Hands free addendum

As a follow up from last nights euphorific session. Slept full and strong and had some vivid dreams. Have always had the one about being flexible enough and right body shape to fellate myself (still don't think it'll ever happen in real life) and has some intense dreams of doing that to myself. Other dreams took over time and eventually consciousness brought me to awareness of lying in bed in the dark. I could tell it was close to time to arise by the hint of light on the horizon.

I was immediately aware of my horniness level as well as the morning wood stretching my penis to fullness. Lying on my back when waking usually initiates a hard-on especially with the advent of needing to urinate, I think it helps pressure from the bladder generate the right stimulation; if I lay on my side the feeling subsides as does the erection. I threw off the covers so as to not generate any incidental rubbing.

Hands free ejaculation journey

Have been abstaining from full traditional ejaculation for over a week now. Had a good mixed model session on Sunday, but upon going to sleep last night, I had very erotic and mellow orgasms/increased desire wash over me…and this was with nothing inside nor any touching. This kept me focused on wanting something when I returned home today, so I cleaned up, shaved my pubic area (been keeping it hair free for a while now), warmed up the Eupho and ramped up the erotic feelings with some lesbian porn.

Upon insertion it started pumping and stroking me on its own. Having already been very turned on, the Eupho pumped out a large dollop of pre-cum onto my legs as I was initially on my side. I fantasized with the pr0n for a little while and when sufficient into the process, lowered the lid on the laptop so I could listen to their moans but only focus on visual stimulation in my mind. I rolled onto my back and placed a memory foam pillow under my ass to keep everything lifted off the back and angled slightly up.

The mental visualizations were working wonders; focusing on the tickling sensations the Eupho was administering to my prostate really ramped up the arousal. I wasn't really dripping any pre-cum but that didn't matter. The feedback loop kicked in and before I knew it I was deliriously moaning as all manner of pleasure throbbed through my loins. I didn't realize how much time I spent with these dry-O's but they shaking me all over as my eyes rolled involuntarily upwards and back. The sensations spilled over into the uncontrollable spasms of what felt like normal cumming, with of course nothing emitted, and they just kept going.

I used to have rectal pains before I used the Aneros.

I'm a young man and for 4 years before I started using the Aneros I would get rectal pains at a minimum of at least once every 3 months, especially and most times in the middle of the night which woke me up out of my sleep. My mom said she got these sometimes too. A colonoscopy found nothing wrong with me. My ex-boyfriend who was abusive used to have rough penetrative sex with me. I don't know if that was a factor. Sometimes I thought it was due to hard stool or constipation. The three most common times I would get these is when I was sleeping or had an intense orgasm (ejaculation) or a certain intensity of a bowel movement. I thought I might have hemmroids but I didn't and don't. Maybe these sensations had something to do with the prostate? I've always had a healthy prostate though and still do. These pains could be mild to extremely intense. It felt at times like someone was sticking a fat, 8 inch, unlubed metal pole up in me. It could wake me up out of a sleep and keep me up the rest of the night, even the mildest pains. When the pains were intense I'd moan and hyperventilate, but took deep breaths and used my mind to help me ease the pain. The pain would sometimes get to a climax where I felt nauseas, became real hot, and started sweating. Sitting on the toilet helped ease this pain somewhat. Sometimes after these painful climaxes the pain would subside to no pain at all.

Starting

After being in the background for a while i decieded to register yesterday.
I also ordered my firat Aneros, a Helix.
The best price I found was with Sax Fetish in Australia.
I will wait rather nervously for a week or so until it arrives.
When I went on line for the first time last night I saw that the mighty Mayfield was on line at the same time.
I hope that this is a good omen.
I thought about saying hello but I thought that premature.
He will have better things to do with his time.

I told my wife all about what I was thinking of doing.
I found the heading of "A Wifes Perspective" in the Forum very helpful.
My wife read some of the postings.
She told me to go ahead which came as a great relief
as I would not like to do anything behind her back.

