Experiences of a Self Deluded Fool

So. I decided it's time to tell my story.

I am 18 years old, I feel young in this community, most of what I've read has been from older gentlemen. Anyhow. I have a very high sex drive, as I imagine most 18 year old men do, and I quickly found masturbation became stagnant and boring. The first time I experimented with anal stimulation was a couple years ago. I used my fingers at first, then an old dildo I'd found in a box of old stuff in our garage. I imagine it was my mother's. (don't worry, I washed the thing like 20 times by hand, then ran it through the dishwasher twice.) It was okay, but nothing great. I messed around and explored my anal cavity for about three months, but then gave it up from lack of explosive feelings. I never told anyone about this.

About a month ago, I told my girlfriend. She's the most amazing person.. She's what I live for. I knew she wouldn't judge. I knew she'd not even bat an eye. The only reason I hadn't brought it up sooner was simply because it didn't occur to me. So we had a talk. Then she offered to give me a prostate massage. I eagerly accepted. And I mean eagerly! So we got naked, and she proceeded to give me a blowjob. She then inserted a lubed finger, and got to work. It was, up til then, the most intense orgasm I've ever experienced. We did that a few more times, had sex afterwords once or twice, and during this process I was researching online. I came across this site almost immediately, and was impressed. I read about 100 testimonials before I came to the decision I'd buy a Helix. So me and my girlfriend went down to the local sex store! "Castle: Knights and Damsels welcome!"

Receiving My Aneros and My First Two Sessions

Thought I should write a few logs on my sessions.

Well for starters, I'm sorta pretty good at knowing when my packages are coming into the mail. So last Saturday, I was pretty sure I would be getting something from "HLH." So for most of the morning and bits of the afternoon, I was extremely anxious. I really wanted to keep this private(That's actually why I enjoy this forum, I can still discuss my experiences and still be anonymous).

Once the mail carrier began doing his rounds, I knew I had to intercept this package. I felt like ages for the guy to get to my home. Once he stopped in front of my home, I when out like I was looking for my mail.

He says to me, "I bet you were expecting this!"

I completely froze and I thought, "Does this guy know what I'm going to do with the stuff in this box?"

He assumes that my silence means that I wasn't, even though I had been impatiently waiting for my Aneros.

After he walks away, I quickly rush my package into my bedroom and open it all up.
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A few hours later, I finally find some time to try out my new Aneros. I've never done any sort of anal play, so I was extremely nervous.

My Peridise experience

Hi Guys,
I haven't posted for quite a while but have been visiting the site regularly,so thought it was about timeI started a blog.I've used the Aneros now for about three years with many many out of this world experiences that have truthfully changed my life.I started with the MGX and then purchased the Progasm,both of which have sent me on exquisite journeys of extreme pleasure which have got better and better with each session.
Recently I purchased the Peridise and waited in excitement for it to arrive.I knew when I ordered the two Peridise models that they were smaller than the other Aneros models and of obviuos different design with no abutment tab to press on the sweet spot,but when I opened them I was surprised how small thy were but OMG what a punch they provided.
I prepared my self with lube and inserted my new friend.It almost fell into my anus because it is so slim.Then I settled down to see what would happen.With my MGX and Progasm I almost immediately felt the pressure in my anus and on my sweet spot but with the Peridise the feeling was different,it was a subtle almost tickling sensation which carried on for about 10 minutes gradually increasing in intensity.I was really enjoying myself when things suddenly changed,all of a sudden I had the most exquisite feeling inside my arse.It felt like my prostate suddenly became detatched and started wrapping itself around the Peridise.This was the strangest,most beautiful feeling that I'd never felt before with the other models.I was then launched into the most intense anal orgasm I'd ever experienced,OMG I was seeing flashing lights my face contorted in this un presidented pleaure,my whole insides were actually moving around.It felt so undescribably beautiful,and it wouldnt let me go,more and more intense until I thought my whole insides were going to ejaculate out of my arse.WHAT AN EXPERIENCE.I love my MGX and My Progasm and they give me awesome orgasms but I use the two peridise models almost every day now.They are like a drug to me,my arse just craves them and as soon as they are in I know I'm going to have the most intense anal orgasms which just go on and on without stopping .Maybe I'm having anal and prostate and full body orgasms all at the same time,I just go into another world.Afterwards I'm so satisfied and afterwards my anus muscles ache with the intense contractions.
I'd love to hear from any guy that has had similar ecstasy using the Peridise.

A New Decade

At the start of a new decade I find myself wavering between two extremes to understand the Aneros Effect (1). Is but a catalyst, eventually this phenomenon of increasing / developing levels of body / mind bliss becomes self-sustaining without the catalyst – which begs the question what exactly is happening – is the prostate and the complexity of nerve endings once massaged by Aneros appropriately or eventually a learned set of subtle muscle contractions (analogous to riding a bike, kind of muscle memory auto-take over) doing the equivalent of sticking probes in the brain at the appropriate location and feeling you've encountered Universal mind – the prostate being in Artform's sense some kind of centre to a second brain and the probe being literally the Aneros. This is the perspective of a kind of pragmatic biology explanation.
(2). Is the Aneros a technological amplifier, a tuner in for the human being to a Universally accessible continuous orgasmic / bliss energy frequency and represents some kind of physic breakthrough for everyone on the planet?

