Im just recovering from a five hour marathon which Ive decided marks the end of my little honeymoon with myself in the quest for the mistery, the orgasm, the new plane, whatever… Ive been 24 days hitting aneros and self-tantra on an average of 1.5 sessions a day. Now is the time to take a break and settle into a moderate approach, I feel the door has been unlocked.
Tag: PC
Getting Started
I had a major turning point on Session #4 so have lumped the first three sessions together. These sessions didn't move very far through the Wiki list of milestones. But I smoothed out a lot of basics and learned what a contraction was.
Aside from the nuts and bolts of "session management" the big project was getting my wife OK with the idea of 'female orgasms for men' So, she is OK with it but, without penis work, she sees her role as 'non-existant.' Eventually I want her involved in nipple and torso work but that's still several sessions away.
Session #1 (the basics)
SGX then Helix. Pre-lube: 10cc K-Y jelly Tool lube: K-Y jelly 75 min. 5/7/09
For session #1 I skipped the shower/mood-adjustment and focused on running through the 'basics' in the instructions and in the Wiki. The prep was pretty straightforward but I over-did on the amount of rectal rinse. That left several ounces of excess water in my colon which later diluted the K-Y lube. (this, was to become a recurring theme — I just don't discharge the whole 4 ounces). I started doing basic contractions with the SGX to see how it played with my bph. While it did produce a generous amount of pre-cum, I didn't sense any major prostate pressure or stimulation during contractions.
Swapped to the Helix. Sensed definite prostate contact. Anal contractions produced a 'jabbing' feeling. The 'pleasure-to-discomrfort' (P2D) ratio wasn't great but was liveable.
Mistress Aneros gets her way…again!
I been on the Aneros super-highway for four short months and this morning was my best ever session. (Or should that be best session ever)? Minute after minute after minute of orgasmic pleasure. Muscle tensing, toe curling, fist clenching, hip thrusting, breath holding, panting, moaning, writhing, pleasure. When I tried to let go of my mild PC contraction mistress Aneros wouldn’t let me, she forced me to keep going… again and again she had her way with me. What finally brought my session to an end was the Staples delivery guy knocking on the door. Didn’t know if I should thank him of cuss him…. I did neither.
This session really surprised me as I didn’t expect much too happen because of a really crappy, non-sexual feeling, low esteem week. In the end I guess a week without the Aneros was what the mistress ordered, within moments of insertion small spasms of involuntaries started.
You know, I’ve really taken a liking to “roughing up” my Eupho. By “roughing up” I mean I rub the Eupho with a chunk of paraffin before I lube it up. The paraffin creates a slightly textured surface on the Eupho, makes it super easy to feel its subtle movements. And I’m not 100% sure about this, but I think the paraffin texture gives the sphincter a place to “grab onto” to better guide the Eupho’s movements. What works really well for me is to hold a gentle PC contraction, then either thrust or rotate my hips in order to rub the Eupho gently across my prostate. Mmmmmm… delicious! And one more thing, this Probe lube…it is the cats meow, no doubt about it.
Just another day at the office
Sometimes, long after all the sessions are complete, when I go to bed I just lay there and start the coaxing of the p-waves. First, I make sure I’m uncovered – no extraneous sensations. Then I find the right gentle contraction – all I know is its not the pc or bc muscle – I think it’s the cremaster muscle or something (Darwin would know) – it’s an outward inward pull push. Then it starts – the nice pressure, the creeping tingling. I don’t get them all over my body, I only get them were it counts, around the crotch. Then my peter starts to cycle up and down. Not throbbing. Pulsating. Just shy of twitching. It can cycle up and down like that for an hour and half – you just kind of have to throw common sense about sleep schedule out the window.
Makes me wish I knew more tricks. Like how to move the tingling around my body – maybe I should try to draw it up. I would not call these “immense pleasure waves”. They are immensely sensational – I don’t know, ‘cause I’ve never felt anything like it before. They are just my poor mans super-o. It is, after all, results. It’s just not orgasmic. It seems like I used to get involuntaries, but not so much anymore – just the good pressure and the p-waves. It’s like when its filling up with blood and the pulse beat follows from your pelvis up your peter (combined with p-wavyeous tingling) – but then it takes on a life of its own, asynchronous to your pulse beat.
EVOLGING
After an initial success with the aneros and taking some time off Im back with mistress aneros. I bought myself eupho and probe lubricant which I saw a lot of recomedations for mmmm cant wait to try it all out.
I havent had a lot of progress lately with mind blowing orgasms, rather the contratry, the peak moments are backing up a little bit. But Im extremly happy with the discovery of this world of orgasm (slowly doing KSMO too). One thing that surprised me the other day is that I got turned on and started slowly manualy pulling peridise in and out and to my surprise got a very short but very strong orgasm, like a hammer. There are orgasms all over the body waiting to be unlocked.
My experience is being more internal.
– Im four days into a ejaculatory fasting, and doing some traditional tantric (pc squeeze) here and there, and the aneros. The energy inside of my seems to be building up.
