Something new every time

The design of this device astounds me, as does the human body. I had a beautiful session last night (despite having a head cold). The waves of bliss were the perfect salve for the rigours of the holiday season. I settled in to the delicious warm feeling I get from the MGX, only to find after an hour, this time my prostate was tightening itself harder and harder into a knot, and then releasing itself with the most delightful and intoxicating fluttering which then grew into more ab-crunching energy coursing through my body, culminating in rock-hard erections, spurts of pre-cum and butt-tightening super Os. This particular set and chronology of sensations was new to me and it's wonderful to learn what the body has to teach.

I'm finding using Boy Butter lube (churn style) is working incredibly well. It slicks the Aneros nicely without having to use too much and stays slick for the whole session.

Rumel's Ruminations – Part I

This Blog is in two Sections : Part II is my periodic blog of experiences (most recent at the top), Part I (this one) is just copies of some of my earliest Forum entries (oldest at the bottom)

12/17/07 : I read in the newspaper today about the death of singer-songwriter Dan Fogelberg at the age of 56 due to advanced prostate cancer, boy did that bring a twinge of pain to my heart. He was an artist that I grew up listening to with a gentle thoughtful style I regularly enjoyed. It certainly gives me pause to think how fortunate I am that my own cancer was detected early enough for effective treatment to commence. I now have a very good prospect of becoming a long lived cancer survivor. To any of you guys who may read this blog entry, I strongly urge you to begin getting yearly PSA tests (especially if you are over the age of 50)to monitor for potential prostate cancer. It is a simple blood test, I would never have discovered my own cancer were it not for that finding of an increasing PSA level. Hopefully, upon conclusion of my own treatments, I can get back to enjoying the wonderful Aneros journey I began back in April.

Where does it come from?

Wow, wow, wow. I'm getting hard again just writing about this. I don't understand it. I had an incredibly intense session last night, to the point where on the bucking stage of Super Os, my left testicle got pulled right into my body. As I went to gently cup my balls (as I sometimes like to do), I noticed there was only one and realised the left testicle had been sucked inwards. This hurt a little as the muscle contractions were very solid and long-lasting.

During these wonderful moments, it occurred to me how much the First Noble Truth in Buddhism applies so much to using the Aneros. The rule says that suffering is caused by attachment, and applying this to using the Aneros, I've found that if I have a nice feeling and want to hold on to it, it messes the whole process up. Instead, I've found it works better if I let the feeling or sensation do what it wants to do (after all, it's not really my conscious brain producing these feelings, so interference isn't needed) and either let it grow or let it pass, it matters not – it's all part of the journey and the process.

Very Nice Session

This session occurred last night when I went to bed. After my pre-session douche and lube-up, I lay down on the bed and started with the Eupho. This was only my second extended session with the Eupho. It is less filling than the MGX and the Progasm, so I expected that the action would be different. It has more movement than the others, and as the session progressed, I edged closer and closer to that area, where the pleasure comes in waves. I have found that nipple stimulation really enhances my sessions, creating an almost electric effect in the groin area.

After about an hour with the Eupho, I switched over to the MGX. It is becoming my favorite, though I would like to try the Helix to compare the two. The MGX nestles inside me, giving me very pleasurable feelings just lying still. I got into my preferred position, on my back with my knees bent and my feet flat on the bed. I have found that this position gives the most control and the greatest pleasure.

To this point, I have not experienced what is referred to on this forum as the "Super O", but I think I have reached a point of "mini Os". The MGX soon had me "on the edge", with successive waves of intense pleasure following one another. I am learning to explore the various motions and modalities of the MGX. Sometimes it has a feathery, teasing quality that lures you ever higher, and sometimes it invites you to bear down and push for that "deeper", more intense feeling. It's like learning to dance with a skillful partner.

well I just don't know

Ok this is how it went. I found the time to have a nice uninterrupted session. I put the eupho in and withing like 5 minutes I felt the trembling in my body, moved to a position where I was on my back, with a pillow under my hips. For the first time could feel the aneros starting to move with my anal sphinkter. Felt more treamors and was awash with a trembling all over my body. There was a lot of very heavy breathing and a feeling not unlike getting ready to have an orgasm. This lasted about 5 minutes. I just got too tired to keep it going. I relaxed a bit and when my breathing had subsided a bit I clenched again and it started again. Heavy breathing and quivers all over my body. this time it lasted maybe 3 minutes, I get so tired I can't hold it in any longer. At this point I notice that my eupho had almsot wiggled itself out of me. I moved to my stomach but this was too much pressure on my penis, and I was afraid I would have a penil orgasm.

moveed back to my normal position on side with pillow under bent leg, inserted the Progasm, and the whole thing started again. Much more pleasure than I have ever had before, but still not sure If I can call it a super O. Still thinking it is mini o's that have move up a notch.

