tried again today–same result as the last 2 times–encouraging but not the big o–have the ability to start with the involuntary spasms after about 5 minutes–accomplish this by just waiting, completely relaxed on my back with my knees in the air–now know what i'm feeling and when it comes i just let it happen to see where it takes me–sometimes it makes me go oh yeah and sometimes it makes me shake my legs and/or bounce on the bed with my ass–this bouncing feels good and makes me feel the aneros inside me–i can almost get off from this but it takes a little something extra which i have not identified yet–when it happened the first time it was like time slowed down and a switch was thrown and the aneros seemed to really dig into me and welded itself to me, but i don't know what exactly happened just before that and so i don't know what set me off–of course it may not be the same every time so i have to remain loose
Tag: Relaxation
Night Play
It's been about three weeks that I've been using the MGX and things are going swimmingly. One night last week I tried using it at night instead of the usual daytime. Usually I avoid that time since I don't want to wake the partner up with the sounds of a shaking bed! (we have separate bedrooms, by the way)
At first, nothing much happened and I considered giving it up for the night. But — having no light makes a big, big difference in terms of clearing your mind and focusing on the various feelings you get. After awhile I was generating a general "warm" feeling all through my midsection. I was doing my usual on my side with gentle pelvic thrusts and a contraction when my midsection was pointing out. I remember at this particular session that I was really getting the hang of controlling the muscles down there. I was getting a better understanding of which ones need to move which way to touch the sweet spot. Pretty soon I was getting the most pleasurable sensations yet. An incredible building went on for about five minutes. Instead of fantasizing about something concrete, I focused on the MGX itself and imagined it was a tongue and my body was a lollipop that got turned on by being licked. Strange as it sounds, that got me pretty hot! After that 5 minute wave of pleasure, I switched sides and couldn't quite replicate the sensation (although I did get some pretty good mini waves going).
ed's journey
had my first super o yesterday and i'm here again trying to duplicate it–lots of lube again after a douche–start with my helix again and then my 16 mm, followed by my progasm and then my 16 mm peridise again–basically did the same thing with each massager–got to the involuntary movement part and the bouncing and the very good feelings and the panting etc but never over the hump to the super o–it's great getting to the involuntaries so soon now, like i have been able to do these last few times–also great knowing what i am looking for and finally knowing that it really is all about letting go completely–there is no longer letting go and grabbing onto a feeling with a contraction–i don't use contractions at all–they keep things from happening–also when a feeling hits i no longer contract as a reaction–i don't know why or how i manage to do this,although the movement is so small now that it doesn't surprise me like it used to do– i relax and take whatever my body dishes out to me–the movement seems to be so small and fast that i don't perceive any movement at all–i do feel movement when i'm starting but when i get there all aneros movement seems gone, there is just this thing buried so deeply in me and seemingly welded to me that it seems a part of me–it seems to feel hotter too–it grabs onto my asshole and bounces me around without letting go– there is no me and it anymore while it is in control, just us
ed's journey
this is the session where i had the super o–i was talking about the quality of the feelings being different since i had the hives outbreak and i thought that i was a long way from getting back to where i was before the allergic reaction to the lyrica–i thought that my feelings were diminished and that i would have to work at getting that quality back–i was feeling pressure on my prostate instead of a delicious rubbing and no tickling like i had before–anyway on thursday i doubled lubed, about 2 to 3 teaspoons, as i wanted plenty of movement, which i thought had also been missing–i started off with the helix and got the same quality feelings but i could move it around and it moved on its own too–i worked with the helix for about 50 minutes and was getting a lot of response,that is, rubbing and quivering of my legs and a good feeling on my prostate–it felt like it was going farther and deeper than ever before–also my prick felt like it was big, which i knew was not true, but it felt like it was–then i switched to my 16 mm peridise and things went on the same from there–it didn't seem like anything was going to happen but i kept with it, not working but enjoying what was happening and relaxing all the way–no contractions to distract me either–just letting it go–then i started to feel what i call a poking on the right side, this is probably a rubbing on the top of my prostate–this makes my breathing start to accelerate and my legs start to quiver–i'm on my back with my legs bent with my heels on the bed, my hands on my chest–anyway i start to feel it and i start to bounce and my legs go crazy on their own, jumping from side to side and up and down, until some rhythm comes along and everything starts to build–my breathing goes ragged and i moan and pant very loudly–i feel the rubbing on the right and then it shifts to the left, what i associate with the lower part of my prostate, and it becomes more intense –this builds and builds and i feel the peridise dig into me all the way and it gets hotter and it seems to weld itself to me–i don't feel it moving at all but all of me is moving, bouncing and legs swaying and head bouncing and then out of nowhere, it seems as if a switch was thrown or a gear shifted, everything goes crazy, but in a controlled way with the rhythm perfect and i'm off–i just let go–i didn't try to do anything but let go and relax–cleared my mind and panted and moaned and bounced–it was the super o and different than i thought it would be–it just took complete control of me and bounced me around and shook me for what seems like a long time but was probably only 5 or 10 minutes–i couldn't tell the time–my mouth was so dry and i was so tired and it just shook me like a rag doll–it must have looked like articwolves's video–i was completely under its control–i was yelling and screaming and panting and my whole body was bouncing on the bed on my ass while my legs were flying up and down and every which way and my arms were bouncing off my chest and into the air–my head was screwing around and bouncing off the bed in rhythm with everything else–it was great but it was completely different from any sexual experience i've ever had–different but definitely something i want to repeat as soon as i can
First Few Sessions: Whoa
I first found out about the Aneros a couple of weeks ago in an online forum. Curiosity piqued, I eventually found out more at this very website and immediately bought an MGX at a locally owned sex toy shop. It seemed a bit pricy, but after reading all the stuff about how wonderful it was, what did I have to lose? Turns out it was a wise investment.
