Curiosity is an odd thing, not only is it fatal to felines (poor kitties), it can send you down paths you didn’t even know existed.
I am approaching my 50th year of life and have been coming to the conclusion that so far things have been very boring, so have begun looking at things outside my normal boundaries.
Anything to do with my ‘backdoor’ has always been considered exit only until about 6 months ago. What was it about anal sex that was so popular? During periods of self pleasure, curiosity reared its head and I began to dip in a finger, badly – and painfully – at first, but then I did get a finger in almost to the knuckle and touched something that caused an odd sensation.
I was also beginning to dip my toes into meditation and looking at Tantra where I learnt about extended male orgasms and dry orgasms. I’ve been on my own for a few years now and masturbation was getting, well…boring, just a means of satisfying an occasional urge, but these new possibilities sounded worth looking into. Then I heard of prostate massagers, but considered them nothing more than a male dildo.
Christmas was approaching and decided I was going to treat myself. I ended up on an adult web store and there were those massagers again, so curiosity made me click the link. There were videos of experts extolling the virtues of those weird looking things, sexual bliss unlike anything experienced before, dry orgasms, the super’O’, and they were good for you.
What made me choose an Aneros over the other makes, I’m not sure, but curiosity had got the better of me and I placed my order for an MGX and some lubricant (made 3 miles from where I live!). I did not expect it to arrive until sometime between Christmas and New Year, so I was very surprised when it arrived at my door the very next day – Christmas Eve. I debated whether to leave it for Christmas day, but the fun of presents is discovering what was inside, and I knew exactly what was inside this parcel.
It is an odd looking gadget and I was very apprehensive about using it, but oddly very excited as well, looking forward to all these wonderful things that were going to happen. Some hours later I decided now was the time. I followed the instructions on the pack, lay on my side and lubed up. Getting it in was easy enough but nothing felt right, apart from a few attempts with a finger, this was the first time anything had gone in my anus. After 10 minutes I had to take it out and go to the toilet. I was a bit disappointed.
On my own on Christmas day and late in the afternoon tried again with the same result. Very late on Christmas night I found the Aneros site and was startled by what I discovered, not just a manufacturers site promoting their wares but an entire new world. I realised very soon that massagers are not an alternative to the hand but a door to something I didn’t know existed. I was fascinated. I read blogs and posts and got chatting to others and the wiki is essential reading for newbies.
Yesterday, I took heed of this new information and tried again. With no expectations or wanting things to happen, I practiced breathing, contracting, meditating…for 40 minutes! Nothing did happen but I knew I was on the right path, there was a positive feel this time. I only stopped because I was falling asleep, but I knew what I had to do next time.
Next time was going to be tonight, but I’ve spent the last 5 hours trawling through the posts and the blogs, writing this, re-writing this, and I’m falling asleep again.
Tag: Meditation
Intro
Hi, I'm rook (unpromoted shogi-hisha).
Height: 6 ft.
Weight 180lb
Prostate: 45gm
Current Wiring: Monogamous-reproductive
Age: 70s
MBTI: ESTJ (goes with the name)
First insertion: Feb 2009 (for foreplay)
Started Journey: May 2009
Prior Anal Play: nil (now making up for lost time)
Toybox: Helix, MGX, Eupho, SGX, modified Progasm, tailless SGX
Favorite Lube: Pastuerized 70/30 mix of Shea Butter and Coconut Oil (tks alv).
Other Interests: Aviation, Restraints
I use Aneros tools three ways:
— Journey (orgasmic) sessions. Strictly with the Eupho. I employ meditation or physical relaxation techniques or audio.
— 'Ano-rectal' (fun and fitness) sessions: These, using Helix or MGX sometimes finish with an SGX or Progasm. My intent is to build and maintain perineum, prostate and the anal muscle and tissue, Also great to explore new moves, sensations and better arousal techniques. These make up for my having missed 65 years of anal play. Think of these as practice in the "Three R's" (raunchy, raucous and reprehensible). 🙂
— I pack an SGX during foreplay (cool tool to maintain arousal.) Also use one to maintain an good sense of DanTien during TaiChi. Recently I tried some easy trampoline with the SGX — no conclusions.
I also do Aneros-less sessions.