– My state of mind is becoming plesant. My emotions are starting to unwind themselves. Im having a natural high all day, mellow but present.
– Orgasmic waves (or whatever you want to call them) are coming and going through my body all day.
– I definitely have feelings of Kundalini awakening. Ive had them before by accident but through this practice and training I seem to be able to take hold of the process and am able to play and build up the energies of the body
– Im generally more at ease with myself and my libido and erections have incresed (I have a bit of ed and low libido btw)
– Things seem new. Im becoming more playful and loving with people. Going back to being a younger more inocent and vulnerable me.
– Its easier and more natural not to judge things and not to criticise and feel jealousy towards others.
– A lot of these sensations are sublte but present non the less
A little progress
A had another session last night and I think I made a little headway.
Thanks to those who have commented on my blog entries so far, I have done my best to act on what you have suggested. I have switched on to the fact that I have been trying to rush into all this too fast and I have been going at my previous sessions at a pace to try and 'force some progress out of it'. This, of course, is not right. So last night I changed tack and took things nice and slow.
Previously I had been just using my sphincter muscles to move the aneros, doing so with rapid contractions, almost hammering away at my prostate to try and get it to do something. This time, I tried not to use my sphincter at all and just concentrate on PC. Tensing it and holding it there for as long as I could in order to practice. After about an hour I started to feel the beginnings of some very pleasant feelings that would start off at my prostate but would then feel stronger down the backs of my thighs. Though I tried to focus on what I was feeling I soon lost it and decided to call it a night.
I will continue with PC muscle practice next time round and replicate the slow pace I did last time. Just to think, I never even acknowledged that muscle until joining this community!
The R word
So last night was the first recent session that I seriously attempted and approached the technique of laying on my back, knees bent, legs spread, breath, and relax. Yes, the dirty "R" word that those of us who have not achieved super orgasm tend to have a love/hate relationship with. LOL I first heard it from "slipperybugger" the other day, and it made me chuckle, as I pondered the appropriateness of it's use.
I'm doing this because of my recent disappointing revelation that for many months now all I've been doing within my sessions is hands free edging. This happened because I've been laying on my side, and my penis ends up rubbing against the bed, even if ever slightly at times. It was very pleasurable, and probably helped in waking up my prostrate. As the times when I ended up ejaculating, I learned how incredibly pleasurable Aneros assisted super-T orgasms are. To the point, where just plain regular masturbation wasn't all that desirable anymore.
So I went into this session pretty bummed, and with rather low expectations as I knew that it would be un-realistic of me to expect much pleasure initially. Especially as compared to what I had been previously doing with hands free edging.
The interesting thing is that over time I have learned the difference between sexual excitement in my penis, and sexual excitement in my prostate. Two very different things. And I find it so interesting that when my prostate is excited, there is almost no interest or focus of pleasure and excite in my penis unless I happen to touch myself there.
1st attempt
Hello everyone
I had a some awakenings this past years through some life experience and I definitely had quite a big boost going through craniosacral work and rolfing. Basically a lot of emotional release, whole body highs etc… Since those episodes I have been experiencing full body orgasms and the ability to cicle and move and expand something in my body which I am not yet aware what it is or what it dose. Reading the aneros forum and some KSMO post, what people where talking about seemed familiar. So I went ahead and orderd a helix, after two weeks a progasm, and now peredise is on its way.
I dont know how I fist heard about aneros, but it stayed in the back of my head until I started to run into information and testimonials that gave me indications that this was a valid route for me to take. Although Ive experimented with the anal root on my own at points, Ive always been very turned down.
My experience
I have to say that the progasm isnt doing too much compared to the helix, but I guess it will have its place and its time! Although come to think of it, it dose reach some spots that the helix dosent, I miss the movement from helix.
First O's
Yesterday night I had a big breakthrough in my experience level. I did a little marathon on my own with a bit of everything, 4 hours total, result, a lot of enjoyable p-waves, getting stronger and stronger as the night progressed, the night strangely culminated in a two super-Os back to back (or at least I thought thats what they were, if that wosent one, I cant wait).
What I did.
BIG breakthrough
More aneros practice.
These days have been an awakening for me. I can feel energy tingling through my body and have afterglow effects if Ive had a good session of aneros.
Im getting sore at this point and Im going to give myself a bit of a break. I have lube problems too. Im ordering some new varieties ASAP so I can go back to my training. Its hard not to continue on practicing, everyday I go at it I reach something new. Now its not only about pleasure, its about training. In some sessions Im not even worried about what I achieve in that session but rather I playing with the orgasm and seeing its qualities rather than trying to make it explode. Im not dying for the orgsm to happen, I build it up and even tease my body to see how that alters the feeling. I make some squeezes voluntarily and let the pleasure accumulate, I practice with light contraction, when I feel Im almost there, I relax and chillout for a bit and then go back to it…
This was not obvious for me at the begining but there are a lot of muscles down there that we can call upon not just pc and sphicter muscles. I thought there was only two movements, and even these two seem to be a combination of other ones. Im specially referring to the muscle in the rectum; pulling in, rocking, squeezing…