Tag: Rewiring

Very first experiences (3 sessions)

I've experimented with anal play a bit in the past, but have never been completely satisfied with it. In the short span of a few days, the Aneros has changed my entire outlook on sexuality and linked together a number of unlikely experiences in my life that until now simply seemed odd or unexpected. I'll elaborate after first describing the past couple of days.

Based on recommendations I gleaned from the Aneros forum, I placed an order for the Helix. However, anticipation got the better of me while waiting the few days for it to arrive, so I looked up a local retailer and picked up the MGX to get some instant gratification, so to speak.

My first session was a learning experience to say the least. The MGX was comfortable, and acceptable to me given my limited past experiences. Following instructions and the advice I've been reading, I relaxed and began becoming familiar with the sensations of my new friend. I eventually began experimenting with some contractions, and it was not long before I noticed a strong yet intangible reaction when fully contracted. I could not identify anything particularly pleasurable inside, but the P-tab was definitely doing something for me. Finding the "sweet spot" for the P-tab definitely goes a long way in getting pleasure. (As an aside, I found the pressure from the MGX P-tab to be a bit severe, and ended up adding some cushion in the form of a soft cloth.) Read more »

Serious Aftershocks

This is a follow up to my first Progasm session. That night, as I lay in bed, I started doing little contractions. Soon I was playing “Chase the Pleasure Echo” like I learned over the Christmas holidays when I was Anerosless. This involves doing some External Male Deer rubbing and then contracting for awhile. Boy did things take off. For the next hour and a half the contractions and spasms rose and fell and rose and fell. I didn’t know if the little walnut was going to let me sleep at all. These pleasant flutters were fun to chase – I’m sure by some definitions I was having waves of mini-o’s.

This was definitely rewiring – it felt like my prostate was plugged in. I now consciously recognize that when the prostate is calling for blood that your heart rate changes to that deep intestinal thumping that you can just ride up and down. Veins throb in my eardrums. There was a pulsing taught power cord reaching from the topside base of my penis to just below my belly button. All sorts of different muscle groups in my pelvis were spasming in different directions.

All these things are new: conscious recognition of pulse/heart rate change, plugged in and fluttering prostate, belly power cord. And the ‘on switch’ is the Male Deer. My brain is responding. The Progasm really stirred things up down there. Read more »

Rumel’s Ruminations – Part II

This Blog is in two Sections : Part II (this one) is my periodic blog of experiences (most recent at the top), Part I is just copies of some of my earliest Forum entries (oldest at the bottom)

3/21/10 – There have been a couple of inquiries/comments in the past about my personal avatar, so I thought I'd put into writing what it is.
While the Aneros WIKI states "Super-O's come in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, some are large, some are single, some are multiple, some are centered in one area while others are in another. Some are particularly intense, while others are more subdued." I liked a post by 'BF Mayfield' wherein he said "Super-O's come in many colors and flavors."

When I first joined the Forum, avatars were not an available option for members. It was many months after I had experienced my first Super-O that avatars became available. I believe it was 'hlaser99' who posted the first animated avatar shortly after they were possible here. I then started thinking about what mine should be. For a short time I was using an animated graphic of the Super O Society logo which I created as my avatar but I decided against that as I wanted that particular graphic to represent much more than my identity. Read more »

Life Story Factors Influencing Your Practice

As things have progressed forward with my/our practice, I get taken back and aback by the old life story elements that reappear as having effected rewiring and other dimensions of the practice.

Here we begin at the beginning (from a post in a Community Poll):

I was a sickly child and a difficult birth, raised by my mother and nurses mostly for at least the first two years at times in quarantine. My father did not get to hold me until I was two or a little more. I was raised on doctor-prescribed phenobarbitol and atropine for my first six years and had abdominal surgery during that time. I suspect that those drugs over that time had probably pre-rewired me early in several ways!