I couldn't wait to try it out the next morning after the partner went to work. Having had a lot of anal experience, the lubed MGX slid right up there nicely. It felt odd at first, but good! I laid on the bed and did some breathing exercises to calm me now. Unfortunately for some reason (nervousness?), I was easily distracted and the session wasn't as good as it could have been. I got into some sphincter-tightening and eventually built up a nice, low-level tingly feeling, but that was about it. Mostly this time was spent getting used to the aneros. At one point I started thinking sexy thoughts and my dick went from soft to rock hard in about two seconds – interesting. Since I had held off for several days, it ended with a nice but not mind blowing penile orgasm.
First Day
Read about this site before and filed it away in the back of my mind. Then stumbled on it again this week and really studied it. The forums and Blogs caught my attention the most. My thinking was that if so many Men felt so strongly about this product that they would post to a public forum, well there must be some truth to it.
The girlfriend and I have played with prostate massage in the past (a year ago) and I can remember thinking to myself "No human being can feel this good. We were never made to feel this good." I Saw colors and lost total track of where my arms and legs were in relation to the rest of me. Lost my hearing while it was happening too. An overwhelming human experience. The down side, She has had an arm injury in the past with some nerve damage and could not keep it up. It was tiring for her and I could see that I could want this several times a week and for hours. I would not ask her for that. Amazing woman though she would try in a heartbeat for me. So I filed that experience away as possible special thing to ask for on my birthday. Nothing more.
Then I studied this site. I got some hope, what if based on my past experience I could have that again. without putting anyone else through hell for it. Wow. I got the Progasm and the Mgx.
Not much yet after 6 sessions, but Sensual peeing?
I now have completed my 6th session, and so I am pretty new at this. Each session so far has lasted roughly 1-2 hours. I have felt close to nothing the last 5 times. This last time, I didn't feel anything while the massager was inserted, but I think I'm starting to see what people mean when they speak of not 'clenching tightly' or trying to avoid vigorously massage the prostate.
I tried my absolute best not to expect anything, and relax… I can honestly say that although the first 2-3 times this was definately not achieved, during the last session, I was extremely relaxed. I also noticed how the aneros started to move (for the first time) in a fluid motion with my breathing, in and out without really forcing or flexing much. Not really sure whether my prostate is being massaged, since I don't know what it feels like.
I do believe that with patience, it will eventually come… after all, it took me at least a couple of years to reliably find my girlfriend's g-spot. Granted that I don't own her equipment, but I suppose there was some 'rewiring' that she had to go through as I am hopefully about to do (but that discussion is for another forum).
