It's nipple time!

So I had another session today. And am very likely to have another if my prostate keeps making these pleasurable sensations as I sit here typing. So I've had two sessions so far of the relax and do nothing approach. And previous to this, my nipples gradually became sensitive to being touched over the course of a few months. They never used to be sensitive at all.

But since todays session, they've become even more sensitive. And they now also become incredibly erect, which is exciting in itself!!! It is almost hard to believe! But I like it a lot!!! 😀 My favorite technique so far, is a thumb lightly pressing on top of each one and rotating them gently. It seems lighter more subtle manipulation takes the pleasure a lot further. Is this what the women I've dated have been trying to tell me all these years about not trying to "tune in Tokyo" on their nipples? LOL Or using a very light touch on their clitoris. I joke, but I suspect it's true. I guess like anything in my life, I have to experience it personally to learn the lesson.

I've also started getting leg shakes/trembles during the session. In addition, I've noticed with todays session that I unknowingly made what I considered to be a heck of a lot of pre-cum. It's hard to tell though if it is more than usual. Because normally when I used to lay on my side, any pre-cum produced would get soaked up by the towel I lay over the bed. But I thought it was worth mentioning, as I couldn't believe how much was there. The crease where my leg meets my pubic area was drenched! LOL

The R word

So last night was the first recent session that I seriously attempted and approached the technique of laying on my back, knees bent, legs spread, breath, and relax. Yes, the dirty "R" word that those of us who have not achieved super orgasm tend to have a love/hate relationship with. LOL I first heard it from "slipperybugger" the other day, and it made me chuckle, as I pondered the appropriateness of it's use.

I'm doing this because of my recent disappointing revelation that for many months now all I've been doing within my sessions is hands free edging. This happened because I've been laying on my side, and my penis ends up rubbing against the bed, even if ever slightly at times. It was very pleasurable, and probably helped in waking up my prostrate. As the times when I ended up ejaculating, I learned how incredibly pleasurable Aneros assisted super-T orgasms are. To the point, where just plain regular masturbation wasn't all that desirable anymore.

So I went into this session pretty bummed, and with rather low expectations as I knew that it would be un-realistic of me to expect much pleasure initially. Especially as compared to what I had been previously doing with hands free edging.

The interesting thing is that over time I have learned the difference between sexual excitement in my penis, and sexual excitement in my prostate. Two very different things. And I find it so interesting that when my prostate is excited, there is almost no interest or focus of pleasure and excite in my penis unless I happen to touch myself there.

Of bicycle saddles, pooping, nipples, and the journey.

So I received my new bicycle saddle a little over a week ago. And some interesting developments have occurred. The very first time I sat on it, I immediately got butt buzz for 10 or 15 seconds, then it went away. "Well that's interesting.", I thought to myself. As I've never had this occur at all from sitting on a bicycle saddle. Then yesterday, was I think my fourth time trying out the seat. I've been incrementally taking longer rides as my sit bones toughen up and feel up to it. A little over halfway in what turned out to be somewhere between a 14 to 16 mile ride, I started getting MAJOR butt buzz like I've never felt before, then it felt like I had to urinate. And then my penis became very sensitive, and I could feel every little rub of it against my underwear as I pedaled. Soon after I started to feel like I was going to ejaculate, I very briefly enjoyed the sensations until it felt like I really was going to "jizz in my pants". Then I immediately pulled my ass off of the saddle to stop anymore of this from happening. The last thing I wanted was to ejaculate and have to ride a number of miles home with a wet spot showing on my crotch! LOL

Learning the Peridise and arousal

So I had another interesting session last night. I was only somewhat aroused. So it wasn't as intense as other sessions have been. What I found, is that I can't get anything out of the Peridise if I am not extremely aroused. I guess you can't really force the issue with these models, as you can to a certain extent with the prostrate massager models. So basically I had to go back and forth between the Progasm and Peridise models. As I got excited and pleasured enough with the Progasm, I'd then switch to the larger of the two Peridise, and get a few mini-O's out of it. Then switch back to the Progasm, when nothing more was happening with the Peridise.

I tried the smaller Peridise again first, but unknowingly at the time, I was not sufficiently aroused for much to happen. So I didn't revisit that model during this session. I'll have to try it again another time when I am really horny. 😀

Peridise bliss!

I had a spectacular session tonight! I started with the Progasm and had a few nice mini-O's. But after about 40 minutes I had to stop, as this was the second night in a row of Progasm use. So my prostate was a little sore at this point.

It didn't really want to stop. So I removed the Progasm and inserted the larger of the two Peridise from the advance set. I remembered one user telling me the he used the Peridise on off nights when his prostrate was a bit sensitive from the previous nights use of the Progasm.

