Moving on down the road

After scrapping my two previous blog journal attempts, I think I’ll settle on this one. Here I am, closing in on my 10th month of Aneros use. Pressing on regardless, I seem to have crept up on to another plateau – so here it is…

It’s all about the p-waves! Didn’t know I was having them, but now it’s what I seek. Finally, after months of sessions, I am getting back to the point of being able to produce pleasurable anerosless moments utilizing simple small scale contractions and light Male Deer massages. I can have a session during the day with my favorite model de jour, and then again at night – all with p-waves rolling up and down my nether parts.

Putting the wraps on fish oil: It may or may not help – It’s just pretty expensive to keep up, and I have too many ramp up/ramp down periods with vacations and such. In the long run, I just don’t see myself quaffing down 10 fish oil pills a day for the rest of my life. In addition to the fish oil, I gave up cigars and drinking during that time. While I may have had an increase in spontaneous p-wave generation outside of sessions, I couldn’t see continuing to spend the money when I have a series of vacations coming up that will most likely bump me off the path.

Oily Fish Moon

Maxed on fish oil (now push the pedal down!)

I completed my 15 day ramp up from 0 to 6250 mg of fish oil per my original plan just in time for the Full Moon Club lollapalooza. I’ll let you be the judge, since success can only be based on results…

First of all, I was able to get my wife in on the action! We have a weekly Sunday night meeting to discuss the week ahead and the FMC made the agenda for Wednesday at 9. On Wednesday, after getting the house all settled down, I lubed up, chose the Helix, and got into bed naked. “Oh right”, she says “It’s the Full Moon”, and she waved her fingers in the air and made a scary Halloween sound.

Now this is the first time I’ve just laid next to her and had a session – we’ve enjoyed the Aneros during couple play on numerous occasions, but this time I wasn’t expecting anything I just needed my space in the bed (especially since this full moon thing is timed perfectly for her cycle). Regardless, she started right in on me; touching, sucking, licking and stroking. 45 minutes. I finally got my “large muscle quaking” groove going – despite telling her distinctly “I bet you can’t make me jerk like that again”. Near 10:00, she launched me. The wonderful thing about it is that for those first 45 minutes, before she changed her focus, in spite of all her efforts, she did not trigger the traditional orgasm reflex. In the final five minutes, that was a different story.

Fish oil fancies

While (probably) nothing to do with fish oil, one side note from my recent Progasm session, was that the big girl went in the easiest she's ever gone – only took about 5 minutes! In addition, my second anal (inner) ring is the one that gets sore from Progasm use – this time, I had no complaints after two hours.

So last night, after I went to bed, I gave the Male Deer a whirl to check on my Progasm 'After-Shock' theory and Vwalah! Aneros-less involuntaries again! Not as strong as the early January session, but I may be climbing back up the plateau instead of sliding off it.

Without the Aneros, there is a nice feeling sensation that is very consistant (not waves) that the Male Deer massage brings out centered over the prostate or the pelvic ridge as it were. Yet, seemingly very elusive. But when I get it, I push down on the prostate with the pelvic floor muscles (like doing a stomach crunch). Then I usually abandon the Male Deer (why bother with success, right?) and grab/pinch (comfortably) the skin over the pelvic bone just north of the penis base and well south of the belly button. This exerts the kind of gentle external pressure on the little walnut that it tells me it really craves. Thus locked into place by muscle and thumbs I start a couple of little contractions until the involuntaries echo back at me. Then I try to build them… after 20 minutes, they fizzled out.

The Great Fish Oil Experiment Update

Today is the halfway point of the Fish Oil trip. Nothing noteworthy except that the GNC triple strength pills are indeed much less fishy than the Nature Made pills. Current level of 2241 EPA, 1509 DHA.