I was very tall and thin for my age as I grew and was quite shy early, growing quite intellectually adventurous and outspoken in the later pre-puberty years. At one point I declared my interest in yoga and planned "to develop the skill of lowering my large bowel through my anus inside-out as the East Indians do to clean it". I was not strong and still ill on and off during those years and at school was bullied and taunted: "four-eyes!, girl!, fag! etc.", partly because my family were prominent businessmen and community leaders. This, even as I was dating a girl and partying with others before high school… Read more »

New High

I just had the best ejaculation of my life a couple of days ago, after a three hour session with the MGX.

This came as a surprise, since all of my sessions during September were strictly okay. Although pleasurable, it didn't seem like I was making much progress … good feelings, but nothing intense like the "pleasure spreading" sensation I wrote about on August 18th. Perhaps introducing the Peridise into the mix was confusing my body. That in mind, I decided to just concentrate on the MGX. All last week, the partner was at home so it didn't give me much time to play. By Monday it had been nearly a week since I masturbated and my prostate was sending those telltale "massage me" signs. I had a pretty good session that day. Wonderful, but it paled next to what would come the following day.

I wasn't planning to bring the MGX back out on Tuesday, but early in the day my entire midsection was going crazy, all aflutter. So I took a fish oil tablet, ate a little dark chocolate, and lubed up with some new KY. Almost immediately it was hitting all the right spots, in the right ways. I did some time lying on the couch, striking a groove with a position that was on my left side with my right lower leg resting on the top of the couch. The combination of anal contractions and having a finger rubbing the "sweet spot" above my penis was driving my body into an insatiable tizzy. I would drive myself into an orgasm-like peak, then rest a couple of minutes, then go into another peak. This went on for about 2-1/2 hours. Read more »

Can this get better?

Well about 2 weeks ago I experienced what I thought was a Super-O. Maybe it was or maybe it was just a minor part of the awakening stage. What I thought was awesome 2 weeks ago is nothing compared to what I experienced last night. I have learned to let my body and aneros do what it wants to do. As I look back at the last 17 months and aneros use, I now see all the mistakes I have made in this journey. You just can't force this thing to work. I guess we all develop our own techniques. Now it's funny but after all this time becoming "rewired" I now get involuntary contractions within minutes of insertion just by letting aneros rest in just the right spot. I used to work at it, get very sensitive but would rarely even get involuntary responses. For those of you that haven't reached the super-o level, what worked for me was to get myself worked up and sensitive by doing my routine voluntary contractions. I would then find the most sensitive spot inside and just gently rest the aneros there. I wasn't using any pressure but just contracting my anus and letting it rest there. Before I knew it the aneros was being slightly tugged deeper on its own. I would just concentrate on that spot and do nothing. Absolutely do not bear down, just relax and let it happen. Now as incredible as it may seem over the last 2 weeks my super-o experiences have just become more and more intense. Can this really get better?? Inside I absolutely know it can. My body tells me so. The wonderful thing is that I now have now reached a point that I know each time I go to use aneros I am going to be able to reach this super-o bliss. It now happens quickly by just letting it happen. I do not try to make it happen, I am 100% just enjoying the ride at each level and the ride is getting more and more enjoyable. PS. Just a footnote, what finally pushed me over the top was the fact I started using all three of my toys. I started with the Eupho and worked up to the Progasm. Up until last night the Progasm gave my the best results but last night the Helix swept me away to places I would never thought possible.

Day-After Effects: The Best So Far

From early in my practice, Day-After Effects have been a very significant part, beginning with Butt Buzz, expanding over time into the day of joy in the O-zone, where mini-Os and greater dry-Os (hlaser's Chairgasms/Cargasms) begin as spontaneous, become more regular and then are available at will when you choose out of the that delightful background O-zone buzz.

The best and most unique Day-After Effect so far though goes beyond these. In a previous post here I described the Mitochondrial Orgasm and at first that seemed like it might have been a one-time experience or interpretation.

