7th Session – First mini-o!

Well, today I had my first mini-o! I decided that I would not deny myself of anything that felt good to myself in the session today.

I inserted the device and laid back and started playing with my nipples. I could feel the Aneros moving around by itself a bit – not much but very subtle. Then I squeezed my penis rhythmically and could feel it moving around a bit more. Then I started jerking off a bit – very slowly – I was not very hard – most of my pleasure was centered in my anal and prostate area. I felt a few "twinges" but they passed quickly, and I continued to squeeze and jerk my penis (still not that hard). Then I felt a large flutter in my sphincter which felt really good – but again it passed quickly – then it came back again, with another one stacked on top of it. However, as soon as I noticed it feeling really good I tried focusing on it and it went away again. This happened a few times, and I tried to not stimulate my penis but my body really wanted penile stimulation – it really wanted to be engulfed in a mouth or pussy or something to that effect, so I got out my fleshlight and lubed it up. As I was using my fleshlight I got another "twinge" and that sent me over the edge, and I ejaculated. I lay there for awhile more, but didn't feel any pronounced feelings in my anus or prostate, so I decided to end the session.

6th Session

This session was very enjoyable – I am definitely getting some waves but not enough to take over on their own, and take me over.

I played with my nipples for awhile which felt really good.

I am noticing that I get a more pronounced sensation in my prostate and anus when I am somewhat sexually excited, and squeezing my penis and head rhythmically as mentioned in previous posts puts my prostate and anus in heaven, since each time I squeeze my sphincter contracts and pulls the aneros in deeper – when I let go my sphincter relaxes and the aneros moves out, and the in and out action of the aneros feels really good, and I can tell it is hitting all the right spots.

I ended up stimulating my penis more, and eventually ejaculated, and of course it felt really good – extra good with the aneros in place.

Overall, I am getting more comfortable with the aneros and feel that I am starting to feel all of the good feelings that I am seeking.

ed's journey

well, this was surely a very profitable session today–i was able to tell a prostate orgasm from an anal one and how to control each–the prostatic orgasm is a subtle one in that it produces a divine feeling by rubbing on the prostate, which feels like something rubbing down from top to bottom–sometimes it is hard to tell whether this feeling is in my balls or my prostate, but today i could definitely tell where it is located–it feels like a subtle tickling and is delicious without being overwhelming–the control for it is different than that for the anal orgasm–for the prostate orgasm i can hold it with very slight contractions, that is, after it wipes down my prostate i can relocate it to the top again with a very slight contraction and then that relocation will allow it to wipe the prostate from top to bottom again–doing this can be kept up for quite a while and this kind of orgasm i can maintain for a longer time than the anal–it just gives such a feeling of well being and delicious coziness– the anal orgasm is the more difficult one to maintain–it just seems to rip into me from out of nowhere and contractions have not proved beneficial in holding it, in fact my response contraction is much too violent and has always chased the orgasm away–before today i tried to relax to maintain it but could never relax enough–today, i learned that the contraction is just the opposite of what i should do when the aneros darts up my ass as it just drives it further and kills the feeling–what i should do is the opposite, that is, use a rectal contraction to try to hold the aneros where it is instead of driving it deeper–i was able to do a little of this today and it was the first time i was able to prolong the experience, but not as long as what i call the prostate orgasm–the anal orgasm is an entirely different feeling than the prostate one– it comes on violently with no warning of its approach and is on a level several hundred times the prostate orgasm–it feels like bubbles at my ass hole or like my ass turning itself inside out–it is a great feeling but hard to prolong or maintain–the prostate orgasm feels like tickling and the anal orgasm feels like violence–i like the anal orgasm much more though–so now i have had anal orgasm without the aneros and with the aneros–i hope to practice more tomorrow–wow, are they ever good feelings–now i realize that i have had what are called mini o's for awhile, but i didn't know what they were

5th session

I started today's session intent on not touching my penis at all, and not clenching – just getting used to relaxing with the Aneros inserted. At first there didn't seem to be much going on but then I started to feel slight waves sort of washing over me and I could feel the beginnings of anal contractions, but they never hit me the way I had hoped, but they still felt really good. I then shifted positions and instead of relaxing as much as I could I clenched my ass, and raised it off of the couch I was laying on, and it felt really good, but still no mini or super o. I tried relaxing again, and could feel those same waves starting to wash over me, and my anal/prostate area, but still no spasm or anything involuntary. After about an hour or so I couldn't hold off any longer and ended up masturbating a bit, and came without getting rally hard, but it still felt good, and the orgasm was more centered in my prostate and sphincter.