Reports from an Asstronaut

I am new to the Aneros, having used an MGX for three weeks and just having gotten a Progasm today. The MGX has been a lot of fun and has given me much pleasure, though I haven't achieved the legendary "Super O". I am, however in pursuit of it.

I do have a serious problem with the Aneros. It is so pleasurable that I have a hard time refraining from using it every chance that I get. For example, this morning I had a really nice session with the MGX. Then the Progasm got here and I just had to try it out.

The only problem I had was that my sphincter was pretty sore from the workout it had already gotten. But I lubed the Progasm up well and took my time and in a little bit had it in place. I have to say that the Progasm has a qualitatively different feel to it. I had gotten it because I wanted to experience having a bit more "up there". Nor was I disappointed.

As large as it is, the Progasm doesn't move as much as the MGX. But it definitely hits the prostate more solidly. I had a pretty nice session with the Progasm, discovering that on the back is my best position for it. By the time I finished, I had a nice buzz going on with my backdoor.

Fourth Session: Drifting Orgasm

(from the "My First Super-O" thread)

I had written previously about my very first experience, which, subjectively, was a revelation. More than anything else, that session taught me to become more aware of my body and my mind. From that experience and the subsequent three others, it became evident that the mental aspect was a crucial factor in achieving positive results. Distractions, internal and external, acted like brakes on the process. Being tired, being not all that enthused (lack of arousal), being impatient—these all dampened the experience.

Now comes my fourth session. I decided to change my position—from my side to my back—and though I immediately noticed a lack of sensation in this position, as opposed to the “tightness” I experienced on my side, I was determined to give this new angle a shot.

An update

Hi all, I have not gone away. Thanx to rumel I found my blog I had thought had been removed. Anyway, today I posted the below to the forum when it really was meant to be here. I just wanted all to have the info, and the experiences I felt today.

I don't believe I have ever posted to the forum. I did have a blog that I started late spring, or early summer 07, but think it's been removed because of lack of use. I didn't want to post negative experiences to the whole group feeling there are way more negative users then positive ones.

My journey started with the Helix. I had no luck at all with it. Maybe because I do have anal experience with the real thing if you know what I mean. I'm not gay, or bi, but I am very bi curious. I believe it is a very natural feeling in both sexes. Some of us accept, and some don't, no problem!

Reflections on My First Session

Reposted from the forum…

First of all, thank you for the kind encouragement and comments. From what I have read on this forum so far it is apparent that the members who post here are extremely supportive. On this journey, which in and of itself is ultimately a personal and solitary endeavor, having others to share experiences and insights with is vital.

I may take up the offer of starting a blog of my progress. I think it would be of general and personal interest.

As a brief follow up to today’s session, I wanted to touch on a few things. The most immediate is the “state” I find myself inhabiting. By “state” I mean my current emotional/psychological condition. I find it extraordinary that the feelings of well-being continue to persist. Throughout the day, I have reflected not a few times on how good I feel. I have been under the heavy cloud of depression for most of my adult life. I have taken medication for it. I have practiced meditation. I have experienced contentment and quiet joy at various times through medication and meditation. What I experienced today was very much like those occurrences. The major difference is that I haven’t been on medication in over four years or meditated for even longer.

Who could imagine a supposed medical/sexual device as an instrument of mental well-being? Though it’s early yet in my exploration, this first experience bodes well for this kind of application.

Calboy

I thought I would start an entry in this section as my posts lately, in the Forum, have been a bit depressing. Why depressing you might ask – well, I'm on my 5th month, and to date I've only experience some interesting waves of sensations, (no Big-O) – BUT, these are significant. They are unlike anything I have ever experienced, and completely engulf my body. The other point that you should know is that these waves are full body. Let me explain. I meditate on a regular basis. Meditation, when done correctly, can bring about deeply eurphoric feelings that wash over you, (by the way – those are highly effective at healing the mind/brain and body.) The sensations that I've experienced with the Aneros very similar to the meditative states that I've experienced. It's like an interesting high that washes over the entire body, and it's pleasurable.

I can't even begin to image what a full-blown Super-O is all about – but I bet its VERY good.

I'm hopeful that I'll get over the top and complete my re-wiring soon.

In my case – rest and relaxation are the keys. I really can't relax enough during the week to really enjoy a session so the weekends are the best for me.

More later.

If you're a newbie to this experience – do your best to enter this realm of male (prostate based) orgasm with an open mind, and above all Do NOT HAVE EXPECTATIONS.