Well thats the start.

Another videoclip

As promised, I have edited the rest of my session as described previously during which I had my first dry-gasms (all the sensations of cumming without the mess). This was followed by what could only be a Super-Orgasm (but only after the camera batteries died). All without cock stimulation or ejaculation. What a fantastic ride!

http://www.xtube.com/play_re.php?v=5mm5K_G621_

Each time the screen 'shatters' I am getting ready for another dry-gasm. You'll notice my first two were about 30 seconds within each other, incredible!

Some people have remarked my 2nd videoclip could not be viewed for awhile on Xtube. Someone had complained that it was advertising! I pointed out to the admin folks there are hundreds of Fleshlight clips (not mention clips featuring Saran Wrap, Nutella and other brand names), so why was I picked on? It's back up again for now, but got me thinking that maybe I should upload them to my own blog or something so I have control over them.

I wonder if someone out there has a vendetta against Aneros, a rival manufacturer perhaps? There are complaints against the entry in Wikipedia for Aneros as well, saying it's 'not a notable product'! You're joking, right??!

The fact that men can enjoy multiple orgasms through some slight anal stimulation should be taught in sex ed!!

Reached a new level

Been doing the Peridise/Eupho combination for a few weeks now with really good success and pleasure. Last night however, I reached a new level.

Started as normal with the Peridise (largest model) for about 15 minutes or so. I've been noticing the Probe lube is drying up faster (might be due to being the end of the bottle), so I wanted to switch over sooner. Got the Eupho all lubed and switched it in. Didn't take too long for the tickling/dancing it loves to do on my prostate to kick in.

I had some great orgasms for a while when something built rather suddenly. I concentrated on convincing myself of the total, and complete sexuality of the moment. My mind telling my body the highly charged erotic nature of the moment and visualizing my prostate stimulation, imagining lips running up and down my cock.

It happened fast, intensely, and was over in about 1-2 seconds…it rather caught me off guard (but that is ok). I could feel (in almost slow motion clarity too) the sexual energy coalesce into a bright and intense ball of energy. This seemed to be at the prostate itself. I had absolutely no control over the body for these 2 seconds; I normally lose some control and arch my back, but this time my hips just shot straight up. The energy shot through my cock, much like a traditional ejaculation feeling of propelling up and out. It wasn't a pain feeling, but rather all pleasurable sensations wound up tight. It was a large contraction, completely involuntary (I've had small involuntaries before). It acted like a shotgun blast shooting the energy out of me; I couldn't contain it.

Links to post videos, pics, talk in forums, join groups.

For those of you interested in recording your Aneros sessions and/or Super O’s, here is how you can do so. There is a website called www.xtube.com. You need to have an account; it’s free and easy to sign up for.

If you don’t already have an XTube.com Account, sign up here:

http://x03.xtube.com/signup_v3.php?

Sign into your XTube.com Account with your username and password and then here is the page to start uploading your videos and photos, it’s pretty easy, be certain to put the word (Aneros) in your tag list so people can look up and find your Aneros based pics and/or vids:

http://www.xtube.com/upload.php

This would be a good way for us to learn from each other in our journey to the Super O. It is not dirty or pornographic or homosexual, it’s an educational experience. I know not everyone will want to do this but remember it is NOT required of you to show your face on the Xtube website. Since breathing is an important step in the Aneros sessions I would advise people to make sure their videos have audio (sound) if possible.

