Today I received my Peridise Anal PC Toy lubed up and started with the smaller of the two. The directions say not to force it in – to just put it in let your own body position where it wanted to be. Then it says to contract your sphincter muscles several times to advance the Peridise in to the anal canal. I lay there for a bit getting accustomed to how it felt and played around with different contracting and relaxing exercises for a bit. While doing this I started to feel my sphincter and anus build up some energy during those contractions. I started relaxing, and pretty soon my anus started winking and fluttering on it's own, with each contraction building on top of the other one (before the previous contraction had a chance to release or contract) and they started stacking up on top of each other. I had a very strong mini-o similar to ones I have felt with the Aneros Helix massager and the Peridise went in and out of my anus with each involuntary contraction, rubbing aginst my prostate. It did not seem to be massaging my prostate in the exact same way as the Helix, but I could definitely feel it rubbing there pleasurably, and it definitely caused my sphincter to go on a wild ride for a bit. Unfortunately I was not able to continue my session for as long as I would like to have, and did not get a chance to check out the larger of the 2 yet, but I will definitely use the Peridise as a prelude to my future sessions with a prostate mass
8th session – First Super-O!
Today I started out by relaxing and massing my perineum after I inserted my Helix. I then tried several positions, such as on my stomach, on my knees, on my back with legs down, on my back with one leg up, on my back with both legs up, on my stomach with my ass in the air, etc.. Then I decided to go for a super-t, since I am familiar with "edging." When I felt I was ready to cum I stopped and contracted my anus, pulling the aneros deeper inside of me, and then letting go. When I was ready again, and felt like I was not going to cum, I started again until I felt that feeling again, and repeated the process. Each time I felt like I was going to cum, and I stopped, I got a mini-o, and I got harder and harder. After about 5 stop and starts I started getting anpther mini-o after I stopped. I went with the feeling, but it evaded me, so I started jerking again and shortly I felt like I was going to cum again, so I stopped and this time I felt a huge wave of orgasmic energy wash over me, but I stayed hard and did not ejaculate. After I felt that subside I started jerking again, and felt that same feeling, yet it was more intense and lasted longer. I lay there for a bit and got a few mini-o's hands free, and then started jerking again. By this time I was leaking a lot, yet I still felt like I could go longer. I started and stopped a few more times until I felt like I was going to explode, and then took my hands off of my penis, and started getting another super-o. In the middle of the super-o I started jerking again and couldn't hold back any longer, and I shot a huge load. While I was having the super-o I saw flashes of purple and felt like I was outside my body. I never expected the super-o to be so intense, even after reading all fo the posts here. Until you feel it yourself it's really impossible to imagine what it feels like – it is in another realm than an ejaculatory orgasm. I liked cumming, but it was actually not as fun as the waves of mini and super-o's that I was feeling for about 20 or 30 minutes.
ed's journey
i know i said i'd wait several days for another session but i didn't–i wondered what the helix would be like after this progress with my mgx and so i tried it out–not too much happening so i decided to add some hot glue to the p-tab like on my mgx–well i tried it out at 2:40 this afternoon and it was better than in the morning without the glue–also tried the last 10 minutes with no massager and i really think i get more action empty than with the aneros in–now i will wait at least 2 days before another aneros session but i bet i'll get some action empty without even trying before then whenever i lie on my back–i feel some thumping in my prostate right now while sitting and writing this–i had warm feelings and cozy feelings in my prostate several times today while shopping and standing around holding a shopping basket–it seems that my wiring is coming along fine
ed's journey
OH BABY!!!–wow–what woke me up?–about 2 hours after i went to bed last night i was woken up by wave after wave of p-waves–at first i didn't know what i was doing but quickly saw what was happening and tried to prolong the experience–relaxation and letting it take me wherever it wanted was the answer–my prostate was warm then hot!–it stayed hot like that for more than 2 hrs as wave after wave of pleasure washed over it–no anal feelings were generated but plenty of prostate pleasure–so far i've had the longest and/or most intense experiences when awakened from sleep without the aneros inserted–both types of pleasure have come this way–i had those violent asshole convulsions that way too, so i guess it's possible to go all the way without the massager involved–this morning i had small pleasure waves that i could generate with relaxation and breathing by conscious will–this shows a great deal of progress, especially when the previous sessions didn't show much promise–i will still give it a few days off before i use the massager again and i'll bet that things go along without my guidance or help–i seem to get the best results by doing nothing
ed's journey
did a short session today cause nothing much seemed to be happening –tried the pull my cheeks apart technique and let them go to get involuntary spasms going but not much happened–willing to take several days off now as after a few days off that seems to be when i usually jump ahead
Early Post of Youth Experiences
For me, Aneros and KSMO quickly became almost inseparable in my practice. Here is my almost year-old introductory post in the KSMO Forum, quoting from a thread posting I had made to a thread here that was subsequently removed for other reasons. As promised recently in current threads here, I am placing this background in the blog. Hope this is helpful.
"As a newbie here, and relatively so in the Aneros Forum, I am energized and curious about combining these two practices. A little like Pan, I have chronic pain and yet have been able to develop a number of techniques to override or evade it to a degree.
I am married for almost 40 years and we have two sons in their mid-20s. Now empty-nesters, my wife and I are exploring our post-parenting sex interests and that has included a successful voyage into her ejaculatory orgasm potential and the flowing waters of the goddess. We have just begun listening to the 4 CD KSMO library and are in very early practising of the KS. We will do some posting in the Couples chat area when they are focused on mutuality.
