Author: goldenboy

“What Is The Pinnacle Of Male Sexual Arousal?”

Well, I was unable to perform an Aneros session last night. In addition, my wife was not very receptive to my advances. So, where does that leave me? Horny! Penis horny and prostate horny! I am writing this entry because with recent developments, I believe I am ‘pushing’ my limit of sexual arousal beyond where it has been at any time in the past.

As my arousal grows with no release (ejaculation or prostate orgasm) on my part, I distinctly feel that male ‘energy’ starting to build-up in my body, like before. Only this time, it seems to be much stronger. Therefore, I ask the question:

What is the pinnacle of male sexual arousal? Obviously, it is different for every man.

In my case, there are several factors at play:

-My recent visit to urologist, and having my prostate ‘thoroughly examined’
-Taking Cialis for a couple of days with resulting effects, then having to give it up (withdrawal effect?)
-No ejaculations for about 5 days now
-Recent dosing sessions of binaural beats for sexual arousal
-Recent dosing of erotic hypnosis for ED
-Continuing to swim most days. This is a sexual turn-on in itself, not including the stimulating effect of the cool water

In essence, I can feel this sexual ‘energy’ building up in every part of my body and it is SCREAMING for release! I have a constant quivering in my anus and my prostate that will not stop now. I have a bulge in my perineum. I need to ejaculate! Read more »

“Please, Somebody F**k Me! I’m Prostate Horny!”

BACKGROUND:
I had my first visit with a urologist on Friday. In addition to the “usual” checkout of my male package and a most-thorough DRE of my prostate (ouch!) I received a sample of Cialis 5 mg for daily use for help with my ED/DE issue. I tried one out on late Friday afternoon and by night-time—WOW! I’ve never had an erection that hard (I am not exaggerating!). It lasted well over ONE HOUR! My wife and I ‘played’ with it and she could not believe it! Needless to say, Friday night and Saturday night were sensational, to say the least! It was probably the best time in bed in decades. I felt like an animal on the prowl. My wife could not complain.

UPDATE:
I am no longer taking Cialis due to a perceived side-effect that I could not tolerate (I was getting light-headed and dehydrated). So I stopped the daily dose and will discuss it with my urologist next month. [My cardiologist has already cleared me for use]. Perhaps there are other samples which I can try.

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CURRENT ACTIVITY:
In the meantime, I got up early this AM and decided to listen to some erotic hypnosis for ED (what could be the harm?) as well as male sexual arousal binaural which sounded very different (especially with high-pitched tones) but didn’t seem to do anything for me at the time……or so I thought…… Read more »

“Don’t Know What To Call This: Chi Energy?”

It is early AM and I got back into bed for what I thought would be some nice kegels and reverse kegels, maybe to rev-up the prostate via an Aless session. So I got into bed, laying on my right side and began the process….Well, it wasn’t too long after that that I somehow “stopped” the kegels entirely, and instead, meditating, just focused my thoughts on what I wanted to do. Amazingly, what I seemed to do was ‘trace’ the ‘infinity’ symbol over and over in my brain As I did this, I began to feel what I can only describe as a sexual ‘energy’ building up in mostly my groin area. But it was not contained only there. After a while, it seemed to ‘spread’ to other parts of my body. I continued along this path….Let me try to explain……

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After a while, I began to feel an intense ‘quivering’ probably in my prostate. The feeling though quickly began to spread once again throughout my whole body, extending to my fingertips and then my toes and even my head….. OMG! My whole body is ‘alive’ with sexual energy (chi?) and I have some experiences now where I am breathing more deeply and actually have some whole-body spasms! This is unreal! Where is this energy coming from? How long will it last? I don’t know the answer to these questions yet, but I am continuing to feel this energy now all over my body. It feels like this ‘energy’ is traveling all along my spine and is connecting with everything (if that makes any sense). Read more »

“Ultimate Aless Orgasm: Where Did This Come From? “

Happy Birthday Goldenboy!