ed's journey
i have been doing a lot of sessions lately with all my massagers and my peridises too–a lot of repeatable success too–my orgasms haven't taken off by themselves and left me lying in the bushes but i can make them happen and make them repeat–part of the new lesson is learning what they are like and what to call them–i now realize that i have been having orgasms for awhile but didn't recognize them as they were so different from penile ejaculations–the ones that i like the most are when it feels like one of my balls is popping into or out of someone's mouth or a cock ring–but i realize it is not my balls feeling this but my prostate–it feels like it is being gently but firmly poked with a rounded stick or a finger–it used to happen once in awhile but now it happens several times in a row–if i could make it happen continuously i would be in heaven!–the other sensation i like is the one of something gently rubbing down the length of my prostate–funny this happens on the bottom left and the ball popping on the top right–the rubbing is very gentle and subtle and warm feeling–i could just relax all day and feel that without getting tired of it–the poking is more urgent and makes me want to squirm and fidget–
ed's journey
been doing a lot of sessions in the last few days–can seem to get near the threshold but never over it–got the peridise advanced set yesterday and used the larger 20 mm one yesterday and this morning–also tried the smaller 16 mm one just now–they are similar but different– i like both, in fact the 16 mm makes me want to buy the eupho, the movement is so exquisite, which is what i imagine the eupho will give from all i have read about it–i have been able to relax to generate a good feeling and then catch it with the slightest contraction i can make, both anally and pc-wise–then it builds and builds but never goes over that edge where it self generates–fun though–sure wish i could learn that method which will make it self sustaining, leading to nice orgasms, one after another–now i can bring one on after another tapers off but they are not earth shattering nor repetitive–can anyone out there help me?–maybe i should ask on the general forum??–will try the 16 mm again after some rest–i find that i have to piss a bucket after an hour or so–i have the feeling of needing to piss with the buzz from ass to prostate, but when i take a break i find that i really do need to piss so badly–making a ton of precum too!–wish i could get over that edge just once to see how to do it–oh well i guess i'll just wander dumbly along until i stumble on it and then have to stumble along again until i recognize what i have done–that's how it is with this journey–you can do the right thing but not recognize it at the time and then have to search for it again, hoping you realize it when you do it again out of trial and error–that's the way it has been with me about the relaxation and the contractions–i think i know now what is what but i still don't know everything i need to know–when i get this thing cracked i will probably be spending hours on my back reaping the rewards for all this work
ed's journey
well, i've had a lot of no advancement sessions and maybe even some one or two steps backwards sessions since the last post–tried cutting back the hot glue and also reshaping it–got feelings going but could never complete the loop to self generating feelings–very frustrating after thinking i had cracked it!–finally decided that the p-tab just wasn't hitting my spot and that the pressure on my perineum was too great–i discovered the post on the forum about external prostate massage exercises and after doing them i saw that my prostate responded better to soft, subtle poking rather than hard, aggressive poking, so i thought that this would be true for the p-tab too–therefore i removed all of the hot glue from the mgx and the helix and tried them again–success!– what i had been missing in closing the loop was the feedback from the external pressure on my perineum, just as i had thought–maybe it should have been obvious to me earlier cause i could generate the feelings i was after but could not get them to self generate–anyway now i could get the loop closed and now i had to learn how to start the feelings and how to control and vary them–i have always been greatly confused about contractions and complete relaxation and when to do one and when to do the other–now what is working for me is almost complete relaxation to get a little flutter going and then very, very light contractions to keep them going once started–also i can now use anal and pc contractions for different effects–after a flutter starts i can capture it with a slight anal contraction and place the prostate massager in different spots on my prostate to generate different sensations by varying the anal contraction to move the massager up and down my prostate–then when i like the sensation from the degree of contraction and the placement on my prostate i can use my pc contraction to "play a tune" that pleases me on that spot–different spots on the prostate feel different and different intensities of pc contractions feel different too–so using this and varying the frequency of the pc contractions i can find what i like and then maintain this pleasurable activity until i discover something else to amuse myself–if the feelings go away i simply relax as much as i can and then "capture" the next pleasant feeling that comes along with another slight anal contraction–in this way i can try to maintain pleasure and start pleasure almost as long as i want– i haven't gotten the out of control, i guess it's a super o, response yet but now again i feel that i am closer–last week i wondered if i would ever get here and so close–i can't say enough for those external prostate massages as posted in the forum–i do them in the morning, before getting out of bed and they make my prostate all warm and alive–they feel like the echos one has the day after an aneros session without the aneros–i recommend them to everyone–they will wake up one's prostate and get it conditioned for aneros activity–also they will teach one what to look for when searching for pleasant prostate feelings and where they are located–part of the learning process is knowing what you are looking for–this is hard as one needs to feel it himself and to identify it and then to see what controls it, and someone else cannot do this for you–today i had all the models in and out and i stopped several times and did other things, etc, and i was able to start again whenever i got back to bed–i inserted whatever model i wanted to use and took right off into my pleasure–i knew when something wasn't going to work and so changed the p-tab location and then i also knew when something would work and simply waited for it to happen–i think now i will know when simply lying there will be productive and when it won't–i used to waste a lot of time waiting for things that never happened and i think now i won't–also i think that now i can try a different approach if something isn't working–hope this helps someone