Prostate centred sex has been part of my world since the earliest teen explorations of my body and sexual responses. I used model missiles for anal stimulation and then to massage my prostate as a teen. Parallel to that, I experienced, without any prostate, anal, penile or any other physical stimulation, vigorous, whole body, orgasmic experiences with vivid visualizations that I call Intellectual Orgasms. I described them on the Aneros Forum as follows:
7th Session – First mini-o!
Well, today I had my first mini-o! I decided that I would not deny myself of anything that felt good to myself in the session today.
I inserted the device and laid back and started playing with my nipples. I could feel the Aneros moving around by itself a bit – not much but very subtle. Then I squeezed my penis rhythmically and could feel it moving around a bit more. Then I started jerking off a bit – very slowly – I was not very hard – most of my pleasure was centered in my anal and prostate area. I felt a few "twinges" but they passed quickly, and I continued to squeeze and jerk my penis (still not that hard). Then I felt a large flutter in my sphincter which felt really good – but again it passed quickly – then it came back again, with another one stacked on top of it. However, as soon as I noticed it feeling really good I tried focusing on it and it went away again. This happened a few times, and I tried to not stimulate my penis but my body really wanted penile stimulation – it really wanted to be engulfed in a mouth or pussy or something to that effect, so I got out my fleshlight and lubed it up. As I was using my fleshlight I got another "twinge" and that sent me over the edge, and I ejaculated. I lay there for awhile more, but didn't feel any pronounced feelings in my anus or prostate, so I decided to end the session.
6th Session
This session was very enjoyable – I am definitely getting some waves but not enough to take over on their own, and take me over.
I played with my nipples for awhile which felt really good.
I am noticing that I get a more pronounced sensation in my prostate and anus when I am somewhat sexually excited, and squeezing my penis and head rhythmically as mentioned in previous posts puts my prostate and anus in heaven, since each time I squeeze my sphincter contracts and pulls the aneros in deeper – when I let go my sphincter relaxes and the aneros moves out, and the in and out action of the aneros feels really good, and I can tell it is hitting all the right spots.
I ended up stimulating my penis more, and eventually ejaculated, and of course it felt really good – extra good with the aneros in place.
Overall, I am getting more comfortable with the aneros and feel that I am starting to feel all of the good feelings that I am seeking.
ed's journey
well, this was a good practice and learning experience–no big thrills but i think my thoughts about how to control the two different orgasms are correct–today i practiced the slight anal contraction for the prostate rub and the rectal contraction for the anal feeling–didn't have many anal bubbling feelings today but had a lot of the massager rubbing on the prostate–i know what the precursors of the various feelings are now–the prostate rub is sort of like a feeling of well being and the anal precursor is a bubbling or pulsating or buzzing of my anus–i have always had a lot of stray muscle firings in my legs and butt, which i know would be great if they were to concentrate in my anus, but i don't know how to make them do that–while i lay in complete relaxation i can feel them building up on the top of my thighs and the bottom of my ass but they never center in my anus, except those times when they explode there without warning–i know that if these firings and twitches and sparks could go off in my ass hole it would start a continuous pumping of my ass hole's turning inside out–anyway, now i know that all things are started with the rewiring and the relaxation and not with contractions–the contractions, as far as i can see, are for controlling the process once the body starts the orgasm–for so long i thought that the contractions could be made to start the process–at least for me, this is not true, so i would suggest that one practice relaxation and breathing and muscle control, but know that the relaxation is what starts the process and that the muscle control is only for trying to continue what the body naturally wants to do
ed's journey
well, this was surely a very profitable session today–i was able to tell a prostate orgasm from an anal one and how to control each–the prostatic orgasm is a subtle one in that it produces a divine feeling by rubbing on the prostate, which feels like something rubbing down from top to bottom–sometimes it is hard to tell whether this feeling is in my balls or my prostate, but today i could definitely tell where it is located–it feels like a subtle tickling and is delicious without being overwhelming–the control for it is different than that for the anal orgasm–for the prostate orgasm i can hold it with very slight contractions, that is, after it wipes down my prostate i can relocate it to the top again with a very slight contraction and then that relocation will allow it to wipe the prostate from top to bottom again–doing this can be kept up for quite a while and this kind of orgasm i can maintain for a longer time than the anal–it just gives such a feeling of well being and delicious coziness– the anal orgasm is the more difficult one to maintain–it just seems to rip into me from out of nowhere and contractions have not proved beneficial in holding it, in fact my response contraction is much too violent and has always chased the orgasm away–before today i tried to relax to maintain it but could never relax enough–today, i learned that the contraction is just the opposite of what i should do when the aneros darts up my ass as it just drives it further and kills the feeling–what i should do is the opposite, that is, use a rectal contraction to try to hold the aneros where it is instead of driving it deeper–i was able to do a little of this today and it was the first time i was able to prolong the experience, but not as long as what i call the prostate orgasm–the anal orgasm is an entirely different feeling than the prostate one– it comes on violently with no warning of its approach and is on a level several hundred times the prostate orgasm–it feels like bubbles at my ass hole or like my ass turning itself inside out–it is a great feeling but hard to prolong or maintain–the prostate orgasm feels like tickling and the anal orgasm feels like violence–i like the anal orgasm much more though–so now i have had anal orgasm without the aneros and with the aneros–i hope to practice more tomorrow–wow, are they ever good feelings–now i realize that i have had what are called mini o's for awhile, but i didn't know what they were