys could probably do the same thing, although we would come across as being very horny and “rape-minded” with our female companions if we proceeded that way. Ever get horny with a rock-hard erection and just need to penetrate and thrust? Some guys probably do act this way towards their mates sometimes but do not realize the reason why? Maybe you can “blame” our ancestors!

Just a thought…….

{Side note: during a recent Aless ride, I felt a very strong urge to work my finger near my anus and press hard, slowly working its way into the opening. I felt the prostate’s response almost immediately and I quickly “came” to ejaculation. The power of the prostate again!)

“Hospital Ride”

I found myself in the hospital, this time for treatment of a prostate condition. During this time, it was explained to me by the nurse, the prostate needs to be "aroused" so it can be visualized on the screen by the doctor during treatment. The nurse gave me a new helix, a tube of lubricant, a disposable enema and some written instructions. I went into a nearby room, changed into an exam gown, took the enema, then lubed up myself and the helix and inserted it. Ohhh! It felt so good!

I came back outside into the treatment room and laid down on the table. I was instructed to lay on my right side with my left leg slightly bent up towards my head. I was instructed to keep perfectly still except for some contractions which I was instructed to perform using only my anal muscles.

Since I was new to the experience of prostate stimulation, I didn't know exactly what to expect. I found the feeling of the aroused prostate was very exciting and I couldn't help but get a hard erection. I asked the nurse about this whether it was normal? She just chuckled!

Toward the end of the "treatment" (I don't know how long it took but I think it was around 30 minutes) I was instructed to remove the helix and "wipe" myself down with tissues which were nearby. I then went back to the room and changed back into my clothes. I thought about the near orgasm I just experienced using the helix.

“Who Needs An Aneros?” (My Secret Rides)

Usually following a regular Aneros session, for up to at least several hours later, I have found that whenever my prostate is "buzzing", by performing anal contractions, I can bring myself to an orgasm either sitting in a chair, lying in bed or even standing! This makes for some unusual "rides" to say the least!

When I start the contractions, the light "buzzing" becomes more noticeable in the prostate, and I start feeling a slight ache in the lower abdomen. I usually start to increase the contractions as well at the rate of contractions.

As things start to build, I usually can't help but moan a little (this is impossible though in a public situation). If I am out in public, then, this is about as far as I can go without embarrassment. However, If I am at home or in a more private place, I can continue with the strong contractions. This will bring on a good deal of moaning, more intense lower abdominal ache and the very strong continuous contractions of an orgasm with which I am very familiar. I may also have some involuntary whole body shakes as well. Since there is no ejaculation, I can continue the orgasm for as long as I want it. I have not progressed yet to a super orgasm (this may be impossible depending on the location) although I feel that it is possible. That would truly be mind-blowing!

Vice Job

Yesterday, wife was on the phone and told me to go get ready and wait for her in the bedroom.

I went to the bedroom and lubed up the Vice massager with virgin coconut oil. I slipped it in with no problem and set it to the lowest constant vibration. I slipped a cock ring onto the base of my shaft. The buzzing sensation felt really nice and I noticed the vibrator was massaging the bottom of my scrotum. I began doing Kegels and the massager began to caress my prostate.

She continued on the phone so this went on for around fifteen minutes or so. I began to notice the massager began to move involuntarily and realized that the auto-fuck sensation is a result of the muscle contractions once the prostate is sufficiently aroused. It seemed to stroke me on it's on. It caused me to buck and groan with pleasure. My cock was stiffening from the internal pleasures. I found myself on a level of pleasure that I have not yet experienced, even with the Vice.

She entered the room and I am in a state of euphoric sensations. She touches me and stroked my hardened cock. I growl with pleasure as she slips it into her wanting mouth. Words can not describe the pleasurable feelings this produced with the internal massage, the wet lips around me and the massaging of the scrotum.

Njoy Pure Plug 2.0 XL or Nexus Revo Intense/Revo 2?

Hey, So I am trying to decide what device to get, I’ve narrowed it down to Njoy Pure Plug 2.0 and or a Nexus Revo Intense/Revo 2. I want powerful direct prostate stimulation and I thought i should ask here. I had an Aneros prostate stimulator in the past (progasm) and I wanted to try something different this time. Being that the Pure plug 2.0 xl and Nexus Revo are pretty close in price, what would you recommend? Is the Nexus Revo line worth the money? Can I get a hand’s free prostate orgasm? A plus I can see from the 2.0 plug is that you can wear it out in public, wear it like a standard butt plug, where as the Revo you have to hold and its quite loud. I’ve never tried a prostate toy that’s powered like the Revo, I kind of want to try it. I wish it was hands free, it looks like you need to hold it in place or sit on it. So which of these two toys should get my money more?

An Unusual “Spiritual” Aless Session

I'm not sure how to put this "session" Into words but I'll try the best I can.

I was awake in bed in the early morning hour when I decided (for no apparent reason) to start doing anal contractions. I found that I was following my heartbeat with every contraction. I felt just a very light pleasure wave emanating from the prostate.

For some unknown reason (don't ask me why), I reached back and began to put some light pressure first near the base of the perineum and then later more back toward the anal opening but still closer to the perineum. I needed to put pressure on the prostate to feel the energy.

And I continued to do the contractions while applying pressure (moderate pressure now). I also put my other hand over my forehead, thus completing the circuit. I closed my eyes. This went on for a very short while until…

The most amazing thing happened!…..

Now I can't really put what happened next into words, it was more spiritual than physical…but I will try to verbalize what I felt:

I "felt" the prostate's energy (not just mine but everyone's) become the center of power-

-male power
-building power (skyscrapers, etc)
-strength power
-compassion power
-especially the procreative power of all males (this power resides in the prostate)
-being as one with the maker of the universe
-and so on, and so on….