J4, Love-is, helixbill, Arctic Wolves, artform and darwin all contributed valuable info, tips, suggestions and an occasional kick in the posterior to move me to where I am. Thanks guys. And a special thanks to Zaneblue for her diet and supplement suggestions. …rook
doctoro aneros alive
Been awhile since I have been on.I have had no trouble with pleasure given by the MGX aneros.I think ,the Super O is misunderstood from my sessions. I do experience precum release from the prostrate and plenty of pleasurable feelings.At the 25 minute point I ejaculate however.This is hands free of course.Once when the sexual energy was high I came twice.It was an amazing night but has only happened once.Lord I just should have kept going but wow!From my readings the Super O is a dry muscle convulsing experience.I am into meditation and am intrigued with the sense of arousal both physically and spiritually I have received from this product.
About to explode
Things are stabilizing these weeks. Had a few days pause and now Im back, the first days I went full throtle and achieved nothing.
But yesterday I just slipped peridise and started reading some sex book and found my self floating in pleasure waves, after that, inserted the eupho and mmmm more intense even. I had to put the book down after 20minutes, couldnt read straight.
Tonight same thing, picked up some erotic book and started reading and getting turned on with the eupho inside, I didnt even get to the kinky part of the chapter before the p-waves took over, when they subsided, went to peredise and the ride continued in a different way.
I like how reading something takes my mind out of the aneros toy, and it starts taking life of its own. The problem might be with the possitions.
I lost the count of how many days Ive been on fast but my guess is about 7. I'm like going through some tantric "point of no return" practice. For those not familiar with the practice it consists on building up just before the point of no return, and chanelling the energy upwards through the midline. Its normally recomended to open the heart chakra before all others. Done right you dont really have to make PC contractions that stop the flow, although sometimes they become necesarry and some ejaculation is lost. But its not only about ejaculation, its about keeping the energy of the orgasm. Aneros P-waves and orgasms have helped me reconect with other types of pleasure sensations and releases, and this practice is becoming easier and easier. Once Ive gone through 5 or so orgasms, I no longer have the urge to cum really and my body is pulsating.
Logging out
Im just recovering from a five hour marathon which Ive decided marks the end of my little honeymoon with myself in the quest for the mistery, the orgasm, the new plane, whatever… Ive been 24 days hitting aneros and self-tantra on an average of 1.5 sessions a day. Now is the time to take a break and settle into a moderate approach, I feel the door has been unlocked.
The Big Change (3 sub-sessions)
Session #4. (The "Big Change" session) This post is a journal of three 'sub-sessions' that alternated between the Helix (with a 'tab cover') and the SGX. Total time was 135 minutes. 5/15/09
Session #4a: Giving up on contractions Helix. Over an hour
This is probably what most guys manage in Session #1 or #2. I just move at snail speed.
I had planned this as a Friday afternoon adventure but was awakened at 2 a.m. by someone scratching on my arm (wasn't the dog!) So, being an 'all-american' gent I made the wrong assumption and asserted myself (she said, "not now and maybe, not anytime today.") So, there we were at 2 a.m., wide awake with fresh coffee and, sense there's little chance for sex, I'm trying to negotiate a time slot for some solo Helix-play. Also asking whether she wanted me to save some of life's essence to share after the Helix play. Or, should I just finish myself off after the session. Her answer was that my attitude appreared 'too academic' for her to get involved. She definitely didn't want an Aneros discussion and her tone was, 'testy.'
I decided to not 'shoot the wad' and would just enjoy the Aneros ride. Perhaps a couple of house bouquets in the afternoon would put me back in her good graces. (note to any reader under the age of 50: In a few years, skip long-stem roses and go for 'house bouquets.' Easy to get at a drive-through florist and the price is a fraction of what you'd pay for roses.)
Getting Started
I had a major turning point on Session #4 so have lumped the first three sessions together. These sessions didn't move very far through the Wiki list of milestones. But I smoothed out a lot of basics and learned what a contraction was.
Aside from the nuts and bolts of "session management" the big project was getting my wife OK with the idea of 'female orgasms for men' So, she is OK with it but, without penis work, she sees her role as 'non-existant.' Eventually I want her involved in nipple and torso work but that's still several sessions away.
Session #1 (the basics)
SGX then Helix. Pre-lube: 10cc K-Y jelly Tool lube: K-Y jelly 75 min. 5/7/09
For session #1 I skipped the shower/mood-adjustment and focused on running through the 'basics' in the instructions and in the Wiki. The prep was pretty straightforward but I over-did on the amount of rectal rinse. That left several ounces of excess water in my colon which later diluted the K-Y lube. (this, was to become a recurring theme — I just don't discharge the whole 4 ounces). I started doing basic contractions with the SGX to see how it played with my bph. While it did produce a generous amount of pre-cum, I didn't sense any major prostate pressure or stimulation during contractions.