And yet that experience was so wonderful and affecting that I felt a yen to "get back there" and also to try to research the possible science of this if the M-O was name was anything more than a metaphor. Because of my earlier interest in Tantra and Tao and the recent readings and interpretation of the results of my practices with Aneros and KSMO, I joined The Tao Bums this past January but got little response/feedback there until August and since then have really enjoyed the discussions there, which are by no means primarily sexual as the basis of Taoist practices.

By late September, after getting smaller events that had the same millions of tiny campfires sensations, I had the first purely Aneros Day-After Effect full Mitochondrial Orgasm and posted the following in the Forum here: Read more »

Micro-cosmic Orgasm!: A Mirror Intellectual Orgasm?

The following is a recent post I made in Tantricguy's wonderful Forum thread Rewiring & Women's Orgasm:

"Johntrevy, I have come close to what you describe [becoming a disembodied or transformed wholeness-of-being], but rather than the strict geometry of a sphere, it is more amorphous, like a cloud, for me. It can be part of the floating bliss states and frequently is, solo or with my partner.

Alana, thanks so much again! What a wonderful set of vivid, imagery-enhanced, cosmos connections. These recall my IOs of my youth, which keep whispering from behind some thin veil now, as I/we explore and rewire, or more accurately for me apparently, reconnect the experimental circuits of youth and middle age, from IOs, yoga breathing, inner body visualization and healing, Tao and Tantra, hypnagogic voyaging, "touch-for-health", chi gong, and others to those of a lifetime of periodic prostate massage.

A couple of days ago, the morning after mrs. a and I had another great couple of hours of bio-electric coupling to bliss and bliss union with all, we were reading and chatting in bed. I showed her a diagram of the typical structure of a neuron in a recent article on the huge expansions in neuro-sciences lab results and theories. Aesthetic triggers have worked for me for years to set off erotic energies, but this seemed like just a simple even homey diagram… Read more »

ed's journey

just wanted to say that i got a fungal infection in my lower pubic area that was misdiagnosed as herpes zoster and treated with lyrica from which i developed the severe hives as an allergic reaction–they were mainly concentrated in the groin area and upper legs and lower belly and were so severe that they were driving me crazy and keeping me from sleeping–it must have wiped out all memory from my rewiring with the aneros

finally got back to health and began my sessions again–have had several so far and i seem to have lost it–slowly getting better but am way behind from where i stopped–all those nerve endings that were jangled from the week of intensive hives and the itch stopping cream must still be asleep!–seem to have lost the movement on my toys and also the feeling of how to control my contractions like i used to–my pc contraction seems to be intact but i have lost a lot of control on my anal contractions–seems like i can no longer do an anal without the pc coming along too– i used to have the tickling, buzzing and rubbing on my prostate but now i don't get any of those feelings like i used to–i also had the "tapping" i could do with my pc contractions–now all i get is a strange thing that feels like the massager coming off the prostate with some force, sort of like it was pressed hard against the prostate and when it comes to the edge it slams off–using a lot of lube cause movement is practically nonexistent–i'm now back to waiting for involuntaries to hitch a ride on–i guess i need to be rewired all over again–i'm guessing that all that nerve stimulation with the hives has screwed up the rewiring that i had done with the aneros–it's probably more that than the time i spent without sessions Read more »

A Neuroscientist's Stroke as an Unchosen Path

Here is an amazing story unfolding…

From my recent KSMO post: The New York Times story on Jill Bolte Taylor, and her happening upon nirvana as a result of a stroke, provides some interesting reflections on the depth of "rewiring" we work toward or stumble upon ourselves with our methods here and at Aneros…

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/05/25/fashion/25brain.html

Her experiences and descriptions are so much like the early Intellectual Orgasms I experienced and the more recent drops into lucid dreaming and hypnagogia in conjunction with KS erotic and transforming energies.

It sounds like "full body" experiences…

Her book should prove interesting.

It will be fascinating to follow how she pursues this phenomenon and her life with it.

It reminds one of the Stendhal Effect, the over-powering aesthetic response, which can act for some as a positive dry orgasmic trigger.

And there are other connected phenomena…

What is your experience that this story connects to?

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as we rewire
we are all reconnected