What a day!

Well let me start from the beginning.

Today started just like any other day. But as the day grew on I started to notice these strange sensations. These were completely new to me and sparked my curiosity. "Could this be that awakening that I've read so much about" I thought to myself.

It seemed like all day these sensations wouldn't subside.

Well by the time I got home the urge was so strong I flew in the door, took a shower and prepped for a session.

So I'm about 20-30 minutes into the session when I started getting involuntary contractions. They started just like any other tiny involuntary I've gotten. They were just the smallest of twitches, and only numbered in the 2-4 twitches per wave.

But then all of the sudden something happened. The involuntary contractions became 100 times stronger and came in 30 second to 1 minute waves with less that 10 seconds between waves.

Instantly my breathing and heart rate jumped through the roof as wave after wave of involuntaries came. To the best of my knowledge this lasted anywhere from 15-30 minutes.

But just as soon as they came, they were gone and are now just a pleasant memory.

I didn't feel anything that I would classify as an "O" of any kind. But just the involuntary contractions were quite an experience.

Mistress Aneros MGX is my new love! :D

Hey People,

I just had a fantastic session! I started with the MGX and got some incredible sensations from it. So I thought I'd switch to the Helix, which is the model I normally prefer. But it wasn't doing anything for me. The MGX is the model I like the most now. It seems that the ribbed stem provides exquisite anal stimulation. And because it is slimmer, and not so aggressively curved, it is much more agile, and moves in and out me very easily when the involuntary anal contractions really get going. I believe the term for what it is doing is auto-fucking.

It seems I have started to figure out what brings on mini and dry-O's without it turning into a super-T. Here's what I figured out. Until my prostrate is sufficiently aroused and swollen. My penis is ultra sensitive, and prone to erections. So I have to avoid stimulating it. I tried laying on my back again. But the position is not the most ideal for me because the sensations are not as intense, it requires much more muscles strength to flex my PC and anal muscles, and involuntary anal contractions don't seem to occur as easily or as intensely as on my side. So I switched back to laying on my side, and made sure not to allow my lower torso to twist crotch side down, so to eliminate the majority of problems of inadvertently stimulating my penis.

Tried Shea Butter!

Keep trying new things, right? After a wonderful Vegas vacation and 5 aneros free days, I thought I’d give one of the forum suggestions a try. Thanks to Love_is’s fine description of Shea Butter usage I went out and bought some. Found some 100% pure Shea Butter at the local Whole Foods. I dug out about a teaspoon full and shaped two little balls about the size of raisons and stuffed them in manually. I then spread a thin coating over the Helix and it slid in easily. I even tasted a little Butter first – if you can’t eat it, you shouldn’t insert it. I don’t think it would be very appetizing on toast but it didn’t gag me either.

I had been using Maximus lube for the last couple of months with fine results, but let me tell ya, the Shea Butter is the schnizzel.

Some comparisons:
Maximus is liquid, Shea Butter is solid at room temp – like cold butter in the refrigerator.
Maximus disappears after two hours, Shea Butter (just a small amount) lasted the entire 2.5 hours session and was still going strong!
Maximus is better right off the get go, I gave Shea Butter an extra ten minutes to soften.
– I usually get involuntaries quickly with Maximus, took much longer with the Butter.
– Though one times usage is not enough to form a qualitative session sample, I got no gas with the Butter. Maximus, maybe because I’m injecting 4 ml. of the stuff, can bring on a reaction. The Butter never mad my stomach flutter. It was a very gastric event free session. This, and the long lasting lube overcome the slower start in my mind.

More Learning

Hey People,

Had another session last night. Unfortunately I started too late, and lost some sleep because of it. I tried a suggestion I read from one of Rumel's posts about warming up the Aneros in a coffee cup with hot water in it. It does work well. I thought I had let it cool enough before insertion. I had tested it on the inside of my wrists. But I found it to still be too hot. So I removed it for a bit and let it cool. Next time I'll just try warm water in the cup. The downside to warming the Aneros this way is that the shea butter I use for lube, melts when applied to a warm Aneros. Making it a bit more messy, and possibly not as well lubed as it could be. Although I did not experience any issues with dryness or lack of lube last night.

The session was somewhat moderate in pleasurable sensations. It took me a long time to relax and clear my mind. You know how it goes, the end of the day sometimes all kinds of things are floating around in your head. It wasn't until I had dozed off for a bit, and then woken up that the sensations became more intense.

Wednesday Weirdness

Great week. Had an excellent three hour session Monday with the MGX. It climaxed with about an hour of really intense p-waves and dry-os. Although now, looking at the wiki, I think I might possibly be having super-os. They feel like full fledged orgasms, but they're not full body encompassing or taking me over the moon as I've seen described. Whatever they are, it's fantastic! Strangely I've never had any involuntary muscle movements.

An odd thing about this session is that it was so intense, it made me kinda disoriented the rest of the day. You know the feeling of butterflies in the stomach? This was butterflies going crazy in the stomach, intestines, colon, penis, etc. That along with shortness of breath and a more pronounced heartbeat. Really strange and exciting.