All in all it was a good session, and I know it won't be long before involuntary spasms/orgasm hits me – I feel like it is waiting for me just around the corner…

4th session

I decided to try and focus on not touching my penis with the Aneros inserted. I relaxed and tried to concentrate on my breathing and feelings I was having. I got a couple of slight waves and my sphincter started twitching a bit, but eventually I fell asleep for around 40 minutes. After I woke up I started getting slight involuntary contractions, and I couldn't hold off any longer and began squeezing my penis rhythmically, which in turn caused my anus and prostate to flex and throb each time I squeezed it. I then tried relaxing some more, and found that when I was sexually excited that the Aneros did a better job of stimulating me. Eventually I ejaculated by masturbating more and just lay there for awhile more trying to concentrate on feelings I was having, and got a few more slight waves and contractions. I needed to get some more sleep, so I removed the device.

Overall I think it was a good session, and that I am getting closer to where I want to be with each session.

3rd Session

I woke up at 4 in the morning with a great urge to use the Aneros, so I inserted some lube and the Helix, and lay down on the couch. The couch gave me a better opportunity for propping my legs up when laying on either side, and I tried a number of positions. I concentrated on my deep breathing and not contracting or touching my penis during the session. It felt really good, but not enough to keep me awake, so I fell asleep. I woke up a couple of hours later and shifted positions, and started to feel as if a much needed itch was being scratched inside of me. I tried doing the deep breathing exercises again, and I had the great urge to squeeze my penis, as mentioned in my first blog post. I started doing that and my Aneros started massaging me with each squeeze. I did that for awhile and then lay there trying to relax, but my body had other ideas in mind. I found myself involuntarily doing a humping action (I was laying on my back) and it started feeling extra good, and I couldn't resist starting to jerk off a bit. It felt really good, but the pleasure was not centered in my penis, but was instead centered on the area where the Aneros was rubbing. I got rock hard as I jerked off, but the pleasure stayed in the prostate/anus area, which is something I have never felt before when masturbating. I started bucking my hips as I continued to jerk, and the pleasure in my sphincter was increasing – again like someone was gently licking me there. As I was bucking I started feeling my legs and ass twitching out of control and then I felt the urge to cum, so I bucked even harder and when I shot my load the Aneros once again danced around a bit inside of me.

More Modifications & 2nd Session

Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and my body seemed to crave the Aneros a bit, but I was too tired and went back to sleep.

Today I got an extra fine emery board and polished up my Aneros to a smooth glass-like finish. I also added a 3/8" vacuum compression line cap to the P-tab, so instead of a dime-like edge it has a nice round ball. I added the cap by simply sliding it over the P-tab, and it is easily removed, with no damage to the Aneros itself, so if I decide to try it out with just the thin edge again I can do so.

I also decided that I was not using enough lube in my ass during my previous session, so I got a Red Cross Brand Baby medicine syringe, and measured out 5 ML of Astroglide. After seeing what 5 ML of lube looks like I definitely knew that I did not have enough last time.

ed's journey

well, i took off the hot glue cause it was getting me nowhere where i had it located on the tab and tried it again without–nothing so i added hot glue to it again but in a different spot on the tab–better so i added more in the same spot–terrific—instead of adding the glue towards the stem i added it on the end of the tab, parallel to the stem, thus making it longer–i watched some aneros use on xtube to see the action of the tab on a guy's perineum and what part of the stem actually contacted it–well i was surprised as it used an entirely different area on the stem than i had supposed–so i added hot glue there and got immediate results–i felt a lot of movement, and movement that i could tell was movement, completely different than i had felt before–i could also extend the feelings without stopping them with too strong a contraction like before–so i am on the right track now as far as the tab is concerned, but i will keep experimenting with the amount and placement of the hot glue–it is hard to believe how much difference it makes as to where and how much the p-tab touches the perineum–it is the whole thing for me now, i believe

Aneros arrived! 1st session

I received my Aneros today, and when I opened the package I was immediately impressed with the product – it seems very sturdy and well-made. The instructions that were included seemed to be fairly skimpy, and am glad that I was able to get more info off of the Aneros site.

After reading many posts on the Aneros forum regarding the tail modification, I decide to remove the tail (which was harder to do than I thought it would be – the plastic is very sturdy) and then filed the area I cut with a very fine file, until it seemed smooth like the rest of the Helix.

I was anxious to try out the Aneros right then and there, but decided to wait until I had some uninterrupted time to myself. I took a shower, applied baby powder to my perineum and lubed my ass and the aneros with the only lube I had handy (astroglide), and inserted the Helix. It went in a lot easier than I thought it would, and the p-tab seemed to hit just the right spot.

ed's journey

well, i had 2 short sessions today–both were the usual–i really am starting to think i have more of a chance of an orgasm without the aneros in–i seem to have more intense feelings in my prostate when i just sit or lie down after a session is over