Swapped to the Helix. Sensed definite prostate contact. Anal contractions produced a 'jabbing' feeling. The 'pleasure-to-discomrfort' (P2D) ratio wasn't great but was liveable.
Sixth session: Sensual bliss
I spent part of the day reading about chakras and their traditional mystical interpretations. I am definitely at a point where I can feel something—an energy—moving around and through my body. And, I can intensify the feeling just by focusing my awareness on it with the intent to do so.
I wonder if that's all that's really been happening around the prostate, which is near the root chakra considered to be at the base of the spine. By moving the energy around there with my awareness, I can eventually induce an orgasm. It's relatively easy to do this because the energy has a sexual, pleasurable quality to it, making it trivial to identify and immensely enjoyable to dwell upon. (It is actually the second chakra, below the navel, that is supposed to be connected with sexual response; perhaps this helps explain the effectiveness of e.g. the male deer exercise…)
The other energies I've been experiencing do not have the same sexual quality to them. Yet they are clearly present around the other chakras, and must have a similar relationship with the nervous system of the body as does the root chakra, as they're able to induce the same muscle spasms I'd experienced when first starting with the Aneros.
I don't experience spasms as much any more, at least as far as they are associated with prostate massage, and I think this is an effect of the "rewiring" process—another way to look at it might be an opening up of energy channels. My other chakras are (or were) not as open yet, and so the energy has been jolting and shocking my nervous system causing convulsions.
Wonderful unexpected euphoric session (Ain't life grand!)
Well I use my aneros tools every other day or every third day religiously. Over the past few months after attaining the ability to reach super-o level I have had some pretty amazing sessions. Some that leaves me breathless, some that leave my body numb and some that place me in other states of mind. Nothing though prepared me for last night’s session. I was in such a bad mood as my life lately has put me under a lot of stress. I have always been pretty good at dealing with life’s issues but today I was struggling. Even though I didn't really feel like I was ready for this session I forced myself to follow through. I prepped and lubed and shut myself in my office which is upstairs in my home. I started with my Eupho which has been giving me some real good rides lately. Well what happened next I can't explain. This really wasn't different than any other night but upon insertion my prostate immediately went into intense spasms. The Eupho was dragged deep inside and within 30 seconds I was riding my first O. This had never happened before. I usually relax and after about 15 or 20 minutes the pleasure builds but not tonight! Within 5 minutes I was completely detached from my body and just absorbed within this energy field. I could feel the Eupho doing its thing but I was elsewhere. My lower body was shaking as the Eupho stroked my prostate. The pleasure was incredible. Emotions rose to the surface but just random things from me distant past. But why would thoughts about my former girlfriends dad float through my mind. That was when I was 18 and I am 54 now. Intense, intense, intense!!! At 1 point I was so far out of body it was like I was looking down at myself. I have experienced this through meditation…this place of calm energy but at the same time my body was absorbed in this state of pure pleasure. This state went on for almost 1 hour. I truly didn't want this to stop but my body was just exhausted. This session was just beautiful, wonderful, and left me peaceful and relaxed. All the worries of the day seemed small afterward. I used the Helix and the Progasm also but that first hour sent me into orbit. I have never experienced such a quick launch into super-o land and I can't say why tonight was so different. I am sure todays inner peace is left over effects from last evening.
Training wheels indeed
Something interesting happened last night that was completely non-sexual, and yet at least as energetic and satisfying as I've been experiencing lately. I decided to try some meditation (in bed) with the help of headphones and soothing audio. It was not long before I started to feel some tingling, mostly in my legs—not erotic at all but soothing and very relaxing. I was able to direct this tingling with my focused awareness into other parts of my body, and was soon feeling it all over.
Some other things also happened that I'm not sure I'm ready to talk about, as they are very personal. I'll just say that I think I made some significant spiritual progress and felt enveloped in loving guidance. As it relates to the tremendous feelings the Aneros is able to bring about however, I will also say I was exposed to a number of different energies of which the orgasmic energy seems to be just one in a vast spectrum.
I slept very well last night. 🙂
This morning I felt refreshed, but was also starting to feel the same urges as before. I was pretty charged up, so I experimented with having an Aneros-less session and, to my great amazement and satisfaction, achieved numerous body-shaking orgasms. I didn't feel the need to ejaculate, and finished the session instead on a great high. What a great way to start the day!