Perhaps best just to go on the journey 🙂

So Artform suggested blogging about my experience of combining attempts to "click amygdalae forward" and usage of Aneros (focussed at present on use of Peridise advanced set, just ordered Eupho). This started on early morning of 30th December 2009 – along with the combination two other factors may have been playing a part here – approaching full moon and having a soup at lunchtime with corriander (Tiphereth tip on increasing libido here – http://www.aneros.com/forum/tips-to-increase-libido-t4207.html – ingestion of a few corriander seeds I have felt in the past amplifies orgasmic activity).

…and so it begins.

Curiosity is an odd thing, not only is it fatal to felines (poor kitties), it can send you down paths you didn’t even know existed.
I am approaching my 50th year of life and have been coming to the conclusion that so far things have been very boring, so have begun looking at things outside my normal boundaries.
Anything to do with my ‘backdoor’ has always been considered exit only until about 6 months ago. What was it about anal sex that was so popular? During periods of self pleasure, curiosity reared its head and I began to dip in a finger, badly – and painfully – at first, but then I did get a finger in almost to the knuckle and touched something that caused an odd sensation.
I was also beginning to dip my toes into meditation and looking at Tantra where I learnt about extended male orgasms and dry orgasms. I’ve been on my own for a few years now and masturbation was getting, well…boring, just a means of satisfying an occasional urge, but these new possibilities sounded worth looking into. Then I heard of prostate massagers, but considered them nothing more than a male dildo.
Christmas was approaching and decided I was going to treat myself. I ended up on an adult web store and there were those massagers again, so curiosity made me click the link. There were videos of experts extolling the virtues of those weird looking things, sexual bliss unlike anything experienced before, dry orgasms, the super’O’, and they were good for you.
What made me choose an Aneros over the other makes, I’m not sure, but curiosity had got the better of me and I placed my order for an MGX and some lubricant (made 3 miles from where I live!). I did not expect it to arrive until sometime between Christmas and New Year, so I was very surprised when it arrived at my door the very next day – Christmas Eve. I debated whether to leave it for Christmas day, but the fun of presents is discovering what was inside, and I knew exactly what was inside this parcel.
It is an odd looking gadget and I was very apprehensive about using it, but oddly very excited as well, looking forward to all these wonderful things that were going to happen. Some hours later I decided now was the time. I followed the instructions on the pack, lay on my side and lubed up. Getting it in was easy enough but nothing felt right, apart from a few attempts with a finger, this was the first time anything had gone in my anus. After 10 minutes I had to take it out and go to the toilet. I was a bit disappointed.
On my own on Christmas day and late in the afternoon tried again with the same result. Very late on Christmas night I found the Aneros site and was startled by what I discovered, not just a manufacturers site promoting their wares but an entire new world. I realised very soon that massagers are not an alternative to the hand but a door to something I didn’t know existed. I was fascinated. I read blogs and posts and got chatting to others and the wiki is essential reading for newbies.
Yesterday, I took heed of this new information and tried again. With no expectations or wanting things to happen, I practiced breathing, contracting, meditating…for 40 minutes! Nothing did happen but I knew I was on the right path, there was a positive feel this time. I only stopped because I was falling asleep, but I knew what I had to do next time.
Next time was going to be tonight, but I’ve spent the last 5 hours trawling through the posts and the blogs, writing this, re-writing this, and I’m falling asleep again.

My current 'Journey' session

rook: 6 ft. / 180lb / 45gm prostate / MBTI=ESTJ / 7 mo. into journey

First off guys and gals — there's no Super-O at the end of this tunnel but some pretty intense scenes along the path. I've attempted eight of these sessions during the last two months Five have yielded multiple waves and those have ended in one or two mini-Os. So, I'd call it repeatable for me.

This session avoids direct voluntary anal contractions. I build arousal with my hands and trigger from my foot. I've borrowed from popo's foot stim technique: – http://www.aneros.com/forum/on-stomach-bottom-up-t4489.html –

It took five months for the experts J4, artform, Arctic Wolves, Love-is, rummel, and others to get the idea across that 'trying' isn't the way to get there.

Coaching new Super-O candidates must be like shepherding a bunch of neophyte flight students — when the instructors get together they drink and ponder why all newbies make and then repeat the same mistakes. Upfront, coaches and instructors can tell a newbie that they must avoid 'forcing it.' The newbie then says, "I understand" then marches off smartly and 'forces it.'

The Forum recently addressed the idea that there were other trigger points on our bodies that may be 'cultivated' to improve our sensual experience.

