BIG breakthrough

More aneros practice.

These days have been an awakening for me. I can feel energy tingling through my body and have afterglow effects if Ive had a good session of aneros.

Im getting sore at this point and Im going to give myself a bit of a break. I have lube problems too. Im ordering some new varieties ASAP so I can go back to my training. Its hard not to continue on practicing, everyday I go at it I reach something new. Now its not only about pleasure, its about training. In some sessions Im not even worried about what I achieve in that session but rather I playing with the orgasm and seeing its qualities rather than trying to make it explode. Im not dying for the orgsm to happen, I build it up and even tease my body to see how that alters the feeling. I make some squeezes voluntarily and let the pleasure accumulate, I practice with light contraction, when I feel Im almost there, I relax and chillout for a bit and then go back to it…

This was not obvious for me at the begining but there are a lot of muscles down there that we can call upon not just pc and sphicter muscles. I thought there was only two movements, and even these two seem to be a combination of other ones. Im specially referring to the muscle in the rectum; pulling in, rocking, squeezing…

The cycle of pleasure (Ain't life grand)

Ok so it's been awhile since my first super o and I have observed several things during this journey. The first is that I change over time which Aneros toy is my favorite. I started with the Helix and used that for over 1 year with great sensations but no super o. I then bought a Progasm but it ended up in my drawer for more than 6 months. I was thinking it was to large and to tell the truth I was afraid I might break something (and I'm not talking about the Progasm) so into storage it went. But after all it is the tool that pushed me over the edge. I have purchased the Eupho and this little bugger has really shown me what the Aneros toys are all about. Eupho never fails me. This one gets me so hot and sensitive that no matter what toy I use after it I continue to get orgasm after orgasm. It's the key that opens the door. I always start with Eupho. I hardly touch my Helix any more. Another thing I have notice is that I can go 2 or 3 weeks but then a week will come along where where I seem 5 times more sensitive. My orgasms are super intense for no paticular reason. God I love those weeks!! I can't always tell when this will happen it just does. Relaxation seems to be the key. I had a guest here recently and I knew I had to be quiet so I concentrated on being relaxed. WOW, were the results amazing. The Eupho just took over with a life of it's own. It seemed the more I relaxed the more intense it became. Switching to Progasm continued the intensity build. I really love the Eupho. It is my toy of choice. I have also messed with e-stim. I have found e-stim at the end of a session can prolong the session. In my opinion e-stim should be used at very low levels, almost so you can't even feel it. I like to place a pad on my perineum right where my prostate is and the other pad behind one knee. This gives me pumping orgasms with no ejaculate. I like very low power. High power can make me cum but it's not a intimate as the Aneros toy alone. For some reason I feel better not using high power. This has been alot of fun. Believe it or not the intensity keeps getting better and better. My sessions seem to be getting shorter though. I now go over the edge faster but everything seems much more intense. My longest sessions have been about 1 hour lately. I do not complain, I am more satisfied and I seem to be having more WOW sessions. For those who haven't had great results try a Eupho and plenty of lube. LivingLarge (in my own small world)

An update

It has been awhile since my last update. It has also been awhile since what I would call my last 'dry-gasms' (all the sensations of cumming, but without ejaculation) or what I would classify as a 'super-O'. I've had some enjoyable sessions all the same, plus I have found an interesting position that brings good results.

Last night I had my first dream about using the Progasm. What set me off into throes of ecstasy in my dream was hard and fast Kegels (clenching my groin muscles). I then woke up…doing hard and fast Kegels! It didn't develop into anything profoundly pleasurable, but all day I've been looking forward to some alone time. One of my thoughts during my dream was 'so this is the key' so I want to find out if these clenches will have the desired effect.

After reading a bit about the 'slingshot' technique I attempted it but ended up doing something a bit different which was quite fun. Basically I lie on my back, bring up legs and bend my knees with my fee flat on the mattress, then grab my ankles. When the 'leg-gasms' kick in (strong shakes of my leg, which I have quite often if you've seen my clips on xtube) my entire body shudders and in my mind's eye I'm levitating off the mattress. Very pleasurable, but not the Super-O.

Coming clean

From 5/6/09

Ok, this blog entry is based on some personal feedback I exchanged with one of my PM buddies who noticed that my writing style had changed and that I was conspicuously absent from forum, PM and blog discussions. As it is, I am suffering through my moments of Aneros doubt. I did not want to write about it because I pride myself on being an optimistic lighthearted Aneros grinder – willing to joyfully plod through the long Aneros plateaus of non pleasure and no progress just to enjoy the sensations, not loose focus and in the prevail. This is the blog entry I should have written instead of that lame last blog post.

So, in response to a PM about “what’s wrong with you, you don’t seem the same lately, what’s going on are you frustrated” I wrote the following:

Alright you got me pegged. I got nothing else to write. I’ve been writing my “riding off into the Super O sunset” swan song for the forum (in my head) for awhile now. I wrote two or three blog posts before scratching them all in favor of my latest lame blog entry.