I was awakened in the early AM with a (nocturnal) erection that was very strong and lasted at least 45 minutes. I decided to check-out some PC items like I usually do. Listening for a while to erotic music, binaurals, etc. but nothing seemed to be “clicking”. So after about 30 minutes or so, I decided to pack-it-up and return to bed. I thought perhaps I could do a few contractions and lure myself back to sleep. Wow! What happened next blew my mind! Let me explain…….

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When I got back into bed, I decided to perform some light kegels and REVERSE kegels. I kept this up for a while and it felt so good. I continued to feel the waves of pleasure starting to build and I thought that I may experience something more….I feel paralyzed from the imminent pleasure and can’t move. Read more »

“Helix, How High Can I Go?”

I was already greatly-aroused. Following a “tantric” cuddling session with my wife, I retired with a nice hard erection. I was awakened in the very early AM still aroused and checked-out some erotic music, sexual arousal hypnosis and binaural beats for about two hours. Guys, I was feeling it and was in desperate need of a session!

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I quickly lubed-up the Helix (this is the one my body wanted) and took my time inserting it. I got it in only half-way and let my body take over the rest of the way. It took about 2 minutes overall (very nice!) I got onto my right side position and began very light contractions. Surprisingly, I did not have any auto-contractions this ride. However, I began to feel an almost immediate pleasure, almost like a “quiet ache” that seemed to intensify quickly. I began to practice a “new” technique for me which I don’t remember doing before: I did a fairly slow, strong contraction and HELD IT for an extended period (perhaps a minute or so) and slowly relaxed. As I did this, I began to experience some toe-curling feelings from my prostate. What happened next blew me away……. Read more »

“A Cornucopia of Erotic Delights”

Background: Following a hot day (~90 degrees), I am still feeling very horny. I have refrained from ejaculation all week (since Last Sunday) and am starting to climb the walls. I will get an outpouring of semen tomorrow night (my wife promises!). In the meantime, I need to hold-out and find some erotic release any way I can….

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I retired early and felt the need for a Eupho session. I quickly lubed-up and got into position. Within THREE MINUTES, I am experiencing the most powerful involuntary anal fuck imaginable. This was unusual for me since it also contained an abundance of involuntary REVERSE KEGELS which I seldom feel. I am actually moaning and crying in bed right from the start and (thank God!) a fan was running to muffle my ecstasy. I still needed to bury my head beneath my pillow. I am surprised that this Eupho session only lasted a short time (~15 minutes) but boy was it powerful! My experience with Eupho generally is more reserved and relaxed. But not this time!

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Upon removal of the Eupho, I felt that I was ‘opened-up’ for more anal delights, so I decided to do a quick Peridise (Large) session. It went in very easily since I was already opened. Much to my surprise, I am experiencing auto REVERSE KEGELS with the Peridise as well! This is a mind-blowing feeling. I continued the Peridise delight for about 25 minutes or so and that was enough for now. As I am drifting off to sleep, I am experiencing some quivering in my anus and thought that I may be headed for an anal orgasm. But that did not occur. Read more »

“How Can Such A Small Device Inflict So Much Pleasure?”

[Sorry but this episode does contain some necessary expletives]

I have been down this road before….I decided to do just a “quick” session with the Peridise (Small). I was aroused this AM, feeling very horny and needed to insert something to try to relieve this feeling. I again woke up with a full erection and heading towards a wet dream. I lubed-up the small Peridise and gently pulled it in. I intended to perform essentially a ‘do-nothing’ session with it. I should have known better…

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Now I have experienced Peridise many times before, but this time it was different. To start, I felt an almost immediate ‘quivering’ as the Peridise began to move in and out on its own. This is how it is designed. As the feelings intensified, I began to moan and later on, cry (I really wanted to scream). If you have never experienced the Peridise before, let me say that it is a ‘hellish’ invention: it is almost impossible to describe the feelings which it can ‘inflict’ within your body (in particular your anus and rectum). Let me try a few words out: anal fuck, intense anal fuck, extreme anal fuck, spine-tingling anal fuck…..these are all too weak in my opinion! At one point, the Peridise moved out so much (due to peristalsis effect) that it was completely expelled from my rectum! OMG! This feeling blew my mind! Read more »

“Nocturnal Emission?…..Almost There!”