The same week the Forum was considering alternate stim locations I attended a business client's seasonal marketing kick-off. The motivational speaker opened her pitch with some 'touch point' examples — specifically the sensuality of fingertips. We were told to 'touch' our inner self via our fingertips. — got me thinking.

Intro

Hi, I'm rook (unpromoted shogi-hisha).
Height: 6 ft.
Weight 180lb
Prostate: 45gm
Current Wiring: Monogamous-reproductive
Age: 70s
MBTI: ESTJ (goes with the name)
First insertion: Feb 2009 (for foreplay)
Started Journey: May 2009
Prior Anal Play: nil (now making up for lost time)
Toybox: Helix, MGX, Eupho, SGX, modified Progasm, tailless SGX
Favorite Lube: Pastuerized 70/30 mix of Shea Butter and Coconut Oil (tks alv).
Other Interests: Aviation, Restraints

I use Aneros tools three ways:
— Journey (orgasmic) sessions. Strictly with the Eupho. I employ meditation or physical relaxation techniques or audio.
— 'Ano-rectal' (fun and fitness) sessions: These, using Helix or MGX sometimes finish with an SGX or Progasm. My intent is to build and maintain perineum, prostate and the anal muscle and tissue, Also great to explore new moves, sensations and better arousal techniques. These make up for my having missed 65 years of anal play. Think of these as practice in the "Three R's" (raunchy, raucous and reprehensible). 🙂
— I pack an SGX during foreplay (cool tool to maintain arousal.) Also use one to maintain an good sense of DanTien during TaiChi. Recently I tried some easy trampoline with the SGX — no conclusions.

I also do Aneros-less sessions.

J4, Love-is, helixbill, Arctic Wolves, artform and darwin all contributed valuable info, tips, suggestions and an occasional kick in the posterior to move me to where I am. Thanks guys. And a special thanks to Zaneblue for her diet and supplement suggestions. …rook

doctoro aneros alive

Been awhile since I have been on.I have had no trouble with pleasure given by the MGX aneros.I think ,the Super O is misunderstood from my sessions. I do experience precum release from the prostrate and plenty of pleasurable feelings.At the 25 minute point I ejaculate however.This is hands free of course.Once when the sexual energy was high I came twice.It was an amazing night but has only happened once.Lord I just should have kept going but wow!From my readings the Super O is a dry muscle convulsing experience.I am into meditation and am intrigued with the sense of arousal both physically and spiritually I have received from this product.

Joy of Soft Penis Sex Part 6: Solo & Partner Soft: Reprise of the earlier Male Clitoris Massage

In an earlier blog post here, Great Maintenance Orgasms, I mentioned and described the Male Clitoris Massage, the original exploration of the fully retracted penis, prior to the self-retracting, using a manual retraction technique.

This is from an earlier introductory post in a thread of mine of mine "Full Penis Retraction for External Prostate Massage":

>>> I occasionally practice full retraction of my penis and fold the bunched up shaft skin at the surface to help restrain my penis from its natural tendency to be stimulated by this and return semi-erect. I lightly carress this folded, now very labial skin, applying a gentle pressure. The subtle movement is a fabulous massage of my prostate! Very slight engorgement of the penis in there just adds "fullness" and a bit more pressure at the prostate.

Makes one reflect on a key fact of our genital anatomy; that our penises are semi-autonomous double-ender "flesh-dildoes" that are perpetually making love to their host.

We are the only species with a non-retracting penis, which has produced myriad cultural responses as to what to do with the thing when not in use! But it still is an inheritance from our penis-retracting ancestors and it can be manually retracted and so used occasionally as yet another enhancement to this aneros practice. <<<

That thread then goes into more anatomical detail and the reports by several other guys of their successes with this technique.

Becoming a seasoned vet

Well I have to say that my body has made this transformation and I have become very familiar with the process of reaching a prostate orgasm. I find the process pretty much effortless and very satisfying to say the least. My journey has passed through so many levels and I do continue to reach different levels on a weekly basis. I have tried everything from manually moving my Aneros tool to adding e-stim at one point. Each attempt added new sensations and brought me down different paths. In the end I have found using just my Aneros toystools to be the most satisfying experience to date. I have found lately that is I rotate my Aneros models during use I reach the most exquisite levels of satisfaction. I usually start with my Eupho and after driving me to unimaginable levels of ecstasy I then insert my Helix and again off I go on a completely different ride and to new heights. I am truly amazed at what these tools do to the male human body. Not only do I feel a great inner peace but also a total physical well being. I never look at porn or anything else to reach these levels. My body now is excited enough just looking forward to my sessions. Usually within 10 minutes prostate contractions begin with just relaxing and letting it happen. Recently I had a partial ejaculation during a session and I didn't even know it happened until I looked. The feeling was intense. I always follow up my session either being with my wife or taking care of myself. To me it gives me total releasesatisfaction. I have not been here much lately basically because I have needed less and less support here. I just want all here to know whatever your reason for being here……….enjoy this journey that we call life!!