Undies

So I went out and purchased some speciality underwear that I could feel sexy in. I think it was a great way to feel good about yourself know you got some awesome underwear on.

They felt so great to wear that I was getting pretty horny just from wearing them. And if I pulled them up tight against my butt my butt started to ache for a session. I loved it.

So I proceeded to go home and have an awesome session with my Progasm.

I was getting great feelings right from the get go and was able to have a silent (no vocal sound) Super-O.

I was lying down on my stomach and I started to feel as though I was going into a different/lower state of consciousness. Every other thought, concern and feeling faded away and there was just this point in my minds eye to concentrate on. It was just the prostate and it being rubbed. I just silently concentrated on the feeling and let it continue. I was just content to have this feeling and let it continue, I couldn't even think of doing anything different.

Eventually I faded back to reality and breathed a sigh of relief for such a wonderful experience.

I also proceeded to jack-off normally and ended up with a very powerful penile orgasm. I actually shot up past my head onto the pillow which doesn't happen often. Very satisfying.

Update August 09

Since late June, almost exactly two months ago, I have had altogether, about three dozen sessions, which have involved all models of Aneros devices with the exception of any of the Peredise models. About four of these sessions have involved the Progasm Ice, but my preferred model seems to be the Helix, which was used in about half of all sessions.

I have now achieved a level of experience where I can reliably experience P waves in every session, usually coming in groups of half a dozen or so, continuing without a break for periods of about half an hour. Nowadays, I manage two or three such groups in each session. On a couple of occasions, I have experienced what I would believe was a mini O, during which my whole body seemed to shake almost uncontrollably, but these experiences have been rare. All sessions involving P waves have been with the Helix or SGX, but I am still experimenting and look forward to similar effects with the others. I still live in hope that one day I will experience a full-blown Super O.

I can also report that a few days ago, I had my Helix inserted during intercourse with my beloved J. This resulted in a most memorable and intense lovemaking session and created one of the most powerful orgasms I have ever enjoyed. (Although J does know that I am using Aneros devices, she was not aware of the presence of the Helix the other day)! I am hoping to involve her more fully in my use of Aneros devices but am aware that she is a bit sensitive about it thus far.

Curious sensations

So yesterday, after two or three days of ejaculation abstinence, I was having a no-Aneros session in my computer chair while looking at some porn on the internet. I was having some pretty strong prostate buzzing sensations prior to this, which prompted me to have this session. And boy was I glad I did. Lately for some reason, the involuntaries have been close to non-existent in my no-Aneros sessions which is unusual. And I had no idea why. So I figured since I wasn't getting much response in that department anyway, I'd experiment with just relaxing my anal and PC muscles. And WHAM! The pleasure and energy sensations in my prostate jumped up a notch in a new way than I had experienced before and were oh so delightful! In addition to the involuntaries returning and adding very significantly to the pleasure and build up. I never got past this plateau. But it is a new record for me. And without an Aneros! The only thing I can figure is that maybe the PC and/or anal muscles need to tone up initially with the voluntary contractions. But perhaps once you get to the point where they are in shape and strong. You need to change your strategy to relaxing them instead. Just a hypothesis.

So later that day, I had an Aneros session with my Progasm. And I'm finding that lately these session don't compare much to my no-Aneros sessions. The pleasure is just not as intense, I don't feel the energy sensations, and because of this in frustration I often end up having a super-T. At least this time it was a good super-T! LOL

Continued Progress

I know I might be getting ahead of myself a bit here, but yesterday, I received a Progasm Ice (which my retailer had told me I should have bought in the first place)!
This would have to be the most sensuous piece of kit I have ever laid eyes on. I could hardly wait to give it a try out, even though there was only a window of a few minutes available!

In Southeast Australia, we are currently suffering a drought, so water conservation is high on our priority list. Accordingly, because of the type of hot water service we have, to save water, my wife J. and I have an arrangement whereby she showers first and I follow immediately while it is still running. As J. announced she was about to start her shower, I knew I had just a few minutes to play with my new friend.

I injected (by means of the eye dropper) about 3ml lube into my rectum and then liberally covered the PI with lube. I tried to insert the PI from the crouching position but it was obvious that would be too painful. So, I lay on my left side on the floor with my left leg straight and my right leg bent and pointing upwards. In this position, taking it very slowly, I began to insert the PI, using the recommended Spooning technique. Was surprised to find that it went in quite easily. After some seconds, I received a call from J. summoning me for my shower. I eased the PI out and was again surprised, this time to find out how far it had gone in!. By this time I had at least three quarters of an erection and there was a considerable flow of precum from my penis. I also noticed that on completing my shower, my penis was still producing precum! This exercise has taught me that I will need some practice in insertion to become acquainted with the PI before attempting a session with it.

Achievement Unlocked: Anal Orgasm

Hey guys, just wanted to share this with you all.

So I started a session with my Helix and it wasn't quite doing it for me. I contemplated giving it a rest and just stopping but I decided to give the Progasm a try first.

I was on my back with a pillow under my lower back and knees up.

I wasn't feeling my normal pulses from my prostate but I was getting lots of sensations from the base of the progasm just inside the sphincter. So I started to focus on that and giving some light contractions. Pretty soon I was focusing on how the Progasm was being held by my intestinal walls all together with emphasis on just inside the sphincter.

It was quivering like crazy, clenching and unclenching and shivers going along the Progasm when bam everything just started going crazy clamping and unclamping around the progasm with the strongest feeling at the base of the Progasm.

There weren't any feelings I could perceive coming from the prostate or perineum hence my thinking that it was an anal orgasm.

It was a great experience and I'd love to have another just as much as a prostate orgasm. Kind of different but equal in intensity.