I still haven’t surpassed my sessions of the first week of January. I was having some nice progress there jumping up to the next plateau. I thought I’d discovered an automatic on switch with the Male Deer Massage technique – but it’s now very difficult for me to get a pleasurable feeling or involuntary without the Aneros inserted. The day after effects has also dropped off considerably – and that power cord below my belly button seems to have come unplugged.

There are new sensations. The first is the worms crawling or tissue bubbling sensation that exists in the prostate area during peak session times. Another is the “energy bloom” where after a couple of deep pulse beats an echo blossoms out in the midsection. Lastly is the “ball crawl” where the ball skin totally does this rolling contraction from the butt side up and over to the belly side. I feel like I want to connect all three of these sensations at the same time. The other thing I’ve noticed is that I am holding my breath and bearing down on my midsection ALL THE TIME. I am constantly having to remind myself to breath. My prostate is a demanding little walnut.

The Great Fish Oil Experiment

The last couple of weeks have been spent on the same plateau and with even a little retrenchment thrown in for good measure. During this time, there also seems to have been an explosion of new and talented forum players who walked right into their super-o’s with no regard to milestones. Congratulations fellas! Am I envious? You bet. But us grinders have got other things to appreciate that only taking our time can bring.

How different my experience would be if I’d gotten whole body orgasms right out of the chute. If I had been one of the lucky ones who didn’t even have time to finish the wiki before they moved on, I certainly wouldn’t have gotten the breadth of pleasurable and spiritual knowledge that there is on this board. I’d a been out of here.

On the other hand, if I’m actually that guy on the poster who’s “life is just to serve as warning to others”, then I’d better get on with chronicling it!

So, I’m off to try the next thing. I went down to GNC and bought me a bucket of fish oil. I got their triple strength formula and then I had to go and get some stand alone DHA pills to swing the EPA to DHA ratio to a robust 1.485. Another $50 toll on the Aneros Super Highway. I’m already two days in. My ramp up plan calls for increasing the dosage to my recommended level of 3735 of EPA and 2515 of DHA over the next two weeks. This will bring everything to a frothing peak right at the next Full Moon Club meeting on March 11th. I’m on my annual alcohol and nicotine purge for the next 7 weeks, so we’ll see if that helps too. Got some high quality dark chocolate just in case!

8 Month Anniversary

It is my 8 month anniversary. Since I’m always making progress but not reaching the Super-O I guess I’ll just have to keep writing entries to my blog until I graduate and get my diplOma from Aneros U.

Eight months – and I’m a guy with a lot of time, 4 different Aneros models, healthy, a good attitude and a supportive wife.

So I thought it was about time I chose my forum avatar. I picked a picture from the Large Hadron Collider. Lines of force converging on an ‘O’. Circling super charged waves of particles – and then BANG.

Started up the Full Moon Club last week. That was fun. I personally had a wonderful session, chock full of involutaries.

No physical breakthrough though. Mentally, I had a great time listening to the sky and feeling gravity wash over me. It was an exceptionally warm evening for this time of year and the rain held off. I was able to sit outside for about an hour and a half with my Peridise. Lots of cars, dogs and geese. Due to haze there was a full halo surrounding the full moon.

I appreciate all the positive encouragement and my resulting refocus of mental energy. Co-ordination of the Global O! I don’t think we’ll get on CNN anytime soon, but I’m already looking forward to next month’s event (Thursday, March 11th). Til then I’ll keep working on more techniques to get my mind in synch. I’m certainly all charged up this morning.

Revolution Now

Haven’t had time for many sessions lately, but I snuck in a 2 hour Peridise session. Not much to write home about, so I opened up an old thread of mine I never posted. I figure I’ll put it in my blog first before I go mainstream with it on the forum incase I have any second thoughts (can you have second thoughts after you post a blog on the internet?).