Keep in mind this all happens in bed with me laying on my side. I found I didn't get much of any response from just relaxing and doing nothing. But shortly thereafter I learned that very hard voluntary anal contractions gave me the most exquisitely pleasurable feelings which turned into the most amazing mini and dry-O that I've had so far!!! And I was able to have them one after another. I can't count how many I had. I basically kept going until I couldn't make them happen anymore! *huge gigantic grin*

And I never once ejaculated! And it seemed the further I got into the session, the more I desired these new feelings. Rather than the release of ejaculating. Even though I would have to stop for a few minutes between every 2 or 3 orgasm to get my penis to go flaccid as it rubs against the mattress when laying on my side.

Wonderful session!

So last night was my first time using the advance set Peridise. I started with the smallest one and sat in my computer chair looking at some porn online. I was very much surprised that it was comfortable to sit with it inserted. As that is not the case for either my MGX and Helix which both have their handles removed. I got some nice feelings from it here and there. I guess it will take some practice to discover the subtleties of this model Aneros. I few times my anus involuntarily flexed hard on it and that felt really good. After a while I laid down in my bed with it, and didn't get much response. Switched to the larger model, and not much happened either.

Then I switched to my Progasm, and ohhhhhhhhh boy! I swear this model Aneros never fails to make me feel pleasure. Then I started to have a great session! Lot's of mini-O's and such. It was very satisfying. And I did not feel the need to ejaculate, even though I got close a few times. This was with allowing my penis to gently rub against the bed as I laid on my side. Very enjoyable!

Excited!

I'm very excited!
I've got an advanced set of Peridise Aneros arriving today!
So tonight I will be able to try them.
😀

Recent updates

It's been a while since I've logged in here. Had to take some time away to deal with personal issues and life in general.

I continue to practice Aneros sessions. More frequently now than in the last few months. The Progasm is still my Aneros of choice. Every once in while, I'll be curious, and try the MGX or Helix. And they just don't do much for me anymore. I hope it's only temporary. As I do like variety. But the Progasm never fails to make me feel pleasure.

I've started to have more consistent small to medium non-ejaculatory orgasms during sessions. I wouldn't call them super. But I think I'm making progress. I'm always amazed at how the experience changes during the journey.

One thing I've noticed so far, is that the relax and do nothing approach only takes me so far, which is not very far in my mind. Through experimentation, I've discovered that small amounts of penile stimulation helps to get really revved up. But at some point you have to stop doing that or otherwise ejaculate. I've also found that some amount of flexing the PC and anal muscles is very helpful for me. And that I've gotten to points where I'd be clenching both, and have such pleasurable feelings from it that it was almost unbearable, then suddenly both would involuntarily completely relax. And I would then start have some really different yet pleasurable feelings. Kind of orgasmic like, but not really. Makes me wonder if these are the starting point of super-O's.

Relax…

So my current approach during sessions is to relax and do mostly nothing. Sort of meditative and focus on deep breathing. But I do a twist on it. I get bored quickly doing nothing. So what I do is concentrate on relaxing all of the muscles in my anus. This gives my mind something to do. And really helps to bring on the pleasure with little to no exertion.

This method really makes it clear to me how consciously taking control of the action generally reduces pleasure. Plus I like the idea and practice of not working, or exerting so hard to feel pleasure. It feels nice to just relax and allow the pleasure to come to you.

I haven't reproduced the super-O yet. But hope this approach will bring me closer.

Love is Peace

First time with Progasm

So my black Progasm arrived today.
I gave it a try earlier tonight. It's definitely bigger, and was slightly more challenging to insert. Only because I'm not familiar yet with how to tilt it on insertion like I do with my MGX and Helix. The thicker stem certainly makes for a fuller feeling in the anus. And seems to require less effort with conscious anal contractions. It feels nice. And I got a lot of mini-O's from it.

Then I thought I would remove it and try my Helix. I chuckled after inserting it as it felt like I had inserted a toothpick compared to the Progasm. It seemed that once I was stretched open by the Progasm it was difficult for pleasurable feelings to occur with the Helix. So I reinserted the Progasm and had some more mini-O's.

Then I thought the session was over and started removing the Progasm. And found that the sensation of pulling it out was quite pleasurable. So I slowly and gently moved it in and out of my ass for a while using my hand. Then when I was done doing that I sunk it back in and almost immediately my body went into some sort of orgasm overdrive! Almost like manually fucking my ass with the Progasm had increased my arousal level. My prostrate was so sensitive. I think I may have had a super-O, but am not entirely sure. It was stronger than anything else I have had to date yet. Unfortunately shortly after it happened, while I was still convulsing in pleasure my torso had shifted so I was humping the bed, and that little bit of friction on my flaccid penis made me have a super-T. But I didn't care. LOL
A very interesting and pleasurable session.