Here is my profile on www.xtube.com:

http://x16.xtube.com/community/profile.php?user=equalityboy81

http://i01.xtube.com/set.php?s=OEIr8Ux5Xb1

Here is the Xtube Community Forum where you can also discuss the Aneros, once signed in you can start a thread in the confessions forum there:

http://confessions.xtube.com/newthread.php?do=newthread&f=2

Here are some groups you may want to join on Xtube:

Equalityboy81's Aneros Experiences

I’m now almost 27. When I first saw the Aneros on the shelf at a local adult store in late 2006 I was excited and bought it right then. I believed what I saw on the website over the years about it. It made scientific sense. I was excited and that night I went home and used it. My ass literally sucked the Aneros right in. I felt it hit my prostate immediately. It was a great feeling. A sweet feeling! I felt like my whole lower abdomen and ass had all this energy surrounding them. I also felt it in my ass cheeks. It felt a little bit like electricity. I had alternated between lying on my back and lying in this position with my legs bent and feet facing down. After about an hour my breathing became deeper and my heart started pounding heavier and I could hear my heartbeat pounding in my ears where it blocked out sound, ears buzzing and ringing, and put me to different level or reality. I felt all the same things when I first inserted the Aneros and lightheadedness and the back of my head was slowly spinning around in circles. It just snuck up on me. My perineum had a nice sensation and my penis had a somewhat numb, tingly, and prickly feeling, more so in the base. Then things were less concentrated in the penis. I felt this warmth, electricity, ringing in my ears, and buzzing through my face, cheeks, and head. I felt like I was floating. It felt so safe, warm, and peaceful. It felt right! This warmth flooded my body like it was shielding me from the cool air around me. It was somewhat like an electrical feeling. My eyes became fixated and vision a bit blurry. I felt in an altered state of consciousness. There was all this sexual energy and emotions. It was like being so horny and submissive. I thought all these sexy/erotic thoughts. It lasted almost a minute or two in all and my penis was unusually, extremely erect toward the end and it spewed out a long string of pre-cum with intense pressure. Then my body felt like it was lowering back on my bed and the stiffness from my back from the experience subsided like I had been levitating and slowly lowered to earth.

Mind Control

Things are moving along in interesting ways … first off, my "sweet spot" has now moved from behind the scrotum to just above the penis. Don't know why. I still get slight tinglies massaging behind the scrotum, but rubbing my finger in little circles just above the penis, along with muscle contractions, drives my prostate into a flutter of loveliness. I can do this in bed, sitting at the computer or watching TV and it gives me the same wonderful reaction.

With this in mind, I set out to do another session of exploring without the Aneros. Last week, I lied on my back and rubbed the sweet spot, seeing if I could "train" it to move up my body as outlined in the Male Deer Exercise. Before I was noticing that I could get it to go about an inch up my torso, so I decided to set aside a couple of hours and try it. Sure enough, the exercise did work. I was able to slowly move the spot up the groin, to the belly button and even higher all the way up to my sternum! It was amazing, to think that you can awaken the prostate by twirling your finger inside the belly button! I remember at one point I was rubbing around thinking "it couldn't have gone north of the belly button." Then I touched the skin above that spot and it sent me into ecstacy (wow). The sensations were less pronounced on the upper belly up to the chest, but they were still there. It's strange to think how this works (mind control?), but it made for a pretty thrilling night nonetheless.

The elusive Super-O, but even more fantastic results

Since my last post, I've almost exclusively used the 'Slingshot' to get things going. I have found that the ab crunch that involves this technique seems to kickstart my involuntaries which previously took 30 to 45 minutes. I am getting involuntaries within 5 minutes of insertion and after doing a couple of minutes of the 'slingshot'.

I may be wrong, but I feel that I'm on the verge of the elusive Super-O. I also get the feeling that I may never get the Super-O. That being said, my level of satisfaction in experiencing the multiple sensations that I'm getting is more then enough to say that I'm a very satified Aneros user.

Most of my sessions have been entirely on my back with my feet flat. I can encourage changes by shifting my feet up or down and/or widening or narrowing the distance between my knees. I am getting best results by just tring to keep the unit in a stationary position as opposed to clinching and releasing. In fact, I have found that instead of focused clinching and releasing, I get better results from putting more or less weight on my feet. I think that this serves the same purpose of clinching as by pushing down on my feet, I am probably clinching the posterior muscles. One important note is that any of these elements are usually very small scale changes (es. ever so slight pushing down with my feet).