Anyways, there was a post circulating this forum a while back that has the phrase the “planets must be aligned” in reference to several members who had great sessions on the same night. That night, in late November, I was gazing out at the twilight sky as Jupiter and Venus made a smiley face with the moon – and that got me thinking… What if we here at the forum formed a Full Moon Club? There are more than 6000 registered users now. What if we all plan a session on days/nights during the full moon? Kind of a cosmic wave. Here are a few thoughts as to why this intrigues me:

1) The internet, cell phones, GPS, computers and all the rest of industrialized society is stripping away innate abilities are brains have to utilize their surroundings (i.e. search this forum for Polynesians). We are technologically dependant on things are ancestors had none of. I’m not going all anti-industrialist here, I’m just pointing out that the Super Orgasm is not about technology.

Serious Aftershocks

This is a follow up to my first Progasm session. That night, as I lay in bed, I started doing little contractions. Soon I was playing “Chase the Pleasure Echo” like I learned over the Christmas holidays when I was Anerosless. This involves doing some External Male Deer rubbing and then contracting for awhile. Boy did things take off. For the next hour and a half the contractions and spasms rose and fell and rose and fell. I didn’t know if the little walnut was going to let me sleep at all. These pleasant flutters were fun to chase – I’m sure by some definitions I was having waves of mini-o’s.

This was definitely rewiring – it felt like my prostate was plugged in. I now consciously recognize that when the prostate is calling for blood that your heart rate changes to that deep intestinal thumping that you can just ride up and down. Veins throb in my eardrums. There was a pulsing taught power cord reaching from the topside base of my penis to just below my belly button. All sorts of different muscle groups in my pelvis were spasming in different directions.

All these things are new: conscious recognition of pulse/heart rate change, plugged in and fluttering prostate, belly power cord. And the ‘on switch’ is the Male Deer. My brain is responding. The Progasm really stirred things up down there.

My first time with the progasm

I searched high and low for some specific information (see “virgin anus vs. progasm: the duel”) on this but was unable to find exactly what I was looking for so here it is: My first encounter with the Progasm.

As an almost 6 month user and the owner of a Peridise beginners set and a Helix I was looking for a new toy. Being a rectal novice prior to my Aneros experience I was a little intimidated by the size of the Progasm – but I needed to expand my horizons so I took the chance. However, I was really looking for a detailed description of a first time successful Progasm insertion.

Mentally, I had to overcome my fear of tearing the soft tissues. After six months, am I qualified as an “Advanced User”? Or will it victimize me?

Don’t worry, everything’s OK. Here’s what I did – maybe it can help someone else down the road.

I had everything I needed and a three hour window so I began the session with the Helix. The Helix is easy stuff for me, lube the hole with Shea Butter, insert two small balls of Shea Butter and it slides right in. Great, 45 minutes of relaxed breathing.

Two weeks without the Aneros

For the first time since buying the Aneros 5 ½ months ago I have gone for two weeks without using it. That’s what visiting the in-laws over the holidays can do to a person. I did use the Peridise once, but it was not a solo session and it will have to be a separate entry!

The fun thing was that I got to do a lot of Anerosless exercises – something I haven’t gotten a chance to do before. Kind of Male Deer external massaging, contractions and deep rhythmic breathing. Chasing pleasure echo’s as it were.

It’s funny, because you can wake the little walnut up in the morning and he wants to play all day. I can make it feel really good but I can only produce very intermittent involuntaries. Still, it gives you something to do between holiday meals while you’re watching football and making pleasant conversation with Aunt so and so.

Ordered myself a Progasm. I’ll bet that’ll be worth a blog entry by the end of next week. I had to make a decision between that and the MGX. I like the description of mobility and aggressive P-Tab for the MGX (I don’t consider the Helix tab to be all that aggressive). I had to go with the K-Tab and the ball style P-Tab in the end. I’m just not quite sure I will appreciate the size of the Progasm. Ah, the sweet sensation of fear and anticipation. We will have to see if I am qualified as an “Advanced User” yet or not. You can only read so much before you have to take action one way or the other.