Any thoughts on your experiences similar to this?

One Year Anniversary Musings

Well fellow anal adventurers, I am now entrenched in year two of the journey. I wonder how many of us there are out there who have committed a year plus to this undertaking with out ever achieving any of the o’s; super, dry or mini?

When you have been on this trip as long as I have, you stop classifying your “progress” by wiki definitions. I have reclassified myself as a “grinder”: a long term user who experiences incremental progress and tends to have a good time just wandering the path. The grinder is not desperate. We already have some measure of success in our lives and because of that we must integrate Aneros use into our existing relationships.

Brian Mayfield made a comment once about how Aneros users (sooner or later) hit the “snow ball effect” where all sorts of sensations just start cavalcading together. I don’t know when the avalanche will hit; I just know I have to keep logging the time until it does.

Before I began using this product and joined this forum I thought I knew what pleasure was. I thought I was pretty in touch with my body. This process has awakened not just my prostate but my perception of what sensations my body is possible of producing and translating. My traditional orgasms are many times more pleasurable than before. This little device has helped open up numerous erogenous zones. It has rejuvenated my sexual relationship with my wife – the importance of a few rousing kick starts over the years cannot be underestimated. In addition, the forum discussions here have provided many thought provoking threads in which to help me think through my ever changing world view. This whole experience has been a big net plus.

Prostate cries for orgasm

Well… So much for abstaining from ejaculation. Let me explain. Yesterday I had another morning Aneros session. It was fantastic! But no further breakthrough into finding super-O's. And then through out the day my prostate kept crying for orgasm/pleasure. It's pleasant torture, but it's still torture. So later in the day I did an no-Aneros session while looking at porn on the computer. And got much further to going over the top. I think one of the big differences between an Aneros session, and a no-Aneros session, is that I find I can squeeze voluntary contractions much harder without the Aneros inserted and get amazingly pleasurable results. Where as with an Aneros inserted, I find that harder contractions often have diminishing results. It's the lighter contractions that seem to work better with an Aneros.

So anyway, I got so close in my no-Aneros session that it frustrated the hell out of me. So I went to have another Progasm session to see if I could go further, but no luck. Actually less results than without the Aneros. So I caved in and had a super-T. Unfortunately, it felt more like I was just ejaculating, and not really orgasming. So it was a real let down in the pleasure department. But man, I sure did cum a whole bunch! LOL And at least the cries of my prostate have died down to a more tolerable level since then. I'm gonna try and give myself today off. And then back into the Aneros sessions tomorrow.

Nice results again!

So, I have to remind myself to type up these blogs right after an Aneros session. As I seem to lose a fair amount of the enthusiasm the next day. LOL

Yesterday I had two sessions. The first one was fantastic! The second a lot more milder. I seem to be back on track to not having a super-T at the end of the session. So I'm abstaining from ejaculating. Yesterdays first session was amazing, and I knew prior to starting. I was sitting at my computer, and my whole body felt electric, my nipples were constantly hard and sensitive. It felt like my whole body was charged energetically. I hardly needed any looking at porn to get me ready.

I've found recently that arching my back while laying on my back really helps with feeling pleasure. It's like the P-tab, and the head on the Progasm really hit the right spot in that position. I was able to attain a swollen, very aroused, and very sensitive prostate several times throughout the session. Also the sensitive part on the front side of the anus was really sensitive and pleasurable. Several times I could feel it move upwards towards the prostate. Wow! Boy when you can find a fantasy that really gets you going, it also really makes the world of difference.

As I type this I feel my body getting excited again. I guess I'll be having another session soon. 😀 LOL

Progasm is what I should have got all along

So a new Stag Shop opened up near my house and I decided to support the local economy and fulfil my own wanting of a progasm. The clerk was very friendly in directing me towards the prostate stimulators and sang high praise of the aneros line of products. I mentioned how I enjoyed my own Helix but was somewhat frustrated by its inconsistency in producing enjoyable sessions. She seemed a little surprised by this but I said hopefully the progasm will be better for me. Oh great job on the packing btw, its the clear plastic stuff, but its held together by two buttons of plastic that hold it together like a sandwich. Just pop them open to get access, no scissors required! I got the clear ice one that was released recently and brought it home immediately to try it out. Its probably the most beautiful looking thing that I'll ever put up my butt.

Well, I can say that I was very happy to find the progasm being so much thicker and heavier, something I always felt was missing from the helix. The k-tab seems like a cool new edition, and I knew exactly the feeling they were trying to elicit by adding it and I'm grateful.

Back in the saddle again! :D

It appears my Aneros lull has ended. I had an amazing session last night! I had the most amount of pre-cum on me that I've ever seen. And I could feel my prostate swell with arousal several different times within the session. I also felt some tingly pleasure in my prostate a few times also. Rather than just around my anus and perineum. That was really nice. I think I experienced some new highs in pleasure during this session.

As to why this lull happened? Depression and personal growth are the two main things. But also I noticed that when I was last having pleasurable sensations from Aneros sensations, I think close to a month ago. I was concentrating on the completely relax approach. And what I've found out recently is that I completely stopped doing any conscious anal and PC contractions both within and outside of an Aneros session. So I recently started doing them again. And just within a few days… Boom! Pleasure again! So for me, it seems that doing the conscious contractions are important.

There was much for me to learn during my Aneros lull though. Masturbation was rare. And when I did, I had to tell myself that it is ok to have pleasure, and that I deserve it. And I had to really practice on focusing on the sensations and any erotic fantasies to allow me to be excited to ejaculate. Sound familiar? LOL Eventually as I did this more and started doing the anal and PC contractions… Sensitivity, pleasure, and desire for it returned.