That out of the way, I decided to do sessions twice a week, after my Monday and Thursday showers. Thursday couldn't come fast enough, however. My prostate was all aflutter on Wednesday. Finally I couldn't stand it and put the larger Peridise in. Bizarrely, the sensations stopped. Once it was removed, the feelings came back! It felt so good when rubbing my "sweet spot."

vibrator while using the helix

INSANE…i have only used this toy while jerkin off and the first was kinda weird the second i shot alot with it in and the third i used a massger and put it right behind the handle while layin on my back this intensified the stimulation ten fold and my leg started to get the "shakes" a little and i had some involuntary contractions…it felt so good i couldnt hold back i had to nut and i streamed all over shooting above my head and onto the head board…i tend to just dribble cum out when i nut but this was insae and i shot baout 8 times to
gunna see how far i can go with it wish me luck

Session log

Well it's Sunday and I am pretty relaxed and I have been patient waiting for evening. I have decided to use all my versions and keep a log for each experience. Today I started with my usual Eupho experience. Today was different. I lubed up with thick and rich. As I inserted the Eupho I realized how sensitive I have become. Now it's not a bad sensitive, it’s more like I was already there. That place I get carried to after 20 minutes or so. I lay there and felt that slight tug as the Eupho was dragged deeper across my prostate. Damn it felt good. I have learned just to let this happen and it did. I began sporadic involuntary contractions and Eupho dug in deeper my body jerking as it dragged across more sensitive areas. Within minutes a rhythmic pulsing began and I could feel my anal muscles flexing in and out on their own. This intensified the prostate massage and my perineum began to bulge and swell. The feeling was awesome. The involuntaries became deep and powerful and everything became explosive sensitive. My back arched, my feet lifted my buttocks slightly and my stomach tightened. I was completely immersed in and just centered on this feeling as it just plainly overwhelmed me but still I have learned to let it happen. Like being on a roller coaster….just hold on. 45 minutes later, here I am. I will report back when I finish with Helix.

Caution

This thing is so addictive. I have actually had to force myself not to use it every day. The problem is that when used correctly and you are able to sustain a level where you reach super-os, you want to go on and on which just zaps your energy level the entire next day. I just love this thing! On the positive side (if the above could be considered a negative), the endless anal involuntary contractions I have been getting for hours on end have given my prostate the best prostate massage I could ever have imagined. Most all of my BPH symptoms have just disappeared. I sleep through the night without having to get up to pee. WOW, what a blessing to not have to medicate myself with chemicals.

Exhausted

Well I don't know about anyone else but after my intense session last night I am just drag my ass exhausted. I so much look forward to using my aneros toys since I have reached the super-o level. Each experience has been different. Last night I again used each of my 3 toys. Each one gives you a different ride. I have found that my Progasm which gives me a really full effect has a tendency to pop out during intense orgasms. Has anyone had this experience? My Helix does just the opposite and dives deeper and holds tighter during a super-o. Last night I broke my session up into 3 parts. I started with the Eupho for about 1 hour then to the Helix and on to the Progasm. Between each session I took a 20 minute break. I find that by taking a break you somehow get recharged and more sensitive. I reached a level last night that no matter what toy I used I would almost immediately begin involuntary contractions which lasted over 1 hour. I was also able to relax more which lessened the shaking and spasms I have been getting. Within this 1 hour period I had many, many super-o orgasms. It was sooooo intense and quite frankly I didn't want to stop. I just let it happen over and over again on the floor in absolute bliss. Oh and another thing. I read a post a few days ago here about a product you can get at Walgreens on-line called Probe Thick and Rich . I ordered some and I have to say it is the best lubricant I have ever purchased. It just lasts forever. Also, Walgreens will give you medicine droppers if you ask at the pharmacy. They are great for adding 3 or 4 cc of fluid anally. Yes, they are free!! I think it certainly added to my experience. Well it is now morning and I slept like a rock but as the title says, I am totally exhausted.

Can this get better?

Well about 2 weeks ago I experienced what I thought was a Super-O. Maybe it was or maybe it was just a minor part of the awakening stage. What I thought was awesome 2 weeks ago is nothing compared to what I experienced last night. I have learned to let my body and aneros do what it wants to do. As I look back at the last 17 months and aneros use, I now see all the mistakes I have made in this journey. You just can't force this thing to work. I guess we all develop our own techniques. Now it's funny but after all this time becoming "rewired" I now get involuntary contractions within minutes of insertion just by letting aneros rest in just the right spot. I used to work at it, get very sensitive but would rarely even get involuntary responses. For those of you that haven't reached the super-o level, what worked for me was to get myself worked up and sensitive by doing my routine voluntary contractions. I would then find the most sensitive spot inside and just gently rest the aneros there. I wasn't using any pressure but just contracting my anus and letting it rest there. Before I knew it the aneros was being slightly tugged deeper on its own. I would just concentrate on that spot and do nothing. Absolutely do not bear down, just relax and let it happen. Now as incredible as it may seem over the last 2 weeks my super-o experiences have just become more and more intense. Can this really get better?? Inside I absolutely know it can. My body tells me so. The wonderful thing is that I now have now reached a point that I know each time I go to use aneros I am going to be able to reach this super-o bliss. It now happens quickly by just letting it happen. I do not try to make it happen, I am 100% just enjoying the ride at each level and the ride is getting more and more enjoyable. PS. Just a footnote, what finally pushed me over the top was the fact I started using all three of my toys. I started with the Eupho and worked up to the Progasm. Up until last night the Progasm gave my the best results but last night the Helix swept me away to places I would never thought possible.