“Nocturnal emission: Spontaneous ejaculation, with orgasm, occurring during sleep, often at the climax of an erotic dream. The phenomenon is experienced from time to time by most males with restricted sexual opportunities who do not regularly masturbate.”

“Some men continue to have wet dreams well into adulthood.”

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I am awakened this early AM with another extremely strong erection, one which had no signs of retreating anytime soon. I am laying on my stomach and, due to my tendency for erotic fantasies, I felt that I was 95% on my way towards a ‘wet dream’. I know that wet dreams usually occur during REM sleep and usually climax following an erotic dream. While on my stomach, I noticed that if I ‘move around’ (thrusting, etc.) ever-so-slightly on the bed at that time, I would put enough pressure and stimulation on my penis to actually trigger an ejaculation. I had the E ‘in the cross-hairs’! I can see that with just a little bit of ‘fantasy’ (which I could easily supply) combined with the stimulation of the underside of my penis, I would definitely achieve a wet dream! I turned on the light and took a look….sure enough, I had precum visible so I know I was definitely heading for it! Did I want to cum now? No! But every night that goes by without an ejaculation for me (and combined with the all-over male ‘horrniness’ I am experiencing lately (due to my reduced frequency of ejaculations)), only leads me to believe that I will wake up one morning and discover a puddle of semen on the bed! I would not be surprised in the least! The only unanswered question I have now: what will be the ‘fantasy’ that triggers it? I am intrigued……..

“50 Ways to F*** You: A Powerful Fantasy”

[This fantasy sequence is somewhat graphic]

Background: I am awakened in the very early AM with a POWERFUL erection: so strong, in fact, I think I have been ‘drugged’ with Viagra! This erection lasted at least 30 minutes and would not subside. I went onto my PC as I usually do in the early AM and finished-up early. I decided to get back to bed and catch a few winks. Or so I thought…….

As before, I just did a ‘few’ anal/PC contractions since I remembered a previous Aless ‘session’ that produced a couple of Super-O’s! I just wanted to see if I could achieve that same result 24 hours later.

I began a few contractions to start (I am laying in my favorite right side position) and almost immediately, I began to convulse my body and I felt a quivering feeling in my prostate. I began moaning with every breath, which is now beginning to grow stronger with every inhalation. I have never fallen-into a fantasy as quickly as this one. I am again being anally penetrated by my male lover as he wraps his firm torso around mine. He glides his wet cock into me and starts with some light thrusts that become deeper and more forceful with every stroke, but extremely pleasurable for me. With every stroke, I contract my anal muscles in sync with his movements. I am feeling a pleasure in my anus and rectum that just can’t be described, only felt. I feel it from the tips of my fingers to the ends of my toes. I can’t hold back the stronger moans (and some expletives too). I want to scream. What happened next was truly mind-blowing: Read more »

“A Do-Nothing Peridise Session?… You Must Be Kidding!”

Since I have abstained from solo masturbation for a while, I thought that a “do-nothing” Peridise (Large) session may be the ticket! I have had Peridise sessions before and I thought this time I would attempt an ENTIRELY “do-nothing’ session with it. This would be something new for me. (Down deep, though, I knew where this would be heading but it would be an interesting ride nonetheless.) So here goes……

I decided to lube-up with Boy Butter since I did not have to worry about re-lubing later on. I inserted the Peridise about half-way, got onto my right side and carefully positioned myself so as not to cause any pressure on my penis. There was one simple ground rule:

DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! What could be easier that that?

Well, things actually got off to a good start! I was able to lie perfectly still for about 15 minutes or so, when a few things began to happen. I had several unbelievably powerful abdominal contractions that I felt throughout my entire lower groin. I began to experience a slight “tickling” sensation in my anus and rectum that would not go away. My breathing became much deeper and more regular. At the same time, I began to feel an involuntary ‘quivering’ sensation throughout my rectum that would not stop. I just laid there and again attempted to DO NOTHING! I had the distinct sensation of anal male penetration. Read more »