I’m just logging the hours before I can tell people to “keep trying for years, look at me, I did, and it’s just so darn worth it”. Blah, blah, blah. I completely understand your previous frustration, and maybe my blog is really just a chronicle of all my futility and blunders. I, however, am more than willing to write the longest blog ever to have never reached a super o!

Moving on down the road

After scrapping my two previous blog journal attempts, I think I’ll settle on this one. Here I am, closing in on my 10th month of Aneros use. Pressing on regardless, I seem to have crept up on to another plateau – so here it is…

It’s all about the p-waves! Didn’t know I was having them, but now it’s what I seek. Finally, after months of sessions, I am getting back to the point of being able to produce pleasurable anerosless moments utilizing simple small scale contractions and light Male Deer massages. I can have a session during the day with my favorite model de jour, and then again at night – all with p-waves rolling up and down my nether parts.

Putting the wraps on fish oil: It may or may not help – It’s just pretty expensive to keep up, and I have too many ramp up/ramp down periods with vacations and such. In the long run, I just don’t see myself quaffing down 10 fish oil pills a day for the rest of my life. In addition to the fish oil, I gave up cigars and drinking during that time. While I may have had an increase in spontaneous p-wave generation outside of sessions, I couldn’t see continuing to spend the money when I have a series of vacations coming up that will most likely bump me off the path.

A Small Series of Sessions

I'm still alive, and I have used my aneros on a handful of occasions since my last entry. I had wanted to keep this blog up to date after every session but life has been so hectic that it's not been possible. Anyway:

After my first session, for the following couple of weeks I had been experiencing pretty intense prostate sensations while driving. I do quite a bit of driving as part of my job, around 200 miles a day sometimes. The vibrations from the car on the road were causing my prostate to feel 'hard' in the same sort of way as I mentioned in my last entry, except the feelings were much stronger. They would happen fairly regularly with around 15-20 minutes between each burst. The feeling is nice, but is quite a distraction when you're supposed to be concentrating on something else!

The following sessions I had put in were all quite short unfortunately, I simply didn't have enough time to make much of them. And on a couple of occasions I actually fell asleep through a combination of being so tired from working and being so relaxed from the session. I have questions that I took away from what I experienced though:

The first is one that I carry over from the last blog entry, which is that when I insert the aneros it really doesn't feel like it's pushing against my prostate at all, it's almost like it's not there. Can anyone confirm that this is normal? I had been expecting its presence to be a lot more noticeable.

Of bicycle saddles, pooping, nipples, and the journey.

So I received my new bicycle saddle a little over a week ago. And some interesting developments have occurred. The very first time I sat on it, I immediately got butt buzz for 10 or 15 seconds, then it went away. "Well that's interesting.", I thought to myself. As I've never had this occur at all from sitting on a bicycle saddle. Then yesterday, was I think my fourth time trying out the seat. I've been incrementally taking longer rides as my sit bones toughen up and feel up to it. A little over halfway in what turned out to be somewhere between a 14 to 16 mile ride, I started getting MAJOR butt buzz like I've never felt before, then it felt like I had to urinate. And then my penis became very sensitive, and I could feel every little rub of it against my underwear as I pedaled. Soon after I started to feel like I was going to ejaculate, I very briefly enjoyed the sensations until it felt like I really was going to "jizz in my pants". Then I immediately pulled my ass off of the saddle to stop anymore of this from happening. The last thing I wanted was to ejaculate and have to ride a number of miles home with a wet spot showing on my crotch! LOL

Peridise bliss!

I had a spectacular session tonight! I started with the Progasm and had a few nice mini-O's. But after about 40 minutes I had to stop, as this was the second night in a row of Progasm use. So my prostate was a little sore at this point.

It didn't really want to stop. So I removed the Progasm and inserted the larger of the two Peridise from the advance set. I remembered one user telling me the he used the Peridise on off nights when his prostrate was a bit sensitive from the previous nights use of the Progasm.

Keep in mind this all happens in bed with me laying on my side. I found I didn't get much of any response from just relaxing and doing nothing. But shortly thereafter I learned that very hard voluntary anal contractions gave me the most exquisitely pleasurable feelings which turned into the most amazing mini and dry-O that I've had so far!!! And I was able to have them one after another. I can't count how many I had. I basically kept going until I couldn't make them happen anymore! *huge gigantic grin*

And I never once ejaculated! And it seemed the further I got into the session, the more I desired these new feelings. Rather than the release of ejaculating. Even though I would have to stop for a few minutes between every 2 or 3 orgasm to get my penis to go flaccid as it rubs against the mattress when laying on my side.

Achievement Unlocked: Super O while lying on Stomach

So I finally figured out why I couldn't get things going well on my stomach.

Turns out I need to have my head either level or below my hips. Having a pillow under my head somehow messes with the angle of the aneros and doesn't allow for good contact with the perineum and/or the prostate.

So I raised my pelvis up on a pillow with my head on the mattress and bam Super O in no time.

I decided to remove it and just lie flat on the mattress and again Super O and a second in a 1hr session.

This has been frustrating me ever since I've had the aneros because IMO this is the best position to have a super O in because you're already prone and don't have to exert yourself to maintain a position when the twitches start coming fast and furious. Just lay there and enjoy it.

I may be spending more time in my room in the near future